never met lover

The author has something to say: The bald author appeared. [Big White Goose Seeking Starfish and Comments.jpg], thank you everyone.

"Honey, get me a cup of yogurt."

He heard his own voice dissipate in the room, no one responded, only the sound of the alarm clock's hands turning, falling in his ears second by second.

Yes, Qin Yu is not here tonight.Lu Yining just realized this matter, he rubbed his sour eyes, leaned back on the chair back, felt that the house was so quiet, so quiet that he even felt a little hairy in his heart, he stared at the drawing board in a daze, it was a twig Lush and lush trees, light through the gaps in the leaves, falls on the branches of a five-wire concentric knot fluttering in the wind, if you look carefully, there are leaves woven one by one inside.

He looked at it for a while, and wrote a few words in the lower right corner of the painting - Blue Palace·End

Lu Yining reached out and stroked his hair. He was almost done. He looked at the computer, and it was already past two o'clock in the morning. Without Qin Yu urging him to sleep, the time passed in a blink of an eye, but he didn't need to blow his hair. He took the phone and walked slowly towards the bedroom. When he lay down on the bed, he thought that Qin Yu should be asleep by this time.

Rolling around on the bed twice in boredom, he turned on the small lamp beside the bed, and casually took a book that Qin Yu had put aside.

There is only one word on the dark blue cover——Luo. I really can't tell what kind of book it is. Looking at the position of the bookmark, Qin Yu has almost finished reading it.Lu Yining lowered the brightness of the lamp a little, opened the book and read it. However, he did have an enchantment with foreign language literature. Before he even finished the prologue, his eyelids began to fight up and down. He slid a little bit, and the book It didn't work, and the lights didn't turn off and fell asleep.

She slept in an awkward position all night, and Lu Yining woke up early the next day. She didn't dare to move her eyes when she opened her eyes. Old and in disrepair, Milos that no one wants when you send it to the recycling bin.

After repairing his old bones, Lu Yining touched his phone to send a message to Qin Yu.

—LIB: Are you awake?

— Tangyuan: Yes

— Tangyuan: Why do you get up so early?

—LIB: Early to bed and early to rise, good health

— Tangyuan: Are you still in bed?

—LIB: No, I am running in the morning

—LIB: When you are young, don't stay in bed all day long.

—LIB: [Big White Goose Touching His Beard.jpg]

Lu Yining lied without writing a draft, and Qin Yu's video came over in the next second, and he rejected it without even thinking about it.

-sweet dumpling:? ? ? ?

—LIB: I'm so busy, the wind is so strong, I can't take the video

— Tangyuan: [Voice]

"Really?" Qin Yu's voice was low and nasal, as if he had just woken up.

—LIB: Are you still in bed?

— Tangyuan: Well, do you want to see it?

—LIB: It’s not impossible to have a look.

— Tangyuan: [picture]

Lu Yining first saw Qin Yu drying his meat again, and then he looked at the sheet under Qin Yu's body and the quilt that was thrown aside.

—LIB: Have you covered the disposable quilt cover and sheet I gave you? ?

-sweet dumpling:……

—LIB: If you don’t have a condom, you can sleep there naked. When you come back, I will give you a bucket of water. You can wash it outside before entering the door

— Tangyuan: set

— Tangyuan: [picture]

— LIB: oh

—LIB: You sleep alone, showing so much flesh to whom

—Tang Yuan: Video of you not talking to me [classic grievance.jpg]

—LIB: [Big White Goose Kiss.jpg]

— Tangyuan: [Classic Kiss.jpg]

— Tangyuan: [Voice]

"Get up and eat...refrigerator...bread and juice...after eating...go back to sleep."

Lu Yining hugged the quilt and turned over, and sent an "oh" sullenly.Putting down his phone, Lu Yining looked at the conch on the bedside table. There was no small card on the conch today. He sat up and found the card and pen. After thinking for a while, he took the phone and drew a picture wrapped in the quilt. The Q version of Qin Yu is named "Meat Dumplings".

Speaking of which, I haven't been home for a long time. Do you want to go back home?After thinking for a long time, Lu Yining inserted the card into the shell mountain of the conch, and said softly, "Let's go home."

"What's going on! Here it goes again!!" Zeng Fan just opened the mailbox, and the mails poured out. Just looking at the envelope, Zeng Fan frowned in disgust. She knelt down and picked up the letter on the ground, "Security What's going on!! How many times have I said it! Really!"

"Aunt Zeng."

"Oh my god...Mr. Lu." Zeng Fan was taken aback suddenly, turned around and saw that it was Lu Yining, calmed down along her chest, put the letter in her hand into the canvas bag, and said with a smile, "You Why didn't you say anything when you came back?"

"It's a temporary decision, come back and have a look." Lu Yining stepped forward, "Where are there so many letters? Don't you usually just have a utility bill?"

"Ah... this." Before Zeng Fan could stop Lu Yining from taking the letter out of the mailbox, she rubbed her hands and said, "Surely some nearby store is having a sale again. It's okay, just give it to me, and I'll just throw it away."

"I think it has my name on it." Lu Yining looked at Zeng Fan in confusion, "Are you still writing letters now? Speaking of which, I haven't received a letter for a long time... Shiyan has forwarded a lot to me before. , but less in recent years." He shook the envelope as he spoke, and there seemed to be something inside, and there was a slight sound.

"Mr. Lu..." Zeng Fan looked at him hesitantly.

"Huh?" Lu Yining looked up at his house. This is the house he bought after painting day and night. It is the house he has lived in for five years. It is his shelter. Go to the safest and safest place... But now, he looked at the door of his house, the door he paid a lot of money to get back from the island seemed to disappear from his eyes, he saw Greys walking step by step from the living room Come out, stand at the door, a pair of long and narrow eyes staring at him with strong emotions...

"No...don't..." Lu Yining murmured twice, stepped back a few steps, don't be in my house...

"Mr. Lu!"

"Mr. Lu!!"

"Are you all right?"

The shoulder was suddenly grabbed by someone, Lu Yining's eyes gathered little by little to see Zeng Fan standing in front of him, "Aunt Zeng."

Zeng Fan saw that his face was pale and his forehead was sweating, and he reached out to support him, "Are you okay?"

"I..." Lu Yining lowered his head and pinched the center of his brows, "How about Shi Yan's introduction to installing a security device?"

Zeng Fan reacted for a while, and replied: "Oh, the security system, it's fast, it's almost installed, the inside of the house is installed, and the outside of the house is in this yard. I need to apply to the property management, and I'm waiting for the approval document. Come down and put it on."

"Is it so troublesome?" Lu Yining frowned, suppressed the uneasiness in his heart, closed his eyes and breathed a sigh of relief, then walked towards the house, "Aunt Zeng, have you cleaned up the house yet?"

"It's been cleaned up according to what you said, and the clothes and utensils you don't want have to be donated to welfare agencies." Aunt Zeng followed him step by step, and asked worriedly, "Have you eaten this morning? It’s so bad, is it hypoglycemia? Do you want me to buy some food for you to cook a meal.”

"It's okay, no need." Lu Yining put his hand on the doorknob, and GreYs' voice sounded in his ear...

"Teacher, I'm here to find you"

Many times in his dreams he would keep returning to that scene, like walking into a ghost wall, no matter whether the door was closed or opened, GreYs was standing there.Lu Yining sometimes feels that he is very useless, how can someone dare not even go back to his own home, but as long as he thinks that his fortress-like home will have someone who can come and go freely and monitor his every move, he will shudder , as if a ubiquitous eye grew out of his back and stared at him all the time... Many times he woke up from a dream, Qin Yu would hold him in his arms, kiss him, comfort him, he was healing Under the wooden package, he dared to close his eyes only after feeling the warmth of Qin Yu coming from behind him.

It's okay...it's okay...it's okay.

Lu Yining took a deep breath, pressed the doorknob, and the white carved wooden door slowly opened. The hallway at a glance changed its appearance. It was he who asked Aunt Zeng's supervisor to replace all the floor and wallpaper in the house. Picked out new floors and wallpaper and can't remember what the pictures looked like at the time, things were so ugly.

"All the paintings on your wall have been sent to the studio, and I haven't had time to hang them yet."

When Lu Yining walked into the house, he felt like a stranger who walked into someone else's house. He could still smell a faint smell of glue through the mask. There was a row of green radishes in the corner, presumably brought by Aunt Zeng.He reached out to touch the wallpaper, and there was a rustling sound when the matte surface touched the leather gloves. When he reached the end, he looked down at the spotlessly clean floor, where he fell that night and inhaled sevoflurane. He raised his head, The furniture in the living room was covered with a dust cover, and many things were missing. Some were thrown away, and some were moved to Qin Yu’s house. It sits on the bookshelf with the set of models of the solar system.

"Mr. Lu, drink some water." Zeng Fan took out a bottle of mineral water from the refrigerator, "It's very hot, drink more water, I'll take off the dust cover for you, can you sit down for a while?"

"Thank you, Aunt Zeng. It's okay. I'll just sit on it. I'll just go back and wash my clothes." Lu Yining took the water and sat on the sofa. The dust cover made a rattling sound. He looked around, "Auntie, Sit down and drink some water, too."

"I won't sit down anymore. I'll go to the yard to water the flowers. The hydrangeas are blooming this year. If I don't water them for a day, my head will droop." Zeng Fan said, hung his bag on the hanger beside him, pulled his sleeves and left courtyard.

Lu Yining looked out of the window and saw small clusters of blue-purple flowers in a ball. He was dejected. He looked at it for a while, then stretched out his hand to compare the size, and felt that the hydrangea in his home was not as good as outside, right? A little bit, this is too small... However, let's keep it small, after two or three years of raising it, it finally blooms, which is considered a bit of fruit.He turned around and saw that there were quite a lot of letters that had just been thrown on the coffee table. After a cursory glance, there were about seven or eight letters, each of which looked bulging.He took a letter casually, and threw away and moved the things at home, but he couldn't remember where he put his letter opener.He simply tore it with his hands, and as soon as he tore it, something fell out of it, a small white piece, he couldn't tell what it was, he was stunned, and poured out all the things inside, trying to see what was inside At that time, Lu Yining's mind went blank, his eyes saw it, but his brain seemed completely unable to react.

Why is there such a thing?

As if the body and consciousness were separated, Lu Yining raised his hand and mechanically opened all the remaining envelopes. Each envelope was similar, but each envelope was filled with strong resentment. It contained different things, but All disgusting, wrapped in a picture of him with a big cross in red paint.And Lu Yining felt that he couldn't see his own face clearly in the photo, but could only see the two big characters that had been scratched on the paper with such force.

"Go to hell!!"