Self-cultivation of male support

The Miao family didn't know how much wealth Shi Yan owned, but some people knew, and what they thought about day and night was how to make Shi Yan willing to let him choose the wealth in his hands.

Ever since he was accepted by the general as his adopted son and followed by his side, he seemed to have a lot of scenery, but in fact, no one really took him seriously as an orphan. Lu Hanhai once again deeply realized the meaning of wealth and power in the army. .

If you want to make connections, win people's hearts, or even raise a private soldier in private, you need money, and it is inexhaustible money.In the army, if you want to eat delicious food and pass on news to others, you need money to open the way for everything.

Lu Hanhai wanted to go to war, make military achievements, and gain a firm foothold beside the general, but when he made the request, everyone kept saying, "General Lu is your only seedling. For the sake of the Lu family's incense inheritance, at least I will wait for you Go to the battlefield after getting married and having children!"

He knew that what these people said made sense, but until then, where would he still have a place in the army?

Continuing the incense of the Lu family, but causing the Lu family to fall from a family of military generals who started from the battlefield into cowards who depended on the pity of the general to live, did the ancestors of the Lu family lose their face?Can I accept that reality?

While enduring the torture, Lu Hanhai wanted to get Shi Yan's support even more. He gritted his teeth and took out half of the military book that Shi Yan gave him to find the general, and sincerely begged the general: "Father, Mr. Master Feng, if you can really accept your son as a disciple, it is a blessing from the son's previous life, please see it for the sake of the son's deceased parents, please help the son!"

The general flipped through the books in his hand, he couldn't see any emotion on his face, and his thoughts were complicated and unspeakable. The adopted son was a good boy, and he knew what he was thinking, but this Mr. Xu was by no means the kind of person that the adopted son thought he would identify with. People will give everything to him, let alone people who have expressed their attitude from the very beginning.

This is the first time the child begs himself, and he is afraid that he will be disappointed.

In the past, he would definitely have fulfilled this innocuous request to him, and further strengthened the relationship between their father and son, but after that incident, he would definitely not be able to do what is difficult for others.

So he said in a deep voice: "Han Hai, the adoptive father is also dissatisfied with you. You can only rely on your own efforts in this matter. It is not appropriate for the adoptive father to come forward. I can't tell you clearly about the inside things. You just need to know that if you If you can really win the support of that gentleman, the adoptive father will also be happy for you."

Lu Hanhai keenly sensed that there was something he didn't know about it, at least the relationship between foster father and Mr. Xu was not as he thought, the two had never known each other before.And the adoptive father's attitude towards that Mr. Xu is not only respectful, but also faintly jealous.

Perhaps the relationship between the two was deeper than he thought.

Without support from the general, Lu Hanhai knew in his heart that his desire to worship Shi Yan as a teacher was completely hopeless, and he was not a character who would not turn back after bumping into the south wall. This way would not work, so he immediately changed his mind .

So when the first snow fell in winter, Ayun received the first letter in his life from a distant border. The letter was sent by Lu Hanhai through the post station. The letter said: "Recently I have been studying with my husband. I can't agree with my point of view. I thought that everyone around me thinks like me, but I am the only one who thinks like this.

But I don't think I was wrong. This feeling of standing on the opposite side of everyone, even though I am convinced that I am right, I still can't help but feel a little panic in my heart.

So many things, I don’t know who to talk to when I’m far away at the border, recalling the days when I occasionally studied with Mr. Xu in the past, relaxed, free, and expressing my own opinions, so I shared my doubts with Sister Kaiyun one by one. "

Ayun originally didn't want to have more contact with Lu Hanhai. After all, his father said that he was an ambitious person, and every move he made had the purpose he wanted to achieve. He was a young man who had experienced family ruin and was hunted down by the enemy thousands of miles away. , He must not be treated as an ordinary boy.

But what the other party said in the letter is that she stands against everyone, even if she firmly believes that she is right, she still can't help but feel helpless and frightened. Compared with her two years ago when she joined the teacher's school but was not recognized by the Mei family, she He vowed to defeat them in a fair and honest manner at the Meishan Academy Forum, and made great efforts for this, but he would feel helpless in private, how similar?

Seeing Lu Hanhai between the lines, Ayun seemed to see another self two years ago.

Two years ago, I had a master and a father by my side. They had endless wisdom, and they quickly saw her anxiety, and then guided her without any trace, letting her get out of the misunderstanding, firmly believe in herself, and not be disturbed by external things.

But she knew that the current Lu Hanhai was standing at a three-way intersection, if he was not guided, he might go into a wrong direction and make people become extreme and irritable, and he would not be tolerated by others.

A bold idea came to Ayun's mind, so he ran to look for Shi Yan, and handed the letter Lu Hanhai wrote to her to Shi Yan: "Father, do you think it is possible for my daughter to guide Mr. Lu on the right path?"

Shi Yan raised his eyebrows: "Tell me about it."

Ayun sat opposite Shi Yan, pursed his lips, and said seriously: "Father, my daughter said that she will defeat everyone in the Meishan Academy forum in the future, stand at the top, and let those who have denied me willingly admit me The existence of , about which my daughter never dared to forget.

If my daughter can guide Mr. Lu today, she will not be afraid of others in the future. "

Shi Yan suppressed a smile in his heart, my daughter wanted to use Lu Hanhai as a tool for practicing.

My silly girl, do you know that people wrote this letter just to remind you of your memory, so that you can feel sympathy for him, and set the tone and foundation for the smooth communication between the two of you?

That kid really has a lot of eyes, but Shi Yan doesn't think he is a fool when he looks at the girl who has grown up. Since the children want to play, he can't hold back as a father and let the girl have fun. At worst, he will find a way end.

But I can't say that, so I rubbed my daughter's head: "Okay, daddy knows, you have to remember not to be stubborn in everything, if you have any questions, go to daddy in time."

Ayun's bold idea was approved by her father, and she happily assured her father: "After all, it is related to other people's life, and my daughter will not act rashly, so I will go to make a draft and ask my father to help me look at it later, if it is inappropriate My daughter will change it again."

Of course, she also has her own insistence: "But this matter has to be led by the daughter herself. Daddy, you can supervise and supervise. Don't take the initiative to help the daughter!"

Shi Yan suppressed a smile in his heart, with a serious face, took a sip of tea, and nodded seriously: "It's natural, you are also a big girl, you have your own ideas, and it's too late for Dad to be happy."

After sending Ayun away, Shi Yan held the letter from Lu Hanhai in his hand, and murmured in his heart: "It is worthwhile for me to keep you until now, and finally I have started to use my brain.

Then let me see if you played tricks on my daughter, or my daughter taught you how to behave. "

From Shi Yan's point of view, Ayun was smart, and was a little sensitive and thoughtful when he was a child. In the past few years, he grew up under Shi Yan's eyes, ate and played foolishly, and was loved by everyone when he grew up. He has become much more optimistic and cheerful.If things go on like this, she will have her place in the literary world sooner or later.

The only thing is that she has never encountered any difficulties growing up. Sometimes, with the escort of her father, she lives so smoothly that her mood is easily affected by foreign objects.

And Lv Hanhai is the whetstone that Shi Yan left for her daughter, whether to sharpen her state of mind or make her slump is what she has to go through in order to climb to that position.

This idea was almost formed in his mind when he saw Lu Hanhai for the first time. Shi Yan didn't care what Lu Hanhai would be like, as long as his daughter was good.

With Shi Yan's acquiescence, the relationship between Lu Hanhai and Ah Yun has become increasingly close, and the communication between the two has also changed from disagreement on knowledge at the beginning to sharing daily life now.

Ayun has received maple leaves, yellow sand, cow and sheep skins from the border sent by Lu Hanhai, and also sent him pickled vegetables with spicy sauce and pickled vegetables personally pickled by Brother He Gao. Gradually, she has a better understanding of the border scenery seen in the book. A clearer understanding.

In poems, travel notes, and word of mouth among merchants, everyone sees different borders, but in Lu Hanhai's letter, she saw another border.

Shi Yan didn't know what my daughter learned from it, but her way of looking at things was obviously more diverse, with less prejudice and more tolerance, and her whole person became calmer with the passage of time.

This calmness does not refer to the calmness of character, but deep down in her heart, facing everything she sees, she begins to be calm.

No longer worrying about the future, no longer entangled in the past, and not afraid of the present, she calmly faced everything she experienced, starting from the depths of her soul.

Shi Yan is very satisfied with the changes that have taken place in her daughter, and her peace of mind cannot be piled up with high-ranking officials, generous salary, gold, silver and treasures, just like the emperor's children are bloody for that position, and the rich merchant's children mutilate their siblings for the family business. This kind of calmness cannot be given by identity and status, and many people cannot have it or understand it in their entire lives.

A Yun can break through this layer at this time, not only Shi Yan is satisfied, but also Mei Lao is also happy.

Mr. Mei sighed privately to Shi Yan: "This state of mind is a good seed for learning. I used to think that she was competitive. I'm afraid she can't bear the blow of failure. She is unstable and needs to be tempered. It's just because she is a child. On the face of it, it wasn't an unforgivable mistake, but after all, it lacked a bit of patience and calmness.

Now looking at the sword in its sheath, hiding its edge, usually not showing the mountains and not dewy, the inside is as warm and moist as jade, excellent, excellent!With this xinxing, what can't be done? "

Mr. Mei not only praised Ayun, but also praised Shi Yan, which shows that he is really happy with Ayun's change.

"I am not as good as you in teaching children. I have three sons and two daughters in my life. Now they have both sons and daughters, and they are in groups. They are too old to get out of those battles. I can't see through them. I can't bear them. When I was young, I didn't think much about them, but it's still like this now..."

Shi Yan didn't want to continue discussing this issue with the old man. The old man didn't react now. When he came back to his senses, he found that he deliberately used Lu Hanhai to temper A Yun's heart. What he said at that time was not these sweet words, and he didn't point his nose. It is good to call him not a son of man.

So he changed the subject and said: "What you said is meaningless. You were born in the world of mortals, and you rolled around in this ten-foot-long soft red. What do you do if you find out? Did you follow the big monks in the temple to become monks one by one?

In your opinion, being like Ah Yun is the best, but how do you know that they don't enjoy their current state? "

High beds and soft pillows, swarms of servants, who wield countless powers over life and death, whoever is infected with these things will suddenly be found out and put down without doing anything?Isn't this making yourself uncomfortable?

Old Mei sighed: "Forget it, individuals have their own destiny, and children and grandchildren have their own blessings. This old man is just mediocre."

Shi Yan felt that the old man was really duplicity, he was too arrogant.He said it was okay to the children sent by his family, but he was disgusted to death in his heart. After that, he took Zhou Jin to live next door, which meant that he would not leave for a long time. I don't want to look more.

He also pays more attention when teaching Ayun. In the past, he was teaching Ayun as a closed disciple, but now he has the meaning of teaching Ayun as a successor.

The old man's love for Ayun is beyond words, and even the children who are related to him can't replace it. The requirements for Ayun's homework have risen to more than one level, and the difficulty has been greatly improved. Ayun doesn't complain. Complete the homework assigned by the teacher.

Even so, Shi Yan did not neglect the growth of the other child. Ayun, who worshiped Mr. Mei as his teacher, paid attention to him, and Xiaobao, who he taught himself, could not ignore it.

Shi Yan said that this child is an introverted person, born to know how to hide his clumsiness, to put it more clearly, he has a dark belly, hiding in the dark and doing bad things quietly.Compared to Ah Yun's cleverness, he still looks a little silly.

But what he wants is as big as a pony or as small as a night pearl, and someone always takes the initiative to deliver it to him.The things he wants to do are as big as going to the capital with Hegao for inspection, or as small as eating two extra pastries for lunch, which will always make people around him unconsciously cooperate with him.

When appearing together with his elder sister Ayun, everyone's eyes will always fall on the beautiful and intelligent Ayun first, ignoring his existence.But counting down, Xiaobao knows all the brothers in the little sister's family that the elder sister Ayun is familiar with.Xiaobao can also talk to people whose sister doesn't know her well.

At such a young age, he is like a know-it-all. If you ask him what happened to someone in Bai'an County, he can always tell one, two, three, but he has never said these things outside, and others don't even know. He knew about those things, coming and going, everyone knew that he was simple and honest, and everyone was willing to say a few words of their heart to him.

Under a virtuous circle, the more he knows, the more everyone trusts him, and his popularity is surprisingly good.

Following Shi Yan and Mr. Mei to study at home, the children who have been tortured by the two together, their homework is definitely better than 90.00% of the people he met, more than a star and a half.

But when asked by an outsider, he just smiled honestly and narrowed his eyes: "My father always said that I am not as smart as my sister when I study, and Master Mei also said that I am too ignorant. I am really ashamed, I am making you laugh."

Anyway, he has never studied in a private school outside, and outsiders don't know what level he is. Hearing what he said, he subconsciously felt that this person was telling the truth. He didn't want to expose his scars too much, embarrass his face, and have good intentions People comforted: "Brother Zhongju, why do you do this? You have a solid foundation, which shows that you have worked hard on weekdays. I believe that the sky will pay off. Zhongju, you will sooner or later be like your name, a blockbuster."

Shi Yan has been observing secretly, the older he grows up, the darker this kid's heart becomes, and Shi Yan becomes more at ease with him. If Ah Yun is a technical talent, Mr. Mei specially trains her in the direction of the literary circles. Talent, other aspects are mediocre, and there are always various problems. Shi Yan and Mei Lao continue to guide him when needed.

That Xiaobao was born with a keen intuition for the ways of the world. He naturally found out which one was more suitable for him and which one made him feel safe through the way people around him said and did things.

It has developed to the present, when Shi Yan took this kid out to a banquet, and he can guess the reason why the other party came here by watching the other party's every move from a long distance.

So after setting up his daughter, Shi Yan took his son to rent a private room in a tea house facing the street, opened the window, and directly below was the busiest street in Bai'an County, almost all merchants from south to north passed by here, and there were all kinds of people. The crowds come and go.

A pot of tea, two dishes of snacks, the father and son stay together for a whole day and do nothing else. Shi Yan casually points to a passer-by on the street, and asks Xiaobao to consider the other person's clothes, walking posture, exposed clothes, etc. The skin, even the appearance, the small pendants on the body, the manner of speaking, etc., speculate on the other party's hometown, occupation, and come here for this purpose.

Xiaobao didn't feel that he could be targeted by his own father, on the contrary, he was in high spirits and tried his best to show his father a trick, so that his father would know how powerful he was.

Shi Yan suppressed a smile in his heart, but his face was serious: "Then dad will wait and see."

In this way, the two played together for two months, until the autumn wind was bleak, and a warm mutton pot was placed at home. Brain, it's over when you come back listlessly.