"Slag" is right

"Is the person who happened to be just a friend?"

"Huh?" Wen Jianming paused, then turned to look at Su Rui.

"It's not just a friend, you're too flustered, I thought people like you wouldn't lose their minds like this."

Wen Jianming still looked a little dazed, as if he couldn't understand what Su Rui was saying.

"Ex-boyfriend?"

"...No." Wen Jianming was only sure about this point.

He pulled the two suitcases to the door and started calling for a car.

It was past two o'clock, and the plane was at [-]:[-] in the morning. Three hours was more than enough to get to the airport, but Wen Jianming still wanted to go there early, just in case there was any problem.

Su Rui understood everything, so he didn't ask any more questions, but said, "Wen Jianming, are you really sure you want to go back? Do you want to think about it again?

"You left your companion in the middle of the journey and ran back for another friend. What do you think I'll think? Besides, it's useless for you to go back. He's already taken to the hospital. If you run back in a hurry, at most Take a look at him. You look at him, it won't help his condition, and it won't help your relationship."

Su Rui's words have been made clear and to the point.

It is impossible for Su Rui to accept that he abandoned him halfway because of another man.Even if he went to see Lu Yi, Lu Yi would not forget what it was called Jin Wen.If he stays here, he will soon know what happened to Lu Yi through Na Nan.Lu Yi is fine, he should continue his journey this time. When he returns, he will be officially with Su Rui. He will have a mature, intelligent and wealthy life partner. From then on, he will get rid of those messy relationships and get what he always wanted Life.

Wen Jianming looked at Su Rui for a while, but he hardly did any ideological struggle: "I'm sorry."

Su Rui looked at him dimly, then lowered his head.After 2 minutes, he lifted it up again and smiled at Wen Jianming: "Then I'll take you to the airport."

"No, I'll just take a taxi."

"It's not easy to take a taxi at this point, and you don't want to miss your flight." Su Rui said, getting up and changing clothes.

When they went out together, Su Rui said again: "You will go directly to the hospital tomorrow. It is inconvenient to drag such a big two boxes. You take the valuables away, and I will send the rest for you tomorrow."

Wen Jianming thought for a while, and silently put the box down.

The alley in the middle of the night is even quieter, and occasionally you can meet a drunk who vomits while leaning on the wall while drunk, and more often there is only the echoing footsteps of two people.The same road was just walked in the middle of the night, and it was different from the ambiguity that only had to be understood at that time. The silence now stems from one person's sadness and one person's guilt.

When they arrived at the parking lot, Wen Jianming suggested that he drive and let Su Rui rest in the car for a while.Su Rui insisted on getting into the cab: "It's okay, let me see you off."

The car started and plunged into the night, like a small boat, rowing into the dark ocean, surrounded by a vast expanse, and the two people trapped in the night had their own thoughts.

"Where are you going next?"

"Shangri-La... I still plan to finish the itinerary I arranged this time."

Wen Jianming felt more and more guilty, and desperately wanted to make up for something, so he made some untimely suggestions: "You can go online and look for a suitable companion."

"Okay, I'll consider that suggestion."

"If you want to travel by yourself, it's fine..." Wen Jianming also realized that he had said something wrong, and tried to find it again, "I used to be alone...not traveling, just going to other places, alone , It’s quieter, you can think...” He became more and more chaotic, and finally bowed his head deeply, rarely showing the expression of being at a loss when he did something wrong, and finally he could only say, “I’m sorry.”

"It's ok."

"I'm really sorry."

Su Rui looked ahead and twitched the corner of his mouth with difficulty: "Then there is no other way, is there?"

He took a deep breath: "If I have to say it, you and I are both in our thirties, and whoever hasn't passed by has no emotional involvement. If I change someone, I might just let him go. After reading it People who want to see it still want to come back to me, just come back, it’s not a big deal. As long as the person is there or the heart is there, it’s almost the same, and I’m not that naive.

"But... you can't. If I continue to be with you like this, soon I will fall in love with you and want everything about you. If I know that you have such a 'friend' in your heart, I will be hurt and will Pain, I don't want that."

"I see."

At this moment, Wen Jianming really thought about it, if only he had met Su Rui earlier.It would be great if Zhao Que contacted him a few days earlier and informed him of Su Rui's existence before he ran into Lu Yi again.But "if" won't happen, only thinking of Lu Yi's pale face covered with blood in the video, he can't sit still, wishing that he had already transmigrated to the hospital in an instant.

At four o'clock in the morning, Su Rui parked the car in the parking lot of the airport, as if expecting that he would have something to say, Wen Jianming didn't get out of the car immediately.

"We probably won't be in touch again in the future."

"it is good."

"Goodbye then."

Wen Jianming didn't want to say "goodbye" and silently reached out to pull the car door.

When Su Rui turned the steering wheel, he didn't mean to get out of the car to send it off, and the car didn't turn off the engine. If Wen Jianming got out of the car, he would leave immediately, and everything would become irreparable.But Wen Jianming did not hesitate.

"If you really can't let it go, you can try to get it..." Su Rui said behind him, "Next time, don't try to establish a new relationship to end the old one. It's useless to have that person in your heart."

Wen Jianming didn't say anything, and closed the car door for him.

--

Before boarding the plane, Wen Jianming had already learned about Lu Yi's condition from Na Nan's phone call, which was similar to what he had guessed.The long-term gastric ulcer, coupled with this excessive drinking, caused the congestion and rupture of the blood vessels in the stomach, causing massive bleeding, so there was such a shocking symptom of vomiting blood.

The situation is critical, but fortunately the hospital sent him in time, and he has been sent to the emergency room, where the doctors are doing their best to rescue him.

Wen Jianming didn't sleep all night. After the plane landed, he took a taxi and arrived at the hospital after eight o'clock in the morning.Even though the sky was clear and the sun was scorching hot outside, the incandescent lights were still dimly lit in the hospital.

He arrived outside the gastroenterology ward on the fourth floor. It was a three-person ward. It may be that it was still early, and the ward was quiet.Standing at the door, he saw that Lu Yi's hospital bed was in the innermost position, next to the window.The curtains were half drawn, and the sunlight came in from the other half of the unblocked window, falling at the end of the bed, and fine dust floated above the white sheets.

Lu Yi lay quietly on the bed, seemingly asleep.His nose was connected to oxygen, and several hanging bottles were hung on the bedside. Wen Jianming could tell that one of the dark red bags was blood cells from a distance of three to five meters.

A woman came over, not a nurse, she was carrying a lunch box, looked at Wen Jianming curiously, and asked, "Are you also a family member of the patient?"

Wen Jianming nodded, walked straight to Lu Yi's bed, and sat down on the empty stool beside the bed.

The blood on Lu Yi's face and body has been cleaned up, and his hair is light chestnut, loosely spread on the white pillow in the hospital.His face was paler than usual, and it was bluish due to lack of blood.His hand was placed beside the bed, and the place where the needle had been stuck on the back of the hand was a little bruised, and the blue blood vessels stood out under the fair skin, meandering, and disappeared into the sleeves of the pajamas.

Wen Jianming put his hand on it, and gently held those fingers...

"It's coming soon..." Nan Nan's voice sounded behind him, mocking and dissatisfied.

Wen Jianming withdrew his hand and turned around: "How is it?"

Nan Nan gave him a look, signaling him to come out of the ward.

The two sat on the bench outside the ward, and Nan spread out the plastic bag in his hand. He just went to buy breakfast.

He handed two buns and a cup of soy milk to Wen Jianming: "I haven't eaten yet, I bought it for you."

Wen Jianming took it, but just held it in his hand. He has no appetite now, so he asked again: "How is Lu Yi?"

"It's nothing serious, the bleeding hasn't stopped completely, and I'll be hospitalized for observation for a while."

"How did he become like this?" In fact, Wen Jianming knew it without asking, but his life and diet were irregular, his stomach was bad and he liked to drink, and he didn't take care of his body. Sooner or later, there would be such a day.

Unexpectedly, Nan Nan let out a cold "hum" and asked back, "What do you think?"

"..." Wen Jianming was baffled by his rhetorical question.

Nan Nan suddenly asked, "Is your trip to Yunnan over so soon?"

He carried the same sarcasm in every sentence, and Wen Jianming only thought that Nan had always been brooding over his relationship with Su Rui, but he didn't intend to get acquainted with this kind of child.

"I'm back early."

"What about the person with you, he can let you go?"

"It's my business."

This sentence made Nan Nan feel a little better: "If you had gone to Beidaihe with us from the beginning, this would not be the case."

"Brother Lu is drinking so much because you went to Yunnan with others and felt uncomfortable."

"..."

Wen Jianming was a little skeptical, Lu Yi drank himself out of stomach bleeding because he was with other men?Wen Jianming always felt that something was not quite right.But it was true that Lu Yi would drink a lot when he was in a bad mood.

Nan Nan looked at Wen Jianming: "You... will you still associate with that man in the future?"

"..."

"Then you might as well not show up in front of Brother Lu. When he woke up and saw you, he thought you were back. After two days, you betrayed us again. If he can't stand it again, he might die. The doctor said That being said, this time is dangerous."

"…………"

Wen Jianming coughed and said instead: "You've been busy all night, go back and rest first, I'll take care of the hospital."

Nan Nan was still wearing last night's clothes, and the blood splattered on her body had dried to brown.

He quickly ate the bun in his hand, drank the soy milk in one gulp, and burped.

"I'm fine, you haven't slept all night, you go back to sleep first." Nan Nan said, and gave Wen Jianming the key card of Lu Yi's house.This hospital is not far from Lu Yi's house, it is more convenient for Wen Jianming to go to his place to rest.

Wen Jianming returned the room card to Nan, and pointed to his clothes: "You go back, take a shower, and change your clothes."