Who doesn't love Xie Dehua

It's not that Xie Huan doesn't know what Lu Xi is thinking, but he just can't stand Lu Xi's nonsense.

Lifting the hand that Lu Xi had grabbed, it was all red.He was born white, and he was usually bruised when touched lightly, but when Lu Xi pulled him so hard, there were five fingerprints on his wrist.

What can he have with Song Jicheng, he just regards Song Jicheng as a revered senior, can Lu Xi be so vicious, dare to pull his wrist, will he have to take off his arm in a few days!

Xie Huan didn't like the feeling of being forced and manipulated by others. Lu Xi had always been obedient, but suddenly being stubborn made him a headache.

Xie Huan always has the illusion that Lu Xi is not what he sees, especially these days, Lu Xi has become very abnormal...

It's not abnormal, it just feels like he is no longer the simple Lu Xi he was two years ago.

He started to hide his little thoughts, and often changed his face several times, pretending to be pitiful while speaking. It was hard not to make people think that he was abnormal due to his mood swings.

But who can remain innocent forever? Lu Xi has changed, which means he has grown up.

"Thank you."

Lu Xi had already caught up with him, holding his clothes from behind: "I'm sorry, I was wrong just now, I shouldn't be so excited."

Xie Huan pulled his clothes to hide, and Lu Xi went around in front of him, holding his shoulders with both hands: "I know I was wrong, can you just ignore me."

Xie Huan turned his face away: "I have nothing to say to you now."

"Why don't you scold me, scold me whatever you want."

"Are you interesting?" Lu Xi was taken aback, and Xie Huan asked again before he could react, "Walk around me all day, is it interesting?"

Lu Xi blinked, and a few thoughts quickly flashed in his mind: "Aren't we friends, friends say this..."

"Stop kidnapping me with friends, okay!" Xie Huan pulled his hand away forcefully, took a breath and said, "I'm outside now, I don't want to quarrel with you. I'm going home, so you can go home too."

No one is a fool, some words don't need to be so clear.

Although Xie Huan was angry, he might speak without thinking, but it was precisely because of this that he expressed his illusions and thoughts in his heart all the time.

Looking at the car going away, Lu Xi could no longer pretend to be calm, and now every trace of emotion on his face was the most real - anger, remorse, and bewilderment.

He is so good to Xie Huan, but Xie Huan can be suspicious of him if he doubts it, and turn his face against him if he says it is wrong.

Why do you always hold grudges against him?Why can't you trust him completely!

Lu Xi has never felt such a sense of frustration. He couldn't get what he wanted for the first time, but he obviously almost succeeded many times. It was because he liked Xie Huan that he failed repeatedly.

Why on earth does he care about Xie Huan so much?Why on earth is he so patient with Xie Huan?

Probably not just because of liking.

Xie Huan is his day-to-day dream, chasing after it for too long, even made him lose himself.This is not the real him, nor is Xie Huan his illusory ideal.

He loves him, he wants him, he wants to reach out and touch him.

So, it can't go on like this anymore.

The people in the rearview mirror gradually blurred to disappear completely, but Lu Xi really didn't chase after him.

Xie Huan pulled the car over to the side of the road and slammed his fist on the steering wheel angrily.

What's going on, why did he say that to Lu Xi?He knew that Lu Xi liked him, and knew that people would change, but he just couldn't accept that that person was Lu Xi.

Why doesn't he hate Lu Xi, not at all...

For the first time, Xie Huan felt the shortcomings of his character, and he had to express his emotions violently if he couldn't say anything well.

I really regret it, he shouldn't lose his temper.

No one slept well that night.

Xie Huan tossed and turned on the bed, he decided that as long as Lu Xi came to him again, he would accept his apology and get rid of his bad habit of getting angry casually in the future.

In the dark night, the white light of the mobile phone screen hit his face, and the screen and him were always still.

Why hasn't Lu Xi sent a message yet?In the past, as long as he was angry, Lu Xi coaxed him never to delay until the next day.

No man would like to be coaxed around like a little girl, what Xie Huan likes is to be followed, what he likes is to be recognized by others.

But this time he had gone too far in the quarrel, he thought he should apologize, but he is not a person who will take the initiative to speak up, if Lu Xi can't afford this, he might hold back like this all the time.

Lu Xi was more entangled than Xie Huan.

At two o'clock in the morning, he was standing by the window with a wine glass in his hand, his eyes fell on the mobile phone on the table.

"The other party is typing..." has been hanging on the screen for several hours.

All kinds of things during the day came to my mind, Lu Xi told herself that she must not compromise with herself.

The prerequisite for capturing Xie Huan is to be able to control himself and not soften his heart. All the preparations have been made, and this time he will let Xie Huan take the initiative.

Lu Xi made up his mind and put the phone on the table, took a sip of wine, and silently looked at the moon in the sky.

To pull him down from the mortal world.he was thinking.

Just when the night was about to disappear completely, a phone rang in the quiet space, and Lu Xi's cold and lost heart finally came alive.

His finger slid the call button, and his breathing became a little quicker.

Then came a voice from the opposite side: "Fuck, why do I..."

Xie Huan stared at the phone all night, his eyes were almost blind, and he pressed the voice call for some reason.

What should I do, the connection is still there, should he speak first?

"Well, are you awake?" Xie Huan asked awkwardly.

"Just woke up."

"I just woke up too." Xie Huan spoke a little awkwardly, "I don't know why this phone made a call by itself."

Lu Xi put the microphone close to his ear: "It's normal, most mobile phones have problems of one kind or another."

Xie Huan seemed to have nothing to say, and he grabbed the topic of the phone and said, "Your phone has been used for a long time. I will give you a new one for your birthday."

"Thank you." The tone was not alienated, nor eager.

Xie Huan seemed to have heard the most hurtful words in the world, he sighed softly and said, "I've never had such a bad temper before."

Dominated by drowsiness, Xie Huan closed his eyes, lying on the pillow with his mobile phone, connecting him with him.

My thoughts drifted further and further away, and I suddenly wanted to say something.

"You know, before I was ten years old, I had a really good temper... I don't want to be like this now, but that's all I have. Only when I'm not liked by others can I not feel hurt." But why, My heart still hurts when people hate me.

"Did I never mention my family to you? Do you also think that I have a background like outsiders?"

"I do have a background. My grandfather was a great revolutionary, and my father inherited his grandfather's legacy and is also a people's hero. When it comes to my elder brother, he is in that position, thinking about how to benefit the people every day. In the end, it is me..." He paused and mocked, "I, a piece of trash who is nothing."

"In fact, think about it differently. If I were my father, I would also feel ashamed. How could I give birth to such a worthless son."

"But if I saw my son trying to please me so hard, I would definitely be reluctant to beat him and scold him... How could I be willing to hurt someone who loves me so much?"

"I would ask him why he didn't obey, why he tried his best to please me, but at the same time refused to listen to me and go to military school."

"Even if he doesn't tell me, as long as he says there is a reason, I will definitely not force him."

This paragraph is not an explanation, an apology that is not an apology, and Xie Huan's nose is sour.

Tears and grievances ran down his cheeks, and dripped on the phone.

"I know," Lu Xi listened to every word he said cherishingly, "because of that unavoidable reason."

"I really don't want to be like this." Xie Huan sniffed lightly, "But it's been more than ten years, I'm used to it, I'm already like this, I can only be like this. Habits are hard to change."

"Remember what I told you, you are the most likable person I have ever seen in this world." The Xie Huan who made him glance at him for thousands of years, the Xie Huan who let him hold it in his hand and hide it in his heart, Is the best Xie Huan.

Lu Xi said: "Do what you want, you don't need to think about others, let alone me."

"I really……"

Xie Huan's lips trembled as he wanted to say those three words, but Lu Xi said again: "I don't blame you, really. You are right, I really should think about my future, and I can't always pester you. "

Xie Huan wants to say, it's not that you are always pestering me, but that I can't leave you anymore.

The feeling is terrible, the habit is terrible.

My habit of you even surpasses my habit of myself.

Xie Huan couldn't imagine that just now, if Lu Xi didn't speak suddenly, he would have apologized to Lu Xi.

No matter how his father beat and scolded him, or even severed ties with him, he couldn't make him subdue once.

He actually lost to Lu Xi and himself.

"Is it okay to exchange secrets?" Lu Xi said.

After hesitating for a long time, he still spoke: "I was taught two words from birth, obedience."

"I obeyed, because I knew that at that time I could only obey. But later, the person who forced me to obey even interfered with what I liked, and I couldn't listen to him anymore."

"I don't know if this is a last resort, but I discovered a long time ago that I am actually abnormal. I can't control my desires, and sometimes I want to restrain myself, so in your opinion, I should look like a abnormal."

"Forget it." Xie Huan sat up at some point and leaned against the head of the bed.

"Am I a pervert?"

"It's not a pervert, that's an unavoidable reason." Xie Huan stared at the dark profile picture on the screen, unable to recognize what it was.

Lu Xi propped his chin, showing a complicated smile that only he knew: "So, you accepted my secret?"

"Didn't you accept mine first?" Xie Huan regained his energy at this moment, and he didn't speak in a way of groaning. Only the tears on his face reminded him that he cried in front of Lu Xi, even if he was not caught by the phone through the phone. Seen, but certainly heard.

Xie Huan clenched the phone tightly: "If you dare to speak out, I will kill you."

After I finished speaking, I wanted to slap my tongue, so I reconciled with him, why couldn't I control myself again.

Lu Xi was not unhappy, but asked with a smile: "Where do you want to kill me? Your living room? Your kitchen? Or your bedroom?"

"What nonsense are you talking about!"

"I'm thinking of a suitable crime scene for you."

Xie Huan gritted his teeth: "Fart, your fucking mind is clearly—"

The voice stopped suddenly, Xie Huan didn't continue, and hung up hastily.

During those few seconds of pause, there was actually a picture in his mind.

He thought of Lu Xi's pressing and begging expression, and the time at the hotel two years ago.

Xie Huan held the phone tightly to his chest, are you crazy, why do you think of this!