The cannon fodder of a man dressed as an attacker [Transmigration Book]

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Lin Shuyu realized that he was impulsive.

He should have spent more time and energy to slowly test and observe Brother Heng's feelings for him, and then find a better time and place, prepare some props, and express his thoughts.

But the beautiful dreams in just a few days, and the honest reaction of the body after waking up, all told him that he couldn't do it.

He couldn't control the fiery feelings that were burning like fire in his heart, and he couldn't control his heart that was beating wildly.

Lin Shuyu didn't understand why the moment he thought about it clearly, his feelings for Brother Heng were like dry wood meeting a raging fire, which ignited at the first touch, and then got out of hand.

He also didn't want to get entangled in this trivial matter.

From the moment he became aware of his feelings, he made a decision that followed his heart.

And now, the heart has told him the answer.

He likes Brother Heng, very much.

Let him give up directly, he can't do it, and he won't be willing

So, he wants to fight for one.

When it comes to emotional matters, there is always one person who has to take the initiative. Since Brother Heng's relationship is not clear, let him take the initiative.

He was too lazy to guess, it was troublesome and tiring.

Various thoughts flashed through Lin Shuyu's mind quickly, and he looked straight into Tang Xuheng's eyes, waiting for him to give an answer and response.

It was getting late, and the curtains were drawn and the windows were not opened. The room was dark and depressing.

I don't know if it was affected by the environment, but Lin Shuyu's heart was raised.

Tang Xuheng stared at the beautiful and clear eyes of the boy in front of him, then looked down imperceptibly, twitched the fingers hanging by his side, and after a long silence, he said, "Yuyu, are you serious?" ?"

"Of course it's serious." Lin Shuyu said with a smile, "If you're joking..." I wouldn't even close the doors and windows tightly.

Before he finished speaking, Tang Xuheng had already come to him and grabbed his wrist.

The moment his hand was caught, Lin Shuyu forgot what he was going to say.

He was held by Tang Xuheng and brought to the single sofa in the bedroom.

Lin Shuyu was a little confused about what Brother Heng was going to do at this juncture.

He looked at the silent Tang Xuheng, and tentatively called softly: "...Brother Heng?"

As soon as the words fell, Tang Xuheng let go of his hand, raised his hand, and slowly and considerately helped him button up the unbuttoned shirt one by one, until the penultimate button of the collar did not stop.

Lin Shuyu began to feel a little depressed because of Tang Xuheng's actions, so he was pressed by Tang Xuheng's shoulders and sat on the sofa.

Tang Xuheng pursed his lips, stood in front of the sofa, looked at the person sitting on the sofa with an unprecedentedly serious expression, and said, "Yuyu, if the two of us fall in love, then the relationship between us may be very serious. change."

While talking, he propped his hands on the edge of the sofa, leaned over, and approached Lin Shuyu little by little, until their faces were less than a thumb away from each other, then stopped, and said in a deep voice: "As lovers, we will hold hands, There will be kissing, there will be all kinds of intense intimate interactions, including deep communication."

"You, really don't mind, and aren't you afraid?"

Tang Xuheng's voice resounded in his ears little by little, like a small hammer hitting his heart one after another.

He was trapped on the sofa by Tang Xuheng's body, the boy in front of him was imposing, and his whole body gave him a strong sense of oppression.

It's like... the feeling that he can be eaten at any time.

Lin Shuyu looked directly into the eyes of the person in front of him.

Tang Xuheng was so close to him that he could even see himself reflected in Tang Xuheng's eyes.

He couldn't help laughing: "I don't mind, and I'm not afraid."

Tang Xuheng froze slightly, stepped back a little, raised one hand, and put it down again.

He squatted down in front of Lin Shuyu, looked up at the person sitting on the sofa: "Then... let's try first."

When he said these words, Tang Xuheng was slightly relieved.

Lin Shuyu would hit a straight ball directly, which he did not expect at all.

He originally thought that after Yuyu gradually became enlightened, he would slowly figure out his own feelings during the long time together, and after the college entrance examination, it would be a matter of course, and they would be together logically.

But Lin Shuyu's straight ball directly advanced the progress by nearly two years.

When Lin Shuyu asked him, he didn't know if it was because he was a little embarrassed, or because he was steamed in the bathroom, and there was an ambiguous redness at the end of his eyes.

The moment he met those dewy peach blossom eyes, he didn't even want to answer, he just picked up the man, who was covered in moisture and looked a little seductive, and put him on the bed, kissing him until he couldn't speak Come.

Fortunately, he suppressed the impulse in time.

After all, if he really kissed her, it must be more than just kissing.

Yuyu is still too young to be an adult, he can't be such a beast.

Tang Xuheng knew in his heart that before, he could control his impulsive thoughts on the grounds that Yuyu hadn't enlightened yet, and he had to wait for him to figure it out slowly, because the two were in love with each other.

If they were together directly, he would probably be a little hard to control himself.

Although it is not necessary to do something too outrageous, kissing and holding hands are definitely indispensable.

He was worried now that just as Lin Shuyu's feelings for him had begun to emerge, he was scared back by his excessive and excessive thoughts.

If Yuyu is really scared off, it will make it more difficult for them to develop their relationship in the future.

Both he and Yuyu need a period of transition to adapt to the changes in their relationship and consolidate their unstable relationship.

If everything before is compared to cooking "fish" on a low fire, then suddenly switching to a high fire, the fish will easily be scared away.

The only countermeasure is to switch from small fire to medium fire.

Lin Shuyu was a little confused: "...Just try?"

"It's not a test." Tang Xuheng laughed lowly, "That's right, the relationship between us has changed suddenly, and I'm afraid you won't be able to adapt."

"'Brother Heng' as an older brother, and 'Brother Heng' as a boyfriend, there must be many differences."

Lin Shuyu understood.

What brother Heng said is indeed reasonable, they have been together as brothers for so many years, and if they suddenly change their relationship, it is indeed easy to split each other.

Thinking of this, Lin Shuyu bent his eyes and smiled: "Then let's... try it now?"

Tang Xuheng saw that his brows and eyes were crooked when he smiled, and said a little helplessly: "I'm still at home now, and it's time to eat later."

Hearing Tang Xuheng's words, Lin Shuyu once again realized his impulsiveness - he was actually at home, discussing dating with Brother Heng, and even tried to fall in love at home in vain! ! !

Although people in this world have less prejudice against homosexuality, same-sex marriage will be legalized in a few years.But the opinions of the older generation and those elders are not quite the same as those of the young.

Generally speaking, the current relationship between him and Brother Heng is not necessarily accepted by the elders in the family.

In the future, they may encounter various difficulties.

It's okay on his side, there are almost no parents, as long as he can hide the truth from the two old people, he can save a lot of trouble.

On Brother Heng's side...

Before he could think too much, Tang Xuheng gently took his hand: "It's time to eat."

Lin Shuyu got up, and Tang Xuheng didn't let go until he reached the door, unlocked the lock and opened the door.

Outside the door, Song Huaxin was raising his hand, as if he was about to knock on the door. When he saw the two of them coming out, he immediately laughed: "I was planning to call you two for dinner, so you came out, let's go, go downstairs."

After speaking, he turned and walked forward.

Lin Shuyu and Tang Xuheng followed.

During this period, Lin Shuyu couldn't help turning his head to look at Tang Xuheng.

Although he knew that the soundproofing of the door of the room was very good, and the two of them just spoke not loudly, and people outside could never hear them, but when he thought of the two of them holding hands just now, and there was only one door away from Aunt Tang, he felt a little guilty for no reason. .

To be precise, guilt.

Although his name was not listed in the Tang family's household registration book, no matter what, Uncle Tang and Aunt Tang were kind to him in nurturing him, and he was no different from his parents. As a result, he turned around and fell in love with his own son.

Seeing him looking over, Tang Xuheng touched his hand with the back of his hand calmly, and gave him a comforting look.

The little emotion in Lin Shuyu's heart dissipated, and his heart gradually became firm.

Lin Shuyu also touched the back of Tang Xuheng's hand with the back of his hand, and boldly hooked Tang Xuheng's little finger with his little finger.

He wanted to run away with a hook, but instead his finger was hooked by Tang Xuheng's little finger, unable to break free.

Lin Shuyu: "..."

I always feel that he and brother Heng are spinning and jumping on the tip of the knife with their eyes closed and not stopping.

He couldn't help looking at Tang Xuheng.

Tang Xuheng was also looking at him, with obvious smiles in his eyes, and he said to him with his lips: "Don't be afraid."

Lin Shuyu turned his head and looked straight ahead, thinking, he is not afraid.

Buried in the front are all kinds of potential difficulties. If he just retreats at the thought of it, and doesn't have the courage to face the future, then the relationship between him and Brother Heng, his love for Brother Heng, is really too vulnerable up.

It wasn't until they reached the stairs that the two of them let go at the same time, with a tacit understanding.

The family of four ate dinner together. After dinner, Lin Shuyu and Tang Xuheng went back upstairs.

Song Huaxin sat on the sofa and told them: "Heng, Yuyu, you run upstairs as soon as you finish eating. Did you really exercise well at school?"

"Yes." Tang Xuheng said against his will, "I drag Yuyu up for a morning run every day."

"That's okay, you should pay more attention to your health, don't be like your cousin who is terminally ill at a young age." Song Huaxin sighed and said.

Tang Xuheng frowned slightly: "Cousin?"

Lin Shuyu followed and stopped.

Because he lived in the Tang family since he was a child, he has a good relationship with the relatives who have close contacts with the Tang family. Now that he heard that someone had an accident, he couldn't help but feel a little worried.

"Well, I just found out about a distant cousin of my aunt's who I haven't seen for a long time." Song Huaxin began to sigh, "He's not a few years older than you, why is he so young that he can't get sick?"

Probably because the relationship was too far away, Song Huaxin just sighed for a while, then told the two children to exercise, and didn't say anything else.

Back in the room, the two discussed the matter a little bit.

However, Song Huaxin did not disclose much information, and Lin Shuyu and Tang Xuheng only sighed for a while.

Tang Xuheng: "In short, we still need to pay more attention to exercise."

Lin Shuyu: "Understood."

"Then I'll ask you to get up for a morning run together?" Tang Xuheng asked.

Lin Shuyu: "...if I can get up."

Tang Xuheng smiled and asked: "Didn't you just promise to exercise well?"

Lin Shuyu: "There is more than one way to exercise in the morning. I usually play ball and swim with you."

"Now that I am a sophomore in high school, I have much less time to play ball." Tang Xuheng analyzed, "As for swimming, it's getting cold now, would you like to swim in winter?"

Lin Shuyu smiled and said, "I would like to swim in the bathtub."

Tang Xuheng followed helplessly and laughed.

The two chatted and laughed for a while, and then Lin Shuyu thought of something serious: "Brother Heng, have you finished copying your homework?"

"It's still a bit worse." Tang Xuheng said.

"Then hurry up and copy it." Lin Shuyu urged, and after urging, he thought of something and sighed softly.

Tang Xuheng: "Why, Hao Duanduan suddenly sighed."

Lin Shuyu thought for a while, and explained with some helplessness: "No, I just remembered that before, didn't I tell you... try not to fall in love until your grades improve?"

He was sitting next to Tang Xuheng, lying on the table, still couldn't hold back, and laughed: "It seems that it didn't take long after I finished persuading, I just..."

Tang Xuheng smiled lightly, approached him, grabbed his hand, and said in a low voice, "It's okay, my boyfriend takes care of my studies, maybe my grades will improve."

Hearing the word "boyfriend" suddenly, Lin Shuyu was still a little overwhelmed, but his heartbeat speeded up quite honestly.

He blinked, then smiled and said: "We are really sure about our relationship now, right? At most, we can be considered boyfriends."

"Official boyfriend, there are a lot of things you can do." Tang Xuheng said unhurriedly.

He glanced in the direction of the bed, and laughed and teased: "Or, Yuyu wants to do everything in one step, and do everything that should be done between boyfriends?"

Seeing his movements, Lin Shuyu probably understood the deep meaning of his words, his Adam's apple rolled slightly, and complained with a smile: "Brother Heng, you are playing a hooligan."

"We've decided to fall in love. We can't lie on the same bed from now on. We have to hug each other under the quilt and just chat like we did when we were young." Tang Xuheng said.

Lin Shuyu: "..."

He felt more and more that the adaptation period suggested by Brother Heng was very reasonable.

Tang Xuheng grabbed his hand, and suddenly rubbed his fingertips lightly on his wrist, coaxing with only two voices: "Yuyu, we can start to get used to it now, come on, call me boyfriend."

Lin Shuyu's eyes widened a little.

Did you lock the door? That's it! ! !

He opened his mouth and still called out, "Brother."

When Tang Xuheng heard him calling that, the corners of his lips still lifted in a happy mood.

Yuyu usually calls him Brother Heng, and rarely calls him Brother Heng, but it sounds different when he calls him that way.

Tang Xuheng: "This is also fine, you can call me that first in the future, and get used to it."

Lin Shuyu snorted, "What about me?"

"Of course your name is still Yuyu." Tang Xuheng said, and leaned into Lin Shuyu's ear again, and said, "Mao Yuyu? Maoyuyu? Or Maomaoyu, Maomaoyu?"

Warm breath suddenly brushed against his ears, and Lin Shuyu was overwhelmed by the sudden approach, his ears turned red in an instant, he pursed his lips: "Look at it and call."

Tang Xuheng: "Then...Maomao Yu?"

Lin Shuyu's ears were itchy due to his breathing, and even his heart was itchy and numb. He hurriedly urged him: "Okay, you should do the serious business first."

Tang Xuheng: "Aren't I doing something serious? Talk to my little boyfriend."

Lin Shuyu: "...Go and finish copying your homework."

"Is there any reward for copying homework?" Tang Xuheng asked.

Lin Shuyu: "...Are you a child, and you want to be rewarded for completing an assignment? Oh no, a child did it by himself anyway, and you copied it."

"You didn't want to do your homework when you were young, that's how I coaxed you to come here." Tang Xuheng smiled lowly, "Why, you can't even coax me?"

Mentioning this matter, Lin Shuyu also felt a little nostalgic.

At that time, he was unwilling to write essays, so Brother Heng coaxed him, saying that he would give him a kiss after finishing a question, and then he sat down to do his homework obediently.

Sure enough, the mistakes I made when I was a child... sooner or later, I have to make up for it.

Lin Shuyu looked at Tang Xuheng's expectant eyes, kissed the palm of his own, and then pressed it on the side of his face: "Here, here you are."

Tang Xuheng smiled with satisfaction: "Received the reward."

Lin Shuyu: "Okay, let's copy your homework."

After the [-]th holiday, the students returned to school normally.

Because there were a lot of things to do before the holiday, and I didn't have time to complete the previously arranged things. That night, chatterbox collected enough general information, allowing the whole class to spend some time adjusting their seats.

Except for the bottom ten students who need to find a partner who is willing to help with their studies and can be directly bound to the same table, everyone else has to draw lots to change seats.

The lottery is divided into two rounds. In the first round, boys and girls are drawn separately, and they will be seated at the same table, and then the two people who form the same table will decide which one to draw.

Cheng Feng sat in his seat and wailed: "This method of changing positions by talking about tuberculosis is too troublesome."

"I think it's okay, at least fairness is guaranteed." Lin Shuyu said with a smile.

There are many classes that give a little preferential treatment to students who do well in the exam. Generally, they are the top five in the class, and they can choose their own positions.

"It's really fair, or it depends on luck." Cheng Feng said, and began to feel wronged, "Yuyu, we might be far apart this time..."

Tang Xuheng glanced at him: "What do you want to express?"

Cheng Feng spoke quickly: "What I want to express is that it will be inconvenient for me to get breakfast in the future, and I have to walk a long way."

Lin Shuyu joked: "Then we won't bring it for you, so as to save you trouble."

Cheng Feng quickly rescued him and said, "Don't, Yuyu, I don't think it's troublesome! Really!"

Just as he was making jokes, Jiang Yuefei, who was in charge of the lottery, came over with the lottery: "Let's draw lots, Cheng Feng."

Cheng Feng took out a ball of paper from the lottery bucket.

Lin Shuyu and Tang Xuheng didn't have to draw this round because they were bound to be at the same table.

Seeing that other students began to look for their deskmate one after another, Cheng Feng also started asking his deskmate with a note.

Lin Shuyu frightened him: "Maybe you are the one sitting alone."

Tang Xuheng: "It's possible."

There were originally 60 students in the class, but Chi Shuo and Lin Luzhe transferred to another school and became 62. Now Lin Luzhe has transferred to another school and left, and one boy is destined to be alone.

Cheng Feng: "Impossible, I am so lucky, how could it be possible for me to win this."

With that said, he got up and went to ask others.

Seeing Cheng Feng go out happily and come back dejectedly, Lin Shuyu couldn't hold it back at all, and laughed: "Didn't you just make a vow? Set a flag for yourself."

Cheng Feng lay powerlessly on the table: "I can't bear this grievance, I have to take it easy."

Not long after, the second round of draws came.

Lin Shuyu looked at Tang Xuheng, and opened his mouth: "...Brother, are you whipping me?"

Tang Xuheng: "You are lucky, so go ahead and smoke."

Lin Shuyu nodded, reached out to touch a ball of paper, and unfolded it.

Lin Shuyu couldn't help laughing.

Tang Xuheng asked: "Where did you get it?"

Lin Shuyu handed over the note, which read: A8.

Row 8 of column A, stay in place.

Tang Xuheng was a little amused: "No wonder you are so happy."

It turned out that there was no need to move.

"This position is quite good." Lin Shuyu said solemnly.

The last row in the class is convenient for dating.

Because the second round of lottery was drawn from back to front, the students in charge recorded the positions of Lin Shuyu and Tang Xuheng in the lottery before moving forward.

Cheng Feng drew lots.

Lin Shuyu asked him curiously: "Where did you get it?"

Cheng Feng wrote "happy" all over his face, and he said quietly: "...B8, not only have to sit alone, but also sit in the last row."

After the funeral, Cheng Feng asked again: "Where are you and Brother Heng?"

Tang Xuheng: "We stay where we are."

Cheng Feng: "..."

Lin Shuyu: "That's not very good, there is only one aisle apart, which is very convenient."

Cheng Feng managed to maintain a smile: "It's pretty good."

There is no harm if there is no comparison. He can sit alone, but there are Brother Heng and Yuyu next to him. It is simply worse, double critical strike! ! !

After the lottery was drawn and the evening self-study was over, the whole class was moving books and changing seats.

Lin Shuyu and Tang Xuheng didn't need to move, they left the classroom and went home when the other classes were almost dispersed.

The two walked into the grove side by side, and the backs of their hands inevitably touched each other.

Tang Xuheng lowered his voice and asked, "Maomaoyu, do you want to hold hands?"

Lin Shuyu snorted: "Don't we hold hands often? We were also arrested by the dean twice."

The implication is that there is no need to ask about this matter, and there is no need to get used to it.

Tang Xuheng smiled lowly: "Holding hands now is different from before."

Lin Shuyu: "What's the difference?"

As soon as he finished asking, he felt the person beside him stretch out his hand, and his five fingers were firmly embedded in his fingers, and then clasped tightly.

With a clear understanding in Lin Shuyu's heart, he also clasped Tang Xuheng's hand, his palms pressed together, and his fingers intertwined.

Anyway, the two of them walked very close, and if you didn't pay attention, you couldn't tell that they were holding hands.

The two walked away holding hands for a while, Tang Xuheng suddenly asked: "Are your hands cold?"

Lin Shuyu: "It's okay."

It's getting colder this year, and it's only the beginning of October, so the air at night is a bit chilly.

Their hands were pressed tightly together, exchanging each other's body temperature, but it wasn't particularly cold.

Tang Xuheng was silent for a moment, then brought his hand to his side and put it in the pocket of his coat.

Lin Shuyu allowed him to move.

Maybe it was because he put his hands away, he felt that Brother Heng's hands seemed to be tightened even more, and he had a feeling that he would never be able to break free.

Not long after putting it in his pocket, Lin Shuyu felt that their hands seemed to be warmed by each other's body temperature.

The heat seemed to be gradually transmitted along the arms to the heart, and the whole heart became hot.

It's great to fall in love, Lin Shuyu thought.

The two walked forward in such an intimate way, when they passed by a place where the street lights were relatively dark, a beam of white torch light hit them.

"Two puppy lovers over there! I've been waiting for you here for a long time!"

The author has something to say: the dean triggers the passive, plum blossom three

It's really too difficult on Saturday and Sunday, and I can't guarantee that it will be updated on time at all, sorry~

Just after posting, I found a typo, I caught a bug TAT

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Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: 2 for chloe; 1 for Riyueming;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 43 bottles of Yunzi; 10 bottles of Baba, Baji, chloe; 2 bottles of chloe;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!