Hey, the science next door

"I used to be jealous of him, and I also ridiculed him behind my back. Kid, how can anyone be willing to admit defeat." Zhou Yang said softly, and Jiang Li listened silently. He was an outsider, and he knew about him from Zhou Yang's mouth.

"However, he is always tolerant, so tolerant that I suspect that he is a saint. But Jiang Li, Shen Yu is not a saint, nor is he a good person. Those who scold him behind his back, point to his nose and scold him in front of him , he returned it all back. He never quarreled with others, nor did he fight." Zhou Yang paused and said, as if he had made a fool of himself:

"Jiang Li, it's very easy to isolate a person in school. He never lacks friends, whether they are sincere or fake. But he is him, and if he is unhappy, it is very likely that the person behind his back will say something about him. Don’t even think about mixing with people, you are also a boy, you naturally know that if a boy loses the small group, all that is left is loneliness.”

"Jiang Li, are you afraid of being alone? No one speaks to you all day, anyone who plays with you is a sinner in the eyes of Shen Yu's friends."

Jiang Li was very surprised when he heard that, he was taken aback, looked down at the concrete floor and didn't say a word.

"He is a very good person. He is a child from other people's family in the parents' mouth. Adults always teach children to play well with good children and learn well. He stands out from the crowd. The one in the class will shine Genius. Shen Yu has a lot of friends, but he is not like a group of cronies like the gangsters. He is very loyal and will help out. He is not stupid. He spends so much money on food and drink for these brothers every day because he knows Cherish, although he is not very good at talking, but sincerity can be seen from a person's actions."

Zhou Yang smiled and continued: "I remember when I was ridiculed behind Shen Yu's back, I thought he would treat me like others, I have already thought about how to live the future, but Jiang Li, you know, I later went to him alone and he cried in front of me."

"I forgot, we were all still kids."

"He is afraid of betrayal, hates betrayal, but feels that it is a pity to lose a friend who has played for several years. Since he forgave me, I swear he is my brother for life."

Jiang Li understood Shen Yu's feeling at that time, really, it was very distressing.

"He is not much more mature than others. Many things can only be understood after experience. The reason why he looks stable and does things calmly is because he doesn't care and is easy to let go, so he can be careless and confident. The essence is He didn't take this shit seriously at all."

Jiang Li didn't speak for a long time, he thought that he didn't understand Shen Yu all along, in his eyes, Shen Yu seemed to be omnipotent, he was very good, he looked calm but couldn't figure out his heart.

Indeed, he knew Shen Yu and hadn't even been there for half a year.

"Guess what I thought when Shen Yu told me about the relationship between you two?" Zhou Yang looked at the playground not far away, and said leisurely.

Jiang Li was still very quiet, waiting for his next words.

"I didn't take it seriously at all. Jiang Li, this is just a joke, it's gone too far."

His heart felt a little stuffy suddenly, Jiang Li didn't know why, it felt like a knife had been stabbed in him, making him uncomfortable.

"Don't blame me for saying this. Maybe I'm an outsider who doesn't understand your relationship, but I understand Shen Yu. He really treats you very well. He treats you differently from us, but Jiang Li, this is not necessarily love. .”

Jiang Li moved his mouth, wanting to say something, but there was no sound.

"The so-called liking of you may be just a certain aspect of you that attracted him, just like how I paid attention to you when I started school. It's because I found something similar to Shen Yu in you. The eyes always With reluctance to admit defeat."

"Jiang Li, admit it, your ambition is actually very big, you are not as fragile as you imagined at all, you are a smart person, you know how to endure, you know how to keep silent so that others care more about your opinion. You are afraid of being looked down upon by others, afraid of being alone .”

"You are very similar to Shen Yu a few years ago, but now he has let go, and you haven't. Perhaps, Shen Yu found himself in you, and the strong desire to protect made you mistake it for love."

Zhou Yang said so much, without a trace of emotion, and his serious look was completely different from his usual laughing and joking.

"Of course, these are just my personal opinions. I am Shen Yu's friend, and I don't want you to influence him."

Zhou Yang made a summary and didn't say anything more.

It was dark, and I couldn't see anything on the playground clearly.Jiang Li didn't know what was wrong with him now, he was still trembling slightly.

Are you angry?Are you sad?Are you uncomfortable?

Jiang Li didn't know.He clutched the corner of his clothes tightly, waiting for the end of this conversation.

Zhou Yang seemed to be still waiting for Jiang to leave his mouth.

Quietly.

Jiang Li said: "It's been less than half a year, don't you feel a little presumptuous when you say these words?" Jiang Li tried his best to calm his heart, and said this coldly.

Zhou Yang smiled softly, and said, "I'll do it for myself." He got up and left.

Jiang Li felt very tired.

Zhou Yang left, leaving Jiang Li alone in a daze. Everything Zhou Yang said just now was imprinted in Jiang Li's heart, and he would never forget it. Jiang Li thought, yes, he is an outsider after all.

He didn't know anything about Shen Yu, he couldn't even detect when he was happy or angry.

He didn't care about Shen Yu at all.

He doesn't deserve Shen Yu to treat him so well.

Jiang Li covered his face with his hands and couldn't figure it out, but no one can figure out who likes this thing.

There was a slight gap between the fingers, and there was still some expectation in his heart that Shen Yu would find him here, and he slowly put down his hand, but there was nothing.

It was empty and surrounded by darkness.

It sucks.

Jiang Li walked back to the classroom tiredly, and also forgot to eat dinner.

Shen Yu was in the information classroom, his eyes were on the computer screen, but his mind was not on the information class. He is very irritable now, frowning, with an ugly expression on his face.

The slender fingers were pressing on the keyboard, and the hand holding the mouse was well-knit. The phone on the hand was still being called, but no one called.

Shen Yu dropped the mouse, rubbed the center of his eyebrows, his eyes were tired, he thought about going to see him when it was over.

When Jiang Li returned to the classroom, he was numb and sat on his seat. Chen Jiexing had just finished eating, so he felt strange looking at him.

"What's the matter, I was absent-minded when I came back." Chen Jiexing asked kindly.

Chen Jiexing is Shen Yu's friend and Zhou Yang's friend.Jiang Li suddenly thought so, he looked at Chen Jiexing in a daze, and said slowly, "I'm fine."

"Oh." Chen Jiexing nodded.

"That... I want to ask." Jiang Li thought for a while and asked. "How do you know if you really like someone?"