The cannon fodder of a man dressed as an attacker [Transmigration Book]

Lin Shuyu had a long and strange dream.

In a spacious and gorgeously decorated house, a young and beautiful woman is wearing a bright red dress and walking towards the door of the house stepping on high heels.

Hearing the sound of high heels, the young Lin Shuyu ran out of his room with small steps, stood in front of the woman, raised his head, and asked expectantly, "Mom, will you take me out together?"

Seeing him, obvious displeasure and impatience flashed across the young woman's face, she directly bypassed Lin Shuyu: "I don't have time to accompany you, you stay at home by yourself!"

Xiaolin Shuyu flattened his mouth a little bit aggrieved, but still followed: "I don't need my mother to accompany me, I, I..."

"How many times have I told you, don't call me mother! Also, if you dare to sneak out again, don't come back!" The woman seemed completely annoyed, and after leaving a fierce sentence, she didn't even look at the child behind her. , simply walked out of the house.

"Oh!"

The door was completely closed, Xiaolin Shuyu looked at the closed door, tears rolled in his eyes, and flowed down his cheeks uncontrollably.

He wiped away his tears and broke down in sobs: "Mom, mom..."

The picture in front of me began to become blurred, and gradually became clear from blurred.

It's still the same place.

The little Lin Shuyu was lying on the window sill, looking out through the window.

Not far away, there are several children who are similar to him.

They seem to be playing games, laughing and laughing, their voices are loud and cheerful.

It would be nice when he could go out and play with them, Xiao Lin Shuyu thought.

The screen turns again.

"Dad, Mom, why didn't you tell me when you came here? So that I can ask Auntie to prepare the meals." The woman welcomed the two old people in with some embarrassment.

The second elder of the Lin family, who was much younger than now, followed her into the door. Grandma Lin's eyes fell on the shoe rack at the door, and she sighed: "Qianwei, Ah Cheng, is he often away from home again?"

Su Qianwei was silent for a moment, and a smile appeared on her face: "It's nothing..."

"You don't have to lie for him with a forced smile. His shoes are covered with dust." Grandma Lin shook her head.

Grandpa Lin frowned, a little dissatisfied: "Come and see your grandson, and ask him what he is doing!"

Then she looked at Su Qianwei: "Qianwei, I'm really sorry for you. You have to bear the mess made by that bastard by yourself now."

Su Qianwei shook her head, barely maintaining a smile: "It doesn't matter."

The two elders of the Lin family didn't say anything more. Grandpa Lin looked at Xiao Lin Shuyu who was standing next to the sofa, and walked over quickly: "Oh, I've grown taller again, Yuyu, come and let grandpa hug me."

He hugged Xiao Lin Shuyu: "Huh? Why is it so light again?"

Behind him, Su Qianwei followed quickly, and explained somewhat awkwardly: "Yuyu, he was sick a few days ago, and he didn't have much appetite to eat, so he lost some weight."

While talking, she stretched out her hand to embrace Lin Shuyu: "Yuyu, come to mother, don't tire your grandpa."

"Yuyu is sick?" Grandma Lin was very surprised, "Why didn't you tell us about this?"

Su Qianwei: "It's just a minor illness. He feels uncomfortable. No matter how I persuade him to eat, he refuses to eat."

Xiao Lin Shuyu, who was hugged by Su Qianwei, said, "I didn't..."

As soon as he opened his mouth, he was secretly pinched by the woman.

Xiaolin Shuyu suffered from the pain, and immediately shut up with the pain.

"Nothing?" Grandpa Lin asked suspiciously.

Xiaolin Shuyu held back his tears and shook his head: "It's nothing."

……

After that, there were all kinds of pictures, all with Kobayashi Shuyu as the protagonist. Scene after scene, they appeared in front of Lin Shuyu like a revolving lantern.

Some of these pictures he had dreamed about, and more, he had never seen.

He seemed to be watching a 3D movie with Kobayashi Shuyu as the main character from the perspective of God.

Lin Shuyu had some understanding in his heart.

These pictures should be all the encounters and memories of the original owner before he crossed over.

However, if it is really the original owner's memory, why is his emotion synchronized with the original owner's, empathizing with him?

Just as Lin Shuyu couldn't figure it out, the picture in front of him began to change again.

Xiaolin Shuyu didn't know how to offend Su Qianwei, she pushed her and knocked her head hard.

Xiao Lin Shuyu seemed to be knocked hard, and Lin Shuyu's head also became dizzy, dizzy, and he couldn't see the things in front of him clearly.

When he was a little clearer and felt better, the scene in front of him had changed.

Xiaolin Shuyu appeared in an unknown place. He seemed to be very cold, wandering around, and finally passed out at the gate of an orphanage.

Lin Shuyu was stunned.

This paragraph... is clearly his memory!

The pictures and scenes after that were as expected by Lin Shuyu, all of which were experienced by him personally.

Witnessing this memory again, Lin Shuyu didn't feel uncomfortable anymore, and he waited quietly.

It wasn't until the content of the picture gradually approached the time when he came through the book that his heart began to fluctuate.

The picture finally came to the day when he saw the novel.

Because "childhood" was treated as a substitute, he felt very empathetic to the protagonist who was doubled in the book.

Just because they look alike, do they deserve to be used as a substitute and then discarded after being used? !

Why?

The ending in the book made him feel uncomfortable for a long time.

Then, one night, he fell asleep, and when he woke up again, he passed into Xiao Lin Shuyu's body.

Everything matched his memory.

Wait, everything...?

Lin Shuyu's pupils shrank slightly, and an absurd thought flashed in his mind inexplicably.

The things he saw about the "original owner" just now...

Is it his memory too?

Lin Shuyu suddenly felt an unprecedented headache, as if to tear him apart.

He gradually remembered some details that he had overlooked.

His appearance before and after wearing the book has not changed much.

The day he came here through the book happened to be the summer vacation of the upcoming second year of high school.

The day when he regained his original memory was also the summer vacation of his second year of high school.

These details that should have been paid attention to by him were ignored by his "carelessness".

Lin Shuyu's surroundings were completely dark.

There was a sudden heart-piercing pain in his chest.

Lin Shuyu gasped for breath, his voice choked up: "What the hell is going on!"

Before coming over through the book, he almost had nothing.

He has no close friends, no one wants to walk with him, and he has always been alone.

He also does not have a stable and warm home, nor parents.

Every parent meeting, his seat is always empty.

Every time he celebrates his birthday, he spends it alone.

He forced himself not to envy others, and not to care too much about things.

He told himself countless times, isn't it just family and friends?Even without these, he can live well by himself.

After repeating again and again, he gradually achieved it, and he was able to be calm in the face of most things.

But now, he realizes that he once had to force himself to ignore something because he paid too much attention to it. The home he longed for actually exists.

But this home is not the home he longed for. On the contrary, this home is riddled with holes. It can even be said that all the hardships he encountered before he passed away were all caused by Su Qianwei pushing him.

Lin Shuyu's eyes were sore for a while, and the tears couldn't stop flowing down.

He has obviously done it and doesn't care about those things anymore, but why, he can't control his emotions, and feels so uncomfortable in his heart?

It's hard for him to suffocate.

He seemed to be trapped in a black sea, his limbs were heavy, his chest was tight and he couldn't breathe.

This feeling was too real, Lin Shuyu tried his best to lift the heavy eyelids and open his eyes.

The sky seemed to be bright, and the dim light could not penetrate the curtains into the room, so the room was a little dark.

Lin Shuyu barely saw the ceiling clearly and blinked.

Very familiar.

So everything just now...was a dream?

Lin Shuyu pinched his fingertips subconsciously.

painful.

The real pain and touch made Lin Shuyu relax inexplicably. He seemed to remember to breathe, opened his mouth slightly, and panted heavily.

Those lingering sad emotions are also rapidly receding.

The emotions in the dream did affect his mood, but the things in the dream are already in the past tense.

People always have to look forward.

It's not like he's unaccompanied and unloved now.

Thinking of this, Lin Shuyu noticed that the bed beside him seemed to be empty, and there was no familiar body temperature surrounding him.

Wait, that brother Heng that he hugged before going to bed!Why is such a big Brother Heng missing?

"...Yuyu?"

Before Lin Shuyu could find someone, a familiar and tired voice sounded in his ear.

Lin Shuyu turned his face sideways, and found that the person who was supposed to be lying beside him was lying on the edge of the bed, raising his head slightly, with a little tiredness in his eyes.

Looking at his posture, Lin Shuyu vaguely understood something: "Brother? Have you been up all this time?"

"Just slept for a while." Tang Xuheng replied, stood up and stretched his legs, then bent down, and put his palm lightly on Lin Shuyu's forehead.

The temperature is normal, and it seems that the fever has subsided.

Only then did Tang Xuheng feel completely relieved, and just as he was about to withdraw his hand, the lying person raised his hand to hold his wrist.

Because of being exposed to the air for a long time, Tang Xuheng felt slightly chilled.

Lin Shuyu changed to holding his hand: "Brother, sleep with me for a while."

Tang Xuheng nodded slightly, took off his coat and got into bed.

He still seemed to be a little bit cold, and got into the bed with him.

Lin Shuyu was wearing thin clothes, and subconsciously shivered.

Tang Xuheng didn't hug him directly, and planned to wait for his body to gradually warm up first.

Seeing him lying still, Lin Shuyu took the initiative to move over and hugged Tang Xuheng, but immediately trembled violently.

He opened his eyes a little wider, looked at the person in front of him, and complained: "Brother, you are so cold."

This must be because he hasn't returned to bed since he took the medicine, right?

Tang Xuheng endured it, and when he heard his words, he couldn't hold it back, and started to laugh: "You still don't let go of the cold, are you so impatient?"

Lin Shuyu snorted: "If you don't let go, it's just as if you are warming up your body, stretching out your hands and feet."

Tang Xuheng was silent for a while, and pushed the person away: "You are sweating profusely, stay away from me."

Lin Shuyu: "...?"

He was indeed sweating all over, and he didn't know whether it was because of the fever or because of the dream.

but--

Lin Shuyu squinted his eyes with a bad expression: "Brother, do you dislike me?"

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