madness

The room was lit, but there was only one by the bedside. It was dim and hazy. Someone was writing with his head down, holding a pen in his hand, and tapping his fingertips unconsciously on the table.

That silhouette is very similar to Gu Tianyao.

Gu Tianqi's heart skipped a beat, and almost immediately he got goosebumps, and subconsciously reached out to turn on the switch, and the bedroom suddenly lit up, dispelling the darkness.

Gu Zehuan looked over after hearing the sound, his eyes darkened.

It is an illusion.

Gu Tianqi breathed a sigh of relief, but after realizing it, he felt a little embarrassed: "Little Gu, why don't you turn on the light in the bedroom?"

"I'm making papers."

Gu Tianqi remembered that the other party was going to take the college entrance examination this year. During this time, Grandma Gu had hired a lot of teachers for tutoring, so she didn't say anything, and coughed lightly.

Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of a few jacarandas in a vase on the table, and then paused again.

"Do you like this flower very much?"

The jacaranda was delicate and weak, and a few branches were broken off and inserted into the bottle. It was uneven. Although the bottle was filled with water, it still looked a bit sloppy. The purple petals were crumbling, and even a few petals fell on the table.

Gu Zehuan's eyes fell on the flowers: "There is also a jacaranda tree near the junior high school. Maybe the gardener saw that I always stayed under that tree in the yard and mistakenly thought I liked it."

Hearing what Gu Zehuan said, Gu Tianqi's heart relaxed a little.

Genes are really a wonderful and incredible thing. The father and son, who have never met before, are surprisingly consistent in certain habits and hobbies.

For example, Gu Zehuan's unconscious knocking on the table just now when he was thinking was a habit that Gu Tianyao had in the past.And the jacaranda tree in the yard was transplanted by Gu Tianyao from other places with great effort. He liked it very much, and bought this villa specially in order to find a suitable place to plant it.

And the more similar Gu Zehuan and Gu Tianyao were, the more flustered Gu Tianqi became. He thought of Gu Tianyao's youthful appearance, and his teeth chattered.

Fortunately, Gu Zehuan and Gu Tianyao are not that similar, although sometimes even Gu Tianqi can't help being confused, but after a long time of contact, he can still feel the difference between the two.

Maybe her own mother also realized this, so she stubbornly wanted to make Gu Zehuan look like Gu Tianyao.

When he thought of this, he felt a little sympathetic. At the beginning, many people said that Gu Tianyao's fall into such a situation had nothing to do with his mother's paranoid discipline and domineering doting.

"Can you tell me about my father?"

After a long time, Gu Zehuan spoke. He raised his head and looked at Gu Tianqi.

"Anything is fine."

Gu Tianqi turned his head away, and he forced a smile: "There's nothing to say, it's not appropriate to tell you those things, it's not good for you."

"I would like to know."

Because Gu Zehuan said, after Gu Tianqi hesitated, he slowly spoke.

When he was a child, Gu Tianyao was doted on as the youngest child. He was the last child of the Gu family. Grandma Gu injured her body when she gave birth to him and could never get pregnant again.

Gu Tianqi was also secretly jealous of his younger brother, but the more he grew up, a kind of panic gradually developed besides jealousy.

Gu Tianyao is excellent, there is no doubt about it, but he is also eccentric, violent, willful and unpredictable.

On his first day of kindergarten, he pushed a boy in his class down the stairs for snatching his after-dinner biscuits.

When the boy hugged and cried with the boy's mother who rushed over, Gu Tianyao hid behind the teacher and watched them quietly, neither crying nor making trouble, and he didn't have the panic that ordinary children feel when they are found to have done something wrong look.

It was about early summer, and there was a rare torrential rain outside the window. At that time, Gu Tianyao was already in elementary school, and Gu Tianqi was busy with homework and test papers until late at night.He saw a small figure holding a black umbrella and dragging a Persian cat staggering in the heavy rain.

The cat's snow-white fur was stained with mud and was dirty. Gu Tianqi couldn't see it clearly, so he leaned closer to the hazy glass.

Gu Tianyao, who was wearing a raincoat, threw the cat under an apple tree, and then dropped it with a knife in his hand.

Only then was Gu Tianqi shocked to find that the cat was not dead, but its painful howls were all wiped out in the pale thunder, and no one noticed.

Gu Tianyao actually cut the cat alive, from the neck to the tail.Then he played with its bloody internal organs like a rag doll, and tried to stuff his cold hands from the rain into the soft chest to keep warm.

A sour breath surged in his throat, Gu Tianqi stepped back a few steps, his face pale with shock.

What shocked him even more was that after playing with it for a while, Gu Tianyao obviously found it boring, so he stood up, and then he saw his mother walking out.

It turned out that the other party was watching from the side the whole time, but she didn't feel any discomfort, she just wiped Gu Tianyao's hands, and kissed his fair little cheek tenderly, without looking at the scarlet white cat.

After Gu Tianqi finished speaking, he fell silent. He told Gu Zehuan that he mainly wanted to warn the other party not to listen to what Grandma Gu said.

"Your father wasn't even ten years old when he did this, he was like a natural, I mean..."

"I know." Gu Zehuan nodded, his expression was so calm that Gu Tianqi wondered if he was listening carefully.

Gu Tianqi also understands why Gu Tianyao loves gardening. The way he handles those prey is to bury them in the ground.

At first, Gu Tianqi thought it was for the purpose of destroying the corpse, but later he found out that Gu Tianyao did it for nothing else. For him, it was just a way to show off. The tree is a symbol, a medal and glory.

Even when the other party died, it was done with great fanfare and heavy ink, like a comedian who is about to take a curtain call standing behind a red velvet cloth. He brought millions of banknotes and cash, and under the gaze of everyone, he pulled himself to persuade him His father jumped from a tall building, so that after the "Paper Crane Case" that shocked the whole country was closed, many reporters suspected that Gu Tianyao had an acting personality.

Countless pink banknotes are flying in the air, one after another.

Gu Tianyao and his father Li Ran jumped from a high building several hundred meters away. Their corpses were ridiculously broken, and their heads were like smashed watermelons, with glistening water flowing out.

"So far, no one knows why he did that."

Gu Tianqi said.

After a long time, Gu Zehuan responded, as if he was not surprised at all, he twirled the half of the petal on the book and rubbed it slowly.

"Don't you think it's scary?"

"I can probably understand my father's thinking."

These words struck Gu Tianqi as if he had been struck by lightning, as if nails grew out of the stool, he didn't know how to move, and his expression became stiff: "What did you say?"

But Gu Zehuan didn't answer him, but said very calmly: "I think he is very clumsy and incomplete."

"He killed those animals, those people, probably not to be superior to them, he just killed them purely for the sake of killing, in order to dispatch the killing desire in his heart that has nowhere to go."

"It may be that the world is just a huge jungle world in his eyes. He is only responsible for hunting. He feeds on killing, primitive and full of animality."

As if aware of Gu Tianqi's thoughts, Gu Zehuan said again: "Don't worry, my father and I are different."

It wasn't until the other party walked away in a daze that Gu Zehuan opened the drawer, took out a pack of cigarettes, and lightly crushed the puffballs, which smelled like peaches, and sounded very relaxing.

It's a pack of ladies' cigarettes, thin and long.

He just bit it lightly with his teeth, without igniting it, and sucked the taste lightly with his tongue.

It's too far away from the general supermarket store, cigarettes are not easy to buy, and the little maid managed to get them.

He thought of the timid face of the little maid, with her eyelashes slightly lowered, and after a long while, she still lit the cigarette.

It really didn't suit my taste.

……

The next day Gu Zehuan said that he was going out for a trip, everyone had different expressions, and Grandma Gu's tone was uneasy: "What's wrong here, do you have to go out?"

"Nothing bad."

There is still no joy or dislike in the tone.

Gu Zehuan was wearing an orange T-shirt today, and her hair was combed back, but it was a little disobedient, and it was raised loosely, which was very different from usual.

Grandma Gu noticed that Gu Zehuan was not wearing Gu Tianyao's clothes at all, and her face became even uglier.

"What's the matter with your clothes, didn't I ask you to throw them away?"

Gu Zehuan didn't answer. He put on his shoes, stood at the entrance, and said in his usual tone: "I'm going out."

Only Gu Tianqi didn't say a word, he vaguely guessed that Gu Zehuan's changes today had something to do with their conversation last night.

But rather than revealing his true nature, Gu Tianqi felt that Gu Zehuan had always been like this. The reason why he was obedient and obedient was not because of his nature, but because the Gu family had something he wanted.

So he paid the price to get what he wanted.

Now the Gu family doesn't have what he wants.

He also naturally withdrew and left.

The old man stood up straight away, trembling with anger: "You dare to go out of this door and try."

Gu Zehuan nodded, still not showing any vigor, and closed the door.

He didn't care about everything here at all, or in other words, he didn't care about anything at all. It was only after a long, long time that Gu Tianqi realized how stupid his mother's idea of ​​trying to domesticate this little cub was.

At that time, I thought that Gu Zehuan was a pure, kind, submissive child, but he was also stupid and made people laugh.

Gu Zehuan is simply more unstable and explosive than his father.

Almost nothing held him back, or interested him.

There may be an exception.

But that probably can't be called being tied, it's better to say that two evil beasts are tied together to check and balance each other.

he thought.

Gu Zehuan wandered the streets for a long time, aimlessly. He bought a pack of cigarettes and smoked them while walking, rejecting the people who approached him, and saw Su Zhiyun when he finished smoking the last one.

The other party was curled up at the bottom of the old residential building that he once rented. He was sloppy, his hair was cut a lot, his earrings were all taken off, and his breath seemed to be smoothed out. Get up sharp.

With long hands and long legs, he naturally does not look weak, nesting downstairs looks like some kind of large dog abandoned by its owner.

Only when Gu Zehuan walked over and softly called his name, his eyes raised from between his arms were black and misty.

It was as if he knew Gu Zehuan would come early in the morning.

Gu Zehuan looked at him quietly for a while, and Su Zhiyun also raised his head and looked at him like that.

very quiet.

Gu Zehuan lowered his head, grabbed Su Zhiyun's hair, and clamped his jaw.

From the perspective of others, Gu Zehuan's actions looked like he wanted to kiss him very hard.

But Gu Zehuan didn't, he gradually let go, bowed his head and kissed the corner of Su Zhiyun's eyes.

There is a little scar there.

Even the wound left by Su Zhiyun's mouth and lip ring was unceremoniously licked by Gu Zehuan, and sucked twice.

The tongue is wet and sticky.

Su Zhiyun didn't react too much when he was kissed, it was as if his brain had crashed, he didn't even roll his eyes a few times, he stood up slowly, leaned over and sniffed Gu Zehuan, as if to make sure of something, the more As he got closer, he gradually stopped moving.

It turned out that it was dirty and fell asleep leaning against Gu Zehuan's neck.

It's like a little hedgehog who just found a home.

Gu Zehuan's teeth were itchy, and he could feel the pulsation on Su Zhiyun's neck with his fingertips, pulsating.

I feel a little strange.

He thought about it slowly.

Probably because he thought Su Zhiyun was a little cute.

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