He could vaguely see the bandage wrapped around Suijiu's hand, and the slight smell of disinfectant alcohol in the air. Suijiu is not a person who can easily hurt himself, that is to say, he drank too much, drank a lot...

'Snapped! 'Another crisp applause sounded.

Xi Feng gritted his teeth tightly, and finally couldn't help yelling, "Xi Feng, I'm such an idiot, you are so frightfully inhuman!!!!"

The hot feeling on his face was not enough to extinguish his anger towards himself, as long as he thought of New Year's Wine, he couldn't calm down, Xi Feng climbed out of bed, ran to the window, and knelt quietly on the ground, the black car The car was gone and he was waiting for his return.

Xi Feng was like a monk praying, muttering something all the time with his head down, as if this could alleviate his fault. After more than an hour, Xi Feng was really hungry.

He finally ate the sandwich, the milk had already become cold, but he felt a lot warmer after drinking it...

"It's delicious..." He said in a daze, but unfortunately he didn't respond to his smile today, and said to him in embarrassment: "That must be done!" '

He turned on the game console, and just glanced at the time on it. It was almost twelve o'clock, which means that the old wine didn't wake up until nine or ten o'clock, but he usually wouldn't wake up so late, and would urge him get up…

He also said that if Jager drank a whole bottle, there would be no difference the next day. One can imagine how much he drank last night...

This bit of speculation, a little bit of memory was brought back, the more he thought about it, the more heartbroken he was, what did he do... I really want Suijiu to come back quickly, I really want to tell him that he likes him so much...

Near one o'clock in the afternoon, the black car finally came back, and he came back, and Xi Feng felt relieved a lot. He leaned against the window and watched that handsome little wine get out of the car, and walked towards the house, but he couldn't see him. He had no choice but to go back to the bed and wait for when the New Year's wine would come.

After half an hour, the door was opened, and the old wine came!

Xi Feng's little heart started beating vigorously again. He walked in with a rich lunch and a bag of things hanging on his wrist.

Handed the lunch to Xi Feng, took the breakfast plate away, and put the bag on the ground in his hand, he said softly: "It contains your favorite snacks, if you still want to eat, just tell me, I will go purchase."

After Sui Jiu finished speaking, he habitually wanted to raise his hand to touch Xi Feng's head, but he stopped half way up, he almost forgot that the little guy in front of him didn't like him...

Sui Jiu pursed his lips and gave a shallow smile, this smile fell into Xi Feng's eyes, looking pale and powerless, he turned around to leave, Xi Feng quickly grabbed Sui Jiu's cuff, His big palm was on his head, and he rubbed it flatteringly.

Sui Jiu didn't understand, so he froze in place. He thought that Xi Feng was just not used to his sudden unfamiliarity.

However, Xi Feng was very nervous. He bit his lip and said tremblingly, "Can it be different... shall we go home?"

Sui Jiu pulled out a slight smile and explained: "This is our new home, bigger and more free, and no one around will disturb us, okay?"

"...Xiaojiu," Xi Feng clenched the lines on the flat sheet with his left hand, he took a deep breath, the person in front of him was Suijiu, the boy he loved, he would not be afraid of him, "Xiaojiu, I, I like you too, I, I just..."

Before he finished speaking, Sui Jiu lowered his head and sneered in frustration. He admitted that when he heard these words, his heart softened for a moment, but it was only for a moment.

Sui Jiu laughed at himself: "You don't have to coax me, and you don't have to lie to me, I won't let you go."

He gently shook off Xi Feng's hand, and left the room with the breakfast plate, 'click'.

Xi Feng's heart was twitched by the braids covered with thorns. He unconsciously put his hands on his chest and squeezed it tightly, even his clothes and flesh, and squeezed it hard.

He raised his head and laughed self-deprecatingly, tears fell from both sides of his cheeks as if he didn't want money, he shivered his shoulders, and roared in a choked voice: "It hurts so much, Xiao Jiu, so it hurts so much... Xiao Jiu , Xiaojiu! I'm sorry Xiaojiu!!! Can you come back...Xiaojiu..."

How much Xi Feng hoped that Suijiu could hear his own voice and run back. He hurriedly got up from the bed, staggered and fell directly to the ground. He knelt on the ground and crawled to the door, covering his chest with his left hand and holding it with his right He clenched his fists and beat on the door and the floor, crying so hard that he couldn't make a sound.

He was not only heartbroken, he was also afraid, afraid that Suijiu would not believe him, afraid that he would never be able to be with Suijiu in this life, he could not even see Suijiu's back...

Sui Jiu on the first floor not only couldn't hear it, but also felt that Xi Feng was a little funny just now, did he just want to leave his side so much?He even lied...

Sui Jiu laughed at himself while washing the dishes Xi Feng used in the morning. In his impression, Xi Feng was always so clean, sunny, positive, innocent, and never lied...

He actually lied to leave him! ?This is too funny, Sui Jiu clenched his fist subconsciously, the wound on his right hand was split, and the red blood stained the crude gauze on his hand...

When Suijiu came up in the evening, Xi Feng was already tired and fell asleep. Suijiu didn't wake him up, and quietly took away the lunch plate. The food on it seemed untouched. Not only that, Suijiu was still under the quilt I can see a piece of damp...

Sui Jiu was stunned, but he didn't think about it, didn't judge what it was, he didn't want to be sentimental, covered Xi Feng with a quilt, and tiptoed away.

The first day here passed by like this, the whole house became more depressing because of their heartache, and the furniture became extremely cold, but Sui Jiu was forcing himself to get used to it, even though this was a life he had long been familiar with before , he can't get used to it now.

In the morning, Sui Jiu still delivered breakfast to Xi Feng, but it came at [-] o'clock this morning, which made Xi Feng feel at ease, at least he knew that Sui Jiu didn't drink last night.

After a night of deliberation, Xi Feng knew that Suijiu doesn't trust him now, the best way is to pass quietly for a day or two, and wait until he finds the right time to calm down...

In fact, Xi Feng couldn't wait a long time ago, he wished he could rush into Suijiu's arms desperately now, greedily buried his head in Suijiu's chest, and smelled his scent desperately, they are obviously two-way, right? …

Xi Feng grasped the bed sheet tightly with both hands, and didn't say a single unnecessary word, until Suijiu put down his breakfast and turned to leave, he held back...he felt even more uncomfortable...

Suijiu brings him three meals a day on time, each time with a different pattern and they are all his favorites, sometimes there are desserts made by Suijiu himself, but on the third morning Xi Feng returned from Suijiu He smelled the smell of wine, and his mood fell to the bottom after he had improved. Every bit of what happened to Sui Jiu was infinitely magnified by Xi Feng.

His mind was so wide open, he imagined Suijiu drinking alone every night with heartache, thinking of his mental state, he became more and more uneasy, he was afraid that Suijiu would close himself up again.

Finally, on the fourth night of staying in the closed environment, this is the day Xi Feng is ready to make it clear. He doesn't want to watch Suijiu go back to the way it was before, let alone watch him get himself drunk from time to time.

Sui Jiu delivered dinner to Xi Feng on time at six o'clock in the evening. He put the dinner on the bedside table and was about to turn around and leave, but Xi Feng grabbed his sleeve again.

Xi Feng didn't make a fuss about leaving these days, and Sui Jiu was very satisfied with this. He felt that the two of them might have been here for the rest of their lives, and he would try his best to adapt to the previous life, but for Xi Feng, he was still responsive , and his tone softened a lot, "What's wrong?"

Xi Feng blinked his big eyes, looked pitiful, looked straight into Sui Jiu's eyes, and said softly: "Stay here, stay with me..."

It's not that Xi Feng hasn't figured out how to say it yet, it's just that when the critical moment came, his brain was filled with tension, and he forgot all the prepared lines for a while, and the words he said frightened himself.

Sui Jiu's hands trembled. If it wasn't for the placemat, the glass on it might have fallen to the ground. Sui Jiu didn't try to guess what he meant, but continued to ask, "Why?"

These three words do not have much warmth, but they are not cold either. Xi Feng is a little sad. This is the coldest tone Suijiu has ever used to him. It is colder than when they met. He pulled out an ugly smile Said: "Listen to me, stay with me."

Before the words fell, Xi Feng stood up from the bed and stood firm. Sui Jiu felt a little baffled, but he didn't give Xi Feng any medicine. He looked up at Xi Feng's cheek, trying to see from his expression What details.

As a result, a scene he didn't expect happened. Xi Feng suddenly stretched out his hands to hold his face, and kissed his thin lips. It was a short kiss, without too many distracting thoughts, not even the slightest desire. , Look, like being pecked by a bird.

It was so sudden that Sui Jiu's brain froze without any resistance, his mind went blank, and his heart froze, as if he had touched his heart.

Before he could react, the thin lips were covered again, this time it was no longer a light touch, Xi Feng's green and rusty kissing skills eroded his lips bit by bit, gradually moistening them.

Sui Jiu didn't resist, he was not willing to resist, he was afraid that this person would push him away in the next second, laughing at his wishful thinking, even though this fool didn't know how to kiss with tongue, he was just gnawing his lips with his teeth, At a place where neither of them could see the middle, the corners of Sui Jiu's mouth raised quietly, and his Adam's apple rolled up and down stealthily.

He didn't let go until Xi Feng was almost out of breath. His face was already flushed, his legs were a little weak, and he could only stand with his hands resting on Sui Jiu's shoulders.

He was panting heavily, his eyes were covered with water mist, his little hands were tightly clutching Sui Jiu's clothes, and his voice was trembling when he spoke, "Stay with me, don't, leave me..."

Sui Jiu laughed secretly in his heart, this fool, who can't kiss but still insists on biting, can't breathe but still insists on kissing with tongue, really, so cute, he lowered his head slightly, turned and walked towards the gate.

Xi Feng watched him walking towards the gate without looking back, without even stopping under his feet, as he walked further and further away, the emotions that had endured for three days finally collapsed at this time, and tears flowed down without warning. , non-stop flow, silent flow...

His legs were so weak that he couldn't bear it anymore, and he knelt directly on the edge of the bed, wiping away his tears one after another, trying not to let himself cry, at least wait for the old wine to leave the door first, so as not to embarrass himself too much.

With a 'click', the door was locked again, but unexpectedly, Sui Jiu didn't go out, he locked the door in the room!

Xi Feng deeply wondered if he was hallucinating?He wiped the tears from his eyes, why are they still so blurry...

Sui Jiu couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth, he was expecting Xi Feng to see the expression he left behind, but when he turned his head, the scene that caught his eyes made his heart stop suddenly, he quickly dropped the bowls and plates in his hand, the cups and plates were still Those who were not spared fell to the ground and made a crackling sound, and the glass shattered all over the floor. Sui Jiu didn't care at all, and ran to Xi Feng in three steps and two steps, and hugged him tightly.

At this moment, Sui Jiu didn't know whether he should be happy because Xi Feng really had feelings for him, or sad and regret because he made Xi Feng cry, he was really helpless.

I saw Xi Feng raised his head, pouted his lips, and put on an ugly smile, looking at Sui Jiu stupidly, with snot dripping down his nose.

Sui Jiu reflexively wiped away Xi Feng's tears. He sat beside Xi Feng and pecked lightly on his forehead, but it still couldn't relieve his inner anxiety. He was really scared by Xi Feng.

This light touch finally made Xi Feng cry uncontrollably. He wept loudly on Sui Jiu's shoulder, holding Sui Jiu's generous back tightly with both hands, unwilling to let go of whatever he said. .

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