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Peeling off the plastic laser candy wrapper, and then putting the candy that was not as big as his little fingernail into his mouth, Gu Zehuan sat on the seat and ate the candy seriously.

"Hey, Gu Zehuan, you're almost ready."

Cui Qingqing couldn't see it anymore, so she put down the thousand paper cranes that hadn't been folded in half.

"You eat so much sugar, how did Su Zhiyun break it?"

A bunch of warm sunshine came in from outside the window. It has been cloudy and rainy for the past few days. Even on the rare sunny day, I couldn’t feel a trace of warmth. .

The sun fell on his lowered eyelashes, reflecting a glimmer of light.Gu Zehuan had already changed into winter clothes, long-sleeved school uniform, showing a black high collar, he turned a deaf ear to Cui Qingqing's words, and still lowered his head and peeled the candy to eat.

Su Zhiyun saw Gu Zehuan's fingers peeling off the candy paper, causing the cold air to freeze into a subtle light red color. The red color was not complete, but piece by piece, mottled, and finely divided.

The winter in City A is very cold, just putting your hands outside to do your homework for a while will freeze you stiff.

Gu Zehuan's body temperature is very low all year round, and the palms feel cold to the touch, and it is even colder in winter, like ice cubes, without any warmth.

He looks serious when he eats sweets, his eyebrows and eyes are closed, probably from freezing, and there is a thin layer of magenta on the tip of his nose. It can only be said that God has treated him too favorably. Even in this state, he doesn't look vulgar and ugly, on the contrary A little earthly smoke and fire.

Gu Zehuan was eating sweets seriously.

Su Zhiyun was in a trance.

Bright red tongue, looming teeth.

Spit out the rich orange aroma is also sour and sweet.

Gu Zehuan noticed Su Zhiyun's gaze.

He stretched out his hand and fed Su Zhiyun a candy.

Su Zhiyun lowered his head and bit the candy, and inadvertently licked the fingertip that Gu Zehuan handed to his mouth with the tip of his tongue. It was cold, as cold as a piece of candy that had been frozen in the freezer.

It turned into a handful of boiling water in the hot mouth.

"Sweet?"

Gu Zehuan asked.

It took a long time before Su Zhiyun nodded.

Cui Qingqing frowned, not very happy: "Su Zhiyun, you should say something anyway, are you going to let him do nothing here and only eat sweets?"

"It doesn't matter." Su Zhiyun lowered his head, and said in a voice that only two people could hear: "The thousand paper cranes were given to him anyway."

"You really are hopeless."

Cui Qingqing hates iron but not steel.

In fact, the so-called successful confession by folding 1314 thousand paper cranes is nothing more than a joke circulated among the girls, but Su Zhiyun doesn't know why, and he is very convinced of this, to the point of superstition.

Cui Qingqing sometimes even suspects that if the legend is to kill 1314 real red-crowned cranes, Su Zhiyun might do that for Gu Zehuan.

After Cui Qingqing proposed to help Su Zhiyun pursue Gu Zehuan, the relationship between the two eased miraculously.

It seems that for the young man, the people he comes into contact with can only be roughly divided into two types: enemies and friends.

Unexpected black and white, not in line with his appearance.

The way the boy folded paper cranes at Cui Qingqing’s house could even be described as a little clumsy. Su Zhiyun is tall, with long legs and long hands, curled up on the tatami mat, and circled around his ankles on the sixth day of the junior high school, flirting and flirting from time to time. , trying to distract a little attention from the young man who was concentrating on folding a thousand origami cranes.

Cui Qingqing noticed Su Zhiyun's fingers: "Why is your hand hurt again?"

His finger bones are distinct and very thin, but he has several band-aids with piercing holes.

There was a piece of gauze on the wrist protruding from the cuff, and a little red blood was faintly soaked.

Cui Qingqing knew that there would be more scars in other places covered by clothes.

Su Zhiyun noticed the girl's gaze, paused the origami movement slightly, and said in a low voice: "It's nothing, I accidentally scratched it a few days ago."

"You don't need to tell me, I know, are those people that Cai Zhuoyu knows come to trouble you again?" Cui Qingqing glanced at Gu Zehuan, who was sitting aside and turned a blind eye. The other person was flipping through the book in his hand, looking peaceful : "It must be because of him again? Wasn't it also because he offended the punks in No. [-] Middle School last time?"

"I said Gu Zehuan, can you be less tempting, the men and women around here will be ruined by you, right?"

Gu Zehuan turned over a page of the book, and he bit the candy in his mouth with a "click": "I didn't do anything to them."

"Yes, yes, you didn't do anything to them. Don't you know what you look like? Can't you show up less, talk less and have nothing to do with them?"

"It has nothing to do with him. Even without him, those people would have come to look for me." Su Zhiyun took back his hand, because of what Cui Qingqing said to Gu Zehuan, his expression showed a bit of surprise: " After a while they'll be gone."

It is completely domesticated as a domestic dog.

Cui Qingqing sighed.

"I should have stopped you when I knew you were beating Cai Zhuoyu."

…………

Although the class teacher was informed about the receipt of the animal corpse, the murderer did not stop because of this, but intensified his efforts. There were notes full of curse words hidden in the pencil case, and the textbooks and homework in the school bag were torn up and thrown away. In the trash can, every morning, I can find all kinds of "gifts" in the drawer.

Cui Qingqing was very annoyed by such things, and of course it was Su Zhiyun who enjoyed the same treatment as her, or even more.

When I touched the textbook in my schoolbag, I was cut bloody by a hidden blade, and an unknown white powder was poured into the drink I drank. Every page of the textbook was filled with "Go to die, die, die" and the day and night. Day after day, when I came to school early in the morning, I could see all kinds of dead animals on the stools.

Even the classmates in the class have changed from sympathy and pity at the beginning to having nothing to do with themselves, and they are high-spirited.

In other words, even a transfer student like Cui Qingqing, who has not been in the class for a long time, can keenly perceive the secret hostility towards Su Zhiyun and herself in the subtle daily atmosphere.

Those gazes were hidden behind the nonchalant smiling faces, so invisible.

"Hey, what do you guys think is the relationship between Cui Qingqing and Gu Zehuan?"

Whispers could be heard from the dank and filthy stalls of the women's toilets.

This voice is Cui Qingqing's front desk, a girl named Lin Yingge, with a round face, slightly chubby, cute smile, with a ponytail, once praised Cui Qingqing and Gu Zehuan as a good match, and kept asking how the two of them are. know.

"Let me tell you, last time I saw Cui Qingqing and Gu Zehuan together, wearing a very short skirt with a suspender on top, it's so coquettish."

Wang Xiao's voice, Cui Qingqing's tablemate, single eyelid, very thin, very straightforward personality, usually say what she wants, and very helpful, the first time Cui Qingqing couldn't find the Academic Affairs Office, she was the one who took the initiative to lead the way.

"Isn't she always like that? Maybe she thinks she is very beautiful, but in fact she dressed up like that to deliberately seduce Gu Zehuan. What a bitch, I added some ingredients to the drink I gave her at noon today, that little girl The bitch didn't know anything and drank it stupidly, and died laughing."

"Oh, by the way, there's also Su Zhiyun, isn't he gay? Why is he clinging to Gu Zehuan every day? Last time I just wanted to ask Gu Zehuan a question. I didn't expect him to look at me coldly, as if he had a grudge against me." , scared to death."

"That's right, Gu Zehuan is not his exclusive property, look at how he hides it, what's the matter?"

"It's not really gay, is it? That would be disgusting."

"Actually, I think Su Zhiyun looks okay."

"Gays, what's the use of being good-looking? If you hang out with that kind of person, you will get AIDS. It's so dirty, and Su Zhiyun looks so good at playing, maybe he has already been sick. Do you know, I also I heard that someone saw Su Zhiyun having a room with someone else."

"No way?"

"gross."

"Then it's okay for us to punish them a little bit?"

"Anyway, we're not the only ones doing this kind of thing. I saw Cai Zhuoyu put things in Su Zhiyun's drawer last time."

"What?"

"I didn't see clearly, it seems to be some kind of corpse."

"Wow, is it so disgusting? It turns out that Cai Zhuoyu was the one who kept putting the corpses in Su Zhiyun's drawer."

The sound of laughing and laughing, accompanied by densely packed words, until the class bell rang, the noble spectators sighed a little, washed their hands and left from the toilet.

A pile of rattling footsteps gradually receded, disappearing without a trace.

Cui Qingqing, whose legs were numb while standing, pushed the door out, and what lingered at the tip of her nose was the disgusting smell of the toilet. She finally couldn't help but vomited it out by the sink while covering her mouth.

Everything in front of the eyes is dim and dark, but there is noise in the ears, and the huge roar is endlessly clamoring.

Cui Qingqing seemed to have fallen into a frozen lake suddenly, her teeth were shaking from the cold, she held her throat and vomited everything she had eaten before.

She took a handful of water and poured it on her face. The cold water with the smell of disinfectant made her fingertips red and painful from the cold.

Cui Qingqing's face was reflected in the mirror.

The black hair was wet and stuck to the cheeks, the skin was pale, and the eyelashes were also wet.

It looks like a mess.

Cui Qingqing came late in the middle of the Chinese class, but she usually behaved very well, so the teacher didn't make things difficult for her.

"Why is your face so bad? Do you want me to help you go to the infirmary?"

The tablemate Wang Xiao noticed Cui Qingqing's discomfort and asked with concern.

Cui Qingqing subconsciously avoided Wang Xiao's outstretched hand, took a step back, and said in a stiff tone, "It's nothing, I don't need it."

It was raining lightly outside, and Cui Qingqing seemed to be able to taste the bitter and astringent taste on the tip of her tongue. Now looking through the window, the sky is also gray with no light.

It seemed that she noticed that the atmosphere around Cui Qingqing was a bit subtle. This time after class, Cui Qingqing's table was not surrounded by girls as usual.

With two "clicks", two candies fell from the sky.

Shiny and shining.

Su Zhiyun stood in front of her, holding a handful of candies in his palm.

Cui Qingqing looked at the boy's face, sighed in compromise, gathered the two orange candies with her fingertips, peeled them off and put them in her mouth, narrowing her eyes slightly like a cat: "Why are there oranges again?" Taste?"

Su Zhiyun turned his face away, his tone was a little stiff.

"If you don't like it, don't eat it."

Cui Qingqing looked at Su Zhiyun's red ear tips protruding from her hair, bit the candy in her mouth, and suddenly became mad again: "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,as expected that I'm still very unwilling and don't want to give up. "

The girl suddenly grabbed Su Zhiyun by the collar and pulled him up: "Do you insist on him?"

Su Zhiyun was taken aback for a moment, and it took a while to realize what Cui Qingqing was going to say, and answered "Yes" in a low voice.

Cui Qingqing persevered in asking: "Can someone pry the corner of the wall and can't knock it?"

Su Zhiyun was taken aback, and subconsciously raised his head to look at Gu Zehuan, who was taking notes, and could see a small brown mole on his fair earlobe.

After a long time, he answered the girl's question: "It doesn't matter if someone pries the corner of the wall."

Cui Qingqing sighed, sat down dejectedly, covered her face, and said sullenly for a long time: "The person who keeps putting animal carcasses in your drawer is Cai Zhuoyu."

In the evening of that day, Su Zhiyun grabbed Cai Zhuoyu who was about to enter the classroom through the window. The other party was still holding a wet black plastic bag, and it was self-evident what was inside.

Su Zhiyun grabbed his collar and punched him so hard that his nose bleeds.

Cui Qingqing heard the bang bang sound of her head hitting the wall, she couldn't help frowning, and she subconsciously looked at Gu Zehuan who was standing by the corridor in a daze.

Gu Zehuan turned around: "Is there a lighter?"

"I don't smoke, how can there be such a thing?" Cui Qingqing said in a very bad tone: "Besides, you are too courageous, you dare to smoke in school."

"It just happened to be brought today."

Gu Zehuan said that when she heard that Cui Qingqing didn't have a lighter, she looked away as if she had lost interest, and got up and walked towards Su Zhiyun in the distance.

Cui Qingqing didn't know what he whispered to Su Zhiyun, Su Zhiyun gave Gu Zehuan something.

Gu Zehuan came back again.

Cui Qingqing thought that Gu Zehuan was asking Su Zhiyun for a lighter, but Gu Zehuan opened his palm to reveal a pack of fruit candies. He tore open the package and poured out a few for Cui Qingqing.

The warm golden sunset reflected on Gu Zehuan's drooping eyelashes, trembling a few times like a black-tailed butterfly.

Gu Zehuan was born beautiful, Cui Qingqing has always known, but this kind of beauty is not pure and white like a teenager, or cold and noble like a youth.

It's dirty, coveted, even weird, and full of sexuality. Suggestions, like in a dark and dirty alley, young prostitutes lift up their long skirts, revealing white and smooth thighs , there is still the smell of inferior perfume on her body, and there are other people's hickeys on her neck.

But you can't deny or reject her crazy, overwhelming, dirty appeal.

Gu Zehuan's lips are bright red all year round, so moist and shiny, it always looks like she was sucked hard by someone.His expression was also indifferent, and he seemed to be putting on airs.

Like a pretty, depraved, little bitch.

"Gu Zehuan."

"Last time you stood up on purpose and let Cui Ming hit you, right?" Cui Qingqing said calmly, "You didn't do it because you liked Su Zhiyun and wanted to feel safe, you just wanted to see them both. Personal pain, I want to see Su Zhiyun has nothing, so I did this, am I right?"

Gu Zehuan licked off the thin sweetness on his fingers, his hair was black, and his eyebrows and eyes were also black.

It seemed that it took a while to realize what Cui Qingqing said. He came back to his senses and nodded: "Well, that's what happened."

"You really are a scumbag." Cui Qingqing turned her eyes away and muttered to herself: "Does hurting other people make you happy like that?"

When the girl said this, she kept staring at Su Zhiyun's back, her brows were slightly frowned, with an expression of worry, pity, and inconceivably softness.

Gu Zehuan ate another grape-flavored candy.

He followed the girl's eyes and saw Su Zhiyun with his head down, the corner of his mouth was injured from the fight with Cai Zhuoyu, and a little bit of bright red blood flowed out from the cut.

Gu Zehuan lightly bit the candy between his teeth.

The stuffed syrup melted on the tip of the tongue.

So sweet.

The author says:

I feel like I will never be able to write the plot of falling in love and killing each other (barely considered love... right?)