Master, stay away from me

Ji Wunian was not very sober when he woke up, his eyelids were heavy.It took her a long time to open her eyes slightly, at least to let enough light into her eyes, allowing her to see clearly the top of the bed she was facing at this time.

Black frame, black yarn.

So familiar.

"woke up?"

The voice was unfamiliar, but the tone was familiar.

Ji Wunian was unable to turn his head, so he could only turn it slightly.The visitor also took care of her weakness and sat beside her to show off her figure.When he bent down to touch Ji Wunian's forehead, he also showed his face in front of her eyes, it was the one he saw in the demon world that night.

"Still having a fever, but there is no danger of life." The man laughed, looking a little delicate.His hand slid along Ji Wunian's forehead to her face, feeling her excessive body temperature. "Take care of it and don't move around."

Ji Wunian couldn't move his limbs, he didn't know if he was drugged or interrupted.But she could feel the tension in her body.She opened her mouth and wanted to speak but found that she didn't have the strength to vibrate her vocal cords.

It just so happened that this man's hand also slipped to her neck, and he gently clasped her throat with his thumb. "You are too weak now, you can't even speak... It's better to recover from your injuries first, and then we can talk when you recover."

Are you well fed?

Ji Wunian wanted to laugh, and the muscles on his face really moved.It was difficult for her to control her body when facing this person, and that reflexive fear was probably written in her eyes.These messages were probably received, and the other party smiled along with her.

"Wu Nian, so you are so afraid of me?" When he spoke, he seemed to be a little emotional, and his hand returned to her cheek, "Since you are afraid of me, don't be like the original..." Two fingers clasped together Her jaw hurt a little.

He said the word "disobedient" a little coldly, as if he had torn off a little bit of disguise.It's just that this little bit was suppressed for a moment, and he seemed to say gently, "Wu Nian, I don't know how much you remember from the past... But we have a lot of time to recall slowly..."

He slowly came down and sprinkled three words in Ji Wunian's ear.

"Not in a hurry."

Ji Wunian couldn't control the tense body, she could only watch the man get up and leave as if winning.It took her some time to let her body relax naturally, but the relaxed body still couldn't move at all.

She closed her eyes, exhaled deeply, and waited for all her senses to calm down.

Then calm down.Then frankly.

Back here again.

Ji Wunian was lying down, only the eyes and head and neck could turn a little bit.As far as the eye can see is the pitch-black roof, the pitch-black bed frame, and even the pitch-black veil.The bed frame is carved with leaf patterns, and the veil is embroidered with phoenixes.That phoenix has nine tail feathers, and the feathers embroidered on each tail feather are different.One is 26 pieces, the other is [-] pieces, and the shorter one is only embroidered with [-] pieces, mainly for the good-looking twisted angle...

boring.

Ji Wunian who calmed down stared at the slit of the veil, while counting the number of stitches, while thinking about what the man said just now.

Of course she still remembers the past, but whether the other party knows that she remembers is another matter.At present, it seems that he has not known it for as long as he himself, but he must have some understanding of his own situation.As for his purpose, it should be the same as before, it will be to change her will and turn her into a puppet... The means will probably be the ones he is used to, and may also remove some fake tenderness.

It's good to go straight to the point, I don't know how many things I can get out of him...

It is still 980 needles.

Ji Wunian exhaled, but still couldn't make a sound.

She opened her mouth, wanting to laugh for a moment.She didn't believe that she was so hurt that she couldn't speak, that person must have done something to her again.

Is it because he knows that her words are annoying, and he doesn't even give her the right to express?

That's right, her mouth is also quite powerful.

Ji Wunian felt a little sad and proud, and when he saw the maid who came to serve him, he was even more sure of himself.The person who came was not the Cang Shui she was familiar with, but another girl she had never seen before.The girl wouldn't say a word when she came, and wouldn't even change her expression a little bit.She just fed her medicine, changed her medicine and wiped her body, and then left.

Ji Wunian tried to get her attention with facial expressions, but the other party ignored her.

Or Cangshui is much more fun.

Ji Wunian misses that cute little demon girl a little bit, but things have changed so much, and she doesn't know where Cang Shui will be.She was the maid chosen by Qi Mo, now that Qi Mo is dead, perhaps Cang Shui will not appear...

Hey, what a pity.

She quite liked the way Cang Shui wiped her body... much better than the current one.

Ji Wunian couldn't help but wrinkle her face, feeling that she was about to rub off a layer of skin, but the other party couldn't see her expression at all, and just played with her in the water casually.When she wiped her back, she would push Ji Wunian's shoulder forward a little bit, the touch there was not right, Ji Wunian moved his eyes to look, and saw that the outline of the collarbone was a bit messy, it should be that the bone hadn't grown well.

Thinking about it, he just needed her to live, and even wished for her to be crippled, so how could he heal her well.

Having figured it out, Ji Wunian didn't have much emotion, and when he lowered his head, he counted the number of scars on his chest.

Guan Sheng was probably also furious at that time, just piercing her with eight knives.

I don't know if my hands will be sore...

Ji Wunian, who was thinking wildly, was picked up by the maid from the bath, and put on a chair beside him to wipe it.It happened that there was a mirror in the side of her head, and she could see the condition of her body in her eyes.

There is no missing arm or leg, but the right shoulder is not right, and there are many scars on the chest.It seems that the hands and feet have become a little slack after a long period of inactivity, and the muscles that should have softened...

But her face was still a beauty, her smile was like the sun, and she was a bit sly, like a fox.

Speaking of foxes, Ji Wunian looked at his waist when the maid turned to pick up the clothes, and saw a fiery red fox curled up and looked at the back...

She was stunned for a moment, and then regained consciousness in the next moment.

The cold-faced maid put a light white gown on her, and pushed a wheelchair to put her down.The path after that does not go back to the bedroom, but goes to another room from another direction.The room was dark, with a carved wall.The same pattern was printed on the floor of the room, and Ji Wunian was stopped in the center of that pattern.

She watched the maid leave, and lowered her eyes to look at the lines on the ground.She used to think that the pattern of this pattern was good, but after reading many Yuebai's classics, she realized that there are some allusions in it.This kind of pattern has the meaning of opening up the world, full of some kind of lofty ideals and visions.Ji Wunian felt ironic, and still turned his gaze to the man who was walking slowly.

This appearance was actually more beautiful and closer than the real person she had seen, but once she realized it, her immobile limbs would tighten on their own.She couldn't control it, she could only follow his approaching footsteps and desperately told herself to relax.However, this was a useless resistance, and her obviously wrong state had already caught the eyes of this person.

"Wu Nian," the man squatted down in front of her, as if to cooperate with her unable to lift his head and neck properly.With a smile, he put a hand on Ji Wunian's shoulder, "Why are you so afraid of me?"

I don't know, I don't want to know.

She replied with her eyes, but the other party seemed to understand another meaning.He smiled and asked, "You remember the past, right?"

She didn't want to answer.

The man looked her straight in the eyes, and explained the answer with confidence, "It's the 'God' who reminded you, right?"

Ji Wunian hid the shock underneath, but managed to get him to reveal it again.He took the answer Ji Wunian gave him, and stroked her cheek with his hand, "Since you remember, then you should know that you and I should understand each other best...don't you?"

Is it?

The emotion in Ji Wunian's eyes was a little strong, which triggered a trace of sarcasm in this person.His smile faded a little, and he held Ji Wunian's right hand in his palm with both hands.He seemed to be talking to that right hand, regretting, "You once said, 'Heaven does not serve itself for everyone, and you can abandon everything you worship with your heart'... If it is what you want in your heart, you will exhaust everything and burn it all. It's only a small price for myself..." He raised his head and looked into Ji Wunian's eyes, "I think so too."

Is it?

He seemed to have heard Ji Wunian's rhetorical question, raised his head and said with a smile, "Those 'gods' wantonly played with our lives, destroyed my world, and imprisoned me here..." He lightly touched Ji Wunian cheek, and his eyes fell on his own fingertips. "I'm going to take revenge on them, to take their place...you'll help me, won't you?"

help you?

Ji Wunian looked at him, as if laughing.

Helping him is to destroy Ji Wunian's own living place, does he think she is stupid?

And does he need her help?What he needs is her submission.

This man who talks about hating "God" is doing the same thing as them.Ji Wunian can understand, but it doesn't prevent her from feeling sad about this person.

The way is different, do not conspire with each other.

"Wu Nian," he called her, and returned his hand to the back of Ji Wu Nian's. "Can't you see?" he asked her, with deep sympathy in his eyes, "You and I are just their playthings, we will throw them away when we are tired of them, and we will be destroyed if we are bored... If we don't fight, we will die forever." gotta be stuck here."

It's okay to be stuck here, it's her own choice.

"...Heh." He laughed suddenly, rubbing his thumb back and forth on the skin of the back of Ji Wunian's hand, as if to describe her raised bone line, "You, you really changed...Is it because of that god? "

He asked softly, "Did she make you care? Did she make you... hurt?"

Ji Wunian looked at his finger, and it came down to the tip of her own index finger little by little.He seemed to be admiring Ji Wunian's beautiful nails, and his fingertips lingered on the roundness.

He said softly, "You used to...but you wouldn't be like this."

"Crack."

Ji Wunian's forehead broke out in cold sweat instantly, and his head was a little dizzy.That kind of severe pain would cause a nearly convulsive reaction in the whole body, and her mouth would open unconsciously, but no sound could come out.

"... You used to be able to bear everything, and you didn't care about anything... It's not the weak way you are now."

The man stroked Ji Wunian's cheek again, slowly exerting force in her sweat.His tightened four fingers were tightly hooked on the back of Ji Wunian's neck, as if he would soon crush her muscles.

However, the real target is not there, but Ji Wunian's second phalanx.

"Crack."

Ji Wunian took a deep breath, but immediately held it in his throat.The air that was not up and down trembled frequently in that place, making a short trembling sound.Ji Wunian heard this voice, but she could hear another voice whispering in her ear, "Wu Nian, what she gave you is weakness, you don't need it."

"Crack."

Ji Wunian tightly closed her eyes, and even pursed her mouth forcefully.Her brows were furrowed fiercely, and the squeezed peaks grew with the strength of the other party.

The thoughts in her mind began to be occupied by the pain bit by bit, and then intensified, leaving only a small corner for her to think.That seat was very crowded, and Ji Wunian sighed for some reason.

Pain is really a wonderful thing.

It reminds you of the damage to your body in an extremely uncomfortable state, forcing you to pay attention to it, prevent it, and then change your behavior to let those fatal injuries rest.This is clearly beneficial behavior for survival, but most people hate it.

Such annoyance is also its respectability, so Ji Wunian feels that such a feeling is precious from the bottom of his heart.

Precious but uncomfortable, it is easy for people's consciousness to get lost in the paleness it creates.Pain is such a thing, there should be no more, no less.

How much this depends on the person.For Ji Wunian, the pain at this time is the degree to which he can barely maintain consciousness...

"Look at Wu Nian," said the person in front of him, "what she gave you is not good at all."

Ji Wunian was so weak that she opened her eyes, but what she could see was blurry, maybe her vision was not opened enough, or maybe her brain, which was occupied by pain, couldn't handle it.Suddenly another burst of tingling pain rushed into her head, directly washing away all her senses.She seemed to know that she was curled up, and seemed to hear her own voice, but it seemed that only the whisper in her ear was real.

He said, "Wu Nian, admit it, you have been abandoned."

He said, "Wu Nian, don't struggle, let's go back to the past."

He said, "Wu Nian, listen to me."

He said, "Wu Nian, listen to me and it won't hurt anymore."

listen to him.

Who is he?

...It doesn't hurt anymore...how does it feel?

She couldn't think clearly, she just felt as if she was rolling in a sea of ​​needles.No matter how she moved, something would pierce her skin and go deep into her bones.And then the thing would pop up, piercing through her all over again.That thing messed with her brain, took hold of her throat, everything was out of order, everything was choking...

She really wants to escape, really wants to leave this place, even if what she is going to is boundless darkness, she is willing to do so...

Then you can escape?

A voice sounded in his mind, and Ji Wunian vaguely saw a person in front of him.She only has an outline, but Ji Wunian seems to know her facial features completely.This person has the same face as her, but is more free and easy, more fearless...more ruthless than her.

Is that bad?The person asked her, isn't it because of this that I can bear it for you?

I am your hidden guard, and my mission is to help you stay away from pain.Anyway, I don't feel pain, and I don't have emotions, even if I suffer, it won't be affected in any way.

Use me, rely on me.Even if there will be accumulated pain later, it will only be a momentary thing.

I can also help you test him and deceive him.I can get more information without being affected by pain, and I will have more chips when I start next time.

Haven't we always been this way?What are you hesitating about now?

Ji Wunian was silent, but the questioning didn't stop.

She is still asking, why don't you use me?What are you worried about?What are you afraid of?

The person's questioning paused, as if he couldn't bear to hurt him like this.But this is a ruthless person, she will still pose that cruel question.

What are you looking forward to?

look forward to.

These two words made Ji Wunian want to laugh, even though she didn't have such surplus.

She asked herself, what else could she expect?

Do I expect someone to save her, or expect someone to kill her... Or is there someone who can help her solve all these problems so that she can live with peace of mind?

impossible.

There's no way anyone will come.

This is the path she chose, and this is the consequence she chooses to bear.

There is no resentment, no refutation.

Even this prison was led step by step by her, so how could she expect others to change the ending she had written?

but……

No but.

It's just a weed growing in the corner of your heart, it's not worth growing, it shouldn't be allowed to survive.It's best to kill it directly when it emerges, and don't let it pollute the surrounding cleanliness...

but……

Can't but.

Once accepted, it will be beyond redemption, and it will directly lose the ability to live.You can't have any such thoughts, and you absolutely can't allow yourself to have such weakness.

but……

Don't but...

This is a luxury that can never be achieved.Even if you accept it, even if you keep it in your heart, it is just a fantasy that no matter how you reach out, you will not be able to touch a corner.

but……

……

But, she said, she will come back.

"You wait here for me, I'll come back and explain to you."

She clearly remembered the last words Yuebai said to her. She still remembered that she didn't wait the last time, and Yuebai got very angry.

Then this time...

She has been obediently waiting...

My lord... when will you come back?