brave and coward

Kicking the car door was not enough to vent his anger, Hua Lin couldn't bear it anymore and was about to curse when he suddenly heard the sound of rapid breathing from the rear seat, he frowned and looked over, couldn't help but froze for a while.

"Linlin, let's go first." Xue Younian said.

Hua Lin took a step back subconsciously.

Xue Younian got out of the car quickly, opened the rear door, bent over and hugged the white-faced child sitting there, comforting the child with a paper bag while exhaling.

Hua Lin looked at this scene in bewilderment.

Hua Lin was stunned for about a minute, and finally came back to his senses, instinctively took two steps back, turned around and was about to go back to his car, but was stopped by the devil's voice: "Lin Lin, didn't you always want to see me?" Hua Nian?"

"..."

It was really the unidentified child that Xue Younian used to make a fool of himself.

Hua Nian.

Every time Hua Lin thinks of this name, she feels like vomiting.He didn't understand how there could be such a shameless pervert like Xue Younian in this world!

Hua Lin paused for two or three seconds, didn't look back, and was about to continue fleeing to his car, when he heard a weak, immature voice calling from behind: "Dad..."

It's not me, it's not me, it's Xue Younian.Hua Lin told himself this, and raised his foot to approach his car again.

"Dad...Dad! Dad, I am Niannian! Dad!"

The child's voice became hurried, as if flustered and aggrieved.

Xue Younian carefully carried him out of the car, gently followed his back, looked at Hua Lin: "Lin Lin, he is calling you."

Hua Lin: "..." Fuck|Your uncle, I saw a ghost.

Hua Lin put his mind to rest, got into the car, his hands were shaking when he fastened his seat belt.He forced himself to calm down, slapped the horn hard, and signaled Xue Younian to go away.

But Xue Younian stood still with the child in his arms, all staring at him with aggrieved and sad eyes as if he had abandoned his child heartlessly.

"……Hold."

Hua Lin took a deep breath, then drove the car back to the parking space, got out of the car and walked towards the elevator.

All roads lead to Rome, but this road does not lead to him. He took another road. Did he think he didn’t know that there was something called a taxi in this world!

But as soon as he reached the elevator door, Xue Younian brought the child over.The child didn't know what was going on, so he hugged Hua Lin's thigh and started sobbing and begging his father not to let him go, he was so good.

Hualin: "..."

……

In the cafe, Xiao Zier and Xue Younian sat opposite Hua Lin, the elder and the younger looked at Hua Lin with the same quiet and docile expressions.

Hua Lin clenched his hand under the table and pinched himself secretly.

grass.it hurts.

Neither of them spoke while waiting for the waiter to bring coffee and dessert.

Hua Linqiang looked at the child calmly and suspiciously.

The boy was much thinner than the average five-year-old child, his complexion was sickly pale, it was obvious that he was born deficient, and he had quite a few physical problems.He did have an asthma attack just now in the garage.

His appearance was quite handsome, not much different from the photos Xue Younian sent to Hua Lin earlier.

Looking at him face to face now, Hua Lin suddenly felt that this child was very similar to Xue Younian.Not in appearance, but in appearance and temperament.

The child was wearing a delicate children's suit, and his hair was neatly combed. Except for losing his composure when he first met Hua Lin, he behaved very politely afterwards, and even seriously apologized to Hua Lin for his previous gaffe. Sorry... from this point of view, this child is quite precocious.

Hua Lin didn't know whether to say that Xue Younian would teach children.

It depends on whether the child is purely polite, or has been taught by Xue Younian to be another double-faced person, just like Xue Younian, on the surface who doesn't praise him, but in fact he is a devil.

However, such a small child should not be able to...

Hua Lin's heart was quite confused.

If the child was not here, he would just pour Xue Younian coffee, but in front of the child, no matter where the child came from, he had some scruples.

After a while, the waiter came over and served something, and left quickly.

Xue Younian was the first to break the eerie tranquility. He helped the child roll up his sleeves and carefully told him not to eat too much dessert.

Hua Lin tried his best to stop himself from showing the expression of the subway old man looking at his mobile phone, although his heart was already very difficult to express.

The weirdest thing was that he somehow saw the brilliance of maternal love from Xue Younian... Yes, it was maternal love, not fatherly love.

Hua Lin couldn't explain why he had such an intuition, but his intuition was this idea.And this thought made him feel extremely shocked.

But his thoughts were out of control, and he even thought for a few seconds: This child was born by Xue Younian with some black technology, no, no, no... Fuck!am I crazy!What am I thinking!ah!Ahhhhh!

Hua Lin felt that his breathing became difficult, his forehead became hot, and his back began to sweat.

Xue Younian smiled and watched the child eat the cake, watched for a few seconds, then turned to look at Hua Lin, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, did I scare you? I apologize to you on behalf of Xiaonian."

Hua Lin still didn't speak, but the child looked up at Hua Lin timidly after hearing this, hesitant to speak, the water vapor quickly gathered in a pair of bright and clear eyes, then he lowered his head sadly and continued to eat the cake, But it can be seen that the mind is no longer on the cake.

He looked like a pitiful man who had been abandoned by his own father.

If Xue Younian was showing this appearance now, Hua Lin was 100% sure that it was green tea and white lotus. No matter how you describe it, it was just a show of air, but this was a kid, a kid who didn't even go to elementary school.

Hua Lindu has graduated from elementary school for more than [-] years, and he is not a pediatrician, and he doesn't have much contact with children. He is not sure if such a young child can have such a deep scheming.

Seeing that Hua Lin remained silent, the child thought for a while, put down the small spoon, took out a handkerchief and wiped his mouth, pointed to the bookshelf in the cafe not far away to show the literary atmosphere, and asked Xue Younian obediently: "Uncle Xue , can I borrow a book over there?"

Hearing him address Xue Younian like that made Hua Lin's mood even more subtle.

"Okay, let's go." Xue Younian said gently.

The child stood up, bowed politely to Hua Lin, and then went to the bookshelf, first asked the waiter on the side if he could read those books, thanked him after getting permission, and then carefully pulled out Sitting on the sofa next to him, he read a book seriously.

"He's a very good and smart kid." Xue Younian said to Hua Lin with a smile.

Hua Lin was not in the mood to talk nonsense with him, seeing that the child was not in front of him, he cut straight to the point: "I want to do a paternity test with him."

Xue Younian shook his head: "I said, there is no need to do it, he is not your child, but an orphan I picked up."

Hua Lin asked: "Then why did you bring him to see me?"

Xue Younian explained: "I am determined to save you when I return to China this time, and I also plan to settle in the country. Xiaonian is my adopted son, and I will definitely bring him to meet you. I can't hide it from you."

Hua Lin asked, "Then why does he call me dad and your uncle?"

Xue Younian avoided Hua Lin's provocative gaze, and answered after a few seconds: "At first, I didn't intend to hide his life experience from him. As long as he can remember, I let him only call me uncle. Later , he is older and has his own ideas, maybe because I always look through your photo album... I don’t know what the kid thinks, he suddenly pointed to your photo and said this is his father. Me and him It's been explained many times, but he's persistent."

Hua Lin laughed back angrily: "Do you believe what you say?"

Xue Younian looked up at him, and asked back, "What if you don't believe me? Linlin, this is the truth."

Hua Lin asked: "If you hadn't brainwashed him, who would point to a stranger's photo and call him his father for no reason? I don't look like him at all!"

Xue Younian let out a long sigh: "You...you are prejudiced against me, Lin Lin, you won't believe anything I say."

Hua Lin said: "You are right in saying this. I have a very big prejudice against you. I will never believe you again, because you are worth it!"

Xue Younian laughed, and after a long while, he said, "But I really didn't lie to you. I was also surprised at the time. Later, I thought, maybe, it's because you and him have a predestined relationship."

Hua Lin didn't bother to talk to him, and changed the question: "What do you want?"

Xue Younian said, "Get back together."

Hua Lin endured his nausea and said, "I refuse."

Xue Younian said: "I will not give up."

"I knew you would say that, so there's no need to talk nonsense in the middle, so I'll just ask you what you want, do you not understand human language or can't speak human language?" Hua Lin scolded impatiently.Xue Younian curled up his fingers and lowered his head, looking pitifully bullied.

Hua Lin just thought it was ridiculous.

With whom is this watch?

"I can't control whether you live in China or abroad, this is your freedom, but I ask you to stay away from me and my parents, and you don't go to my house again. I have to disinfect the whole house once you go, which is very troublesome. "

Hua Lin looked at him coldly, "As for this child, you don't have to play tricks. Unless you lock him up, I will definitely have a way to get his DNA test report. Be sober, I'm already thirty, you Fifty, not five, you don't want to live in your own world anymore, it's so childish and meaningless. Xue Younian, don't... don't be so low-level, I feel ashamed if you don't feel ashamed. Do you know why I hate you more and more, because you keep pushing me deeper and deeper to find out how much water I had in my head to have sex with such a disgusting person, and this feeling is so humiliating, I'm like... like I ate fucking shit. Just leave me alone.

Also, there are some things I really don't want to say, it's a bit mean, but you force me to say it.Xue Younian, don't you think you are following in your mother's footsteps?It's too shameless to try to use an innocent child who doesn't understand anything to redeem a relationship that was originally wrong.Children don't understand anything, and these things are none of their business.You were a victim of this kind of thing back then, are you sure you want to be a perpetrator now?Don't you feel sad and ashamed for yourself like this?Or is it that this despicable gene is inherited in your family's DNA? "

Xue Younian didn't speak, and kept his head down, his face was pale, but the tips of his ears were red.

He knew that if he hadn't been bored to the extreme, Hua Lin wouldn't have exposed this kind of nonsense and said such words no matter how much he didn't like a person.He knew that Hua Lin hated him to the core, he had known it for a long time.

As long as there is even a slight possibility to let go, he thought, he would not summon up this ridiculous Yu Yong to exchange his face for Hua Lin's contempt and ridicule.

Unfortunately, I just can't let go.He tried his best, but he really couldn't let go.

Even at this moment, Hualin scolded him, even beat him, and he felt it was a kind of joy.Much happier than he and Hualin living in the same world, but like two parallel lines that never intersect.

It is better for Hua Lin to hate him, hate him, and loathe him than ignore him.

He knew that this kind of psychology was already very deformed and sick, but he couldn't heal himself.

After Hua Lin finished speaking in one breath, he took out a deep breath, took out a few banknotes and put them on the table, got up and left his seat.

After walking a few steps, Hua Lin hesitated for a moment, then turned his head to meet the child who was looking at him.

The child looked worried and innocent, looking at Hua Lin, then at Xue Younian.

Hua Lin wanted to directly ask the child for a hair root, but he avoided hurting the child's heart. After thinking about it, he turned his head and left.There is no rush.

Walking to the parking space, Hua Lin opened the car door, paused, couldn't help it, and looked back at the cafe from a distance.

Through the clean floor-to-ceiling windows, he saw Xue Younian still sitting there with his head bowed. The child hugged Xue Younian and patted him like a little adult, probably trying to comfort him.

Hua Lin thought of himself back then, and clenched his fists involuntarily.