"Slag" is right

As night fell, Lu Yi was driving home when he hit the evening rush hour, and the car struggled to move forward in the traffic.The blockage of the outside world caused the blockage of the heart, and Lu Yi felt a little tight in his chest.

Nan Nan was in the co-pilot, as if he couldn't take time off, he turned through the glove box for a while, got a pillow in the back seat for a while, turned the inside mirror to his hair for a while, and finally connected the stereo in the car to his mobile phone. Start playing music.

The music changed one by one, and finally stopped on rock music.He turned up his voice and sang along to the bang bang beat.

The music stopped abruptly, Nan Nan's head shook halfway, as if Lu Yi had pressed the pause button, and the noise of traffic outside poured into the car again...

"It's noisy."

"Well... okay." Nan Nan sat down again, "I don't want to listen." He leaned his elbows on the car window, propped his head, and turned his head to look at Lu Yi, "Are you in a bad mood?"

"No."

"But you don't look very happy."

"Maybe you're too happy."

"Oh... maybe." This is naturally self-evident.

"Brother, what did you say to the teacher at the steakhouse? I was still arguing with him..." Nan Nan thought of Wen Jianming pinching his neck and getting angry, which made him a little scared, but at the same time very excited .

He could have been less of a jerk and talked better, but he couldn't help it.It's like a kind of inertia from childhood to adulthood, wanting to get attention and likes, avoiding people's indifference, and starting to become a jerk and bad inertia.And only when he gets some sort of attention, good or bad, does the inertia stop.

"I didn't say anything." Lu Yi changed the subject, "Are you going to start school too, what do you need to prepare in advance?"

"Ah, no... I dropped out of school."

"Why did you drop out of school suddenly?" Lu Yi asked in a normal tone.

"I have failed many subjects. If it wasn't for my parents, I would have been expelled from school. My dad called me two days ago, and I told him that I would not study."

"What did your dad say?"

Nan Nan shrugged: "What can I say, except that I didn't mention the severance of the relationship between father and son, I said everything else."

The car moved forward slowly for a while, and Lu Yi followed suit.

"You never thought about repairing the relationship with your family? At least, don't make it so bad."

"I thought about it," Nan spread her hands, "If repairing the relationship requires me to fit into the mold they prepared for me like before, then it's better to let me die now."

"Don't talk nonsense."

Nan Nan smiled: "Don't worry, I'm fine now. Besides, one day they will find out that I'm gay, and no matter how hard they try to fix it, it will be in vain. Even Na Yi, if he dares to mess with men, My parents will also disown him."

Nan Nan didn't want Lu Yi to worry about him, and said: "I'm going to work hard in the club. There will be a small competition in the second half of the year, and they said that I will go to test the waters. During this period, I will also have training camps with other players."

"Ah."

Na Nan stretched out her hand to Lu Yi: "I solemnly invite you to come to the club to play with me when you have time." After speaking, she smiled brightly at Lu Yi.

Lu Yi patted his palm and finally smiled: "Okay then."

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In September, the first heavy rain after the Beginning of Autumn was ushered in. The heavy rain fell all night and then turned to light rain for two days.All majors, middle schools and primary schools have also reopened one after another.

Several days have passed since the last three-person appointment at Wen Jianming's house, and for some reason, Wen Jianming did not contact Lu Yi during this period, and Lu Yi did not contact him either.On the contrary, Nan Nan and Wen Jianming got in touch more and more closely, sending several messages a day and calling occasionally.

Nan Nan also told Wen Jianming about his dropout, and he said, "Teacher, now you don't have to care about my identity anymore, you can have sex with me without psychological and moral pressure at all."

"..."

On the opposite side was Wen Jianming's cold voice: "Don't call me teacher anymore."

"All right then, husband."

"…………"

"...how is my dear?"

"I'm hanging up the phone."

"I was wrong, I was wrong." Nan Nan didn't give Wen Jianming a chance to hang up the phone, "Teacher, when will you come to my club to play? Last time you said you would come, I told the manager."

The other side pondered for a moment: "I'm free this Saturday."

"Saturday is also fine, but there are a little more people on weekends." Nan Nan took the phone and asked Lu Yi in the room, "Brother, are you free this Saturday? Go to the club. The teacher said he can go on Saturday." .”

Lu Yi turned on his computer and drew drawings at his desk. This plan was more urgent: "I won't go, I have a job that is more urgent."

But this didn't seem to be the main reason, the main reason was that he was somewhat resistant to seeing Na Nan's humble appearance in front of Wen Jianming.

Is it humble?But that had nothing to do with him.

Nan Nan went back to the living room: "Lu Yi said he won't go, he's a little busy with work, and he's been working overtime these two nights."

Wen Jianming didn't say anything more, but the disappointment expressed by his silence had been transmitted to Nan Nan's heart through the receiver.

Nan Nan's heart sank, and his sourness immediately flooded, but he immediately pretended to be relaxed and said: "What can I do if Brother Lu doesn't go, I will ask him later, hang up first."

"it is good."

Nan Nan went around twice and made a cup of coffee for Lu Yi.

Gold, September, Silver and October, the peak season for buying a house is also the peak season for Lu Yi's business. During this period, he, who has always been lazy and never let it go, has to take his work home from time to time.After he couldn't drink as often, he bought himself a coffee machine in an attempt to replace alcohol with caffeine.

"Brother..." Nan Nan handed the coffee to Lu Yi's desk.

Lu Yi took a sip and frowned, it was too sweet.He handed the cup back to Nan: "Go and add some ice cubes to me."

"You still don't want to drink something too cold, it's bad for your stomach."

Lu Yi frowned: "Then you can drink hot coffee for me, don't you know that warm coffee is the worst?" And it's too sweet.

"Too hot can burn your throat."

Lu Yi looked at Nan Nan helplessly for a while, raised his head and poured down a cup of coffee, gave the empty cup to Nan, and went to work again.

Nan Nan leaned over and said, "You've been very busy recently."

"Ah."

"When will it be finished?" Nan Nan stared at the screen.

"The work is never finished." Lu Yi agreed casually, still focusing on the work in hand.

"When will it be handed over to the client this time?"

"on Monday."

"Then you really can't play with us this weekend." Nan Nan sighed, "Then I'll tell the teacher to change the time."

Lu Yi turned his head and glanced at Nan Nan: "Go and play by yourself."

"What's the point of two people?"

Lu Yi joked and said, "Isn't it interesting to play alone with your teacher? I think you can't wait."

"You really misjudged the person." Nan Nan said, sitting on Lu Yi's lap with his open arms, put the coffee cup on the table, and put his arm on Lu Yi's shoulder, "Of course, the teacher must miss you I did, but apart from him, I also want you to check out my work environment and what I'm doing."

Nan Nan scratched her hair: "It's strange, I never feel that I have any obligation or responsibility to anyone, but I hope that I can meet your expectations of me."

Lu Yi put his hands on Nan Nan's waist, raised his chin and looked at him: "I don't have any requirements or expectations for you."

Nan Nan hugged Lu Yi's neck, sat on his lap and swayed from side to side: "Brother Lu, why are you so kind, you are so kind, my Nan Nan can't repay you..."

Lu Yixiao: "Is it going to be a body promise next?"

"It's not next, it's already agreed, as long as you don't drive me away, I will always rely on you."

"What about your teacher?"

Without hesitation, Nan Nan said, "Teacher, all that's left is my heart."

The corner of Lu Yi's mouth that was raised just because of the joke just turned down.Nan Nan's joyful expression just now also dimmed a bit, he sighed: "It would be great if the three of us could be together..."

Nan Nan sighed one sentence after another: "If only I met you first..."

"Does Wen Jianming also make you feel very tired?"

"Huh? No." Nan Nan lowered her head and looked at Lu Yi with sparkling eyes, "If you had met me earlier, maybe you wouldn't have met Cheng Jinwen."

Lu Yi smiled wryly in his heart, he met Cheng Jinwen in high school, and Na Nan was still a primary school student at that time, even if he really set aside the distance of time and space, nothing would change if he really met him...

"Brother," Nan Nan's words interrupted Lu Yi's imagination, "Did the person surnamed Cheng contact you again recently? You haven't been in a good mood recently."

Lu Yi was surprised by Na Nan's sensitivity.I said before that he would be depressed because of Cheng Jinwen, and Lu Yi didn't want people to know about it, so this time when Cheng Jinwen contacted him, he deliberately hid it, for example, when he wanted to drink, he would choose to drink two cups of sugar-free coffee , I didn't expect to be felt by Nan Nan.

Yes, Cheng Jinwen contacted him and said that there will be a seminar in October, and he will return to China to stay for about half a month, and invite Lu to come out for a meal and catch up.

They haven't seen each other for many years. The last time they met was when Cheng Jinwen was studying for a Ph.D. He also went back to China for a while and made an appointment with Lu Yi.In the intervening years, Lu Yi wasn't sure that he never came back, but he never asked about it, and Cheng Jinwen never said it, anyway, they never met again.

But this time, after such a long time, Lu Yi didn't know why Cheng Jinwen wanted to see him, but he had really let go of it completely, and just had a meal and reminisced about the old days.But in fact, there will be too many unpredictable accidents when this old lover meets.Lu Yi was completely confused. He didn't know what kind of mentality he had in his heart to deal with those possible accidents, what he was expecting, or what he was afraid of, so that email was still quietly lying in his mailbox, still no reply.

But he didn't want Na Nan to get involved, so he said, "Saturday, right? Half a day should be freed up, so I'll come too."