After cross-wearing with Xihua, I feel so fragrant

The whole night passed, and Qiu's mother didn't knock on Qiu Anbai's door, nor did she bring her some fruit for supper as before.

Qiu Anbai lay on the bed after washing up, the lights were turned off, the bed curtains were drawn, and the room was pitch black.

Terribly quiet.

The cries of the children upstairs and the roar of cars outside the window were amplified to the extreme.

Qiu Anbai emptied his mind, trying to capture the movement in Qiu's father and Qiu's mother's room amidst the noise.

There were rustling voices and footsteps walking back and forth.

I can't hear clearly, but I can only be sure that the two of them must not have slept.

Qiu Anbai stared at the void with such background music in a daze.

With a slight "click" sound of the light being turned off, there was no sound in Qiu's father and Qiu's mother's room, and Qiu Anbai came back to his senses.

It was still pitch black in front of him, Qiu Anbai grabbed it subconsciously, but he didn't grab anything.

I don't know what time it is, I don't want to use my phone to check the time, I don't know how long Qiu's father and Qiu's mother talked, and I don't know the result.

Maybe their conversation is not over yet, it's just too late and tired, so go to bed and continue tomorrow.

It's not necessarily a bad outcome either.

Qiu Anbai told himself so.

But she couldn't control it, and all kinds of negative speculation and uneasy emotions overwhelmed her.

She tossed and turned sleeplessly, and then drowsiness swept through her brain, and she only knew that it was raining again in the middle of the night.

In the end she fell asleep with the sound of knocking on the window.

The next day Qiu Anbai woke up very late, smelling the smell of rice.

Then Qiu Anbai suddenly realized that today is still Qiu Zhe's birthday.

Last night, she was so worried that she forgot about Qiu Zhe's birthday, and she didn't give Qiu Zhe birthday blessings on time.

But anyway, Qiu's father and Qiu's mother did not forget, nor was Qiu Anbai's coming out of the closet yesterday so worrying that he was not in the mood to help Qiu Zhe celebrate his birthday.

Qiu Anbai got out of bed, pulled on his slippers and walked to the door of the room.

The hand raised and retracted the moment it was about to touch the doorknob.

She didn't know why, she was a little afraid to go out, afraid to face Qiu's father and Qiu's mother.

Maybe it was because of the guilty conscience of coming out last night, afraid that Qiu's father and autumn mother would look at her differently, and afraid that the atmosphere would become like the end of last night's meal.

Qiu An Bai stood blankly in front of the door for a minute.

But she has to face it, and she can't hide at home all the time.

After thinking for three times, Qiu Anbai raised his hand again, turned the handle and walked out of the door.

Qiu's mother was arranging the dishes on the table. When she heard the sound, she turned her head and glanced at her. Her expression was the same as usual, showing a kind smile: "Fatty girl, you woke up too late, go wash up and come to eat."

Qiu Anbai's tense body stayed there for a moment before finally relaxing a bit.

As if what happened last night never happened.

The whole family is very harmonious at the dinner table.

As usual on Qiu Zhe's birthday, chatting about family affairs, eating cake, and making wishes.

Even the blessings are the same familiar and old-fashioned words as before.

At the dinner table, Qiu Anbai listened silently, and no one mentioned anything about her and Jiang Ke.

She was suddenly worried, but don't let Qiu's father and Qiu's mother not want to face it because of the impact!

Qiu Anbai reluctantly finished the birthday feast fidgeting.

She almost suspected that Qiu's mother pretended to avoid talking about her and Jiang Ke and turned a corner to express her disagreement, but no matter how she thought about it, she felt that it was not right.

When Qiu Anbai put down his chopsticks and was about to leave the table sullenly, Qiu's mother finally moved and spoke.

"Fat girl, I'll go to your room and talk to you later."

When Qiu Anbai heard the words, he suddenly looked at Qiu's mother.

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, and they both knew what they were talking about.

Qiu Mu's expression was gentle, neither tense nor serious nor angry, and her tone was extremely flat.

Qiu Anbai felt as if he had been hit by something.

This way... is there a high probability of agreeing?

Qiu Anbai's heart beat a little fast, he was a little dizzy with joy, and his steps back to the room were a little vain.

After she sat upright on the bed and could feel the ground, she suppressed her over-excited emotions.

Qiu's mother hasn't talked to her yet, so she doesn't know what the result will be.

Maybe yes, but what if there are any additional requirements?

But his thoughts were cut off again, and he was soon dazzled by the fact that Qiu's mother agreed with Jiang Ke with a high probability. Qiu Anbai couldn't think about anything now.

If Qiu's father and Qiu's mother agree, it doesn't matter what additional conditions he has.

When Qiu's mother came to knock on the door, Qiu Anbai came back to life.

Qiu's mother had never knocked on the door with her before, and now that she was doing it so solemnly, Qiu'an raised her heart a little higher.

"Enter."

After Qiu's mother entered the door, she saw Qiu Anbai sitting on the bed in a daze and was stunned for a while, then smiled and went to sit beside her.

"Why are you so nervous talking to your mother?"

"Mom, you're also nervous, otherwise why are you knocking on the door?"

Unexpectedly, Qiu Anbai would return the joke, and Qiu's mother choked: "After all, it's my daughter's first love. It's normal for me to be nervous as a mother."

"Mom," Qiu Anbai swallowed, and cautiously got to the point: "How did you discuss with Dad last night?"

Qiu's mother looked at Qiu Anbai's expression and said: "Why are you acting like a soldier on the battlefield, your father and I can't do anything to you."

Qiu Anbai really feels that he has been fighting like a war lately, and he is still a strategic one. From the beginning, he vaguely tried to test Qiu's mother's views on homosexuality, and then he would mention Jiang Ke in front of Qiu's mother almost every time. And then yesterday I deliberately took the time to go home and solemnly came out to my parents face to face.

Qiu Anbai carefully controlled the rhythm, hoping that she would have a better chance of winning this battle.

Now she is very eager to know the result of the battle, and the waiting time for guessing is too difficult.

"Your father and I think," Qiu's mother deliberately paused.

Looking at Qiu Anbai's earnest and anxious eyes, he didn't hold back his smile: "We think Jiang Ke's kid is pretty good."

"Really?" Although it was the result that Qiu Anbai had predicted before, Qiu Anbai still felt unbelievable when he heard Qiu's mother's explanation.

"Really," Qiu's mother took Qiu Anbai's hand: "I told you before, if that child is my standard of judging people, it is completely enough."

Qiu Anbai was a little dazed, she didn't remember Qiu's mother telling her this, maybe it was Jiang Ke talking with Qiu's mother when she was leaning against her body.

Qiu Anbai can't care about that anymore, she just wants to know what Qiu's father and Qiu's mother think.

"So, Mom, you and Dad support me in falling in love with Jiang Ke, right?"

"Support," Qiu's mother affirmed, and then said: "But there are still some things I want to tell you."

Qiu Anbai was so happy that she carried herself away, she said "Okay" to what Qiu's mother said.

"Girls are definitely safer in some respects than boys when they fall in love, but you still have to take precautions..."

"Also, if you like someone, you can't like too much. You have to save some points for yourself, you know?"

Qiu's mother said a lot, and Qiu Anbai responded positively, but she could tell at a glance that this girl didn't take it to heart at all, and she was completely wasting her saliva.

Qiu's mother was a little helpless, she raised her hand and pinched Qiu Anbai's face: "I'm serious, did you hear me, dead girl?"

Qiu Anbai felt a little hurt from being pinched: "I heard it! Mom, I know everything you said."

"You know, you know. Whether you can do it or not is another matter." Qiu's mother let go of her hand: "I know you best. You dare not say anything. You are very introverted. Let me tell you that falling in love can It can't be like this, you have to tell Jiang Ke everything, you can't hold it in your heart, your relationship will become stiff if you hold it for a long time."

"I didn't!" Qiu Anbai retorted: "I'm very honest with Jiang Ke, it won't be like that."

"Then I feel more relieved about Jiang Ke. If she really likes you, she will definitely do well."

When Qiu's mother said this, her tone was apologetic: "I thought about it last night, and what I said yesterday was indeed too much. I have talked to Xiao Ke so many times, and she still lives in our house for so long during the New Year. I should You know her well, so you shouldn't speculate about her like that."

"However, fat girl," Qiu's mother changed the subject, and returned to Qiu Anbai's exhortation to her when she mentioned homosexuality: "It's really difficult for two girls."

Qiu's mother held Qiu Anbai's hand tightly: "You have to know that your love is not protected by the law, and you can't get married. If one day Jiang Ke doesn't like you, then if she wants to leave, you The most frightening thing that can’t be kept is the freshness of love.”

"You can't get married and have children. She has no responsibility for your future, and she even suffers strange looks from outsiders. How long will the love between you consume in the time and daily necessities?"

Qiu's mother felt that Qiu Anbai's hand was stiff, afraid that she would misunderstand what she meant, Qiu's mother immediately explained: "I don't mean to object to you, you finally met someone you like and also likes you, of course mother hopes You can have a good relationship."

"But," Qiu's mother said slowly, "Mom hopes that you can grow up, don't just look at the present, if you really like her, you should plan more for your future."

Qiu Anbai was stunned.

She really had never thought so far before, she only knew that she liked Jiang Ke very much, and Jiang Ke also liked herself very much, and she only knew that she wanted the support of her parents.

I thought about suffering bad words from many people, and thought about the series of things that would be caused by being labeled as gay.

But she never thought that maybe one day in the future Jiang Ke would no longer like herself.

It might also be that he got bored first and gave up on Jiang Ke.

At that time, they may have been in love for a long time, she may be 40 or [-] years old, and she may... have no energy to like another person.

"Mom," Qiu Anbai raised her eyes, her voice trembling, "If, I mean, if Jiang Ke doesn't want me anymore..."

Before Qiu Anbai could finish speaking, she fell into a warm embrace.

Qiu's mother's voice was in his ears.

"Fat girl, you have to remember that you will always have a home."

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