never met lover

Chapter reading of lovers who have never met, when cleanliness meets social barriers,

"Hi, poppies, the rest you watch the bag."

"Still the same?" The old flower seller put down the lily in his hand and stood up, the leaves on the plaid apron rustled down, "Wrapped up the whole thing?"

"En." Lu Yining stood at the entrance of the flower shop, looking at the small flower shop. The layout inside is still the same as before, but the shop is a little smaller, "Why did you change the location?"

"The rent has risen, and now the people living here are gradually leaving, so it's not worth renting such a big house." The old man trimmed the branches and wrapped flowers neatly, "I can't take care of such a big shop by myself. Come on , take it." The old man handed him the flower, and said with a little emotion: "I always feel that you are still only a little bit, but now you are so big. By the way, how are you and your partner doing now, when will you get married? "

The bouquet was completely wrapped up, and even the hollow area was covered with a layer of transparent plastic paper. Lu Yining held the flowers in one hand. He came to buy flowers at this time of year, and the old man would always ask this question, as if Older people are very concerned about these issues, such as work, such as marriage... The big devil has complained to him countless times, and when he comes home for the New Year, his home becomes an interrogation room, so she always hangs on and doesn't go back. At that time, Lu Yining always listened quietly. He didn't have any elders who would chase him after him to ask these trivial matters, so he couldn't empathize with him.

Marriage, Lu Yining didn't know how to answer this question for a while, he really didn't think much about this question, he thought it was unnecessary before, but now it seems... can he consider it?Grandma's question was the same as usual, straight to the point, he hummed vaguely, and changed the subject: "Is the flower still 60?"

The old man nodded, with a clear expression, "How many years? Two or three years, if you think it's okay, get married early, and when will you procrastinate?" On the stool, I bent down to arrange the lilies piled up on the ground like a hill, "A person should take care of himself more, and don't live his life in a vague way."

"Understood." Lu Yining replied, "Thank you grandma."

In an old-fashioned residential area, the yard is not big, there is only a small flower bed, and in the middle is a small pavilion with a pointed roof for people to enjoy the cool and rest their feet. I don't know who it is, the one with a watermelon head looks like the dog left on the second floor. Lu Yining pushed open the door of the unit, and as soon as he looked up, he bumped into Li Yusheng who lived next door. It's not the same to roll in mud at night. This man is now wearing a gray suit and tie, and his hair is also meticulously arranged. He looks like a dog, if you ignore the overly ostentatious protective mask on his face.

"Lu Yining?" Li Yusheng also looked a little surprised, he walked down the stairs a few steps, turning the car key on his index finger, "It's a rare thing, I haven't seen you for many years, why are you back today?"

"Come back and see my father." Lu Yining said flatly, he didn't have a good impression of Li Yusheng, and it could even be said that he wanted to walk around this man.

"Oh." Li Yucheng seemed to have just noticed the flowers in his hand, "How did you buy this kind of flowers?" He said and raised his hand to Lu Yining's shoulder, but when Lu Yining raised his hand to block it, Li Yucheng's face flashed Embarrassed, he rubbed his hands, laughed twice and said, "Hey, I said, why haven't you corrected your problem for so many years?"

"Do you have something to do? If you have something to do, go first." Lu Yining said and turned a little to the side to make way for him.

"Okay." Li Yucheng smiled slightly, and turned around after taking two steps, "I heard from my mother that you are still single?"

Lu Yining had already reached the first floor, and turned around when he heard the words, "What?"

"You don't have an Alpha, right?" Li Yusheng looked at him with a half-smile, with playfulness in his eyes, Lu Yining knew his expression, as long as this person showed this expression, there was almost nothing good to happen.

Sure enough, a faint mint smell gradually filled the air, as spicy as in memory, I don’t know if it’s because Qin Yu’s pheromones were already in his body, when another Alpha’s pheromones attacked, he didn’t Feeling the irresistible bondage and confinement like before, only feeling the pungent smell, Lu Yining lowered his face, "After so many years, you still only know how to release pheromones?"

Li Yusheng also felt a pheromone different from his own, not Lu Yining's, but another Alpha's, he raised his hand to put on the silver-gray mask, "How much pheromone does your Alpha leave in your body? He raised his eyes, stared at Lu Yining like a snake, and said something extremely offensive, "Your glands have been bitten."

Fully aware of the nature of this person's gold and jade, but also of his inner nature, and also knowing that following this person's bad temper will only make him more unscrupulous, Lu Yining raised his hand to touch the barrier sticker on his neck, and looked down at Li Yusheng He hooked his lips and smiled, "What did my Alpha do, does it have anything to do with you?"

The smell of that unknown Alpha became stronger and stronger, surrounding Lu Yining like an unbreakable city wall, his pheromones were suppressed by an Alpha who was not even on the scene, this made Li Yusheng furious, originally He just wanted to play with this person he had never been used to since he was a child, but in the end he was pressured back. He raised his hand and loosened his tie, "Aren't you a clean freak? Don't you want people to touch you?" Every time, every time you meet This person didn't touch him, but just touched his clothes, he would look at himself with that kind of eyes, as if he was looking at something terribly dirty, what is he, Lu Yining, a crazy son, how dare he See him that way?

Li Yusheng walked towards him, lowered his voice and said, "When you were caught by that Alpha, would you still think about clean and dirty things in your mind?"

"Are you impotent?" Facing Alpha's oppression, Lu Yining backed away unconsciously, but his mouth was still resolute, "So concerned about other people's bed affairs?" Seeing Li Yusheng stop a step away from her, He also stopped, and was wrapped in guaiac wood, which made him feel at ease unconsciously, and he was more confident, "What? I've masturbated too much during puberty, so I don't want to lift anymore? Pheromone doesn't work anymore, and I can't attract Omega anymore." Why do you use such a flamboyant bite stopper?" Lu Yining raised his hand to grab the drooping hair, "By the way, did someone call you a bald peacock in high school?"

"You...!" Li Yusheng took a step forward, but was suppressed by the pheromone rushing towards him, and instinctively froze in place, he gritted his teeth bitterly, "Lu Yining."

"What?" Lu Yining glanced at him, "If you are okay, I have something to do, let's take a step first." After speaking, he raised his legs and walked upstairs. After climbing two floors, he felt the smell of mint gradually When it faded away, Lu Yining breathed a sigh of relief. He rested his hands on the handrail of the stairs and took a deep breath.

Nothing happened...but still a little scary.

Lu Yining lowered his head and smelled himself, he seemed to be able to smell the remaining mint smell, he frowned, feeling sick, Li Yusheng's pheromones disgusted him more than those invisible bacteria, when he thought of the pheromones attached to his body , He couldn't help retching and began to sweat coldly, shaking uncontrollably.

It was also at this time that Lu Yining felt that he desperately needed Qin Yu, wanted his Alpha to be by his side, and wanted to be wrapped in his breath, which was rooted in flesh and blood and hidden in every cell. Instinctive needs, like wanting food when hungry, water when thirsty, fire when cold...Under this anxiety and fear, he wanted Qin Yu.

After recovering from the discomfort, Lu Yining propped himself up and dragged himself up to the fifth floor.

The door of Li Yusheng's house was closed, and he didn't know if his parents were there. In Lu Yining's memory, Li Yusheng's parents were very good people, and he didn't know how Li Yusheng's face was crooked.

He took out the key and opened the door, Lu Yining stood at the door, the sun shines through the white gauze curtain to brighten the center of the room, even the dust in the air showed his figure, he squinted his eyes, and pulled up the mask Pulled, then entered the house, Lu Yining walked to the corner of the living room, put his flowers in front of the altar, "Wait a minute, I will clean the house for you."

Sweeping the floor, mopping the floor, wiping the table, throwing the white cloth covering the furniture into the washing machine, taking out a new cover from the cabinet... It doesn't seem like much, but it's really tiring to do it one by one.

After drying the last crop of white cloth on the balcony, Lu Yining sat on the sofa, the sun was about to set, the soft light shone on his face, and he looked at the photos placed on the shrine.

"The person I told you about before, we met."

"I feel like we're going to go one step further."

"So don't worry, I will live a good life and will not commit suicide."

"By the way, my illness has improved a lot, and the progress has been rapid recently. Dr. Wu said that I can try aversion therapy. Did you use rubber bands before... I seem to understand why you always have rubber bands on your wrists. "

"You tried it too, didn't you?"

Lu Yining looked at the young man with a gentle smile on the photo.

"I seem to know why you did those things..."

For example, bathing me over and over again, for example, wanting to take me with me when committing suicide, or calling 120 for someone to rescue me.

Everyone said that Lu An must be completely crazy to kill his own child.

Lu Yining also thought so for a long time, so every year on the anniversary of his death he would not go to see Lu An, only his grandfather went there and came back alone, and he would always say something when he came back, "Your father actually loves you Yes." He didn't understand how parents' love was like this, Lu An was never like other parents, he didn't take himself out to play, he didn't buy toys, he didn't eat out, they were always at home, never keep washing things...

"I don't blame you anymore." Lu Yining stood up and put the gloves back on his hands, "So, don't feel sad when you are there, Dad."

He actually doesn't know what Lu An likes, maybe Lu An himself forgot what he liked after his body was completely taken over by the devil.It was after his grandfather left that he found Lu An’s sketchbook when he was packing up his belongings. It was drawn when he was very young. The flowers in the flower bed downstairs, there are many kinds of flowers in the flower bed. The most drawn by Lu An is Poppies, poppies of various colors are in full bloom on the white drawing paper.