Ming Sinian, who accepted Bu Yinlou, felt even more strange.

He obviously hated being approached and touched so much, hated this man who made him gain and lose again, and made his whole childhood dark, but he still accepted that man.

When he woke up, he found that he was back to the way he was when he slept with Buyinlou in the past. That person still likes to curl up and feel insecure, but the difference is that he protects himself in his arms, for fear that he will be robbed. As if walking away, I can't wait to press my whole body up.

Ming Sinian, who was not breathing smoothly, pushed him away, and the sleeping Bu Yinlou woke up immediately, and asked him in a hazy and hoarse voice: "Does it still hurt? Is there something uncomfortable? I'll help you pour it out." Have a glass of water."

Being so caring and courteous made Ming Sinian not to speak harshly to each other.

He gritted his teeth and squeezed out a sentence: "It's hot, get out of here."

So he got up and endured the pain in his body, and insisted on putting on his clothes.

After one night, the restless love subsided, and for a long time afterwards, there was no abnormality in the comforted body, but Ming Sinian hated this kind of himself from the bottom of his heart, like a dirty prostitute, Dirty unsightly.

Later, he lived in Lingxue Palace. On an unremarkable night, a man in a black robe with a strong aura approached him, and intervened in the chessboard he had set up for his own amusement. chess game.

"Have you ever thought that the person who ruined your family and made you homeless is someone you now believe in?"

This has always been a dull pain in Ming Sinian's heart, the wound was mercilessly torn open, and the denial of being eager to cover up his weakness.

"No! I failed to protect my relatives because of my incompetence. In the final analysis, it was because of Di Tianyao's atrocities. What do I have to do with others!"

"Don't you think that the one who tricked your father into practicing forbidden techniques and causing him to be punished for some reason is the culprit? Well, if you don't want to believe it, it's useless to say more, I just leave you one sentence, Feng Changhuan Having been to Xuewu City back then, I don't know why the late emperor had such evil thoughts..."

Because of this sentence, Ming Sinian began to suspect that the death of his father and brother had something to do with his master.

He thought he hid his thoughts deeply, but he didn't expect that the conversation that night was heard by Bu Yinlou. The man always wanted to have a good chat with him, but he was ruthlessly rejected, so that he missed the opportunity to persuade him. Best chance.

Not long after, there was great chaos in Lingxue Palace, and all states gathered in Beidi just to subdue the demon again.

Facing thousands of troops, Feng Changhuan stood in front of his beloved apprentice with his own strength. Ming Sinian, who should be grateful for the life-saving grace, looked at the man's back and couldn't help but think of what the man in black said that night.

If this person was the culprit who caused his family to fall to this point, then now is the best time to get rid of him.

Outside the barrier, Buyinlou's shout was buried in the sky-shattering fighting. Ming Sinian failed to catch the man's kindness in persuading him to turn back, so he struck out with the long sword and pierced the man's chest.

Fortunately, he left room for regret. He knew that Master's heart was on the right side. He was born different from ordinary people. Even if it pierced through the left chest, his life would not be harmed. But from the moment he decided to do this, he would Doomed to bear the infamy and crime of killing a teacher.

As a result, Yu Fuchen fled Lingxue Palace with Feng Changhuan, and he, the traitor who hurt his teacher, also became an existence that the cultivation world scoffed at.

He walked down the snow-capped mountain, knelt down by the stream that had not been frozen for many years, his hands almost peeled off a layer of skin, and he always felt that it was not enough.

The blood... that's all Master's blood, he personally killed his Master...

"No, I don't, it's not me... I... I just want an answer, why, why..."

His fingers were numb from the cold, and trembling, he could no longer hold the blood-stained weapon, and his heart ached like being pierced.

In the deserted valley, Ming Si Nian looked up to the sky and screamed loudly.

Today, he is no longer accepted by the teacher's school and the cultivation world, and has lost his last place of shelter.

He was alone again.

In desperation, someone put his cold and stiff hand in his palm and hugged him forcefully.

"Don't be afraid, you still have me, Weizhi, you still have me."

Bu Yinlou called out Feng Changhuan's name for him, which touched Ming Sinian's stubborn heart. He finally opened his arms and responded to that person, willing to hand over all his burdens to him.

"I'm afraid...Yinlou, I'm really scared..."

"Don't be afraid, I'm here. Let me bear with you the things you dare not face."

Bu Yinlou took Ming Sinian to leave the Northland. They didn't know where Yu Fuchen was going with the seriously injured Feng Changhuan, so they could only look for it like a needle in a haystack without hope.

During this long process, Bu Yinlou also tentatively asked the unknown secret from Ming Sinian's mouth. Knowing that he was once the prince of the mortal world, he felt even more sympathy for him in his heart.

"I can understand your feelings. You are just in a panic when you are confused. In fact, you didn't put him to death. On the contrary, you helped him out of the predicament. You don't have to blame yourself."

"You don't have to find excuses for me. It's a fact that I hurt Master, and it's a fact that I don't deserve to ask for forgiveness. It's just... whether he accepts it or not, I... want to say sorry to him."

He was just a kid who did something wrong, he was at a loss and wanted to make up for his mistakes, and he was afraid that his clumsy behavior would be even more offensive.

This kind of him is very distressing, so Buyinlou used the power of the ground network to find out the whereabouts of Feng Changhuan and Yu Fuchen.

On the night when he decided to meet someone, Buyinlou asked Ming Sinian if he wanted to accompany him, but he declined without any suspense.

"This is my own business, and you don't need an outsider to intervene."

That person is still arrogant and withdrawn, who refuses to be thousands of miles away, completely unaware of how distressing the strength he pretends to be.

Seeing through his stubbornness, Bu Yinlou smiled helplessly, and said to his back: "Why don't you make a bet, if Senior Feng refuses to forgive you, I won't pester you anymore. But if he forgives you, Just stop treating me like an outsider, okay?"

Ming Sinian didn't answer, turned his head and looked at him, then hurriedly looked away, and left just like that.

Bu Yinlou didn't have a plan in his mind, he still had a backup excuse, in case Ming Si Nian was really rejected, he also had the love gu as an excuse to save his life, and he insisted on him not leaving like a dog's skin plaster.

Fortunately, he made the right bet, Feng Changhuan accepted Ming Sinian, gave him a place to stay again, and let him know that there are still people who care about him in this world.

But even if Feng Changhuan didn't mention it and Yu Fuchen didn't mention it, this was still a knot in Ming Sinian's heart that couldn't be solved.He was already sensitive, a look from others, or a word of innocence would make him care for a long time, and the impulsive almost killing of his teacher would always be a hurdle in his heart that he couldn't get over.

Bu Yinlou was a little sad, and couldn't bear to see him like this, so he went to see Feng Changhuan.

"I know what you want to say, this is what I owe Weizhi, and I can feel at ease if I pay it back..." Sensing his visit, Feng Changhuan said weakly, "I really have to bear half of the responsibility for the death of the first emperor." .”

"What happened back then, why did his family die?"

"He is a descendant of the Changming clan, a featherman from Tianxiang. This branch was exiled by the emperor to the world to be the emperor, enjoying all the glory and wealth, but the price is a life of mediocrity. Set foot in the Nine Heavens. The late emperor was unwilling to be oppressed, in order to escape from the shackles, he tried to resist the emperor's power, and practiced the forbidden technique with a scrap of paper, which caused his death."

"Could it be that the person who sent that scrap of paper is..."

"It's me, so Weizhi has fallen to this point. I am responsible. Now I want to make up for the mistakes I made at the beginning. I only hope that he... can let go of his past hatred and live his life in peace and stability like this."

In all fairness, Bu Yinlou thinks that Feng Changhuan is really aggrieved by the resentment. Even without his intervention, the first emperor would have embarked on this wrong path sooner or later. If there is anything wrong with him, it is probably that he did not do the right thing when he was young and frivolous. Choice is not a crime unto death.

After that, Ming Sinian, who had made friends with Feng Changhuan, finally let go of the burden of the past, and gradually showed a sincere smile.

Seeing that he was no longer bound by the past, Bu Yinlou felt comforted in his heart, but just when he thought life was about to return to calm, the turmoil broke out again.

Because of being bewitched by forgetfulness, Yu Fuchen's temperament changed drastically and he went away to Jiuyin Island. In order to bring him back to the right path, Feng Changhuan went to look for him without saying a word while dragging his wounded body.

This made Ming Sinian, who was left alone, feel helpless. He often muttered to the wreckage of the old tree in the yard: "Am I abandoned again... Am I alone again?"

Until this time, Bu Yinlou really walked into Ming Sinian's heart with his companionship and true love, and finally became the one who was willing to be accepted by him.

"I really hate myself for being like this. Because of the suffering I have suffered, it is wrong to impose all my emotions on others... I know it clearly, but I always have no intention of pushing people close to me further away. Slandering others with vicious words and hurting others, since then, no one has dared to approach me. Only you, who never leave me, made me realize that I am still cherished. I really worked hard...very Desperately trying to change it, why..."

He felt less secure than Bu Yinlou when he was a child, which also made the latter feel more sorry for the little doctor who was obviously lonely and embarrassed, but would hug him tightly in the middle of the night and give him a little warmth.

"Weizhi, it's all over."

Ming Si Nian is a drinker who can't pour a thousand cups, but he got drunk that night when he took off all his disguise in front of Buyinlou.

He reeked of alcohol and lay in Buyinlou's arms, but the latter refused to carry him to the bed, so he sat in front of the court in the cold moonlight, hugging his neck and biting the man's ear.

He said: "Yinlou, in fact, I know that the loveless Gu or something is just a trick to lie to me. There is no connection of mind at all, and there is no sharing of life and death. It is you who are willing to speculate on my mood again and again, regardless of life or death. Everyone is willing to walk with me, I understand..."

"Weizhi, you're drunk."

"I was drunk, that's why I dare to say it. I found out when I was in Yangzhou City. I hurt myself with a thin blade and forced you to come forward. In fact, it was meant to be a test. I didn't expect that you really...really feel so distressed." me."

Bu Yinlou smiled helplessly, "That's natural."

"But I never asked you what you carried for me...I'm sorry, it's my fault."

"No, you are not wrong. If I were you, I would instinctively refuse to get close to others."

"Then tell me, tell me why you left without saying a word, why... why you refused to say goodbye to me, do you know how important you are to me? You know...you know you After leaving, how sad, how sad, how desperate am I..."

Ming Sinian burst into tears, and Bu Yinlou hurriedly wiped away his tears in fright, and put his forehead on one side straight, unexpectedly, the man who always pays attention to his appearance pulled his forehead and threw it aside , plunged into his arms, and stopped talking.

"Weizhi, it's Ling Xuegong, I owe you... How can I ignore your pain and stay by your side with the cheek."

"Then, when did you understand."

Bu Yinlou smiled and kissed his slightly swollen eyes.

"When I reunited with you many years later, after listening to your complaints, I realized that I was sorry for you, and the best way to make up for it was to stay by your side, so even if you pushed me away again and again, I would come back again and again , am I worthy of being with you like this?"

"Flowers, rhetoric, these are... all your words to those girls in the flower building. Don't think that I will be coaxed by you like those little girls, but I am..."

Before he finished speaking, the kiss fell on his lips, pressing all his complaints and dissatisfaction back into his heart.

"Okay, don't lose your temper, I will pay for everything I owe you."

"What do you use to pay for it?"

"Is this life enough?"

"you……"

"If it's enough, you can kiss me, if it's not enough...then I'm going to renege on my debt, you choose yourself..."

Where the bright moon shines, a pair of kissing lovers happens to be a very beautiful painting.

Later, Yu Fuchen's treasured "36 Styles of Cocktail" disappeared inexplicably...

The author has something to say: After that, before Granny Meng had time to threaten them, her identity was seen through and she was trapped in Xuemi City. In the end, she died, and the Gu worms in Ming Sinian and Bu Yinlou lost their owners. So she fell into a deep sleep, and it can be regarded as a perfect pair of lovers.

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