long time bitch

The time when Yano Nanako first met Fuji Shusuke should have been traced back a long time ago.

Before that, she actually had a childhood sweetheart in a certain sense.

Koichi Muyu.

He has known her since kindergarten.Yano Nanako has already forgotten the reason, and only remembers that the two of them have been together since they were very young. This boy is like a follower, following behind her every day, eating together, attending classes, playing, and taking a nap.

Others called him her follower. At that time, Mu Yuguang was very weak, and he couldn't even arrange his clothes by himself.The face is always dirty, and there are a pair of big eyes that burst into tears when people are frightened.Apart from these, he should be regarded as a good-looking boy, but his character is cowardly, and every time he is bullied, he will only cry in front of her, asking her to help him out.

Yano Nanako was very carefree and masculine when she was a child, and Mu Yuguangyi was a few months older than her. She always felt like a sister in front of him, so she was full of pride and was very keen to help him defeat all kinds of enemies who bullied him.Since then, he has always regarded him as a younger brother or junior, and took good care of him.

The friendship between the two was established in this way. Although their families were not close, they finished kindergarten and elementary school together because of the geographical relationship.When he was in elementary school, Koichi Kiba's parents wanted him to transfer to another place because of the transfer of his work unit, but he resisted very much and tried various means to fight for it. Finally, he was admitted to the same school as Nanako Yano.

At that time, Nanako Yano only thought that this younger brother was very reliable and capable. Even if she occasionally noticed that the other party's eyes were unexpectedly hot, she never thought of anything else.Before she met Fuji Zhouzhu and had other thoughts, she was just a simple and simple girl, carefree every day, and she was already very happy to get her parents to bring back the things she likes to eat but not often.

What really made her realize some changes was actually the afternoon of the same day she met that person.

Yano Nanako looks good, although she didn't realize it herself, but if it wasn't for her aggressive behavior and the existence of Koichi Kiba, there would have been many boys who confessed to her since she was a child.

She didn't know what love is from elementary school to junior high school. Sometimes when she saw a couple on the road, she would feel awkward and weird-until one day, she suddenly realized that she was seeing the boy smiling slightly. There is a strange vibration in that place.

The feeling was like electric shock and heart palpitations. It was very unspeakable. She tossed and turned for a whole night. After getting up the next day, two Nanako Yano with dark circles under her eyes suddenly rushed out of the door and grabbed the girl who was waiting for her to go with her. Koichi Muyu, who was in school, showed off his collar happily as if he had discovered something extraordinary: "Ah Hikaru! I actually fell in love with a boy yesterday! I think I fell in love with him! I Go after him!"

"..."

She was very happy, and also very proud that she, who was always being ridiculed for being stupid, finally had the feeling of liking a boy, so that she didn't notice the boy's instantly gloomy expression and his suddenly silent gaze.

……

Koichi Muyu has a pair of particularly beautiful eyes.Light brown, very clear.The eyes covered under the long eyelashes, when you look closely, it seems that if you are not careful, you will be drowned in the clear and moving eyes.

He knew a long time ago that his character was, in a sense, an outrageous paranoid.Nanako Yano forgot, but he never forgot the first meeting between the two.At that time, he was pushed to the ground, she pulled him up, and only said, "I'm so weak, I'll help you beat him", and Mitsuichi Mu Yu paranoidly remembered it for more than ten years.

For ten years, because he was defined by the other party as a younger brother who needed to be taken care of since he was a child, Mitsuichi Muyu tried various methods to express his feelings, but in the end he flinched in her unaware eyes.Just like when Yano Nanako envied her more than once when she was a child, if she could be given such a pair of beautiful eyes, she would be able to exchange for anything, and he also half-jokingly replied very seriously: As long as you want, I can give it to you.

It's just that the other party never cared.

——But now, no matter how good-looking she is, it can't compare to the joy and indescribable joy she showed from the inside out when she looked at that person's blue pupils.

That person didn't even make a move, just a look in his eyes, which took away the only heat and light he had been obsessed with since he was a child.

The young man with silent eyes felt unwilling, more than ten years of obsession bound him, he couldn't break free, couldn't escape, making him gradually become crazy under the more intense palpitations of the other party.

Hiding behind Yano Nanako, giving advice to the other party so that she can approach that girl with the idea of ​​being a good friend, Kiba Koichi is actually looking forward to the separation of Fuji Shusuke and Ogawa Rina even more than Yano Nanako.

The latter's luck sets off her own misfortune. On the one hand, against her original intention, she helps Yano Nanako to do what she wants to do, and even contributes to what she didn't expect; For a time, Guang Yi couldn't bear this kind of tearing, and almost collapsed.

This self-contradictory process lasted for a long time, and it was Yano Nanako who first discovered his strangeness.

Facing that ignorant and caring gaze, recalling what he had done during this period of time, he once wanted to confess what he had done behind her back... In the end, he still flinched.

This girl is no longer the simple and direct Yano Nanako in his memory. The complex, contradictory, and entangled self in her are all created by him.

He felt guilty, and possessed a morbid glory of possessing the other party.On the one hand, she was afraid under her unaware smile, and on the other hand, it was getting more and more difficult to retreat with her feet in the mud.It's like making small moves to those two people who have nothing to do with them. In the end, I don't know what I want.

The boy who was always smiling also noticed his movements.

After everything was revealed to the world, Yano Nanako left Seigaku, followed by Kiyu Koichi.

In addition to the text message, the second rumor was actually not Nanako Yano, nor Koichi Kiba, but someone else with a heart, but it was no longer necessary to pursue those rumors later.

Later on, sometimes, Koichi Kiba was also surprised.

Obviously what he likes and cherishes is the girl with the bright smile at the beginning, since when did he single-handedly turn her into another existence?

He couldn't figure it out at first, and he had hoped to have a chat with her former friend Rina Ogawa, but as time went by, the two gradually drifted apart, and the distance opened up those hidden secrets under the smooth surface. The creases are like the kernels seen when cracking open a walnut, and the problems that were once neglected are gradually put into place, until finally—Kuichi Koichi had to admit that all of this was actually his fault.

his own fault.

It was his paranoia and possessiveness that made a youthful past that could be easily let go so serious.The more time passed, the more I regretted it, but that girl was far away from him, far away from everything, and she didn't want to set foot in it anymore.

It's your own fault, Mu Yuguang sighed a little.A person has been depressed for many years, flipping through those old photos, the memories shared by the two of them, secretly watching her expression when walking with other people, it feels like a bug has got into her heart, it hurts and itches.I am afraid that the other party will be more resistant if they appear again, and I am afraid that if I do not appear, my obsession will not be let go for the rest of my life.After leaving Seigaku, Yano Nanako can quickly forget the past with Fuji Shusuke, but he can't.Her trajectory, which overlapped with his for so long, was about to separate suddenly, and told him that he could never get closer for the rest of his life——

It is not acceptable under any circumstances.

The revived Mu Yuguangyi completely changed his face, abandoned his previous image, and turned himself into another person who was completely different from before, and also completely different from Fuji Shusuke.He hopes that he will become cheerful and bright, become what Yano Nanako needs now, become, become like Ogawa Rina.

In fact, what she can't let go of even now is that girl.Whether you treat him as a girl or as a friend, no matter what, I don't want to lose my position by her side, I don't want to have to hide and watch her, I don't want to be treated as a stranger for the rest of my life, I don't want to...

Even if she wanted to be happy, it was up to him to judge.

He has a feeling that he has suddenly changed from a vampire prince to a dark horse knight, and he tries hard to accept and adapt to this change.Yano Nanako ignored him, so he changed his posture and reappeared from somewhere else.Once, twice, three times, countless times, Koichi Kiba took longer than Shusuke Fuji to catch up with Rina Ogawa. The last thing Nanako Yano wanted to see was him, so he tried his best to help her mend those memories , and actively contacted Fuji Shusuke, hoping to start from his side and open Ogawa Rina's line of defense.

Koichi Muyu did much more than Yano Nanako imagined, even so, it was not until the two got engaged that he was able to have a leeway to hand over a phone call to that person when he was half drunk, Then give her a hug when she ends the call and send her home.

—That's good, really.

No one knew how joyful and joyful Muyu Koichi was when he held the little girl who fell asleep from crying heavily.I once tossed and turned alone at night, and heard countless sarcastic remarks because of the other party's neglect, but I felt it was worth it at this moment.

No one is born a bad person, and he has no bad intentions.It doesn't matter if you go astray for a while, just change it.After the blackened young tame dye was finally cleansed, the only goal, from the beginning to the end, has always been that person, and has never changed.

It's like, like the day Kiyu Koichi finally achieved the right result, he wrote in his diary with great excitement, and told Fuji Shusuke what he said.

——If all the tribulations I have encountered along the way are for meeting you, then I will be happy.

Sweet as sweet.