If I were you

An Qing will never forget the day when they won the first place.

She believes that she is not the only one, no matter who is in exo, she will never forget.

Many years later, when An Qing recalled it again, she felt as if she had experienced a dream back then. The honor she had obviously did not belong to her, but she was even more excited than winning the award.

Wearing pure white singing suits, they stood on the stage and cheered excitedly.I was already grateful when I heard that I was an alternate, and after the announcement, the captain Kim Junmyeon, who was the speaker, was the first to collapse.

Looking at the extremely excited young man in front of her, An Qing thought to herself, this is youth.

Obviously they are not a few years older than me, why is my mentality somehow getting old?

An Qing felt a little helpless, maybe it was because she had experienced a lot, so let's look away.

An Qing always felt that Wu Fan was too silent today, thinking that this is obviously something to be happy about, so why didn't he say anything.So, An Qing, who was at a loss, was performing an encore stage with her brothers, while secretly talking to Wu Fan: [Hey, Xiao Fanfan, not bad, you are the first, you are the first. 】

Wu Fan still didn't reply, An Qing was about to ask what's the matter, when she heard weak sobs coming from nowhere, An Qing stayed where she was, was she hallucinating?

No way... An Qing suddenly thought of something, her body subconsciously trembled: [Wu Xiaofan... are you crying? ! 】

Then there was a pause when the sobbing sound was heard, followed by a rather annoyed almost murmured voice: "No!"

These three arrogant words caused three drops of cold sweat to flow from An Qing's forehead, but after thinking about it, Wu Fan was indeed not easy. He was born in Guangzhou, and went to Canada with his mother when he was ten years old. Sui joined the company and worked as a trainee for more than four years. He finally made his debut, but he was also the captain. He was always depressed and suffered a lot.

So, An Qing said to a stubborn child with a little comfort: [Anyway, there is no one else but me. If you want to cry, you can cry. No matter how loud you cry, no one will hear you. 】

An Qing only felt that the originally suppressed cry gradually amplified. It should be the deep voice of a mature man, but there was no incongruity at all. It seemed that he was just a little boy who had been wronged, venting in a corner where no one was around. Sadness and anxiety in my heart.

An Qing suddenly realized that her heart began to ache. She didn't know how to stop the pain from spreading. She just wanted to hug this boy, even just for a while.It's a pity that this is a luxury for her now.

She has no body of her own, she cannot touch him.She is familiar with everything about him, from body to smell, she knows everything about him.But she couldn't really meet him.

At least, she couldn't hold his body and pat him on the back, telling him that I will always be there, and I will always be with you.

Now she can only say, please allow me to accompany you all the way in the limited time.

My boy, the boy I am most proud of.

Even if this is just my wishful thinking.

What An Qing didn't understand was that with Wu Fan's pride, how could he cry in front of a girl? Even if he won the Newcomer Award for the first time last year, he just wept silently and didn't dare to pronounce a scale. His pride.

But now, he is crying very sadly, and crying loudly, even though he knows that An Qing can't see it, but in his heart, if he doesn't believe in her like that, if it isn't for the comfort and warmth that this girl can give him , How could he let himself go like this.

After all, the two of them still don't understand.

As soon as they entered the backstage, the members collapsed one after another, and a few older brothers who were usually not upright finally took on the responsibilities of the big brother at the critical moment, comforting the younger brother without hesitation.

Like Zhang Yixing, who was about to cry over there, was being comforted by Luhan in his arms, and Jin Junmian was also nestling on the chest of his elder brother Kim Minseok, wiping his tears. As for Wu Shixun and Huang Zitao, who were comforting the captain beside him... …Let’s pull the two of them out of the title of maknae today, the younger brother comforts the elder brother so easily...the maknae have grown up...the captain is very comforted...of course, in the corner was taken by a bad confidant and a black senior Jin Zhongren, who was watching the video on his mobile phone, was relatively miserable. Jin Zhongren, who was leaning against the corner and crying uncomfortably, looked at the senior and relative Li Taemin who was holding a mobile phone in front of him, and he couldn't help crying or laughing.

Hey, this world is too weird, while An Qing is pampering the arrogant Wu Xiaofan in her heart, she is thinking about whether she should go back to Mars by plane or ship...

That night, Anqing and Do Kyungsoo took over the bought ice packs from their manager and applied them to the children's eyes. After wandering around in other people's dormitories, An Qing saw Zhang Yixing holding the ice pack in one hand and the other in the other. Holding the mouse, looking at the computer is exhilarating.

An Qing only felt that a string snapped in her head, and she finally understood why Wu Fan always said that this guy couldn't take care of her well.

An Qing had no choice but to walk towards Zhang Yixing and said, "Xingxing, don't your eyes hurt? Why are you still looking at the computer?"

Zhang Yixing didn't hear the threat in An Qing's tone at all. He stared at the computer with two walnut eyes, and waved his white hand holding an ice pack to greet An Qing: "Sister is back! It's okay, I'll just take a walk around Post it and check Weibo."

"There's an announcement tomorrow, so don't read it today." Seeing that Zhang Yixing didn't get in, An Qing was very helpless.

Zhang Yixing completely ignored An Qing's words, and suddenly turned his head with bright eyes: "Sister, fans said that since this comeback, the captain has changed from a male god to a cute god, and the captain's self-made cp is getting more and more popular ,What do you think?"

An Qing twitched the corners of her mouth in embarrassment: "What do I think..."

Zhang Yixing's performance is very pure, of course it is better to ignore those two wretched walnut eyes: "Kris&tina's CP is getting more and more popular, now, if it is combined with reality, Kris is Wu Fan, and Tina is naturally Sister An Qing, what about Fan Qing... Sister, what do you think of this CP?"

"Stinky boy, what nonsense are you talking about!" An Qing's face flushed instantly, and she acted arrogantly: "Besides, even if it's our CP, it's Qing Fan, who the hell is Fan Qing! "

For being able to see An Qing shy so easily, it is due to the thin skin of Wu Fan's body, a little shy and embarrassing, and her ears and cheeks turn red one after another. In fact, An Qing is embarrassing, but she is afraid that Wu Fan will know her. The little thought that is looming in her heart, as a normal girl, how many times she has flirted with this charming male body in private!Although it has not yet reached the point of not marrying without a king, there are still reasonable ideas.

Before Zhang Yixing could continue teasing, he saw Wu Fan pressing towards him, and then came the lore skill - tickle!

The moment he fell down, Zhang Yi Xingfu turned his head and glanced at the lower right corner of the computer screen.

00:00

Damn, why don't you be so weak at such a critical moment!This was Zhang Yixing's last thought before "being punished".

"Don't mess around in the future!" After a long time, Wu Fan finally let go of Zhang Yixing, who was dying, and wiped the sweat from his head as if covering up, thinking that the girl's innocence should not be ruined casually...but then again Speaking of which, An Qing's personality is quite to my liking... I don't know what she looks like...

So, for no reason, Wu Fan, who started imagining An Qing's image in his head, unconsciously shut down Zhang Yixing's laptop and took it away, completely ignoring Zhang Yixing's little friend who was looking at him eagerly.