madness

Today is Friday, Su Zhiyun came home, the living room was very quiet and empty, Aunt Wang came out of the kitchen when she heard the door open, her expression was a little hesitant.

"Boss and the others have gone out, and they should not be back until a few days later."

She couldn't help raising her face and looked at Su Zhiyun cautiously for a while, then swallowed.

"Little master, do you want to eat something first? Dinner will be ready in a while."

Su Zhiyun took off his shoes without saying a word. He glanced at the shoe cabinet, and the pair of beautiful white high heels on the top were gone.

The summer night came very late, a slanting sun shone through the floor-to-ceiling windows, the sky was torn between bright gold and blue and purple, sweat soaked his back, Su Zhiyun said lightly no, and went upstairs by himself.

As soon as he entered, he could see the fish tank he put on the window sill. The snow-white goldfish had turned its belly up and was floating on the water. Su Zhiyun fished out its body and threw it into the trash can.

He turned on his phone, opened WeChat, and saw the circle of friends posted by Su Tianlin. The copy was only a short sentence - I still like to eat egg yolk mooncakes.

The accompanying picture is a snow-white beach with a bright moon hanging high.

Su Zhiyun stared at the three pairs of flip flops on the picture for a long time.

Two pairs of blue flip-flops and one pair of pink flip-flops. It can be clearly seen that the ten toes wearing pink flip-flops have beautiful gradient nails.

Father, mother has liked it.

Su Zhiyun looked up at the snow-white ceiling and turned off his phone.

There are still crickets chirping outside the window, making a lot of noise.

Someone knocked on the door, but seeing that there was no sound for a while, they asked in a low voice, "Master, are you still out for dinner?"

Needle drop is audible.

"Dong dong dong."

No one responded.

Aunt Wang sighed and went down by herself again.

There is a snow-white conch in the window, and beside the conch is a simulated doll of a little rabbit, which is cute and lifelike.

There is always that kind of trap game at the entrance of the elementary school. There are all kinds of animal cubs on the ground, locked in cages, and there are three chances for ten yuan, and they will take away whatever they catch.

Among all the small animals, the little rabbit is the most eye-catching, snow-white, fluffy, with a wet nose, black eyes, beautiful and quiet, it looks only the size of a palm, so cute.

Seeing that Su Zhiyun couldn't walk on the road, the driver was a little embarrassed.

"Young master, we should go."

Su Zhiyun squatted on the road and stared at the little rabbit stubbornly. It was locked in a small cage, its bones were broken, and it was not allowed to grow up, ugly, or clumsy.

He met the bright eyes of the little rabbit, and touched its forehead with his fingertips, as if he touched a big ball of cotton candy, it was so soft that it was a mess.

Su Zhiyun was like this when he was a child. Even if he had something he liked, he would never open his mouth. He just looked at it eagerly, even if he liked it so much that he couldn't bear to blink, and he never said he wanted it.

Seeing that it was getting late, the driver was worried that he would be late due to the traffic jam, so he had to pull Su Zhiyun up.

"Master, it's getting late, you still have homework to do, tell your wife tomorrow and ask her to buy you a little rabbit, okay?"

"Will mom buy it for me?"

Su Zhiyun raised his head, his eyes reflected a little starlight, and his expression was very serious.

"Of course I will. My wife likes you so much, she is afraid of melting in her mouth and falling in her hands. Why is she reluctant to buy you a rabbit?"

As if to reconfirm, Su Zhiyun asked again: "Really?"

The driver glanced at his watch, becoming more and more anxious, and forced a smile on his face: "Of course, how could I lie to you, young master, let's go first."

Su Zhiyun asked the driver to lead him, and took a last look back.

The little rabbit stayed in the cage, very well-behaved, motionless.

After the driver took Su Zhiyun home, he wiped the hot sweat off his brow and remembered the agreement with him before leaving.

"Madam, the young master wants to raise rabbits."

When Li Yanjiao heard this, she was braiding Xiaohua's hair, she didn't raise her head, Xiaohua's hair was very soft, not dark, but light chestnut, Li Yanjiao gathered them together, and braided the flowers with her dexterous ten fingers , and tied with a pink ribbon.

"Just let him raise it."

"The ones at the school gate." Su Zhiyun said suddenly, and he emphasized again: "Only the ones at the school gate."

Li Yanjiao frowned subconsciously, as if she was a little unhappy, she didn't let go for a long time.

"Which one you buy is not the same. Can you really tell the difference between the rabbit you want and other rabbits?"

Su Zhiyun was very stubborn: "It's at the gate of the school."

Li Yanjiao frowned even tighter, as if two people who were tearing each other were fighting, tightly twisted together, and it took a long time before they parted unwillingly.

"Forget it, wait until I pick you up next time and buy it for you."

However, until Su Zhiyun graduated from elementary school, he did not wait for the rabbit.

Li Yanjiao never came to pick him up.

Some things I want too much, but I can't get them, so I can only deceive myself and say that I don't want them. After a long time, it seems that I really don't want them anymore, and I really don't remember them.

Su Zhiyun raised his hand, closed his eyes, and imagined that he was a diving fish.

The water is very quiet, and the light can only faintly seep through from a far away place. In winter, when the water freezes, it will look like a crystal clear dragon palace. No one knows that there are tens of thousands of lives sleeping underneath.

He turned the air conditioner up to eighteen degrees, and the cold wind blew on his skin, creating a layer of tiny goosebumps.

The moonlight was shining brightly, falling on the lit phone page beside her.

56:[-] p.m.

Su Zhiyun posted a circle of friends that only he could see.

"A fish's memory is only seven seconds, but a human's memory is with him for the rest of his life, until the part of the brain where the memory is stored dies or becomes diseased. In some respects, this may be another deformed and cruel romance."

On Saturday, Su Zhiyun was woken up early in the morning by the phone call from the little fat man. He reached for the phone next to his pillow, and as soon as he swiped it open, he heard a joyful voice on the other end: "Su Zhiyun, my mother said a few days ago My grandfather's [-]th birthday, let me ask for leave to go back to China."

"Wow, I can finally go back to my country. Do you know that the food here is really not delicious at all. I have been living on fried chicken and Coke for a while, and those Chinese-owned restaurants are not at all like domestic dishes. Last time I ate fried pork with chili, the meat turned out to be very fishy, ​​and the chili was not tasty..."

Su Zhiyun replied vaguely, feeling a little stomachache.

The little fat man seemed to hear that Su Zhiyun was not in high spirits, so he coughed a few times.

"Did I talk too much nonsense?"

"Ah."

Over there, he stopped talking and groaned several times, a little dissatisfied.

"That's all right, I won't bother you anymore, hang up the phone first."

Su Zhiyun barely got up, brushed his teeth and washed his face, and his vision gradually became clear after a while.

He went downstairs to have breakfast, and after eating the last shrimp dumpling, he started searching for the location of No. [-] Middle School on his phone.

After hesitating for a while, Su Zhiyun changed the original No. 27 middle school to No. [-] middle school.

It takes almost an hour and a half to take a car from Su Zhiyun's house to No. 27 Middle School in the west of the city.

That area is also very close to No. [-] Middle School where Cui Ming is located, and the surrounding area is relatively remote. Since there are many vocational schools and high schools for gangsters located nearby, the reputation has not been very good.

The developer heard the false news that the subway would be built in the west of the city, and built many residential areas and shopping malls. As a result, more than half of them became unfinished buildings. After a few hands, the land was sold to the school.

In the whole area, only two Internet cafes and milk tea shops have better business.

The place where Su Zhiyun got off the bus was near a snack street, and there were only a few scattered shops, which were sparsely populated.The sprinkler will not drive here, and it is a hot day, so the streets must not be dusty, and the leaves on the roadside are covered with a layer of yellowish ash.

The air conditioner was still turned on on the bus, but it was completely different after getting off the bus. A wave of heat hit the surface, as if suddenly wrapped in a layer of scorching softness. It took Su Zhiyun a while to recover.

The sun was so big that he couldn't open his eyes, the clouds were thick and approaching gradually, but the temperature didn't seem to drop at all.

He followed the navigation and walked towards No. 27. The braids on the back of his head flickered, and the ends of his hair brushed his neck indistinctly. It was itchy and hot. Su Zhiyun was sweating unconsciously, and the back of his neck was white in the sun. Covered with a layer of water, it shines brightly.

Suddenly, the sound of the body being hit hard came from the alley, mixed with a few weak muffled groans.

Su Zhiyun took a look.

He first saw a figure from the back, a large t-shirt, revealing a large part of the back of the neck, with a silver nail shining on it, the other party was wearing black knee-length shorts, the exposed skin was white, only the elbows, neck, and There are places like ankles, which have turned into an ambiguous pink color influenced by high heat.

The man stretched out his foot and lifted the opponent's chin, as if looking at his miserable appearance for a while, and then mercilessly and heavily ran over the little bastard's blood-stained face.

Su Zhiyun could even hear the creaking sound of the soles rubbing against the skin. He couldn't move, couldn't lift a finger, and could only stare at that side.

In the high heat of midsummer, he suffered from heatstroke, sweating profusely, had difficulty breathing, sweat fell into his eye sockets, and Su Zhiyun didn't even want to blink his eyes.

The other party wiped the blood stains on the shoes on the bastard's clothes, and looked up as if he had noticed something.

Gu Zehuan's face turned reddish due to the heat, it was a crystal clear pink, not annoying at all, a drop of glistening sweat fell from his forehead.

Su Zhiyun couldn't help thinking of strawberry milk candy.

Gu Zehuan withdrew his movements, and there were still several such people lying at his feet, without making a sound.

The two looked at each other from a distance of tens of meters.

Gu Zehuan came here, and he got closer and closer, so that face became clearer in front of Su Zhiyun's eyes, the beautiful lips were as bright red as if a cherry had been bitten.

The closer Gu Zehuan got closer, Su Zhiyun could feel the irresistible and indescribable crazy attraction of the other party. He gradually became dizzy until Gu Zehuan was about to pass him by. Su Zhiyun subconsciously reached out and grabbed his waist wrist.

Gu Zehuan stopped, and he looked at Su Zhiyun.

Su Zhiyun saw his eyes, which were cold and condescending, and there was a reflection of himself in them.

In the eyes of the other party, his figure is so small and invisible.

Every cell in him was crazily clamoring for longing, but his voice couldn't help getting smaller and smaller.

"I'm not going to tell it."

"what do you want?"

Beautiful, bright red cherries were crushed between the lips and teeth, and there was a piece of crabapple in the eyes of the other party, which was as sweet as a dream.

Must say.

Must speak.

God hates children who are greedy, so can refugees with nothing but kneel at the feet of huge god statues pray for some hope?

I really want it too much.

love it.

Even if it is desperate, I want to give it a try.

Su Zhiyun's grip on Gu Zehuan became stronger. His voice was very low, but his ears covered by the tips of his hair were red, and he spit out a sentence as if he had exhausted all his strength.

"Don't go, I will be very obedient and won't say anything, so..."

So please let me stay by your side.

The author says:

normal person's perspective.

"I won't tell anyone."

(threaten)

"what do you want?"

(probing)

"Don't go, don't refuse me."

(baffling)

Reluctantly agreeing to the other party's request = the deal is concluded = each other's secret.

Su Zhiyun's perspective: Confession.