The whole of Yokohama thought we were together

"Ango left so soon."

Dazai Osamu's words pulled Oda Sakunosuke out of his contemplation, he tilted his head and looked at the watch on Oda Sakunosuke's wrist, and the other party directly raised his wrist to his eyes for his convenience.

There is still more than half an hour until the fireworks festival.

"It's a pity." Osamu Dazai said.

"Well, he said that there is still work to do." After Oda Sakunosuke responded, remembering that the two seemed to have talked for a long time in the corner, he asked, "What were you talking about?"

"The matter of 'Five Decays of Heaven and Man'." Osamu Dazai approached him and said in a low voice, "He said he needed the help of a detective agency, so I asked him to talk to the director directly. It's hard to come out to play together, so I don't have to worry about work What about the matter above?"

[But even so, they seem to have been talking for a long time. If Dazai just rejected Ango, it shouldn't take that long. ]

Oda Sakunosuke knew that the other party was still the same, and he was unwilling to publicize the good things he had done. It seemed that for Osamu Dazai, those things he did were trivial things, and he didn't take them to heart.

It is also because of this that the words that can be told by Osamu Dazai are extremely important.

For example, the lies he told about the world when he was in a bar, or the confusion about himself that he said casually.

Perhaps it is indeed as others think, nine out of ten of Dazai Osamu's words are lies.

But even for that one truth, Oda Sakunosuke would accept the rest of the lies.

He no longer wanted to miss any words from the other party that sounded like calling for help, nor did he want to leave the other party alone in the dark, wandering alone for a long time.

"What are you thinking?"

Oda Sakunosuke blinked and looked at him.

Osamu Dazai gestured to the shaved ice in his hand, "It's all melted."

When his voice fell, the water drops on the outside of the cup just passed the back of Oda Sakunosuke's hand and dripped down the lower part of the wrist.

Oda Sakunosuke subconsciously wanted to get rid of the shaved ice quickly, without thinking about who this shaved ice should belong to, he scooped up a large spoonful and put it in his mouth.

The person on the opposite side visibly froze.

Oda Sakunosuke caught a glimpse from the corner of his eye, and when he looked up, he saw that the other party's face was much redder than before, and he was stunned: "... Dazai?"

Osamu Dazai held the plush toy in one hand, turned sideways, and fanned it with the other hand: "Don't worry, it's just a little hot."

"Then do you still want to eat?" Oda Sakunosuke took out a small fan from his waist to fan him, thinking that holding a plush toy in the summer is really uncomfortable, and it should be deposited with the boss just now.

Thinking of this, he said, "Let me hug you."

"No." Hearing this, Osamu Dazai hugged the bear even tighter, stopped fanning his hands, and pursed his lips.

"Last time, you were not happy when I asked you to keep the omamori for me..." Osamu Dazai said softly, "It won't happen this time."

Oda Sakunosuke paused.

Last time...he was not unhappy because Dazai Osamu returned the Omori to him, Dazai Osamu knew that what he was unhappy was that the other party insisted on putting himself in danger.

But maybe, the other party is also using this method to implicitly promise him something.

Oda Sakunosuke wanted to answer "Yes", but seeing the wet forehead of the other party, he turned his mouth and said, "But you look really hot."

Dazai Osamu: "..."

He snatched the fan from Oda Sakuyuki's assistant, and walked forward quickly while fanning it vigorously, "Yeah, I'm so hot, so let's find a cool place to watch the fireworks."

"Wait, Dazai..." Oda Sakunosuke quickly caught up with him after realizing it, "Don't you eat ice?"

"...I don't want to eat!" Osamu Dazai fanned his fan more vigorously, "I'm too hot, I don't want to eat."

Oda Sakunosuke: "...?"

[Should we wait until it cools down to eat ice? ]

But Osamu Dazai obviously didn't want to discuss this issue in depth. They almost walked around the second half of the market, and then came to the hinterland of the river bank, which is said to be the best place to watch fireworks.

This place has a slight slope, no matter where you stand, you can ensure that your sight is not blocked, so although there are not a few people who come to watch the fireworks, it is not crowded.

Osamu Dazai and Sakunosuke Oda stood still in a corner with a fairly good view. The shaved ice had already been eaten, and Osamu Dazai's fan movement slowed down, with the wind blowing on the side of his face leisurely, which had no real effect.

There were still a few minutes before the firework started, and the two started chatting after taking their positions. Oda Sakunosuke mentioned the reason why he walked J just now.

"Just thinking about the stupid things I did before."

"Reflect?" Osamu Dazai felt a little strange, "I didn't expect Odasaku to do this kind of thing."

"Maybe most people are like this... suddenly recalling what happened before, and thinking, 'I wish I had done that at the time'." Oda Sakunosuke said, "But in fact, very few people would second faced the same situation again.”

Osamu Dazai paused for a moment, then stroked the fur of the teddy bear, and said nonchalantly: "Then should I reflect on the matter of snatching your clothes when we first met? But I am a little curious, what did Odasaku think of me at that time?" What about the weird guy who snatches clothes? The weird guy who grabs clothes and is unreasonable?"

Since he said that this was the first meeting, Oda Sakunosuke regarded it as the first meeting and did not refute.

He scratched his head and said hesitantly: "...Actually, I didn't have any opinion of you at that time."

"Does that mean I failed to attract your attention at all?" Osamu Dazai touched his chin, "What a frustrating answer."

Oda Sakunosuke said in distress: "Because I was busy thinking about whether it was my clothes or not."

Dazai was stunned.

After a long while, he blinked and burst out laughing.

He buried his head on the teddy bear, his shoulders trembled, and his voice came out intermittently with a smile: "As expected of... Odasaku... It turns out that I am not as important as a piece of clothing..."

"Sorry, Dazai."

"No, no, don't worry about it." Osamu Dazai raised his head with a smile, and waved his hands, "Then, when did Odasaku first have a little opinion of me?"

"Hmm..." Oda Sakunosuke thought about it carefully, and then said with some uncertainty, "It's when you were origami——folding bread bags."

Osamu Dazai thought he would talk about Kawada: "Why?"

"The rabbit folded out of the packaging bag is very beautiful. I think you are very skillful. At the same time, I was thinking, it would be great if I could do it too." Oda Sakunosuke said.

Osamu Dazai: "Should I teach the children after I have learned it?"

"Yeah." Oda Sakunosuke nodded, "They should be very happy."

Osamu Dazai expected it.

As long as it is related to those children, it can always quickly attract the attention of Oda Sakunosuke.

"There are no bags to fold right now, but I can teach you another method that might make them happy."

As Osamu Dazai said, he adjusted his standing posture, circled the teddy bear with both hands, and put the backs of his hands together, then slightly bent the fingers of his left hand, and the tip of his right thumb lightly touched the knuckle of his index finger, he smiled and said to Sakunosuke Oda: "Look at the ground. "

Oda Sakunosuke looked at it as he said, at this moment, the fireworks suddenly bloomed in the sky, and the dazzling light illuminated the surroundings, and the shadows cast by Dazai Osamu's hands on the ground became clearer.

It was a rabbit that straightened its upper body slightly. When Oda Sakunosuke saw it clearly, the rabbit moved its front paws and greeted him.

Oda Sakunosuke couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips, showing a little smile.

He turned to look at Osamu Dazai, nodded: "Well, it's very interesting."

"That's right~" Dazai Osamu let go of his hand with a smile, "I'll learn the rest later, and now I have to watch the fireworks."

In this short period of time, the sky had already become lively, and continuous fireworks exploded in mid-air, illuminating the entire river bank as if it were daytime.

All around is the same noise. At this moment, the silence leaves the world, and the colorful light shines on everyone who cheers, and lights up the calm river. The magnificent and vast beauty breaks the boundary between heaven and earth. , the space is infinitely extended.

Osamu Dazai's gaze fell from the fireworks in the sky to the crowd below with happy smiles, and after a while, he retracted his gaze and lowered his eyes to chuckle.

This firework display seems to only last 10 minutes, so short.

The people around him seemed to have noticed his movements, and suddenly said at this moment: "Dazai, I remember you once said that you hope that human beings will appear and disappear soon like snow.

"Then you are looking at the fireworks at the moment, do you think so too?"

I hope that human beings, like fireworks, bloom for a short time, and then quickly drift into the sky and the earth.

"No." Osamu Dazai shook his head, "I was wrong."

"I now realize that human beings are actually like snowflakes and fireworks, beautiful but short-lived."

At that time, he had nothing to ask for, so he hoped that his life would be only a short time; now he has something to ask for, so he regrets that his life is only a short time.

"What's the difference between us and fireworks?"

After listening to his words, Oda Sakunosuke lowered his eyes, seemed to think for a while before saying, "But Dazai, I think there is still a difference between you and Fireworks."

Osamu Dazai looked at him, helplessly: "Yes, after all, I am not human anymore..."

"No...I mean," Oda Sakunosuke finally turned his eyes to look at him, and said slowly, "When I look at you, I will forget about the fireworks."

Dazai was stunned.

"Not only fireworks, but also snow, and an endless sea," Oda Sakunosuke looked at him seriously, "When I look into your eyes, those all become quiet and silent background paintings, I will Subconsciously ignore them."

"The only thing I can sense is you."

The firework was still lighting up the sky enthusiastically and brilliantly, and the hustle and bustle around continued, but neither of the two paid attention to it. They looked at each other, their eyes met, and their eyes only fell on each other.

Dazai Osamu's hand holding the teddy bear was getting a little wet, he felt his heart was beating rapidly and chaotically, and it was transmitted to the eardrum along the blood and meridian, it was noisier than fireworks, and he almost wanted to run away.

When he was about to back away uncontrollably, he looked away from Oda Sakunosuke's gaze, and then his throat moved slightly, and a stiff smile appeared on his face.

"... Aoi said that there is a unique connection between Jimin and the creator. I didn't quite know what this connection was before, but now that I hear Oda Saku say that, I understand." Osamu Dazai laughed dryly, "I I know that I am very important to Odasaku, and Odasaku is the same to me, so there is no need to bring it up and say it again..."

Osamu Dazai's voice gradually became weaker as the other party lowered his eyes slowly, until the other party's stupid hair was hanging down with his head, he finally stopped his voice a little uneasily.

The left hand holding onto the teddy bear hesitated for a moment, and finally let go slowly, and wanted to touch the sleeve of the teddy bear instead.

But before that hand touched the corner of his clothes, the other party suddenly spoke again.

"Dazai, I read a story recently."

"...Eh? Huh? What...a story?" Osamu Dazai's hand paused, and he quickly retracted it.

Oda Sakunosuke lowered his head and said: "In order to make people look directly into each other's eyes more, and at the same time to appease those who cannot speak, one day, the government promulgated a rule-each person is only allowed to speak 160 words a day. Seven words."

The stiffness in Dazai's body went back and forth.

He knew the story, or rather, the... poem.

He knew that he should leave, but some indescribable emotion in his heart hindered his footsteps, making his feet rooted in place, fearful but inexplicably looking forward to the other party's next words.

"A man is so well adapted to the lifestyle that he doesn't say 'hello' when the phone rings and just points to the name on the menu when ordering a spicy curry at a restaurant. He used all methods to save words, just to keep the rest of the words in the middle of the night - he wanted to make a phone call to his distant lover.

"When the phone was connected, he said, 'I only used 59 words, and I will leave the rest to you'. There was no sound from the other side of the phone, and the man knew that his lover had used up the number of words for the day. But It doesn't matter, in the rest of the time, he can slowly tell his lover what he said.

"So," Sakunosuke Oda raised his eyes, "he whispered 'I love you' in his lover's ear thirty and one third times."

[Ahh... there is no escape. ]

Osamu Dazai suspected that his heart might jump out of his throat in the next second.

/After this, we just sat quietly

Listen to each other's breathing on the phone. /

There was still a lot of hustle and bustle in the surroundings, and even the voice of the other party's story just told was clearly indistinct, but Osamu Dazai had an illusion, as if the other party's breathing was like in a poem, entangled in his ears quietly and tenderly .

They are silent in the story, but convey to each other all the time...

"I love you"

They couldn't remember exactly how many minutes or seconds after the fireworks ended.

The people around came and went, and the figures overlapped and parted, until the noise was completely over and the lingering smoke of the fireworks cleared, Dazai Osamu finally moved his stiff fingers, opened his lips, and said softly:

"...You learned about the other world from Inari J, didn't you?"

Dazai Osamu had no expression on his face, but Oda Sakunosuke seemed to know the excuse he wanted to say clearly, and without giving him a chance to ask the next sentence, he replied directly: "Yes, but the love I am talking about is not guilty."

This was the first time he heard the other party say this word so clearly, Osamu Dazai's body couldn't help shaking slightly.

He lowered his head, and said with some difficulty: "But it may come from guilt, I never thought that you would have this emotion... Maybe you just had an illusion..."

"It's hard to tell what the origin of this feeling of love is, Dazai, maybe this feeling is mixed with the guilt you mentioned, maybe there are other things, I can't tell, but the only thing I can I'm sure..." Oda Sakunosuke wanted to walk towards him, but hesitated for a moment, and finally stood still.

He just said seriously: "The person who stands beside me and spends my whole life with me, besides you, I can't imagine anyone else."

Osamu Dazai hugged the teddy bear tightly and closed his eyes.

[But I...]

"You are loved, Dazai."

When Oda Sakunosuke said these words, Osamu Dazai slowly raised his head. He seemed to want to smile, but his lips were tight and his eyes were red.

Oda Sakunosuke looked at him and said softly, "You are worthy of being loved."

Osamu Dazai looked at him quietly for a long time.

After a long while, he laughed out loud, and the light on the other side of the river bank spread a shallow layer here, and a little fell into his eyes, making the iris-colored pupils brighter than the fireworks just now.

Oda Sakunosuke couldn't help but be gentle.

The evening wind brushed his reddish temples, and he looked at each other with nervousness, anticipation and encouragement in his eyes.

"Then Dazai, can you tell me, who is that 'Odasaku' in your heart right now?"

Osamu Dazai rolled his eyes and said in a clear voice, "It's you."

He held one of the teddy bear's paws with his right hand, and walked towards the opposite side with it, his words were stumbling and his voice was trembling, but he continued.

"It's you that I... like, and you are in my heart..." He stood still in front of Sakunosuke Oda, and gently pressed his trembling hand to the other's cheek, the corners of his lips twitched, and he smiled slightly, "The person I want to go on, live together, and spend my life with is you."

"Odasaku..." He leaned closer, let each other's breath intertwine, his long eyelashes fell, his eyes fell on the other's lips, and he said in a breathy voice, "I love you."

Oda Sakunosuke lowered his head and kissed his lips.

He stopped at the ninth step of No.90, waiting for Osamu Dazai to walk towards him for the last step.

And Osamu Dazai was never willing to disappoint Sakunosuke Oda.

On the quiet river bank, they kissed, and the full moon and the shadow cast by the lights on the ground intertwined and almost merged into one.

The hand holding the teddy bear clenched so hard that its knuckles turned white, but it refused to let go.

No, it should be said, never let go again.

/I call you softly

I cross the road once lit by fireworks

come to you

最后

sunk in you/

The author has something to say: At this time, everyone in the detective agency who was peeping not far away (although he didn't want to admit it, but it was true), each covered a child's eyes, and heaved a sigh of relief in unison.

——The cp I was drinking is finally together! ! !

Extra episode [-] [Huahuo] is over

① "When I am looking at you, I will forget the fireworks." Adapted from Nizar Qabbani Syrian national poet - my lover asked me, "What is the difference between me and the sky?" The difference is, my love, when When you laugh, I forget the sky.

②The story told by Oda Saku is Jeff McDaniel's "A Quiet World" (Zai: Speaking of which, Oda Saku, I remember that the man in the original text ordered chicken noodle soup, not a spicy curry. Weaving: Ah , I remember wrongly.)

③/I call you softly, I walked through the road once illuminated by the fireworks and came to you, and finally sank in you/Used from Falmaz Soleimani's "Hymn to Spring" - "I whisper Calling you, I cross the road paved by the rainbow and finally sink into you"

感谢在2021-06-0322:42:49~2021-06-0519:26:53期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: 1 piece of warm wine to talk about the old friend;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Lonely Planet;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!