"Slag" is right

The feeling of insomnia all night was like being hit by a sap on the head. Wen Jianming might have fallen asleep for a while when the sky was about to dawn, but he was not sure.When it was time to get up on weekdays, he stared in a daze, and made breakfast with the ingredients he had prepared.

"You look so pale, what's wrong?"

Nan Nan got up earlier than anyone else, and went to work early in the morning. Lu Yi and Wen Jianming sat opposite each other to eat.After eating for a while, Lu Yi found that Wen Jianming didn't move his chopsticks, and when he raised his eyes, he pinched a steamed bun and half-closed his eyes in a daze.

Wen Jianming slowly took a bite of the steamed bun in his hand: "It's nothing, I didn't sleep well last night."

It's not that he didn't stay up all night before, but the insomnia last night made him feel indescribably tired, maybe it wasn't just the insomnia itself that was tired.

"Then you have a good sleep at home for a while, I know the arrangement at noon."

"It's okay, it's still long until noon, I'll get up after a short rest..."

"Wen Jianming..." Lu Yi put down his chopsticks and interrupted him, looking at Wen Jianming seriously, but also a little embarrassed.He himself is not good at rejecting others, especially others' kindness, but if Wen Jianming continues like this, he can't stand the feeling of wanting to run away, "You...Actually, I'm almost recovered from my illness, I will pay attention to it myself , that is, that... you can be more casual, I think you are a little, how should I put it, too thoughtful, I am not used to it..."

Wen Jianming watched Lu Yi's lips keep opening and closing, and seemed to be unable to understand the meaning of the sentence composed of these words for a while, as if there was a lawnmower in his mind, which kept clicking.It may be really old, and the side effects of insomnia will also increase and become unbearable.

"I think it's good for us to get along like before... It's not that you're not good..."

He knows Lu Yi, and it is difficult to refuse others.For a person like Wen Jianming who always talks "no", he never knew that it would be so troublesome to refuse people, and he had to say so many unclear and ambiguous words, so he could understand it if he didn't understand it for a while.But now he understands, Lu Yi is rejecting him.

That's it, Lu Yi doesn't need a nanny or a cook, Wen Jianming knows that.

"Okay, I see." Wen Jianming said, "Then I'll have lunch by myself."

"Well, you can eat by yourself. Someone will deliver food later, so you can take it."

Wen Jianming took care of him and Nan Nan, which made him feel very sorry.Now that Wen Jianming is on vacation again, and doesn't need the convenience of living in his house, Lu Yi can only try his best to pay more materially. He feels that this is more in line with the fairness Wen Jianming insists on.

"okay."

"Then I'll go first, see you tonight."

"If you think about what to eat in the afternoon, please let me know."

"it is good."

Lu Yi smiled, pulled out a rubber band from the drawer under the dining table, grabbed his disheveled hair and tied it up a little, exposing his forehead to make him look more energetic. Before he went out, he thought of something again: "Your afternoon Ask Nan Nan what he wants to eat, he said he is too tired and has no appetite."

After Lu Yi left, Wen Jianming returned to the bed. He felt bored, so he opened all the windows. Even so, he was still bored. He was bored in this stagnant air, letting his chaotic brain be confused. .

After an unknown amount of time, he heard thunder, followed by rain.The sky was dark as if it was dusk, and amidst the thunderstorm, Wen Jianming was a little half asleep and half awake, his still clear mind seemed to hang high from the chaos, and he could still think.

He thought that the summer was almost over, but there were still such thunderstorms. It turned out that the reason for the boredom was the weather.He knew he was not at his own home, why was he at someone else's?Why do you have to pay so hard?By the way, he likes Lu Yi.Why do you like Lu Yi?why?He doesn't know...

He didn't like anyone much.When I was a student, the people I confessed to were basically girls, and soon after I started working, I married He Wenchu, and since then I have lost the normal opportunity to pursue and be pursued.Sometimes I am curious about the second-hand love shown in those film and television books, and sometimes I want to fall in love with someone, even if it is only as an experience.But what he didn't expect was that instead of enriching him, this experience seemed to hollow out something.

He regretted it, maybe he shouldn't have come back in Yunnan, if he could hold back the urgent urge at that time, he wouldn't be like this now.

Wen Jianming can think, he can see the sky outside through the window, he can hear the sound of thunder and rain, he seems to wake up, but his body can't move at all.He heard the outside door open, as if Lu Yi had come back, he tried to call for help, but no sound could come out.

He only heard the sound of the door opening, but no one came in, and then he saw himself, standing in the rain curtain, holding an umbrella in his hand but unsupported, as if he was going to deliver an umbrella to someone, but the next second he knew Lie on the bed by yourself.Dreams and reality are intertwined, Wen Jianming can't move, he just feels as if there are two hands pinching his neck, making it harder for him to breathe, and the harder it is for him to breathe, the more he wants to struggle...

"Teacher... teacher..."

The sound seemed to penetrate the water that wrapped him up, and penetrated into Wen Jianming's ears, and at the same time, the smell of cold rainwater penetrated into his nostrils, and he finally moved.

"Teacher, you are a ghost."

Wen Jianming sat up abruptly, he didn't know how long he slept, but the feeling of exhaustion didn't ease at all, he was so tired that he couldn't open his eyes.

The shower was a little lighter, and the dark clouds also dispersed. It seemed that it was still afternoon, not very late, and it did not delay the evening cooking.Seeing Nan standing beside the bed, he was in a daze for a while: "Why are you back at this time?"

Nan Nan's dissatisfied tone was quite provocative: "You didn't bring me food today, so I quit."

After a long while, Wen Jianming remembered that what Nan said was that he was no longer working in the convenience store—he just threatened him with this word a few days ago, and Wen Jianming thought it was funny, but now he was too weak to laugh: "... …up to you."

Nan Nan asked, "Why didn't you give it to me? You promised me."

Wen Jianming may not be able to understand Na Nan's way of always making demands on others with confidence.

That day, Wen Jianming said that Nan spent all his time playing games on the sofa, had no serious business, no social life, no friends, like a moth, and would soon be completely scrapped. He suggested that he find a job and get in touch with the crowd.

Nan Nan suggested that he go to work, and Wen Jianming would also deliver lunch to Lu Yi as he did to Lu Yi.Wen Jianming only said that if he did too much, he would send it to him as well.

By the way, it is not difficult to cook a little more food, and it is not too much trouble to send it to Nan Nan, even if Nan Nan asks him to accompany him to finish the meal, because eating alone is the most boring, Wen Jianming is willing to spend that little bit effort.But this is not a promise he made, it's just his little effort, but others can't turn the kindness of his little effort into a responsibility imposed on him, and he doesn't owe anyone.

Wen Jianming said indifferently: "Think about it again, when did I promise you to bring you meals every day?"

"You promised."

"I said by the way, I don't send it today because it's not by the way."

"...Then I won't go to work."

Wen Jianming was so angry that he wanted to laugh, so he sneered: "That's your business. I won't say a word about your business in the future, so you don't need to threaten me, I don't care at all. "

"........."

After neither eating Wen Jianming's meal nor eating, Nan Nan was indeed severely hurt by such a sentence.Because Wen Jianming hit Nan Nan's vital point, no matter what he did, no matter how nice he was, or making trouble for no reason, it would have no effect at all, because Wen Jianming didn't care at all.

They have known each other for so long, why is Wen Jianming sometimes very friendly to him, but when Nan Nan wants a little more, he will show his cold and tough nature.Can't this person be softened by himself a little bit?Could his tenderness and consideration be for Lu Yi only?

"Teacher, we've known each other for so long, are you really so hard-hearted to me? Even if you just give me a reason..."

"Is this necessary?"

A feeling of boredom arose in Wen Jianming's heart, he dragged his tired body to stand up, and without looking at Nan who was about to cry, he walked out with his slippers on, and went to the door to put on his own shoes...

Nan Nan chased him out and stood behind him: "Where are you going?"

"Bang" only the door closed in front of his eyes.

Nan Nan stood blankly at the door, staring at the anti-theft door angrily, as if it was the metal door that hindered them and made Wen Jianming dismissive of him.

Unreasonable making troubles are useless to Wen Jianming, Na Nan knows it very well, but he can't help but try, unable to control the delusional thinking that one day Wen Jianming will tolerate his unreasonable demands, even a little bit, even if Wen Jianming likes him A tiny bit, but it messed up in the end.

But Wen Jianming didn't treat him so badly a few days ago, was it really just because of his questioning?It was last night that aroused his disgust, and Nan clearly planned to seduce him.

After standing at the door for a while, Nan Nan went back and sat on the sofa, but Wen Jianming never came back until Lu returned home from work.

Lu Yi came back and saw that Nan was at home and was a little surprised: "Why are you so early today?"

Nan Nan said dejectedly, "I quit."

"Ok?"

"Brother Lu, I'm resigning." Nan Nan rubbed her face in annoyance.

"That job is not very good, the hours are long, the hourly salary is low, and you can't learn much. If you quit, just quit."

"But I can only do that kind of work... I don't know anything, and I can't even support myself. I live by you, am I too bad?"

"Don't you still have a financial supporter?" Lu Yi made a joke, but Nan didn't smile at all. Lu Yi asked seriously, "Where's Wen Jianming?"

Nan Nan lowered her head in frustration: "Let's go."

"Where have you been?"

"Didn't tell me."

"Then I'll give him a call."