Hey, the science next door

If Jiang Li were placed on the street, at a glance, he would be the focus of the crowd.Slightly hunched back seems not very energetic, he likes to carry a schoolbag on one shoulder, walks his own way without purpose, and doesn't care about anything that has nothing to do with him. Come.

It gives the feeling of being alone, with small facial features. According to Ms. Lin, it means that she looks delicate, she is obviously a boy, but her clean face is as cute as an angel.

Later, during the Spring Festival, it seems that I still saw it in my hometown.

Jiang Li said slightly: "Auntie, we have met before. The few times we met, we passed by in a hurry. Today, I want to visit you, because I have been taken care of by your family...so..." Jiang Li didn't know his Is the wording appropriate.

Fortunately, Ms. Lin is not an unreasonable person. She has been recognized as a lady since she was a child, and she naturally has the tolerance and generosity that she should have.

Ms. Lin glanced at Shen Yu, but Shen Yu still didn't let go of Jiang Li's hand, and even looked at Ms. Lin with a sense of demonstration.

"You two... have a very good relationship." Ms. Lin said simply staring at the hands they were holding.

"Ah...?" Jiang Li realized that they were still holding hands. Ever since he knew that Shen Yu had told his mother, Jiang Li had been uneasy all the way, so naturally he didn't notice these details.

He struggled awkwardly, wanting to let go.

"Stop playing charades, Mom, I told you, he is my boyfriend." Shen Yu finally spoke.

Jiang Li saw that Ms. Lin's lips were pursed, she hesitated to speak, and there seemed to be not only anger, but even a trace of sadness in her expression.

Ms. Lin knows her son's temperament, and also knows that he is much more mature and stable than ordinary children, but this does not mean that he can act recklessly.

"Are you saying it again?" Ms. Lin patted the table, obviously very angry.

"I said it a long time ago." Shen Yu looked at Ms. Lin calmly.

Sometimes Ms. Lin is really afraid of meeting Shen Yu's eyes, the kind of suspicious and distrustful eyes, as if looking at a stranger. Ms. Lin doesn't know why he feels this way, but according to the previous The way they lived together could only be described as blood-related strangers living in the same house.

Is it because his father doesn't accompany him often, is it because the absence of a father after divorce will cause the child's lack of character, is it because of these things that make the child look like this.Ms. Lin felt a twinge in her heart, it was all because of herself, because of her own affairs that led to this direction.

After all, it is not normal itself.

Ms. Lin never dared to tell Shen Yu the truth about the divorce.

His father made the mistake of not having time to take care of the family, so he made the mistake of loving the wrong person and not having the courage to do so.

Ms. Lin doesn't love Shen Yu's father at all, or she only relies on Shen Yu's father after marriage.Sometimes I think it's ridiculous, after all, I got married because I got married, and the person she really loves is something she can't say in her life.

Ms. Lin liked a girl when she was young, a girl who loved to laugh.They have been together for three years without anyone knowing.I thought that the family would accept it if I said it frankly, but now.

Ms. Lin laughed at herself, looking at Jiang Li and Shen Yu, it was like looking at herself and her back then.

"Impossible, even if I agree with you, it's impossible." Ms. Lin seemed to have passed the final judgment.

Jiang Li called softly: "Auntie..." as if he was still testing.

Unexpectedly, Ms. Lin looked at him with sympathy, sadness and even reluctance in her eyes. "You're a good boy. I also know about your family background. It's not easy since you were a child. Isn't it good to live a good life? Why do you want to go this way?"

When mentioning his family background, Jiang Li's expression turned cold instantly, and he finally bowed his head, not daring to say anything.

"I met Aunt Yang, in a restaurant. Her name is Lin Yu, I was wondering if you still can't forget her after I was born." Shen Yu directly showed his cards.

It was like stabbing a knife into Ms. Lin's heart.

Yang Yu, the imprint that has always been imprinted in her heart.

When naming Shen Yu, Shen Yu's father chose several words and asked Ms. Lin to choose, and Ms. Lin valued Yu the most.

But not only because of the beautiful meaning, but more because of things that Ms. Lin herself dare not say.

This is a secret, a sealed secret.

Nobody will know.

"How on earth do you know these things?" Ms. Lin hissed like a frightened cat.

Shen Yu looked directly into Ms. Lin's eyes: "My dad said it. My dad said you never let go, and he also said, you should be brave."

Ms. Lin realized that she was completely at a disadvantage now. From the current situation, it seemed that Shen Yu was blaming her. In the case of Shen Yu and Jiang Li, Ms. Lin was not qualified to speak at all.

Because I didn't do well enough at the beginning, I still think about them going their own way.

"All these years, only you know what's on your mind." Shen Yu's tone was completely grown-up, he didn't mean to blame Ms. Lin, this is a sad story, you can't blame which party is wrong.

Yang Yu and Ms. Lin have been living alone since they separated. Shen Yu admires that woman very much. She wears a khaki-colored overcoat and carries her drawing board as if no one else is on the street. Her plain face is not too embellished, and she always has a gentle expression and a faint smile on the corner of her mouth. .The eyes are deep, which should be full of stories.It is said that she has never been married since then, and it seems that she has never loved anyone again.

The memories of the past were sealed in the painting by her.

Ms. Lin sat down and looked at Shen Yu calmly for a long time: "You will be like me, although you certainly don't think so now. Shen Yu, people have limits. When the enthusiasm is exhausted, facing other people's Eyes and feelings that shouldn’t be there, Shen Yu, you will still be like this in the end. This road won’t work, don’t try it.”

The tone is not like speaking to a child, but speaking in an adult way.

"I talked to my dad and he was all for it. You know what he told me?"

"He said, I don't want me to be like you. Let go of your original intention and live a life you don't like. He said that he loves you and fell in love with a dead person who has no heart. In his eyes, you have died a long time ago. It doesn't exist anymore, your heart is already gone." Shen Yu thought that he should have spoken too much, because he saw that tears were about to flow from the corners of Ms. Lin's eyes.

He paused and opened his mouth: "Mom, I don't want to do this."

Jiang Li was very surprised, he was an outsider at the side, listening to their conversation, he was at a loss.

Ms. Lin covered her face and sighed helplessly: "Why, why is this happening?"