dancer on the knife

Youth is all about constant tossing, especially for us graduates, the tossing is even more serious when it comes to job hunting.We live in the big greenhouse of the school, live in a dormitory that does not need to pay extra rent, eat a meal of 2 yuan a meal, go out to play billiards with a group of "idle" classmates who have not yet found a job, and sometimes go online. All in all, we are like A group of headless flies, like a group of wandering spirits, wandered around the campus.But the day of graduating and leaving school is getting closer and closer. The kind of relaxation we showed is actually an appearance. From the bottom of our hearts, we still long to find a suitable job as soon as possible, so we are very anxious inside.It's just that the mentality of not achieving high and not achieving low spreads throughout the body like poison, making it difficult for people to make choices.

After resigning from the newspaper, I still learned about recruitment information through various channels.I envy those students who went to Shenzhen ZTE, at least they have started their ideal journey in such a big company, while those of us staying in school are like soldiers left behind on the battlefield.Every time the family calls and asks about work, the pressure follows.After a period of time, I learned from many failures in job hunting, and gradually accepted the concept of finding a job first and then choosing a job, but I still hoped to find a better job.

A classmate bought a talent information report and saw that there was a unit called Puri Hot Spring Hotel recruiting, and the recruitment involved many positions.As a platinum five-star hotel in the preparatory period, the description of the hotel's development and the introduction of benefits make me feel that this is a super high-end hotel, and it also includes food and accommodation, three months of professional training, and There was a job as an editor for a shop newspaper that I liked, which immediately touched me.I immediately wrote down the time, place, and phone number of the recruitment.From the moment I wrote down this information, I felt as if I was already a member of this hotel.I invited the rest of the students to go to the interview together, but no one was interested. I felt that working in a hotel was a bit too condescending, not to mention that hotels are considered "evil" places in the eyes of some people.

The recruitment site was arranged in the talent market building near the train station. When they arrived at the recruitment venue, hundreds of people had already arrived.It turned out to be a special job fair, and the entire hall was divided into resume filling area, interview area, and waiting area.When I came to the interviewer, I was a little nervous.After introducing myself, the other party asked me how my English was, and I said it was okay.Then came a section of self-introduction in English that I had memorized countless times.The other party then asked me what position I applied for?I said it was the editorial position of the shop newspaper.Then he gave the other party the works he had written, the newspapers he organized for the literary club, and the award certificate of the essay competition.At the end of the interview, the other party told me that all employees will first receive three months of professional training as trainees, and then assign positions according to their overall situation during the training period.I think anyway, as long as I go in, I should still have a chance to perform well.

On the day after the interview, I received the admission notice, and the joy in my heart swept away the haze in my heart for many days.As long as you go to work, you can live completely independently, from a pure consumer to a producer.Because this unit includes food and housing, it can solve my worries, unlike the previous two jobs that rely on commissions and have no living security.In the face of reality, for the sake of living, I don't even think about my status as a college student. I just want to find a job that can provide food and clothing, and then seek a breakthrough.What's more, the development prospects of the hotel are also good, and there are professional trainings and positions that I like. This is also a good job.After the work was settled, the stone in my heart was quietly put down. Looking up at the school, the sky was bluer than before, and the air on the campus felt fresher than before.

Taking advantage of a few days before the report, I went to the library to borrow books on hotel management to learn about the hotel industry in advance so that I can perform better in the training.At the same time, the books were also cleaned up, and those unnecessary books were put into snakeskin bags, which were sold for nearly 40 yuan.There are also some professional books that are packaged and placed in the dormitory, and they will be dealt with separately when they plan to graduate.Thinking about the tens of thousands of yuan in tuition fees, the books sold for tens of yuan in the end, I feel that this may be the depreciation of knowledge.

April 2003, 4 was the day I went to report for duty.It was raining in Changsha that day, the spring rain was so bleak, the sad wind caressed my cheeks, I felt that this was the weather specially created by God for me to leave school.On such a day, I have to leave the familiar school, bid farewell to the classmates and friends who used to get along day and night, and then embark on a formal job and conduct a three-month training, especially because this day is my birthday. The taste is mixed.

I got up very early and started tidying up, and it took me an hour to get it done, because there were so many things that I couldn't figure it out.There is only one classmate sleeping in the dormitory, and the rest are not there, so it feels very deserted.A person silently tidied up everything, this kind of lonely feeling made people feel a little uncomfortable.When sending my classmates off to Changsha, I was thinking, who will see me off when I leave?It was indeed the case. After going through the formalities for leaving school in the morning, only a few classmates saw me off when I left at noon.

At the railway station, I took the special car arranged by the hotel with the rest of the people to the training base of the teaching brigade of the Mapoling security area. Before I got off the car, I started to gather.After completing the entry procedures, they immediately went to the dormitory to change into camouflage uniforms, rubber shoes, and fasten their belts. After a short whistle, everyone in each dormitory ran desperately to the playground.Everything seemed so compact, and I started the first day of military training before I had time to think about it.The first subject of military training is to line up the whole team, followed by the one-hour standing military posture subject.A group of strangers from all corners of the country came here because of a common ideal. Under the guidance of the instructors, we are now standing on the playground like an army.

In the evening, I started to engage in programs and chose the dormitory head. I actively recommended myself and became a dormitory head.In the past year or so at the school, the experience of the League branch secretary and the editor of the literary agency has greatly improved my verbal expression and writing skills.At least on such an occasion, I won some opportunities. Although I am only a dormitory head, every opportunity I try my best to win may bring a turning point in my life.After the evening activities, I can finally rest.Thinking about this year's birthday, although I have never paid much attention to birthdays, but facing a person passing by silently, just walking by quietly like this, I still feel a little lonely in my heart.Only on my birthday, I started to have a new job, which can be regarded as a new starting point, a new beginning.

On a rainy morning, several managers of the hotel gathered us in a large meeting room and began to talk to us about some precautions during the training period, including some introductions of the hotel.Halfway through, the hotel manager asked us if anyone who knew their ID number raised their hand?We looked around and didn't see a person raising his hand. For those of us who have just graduated or are about to graduate, we really don't understand why we need to remember the ID number?Seeing such a situation, the manager suddenly became emotional, and said in a tone that could ignite straw:

"You can't even remember your unique identification number in the People's Republic of China. What a sad thing."

Then take this as a topic and tell us a reason.It's true, if you can't remember such a number, how can you provide customers with high-quality butler services in the future.From that moment on, I began to memorize my ID number by heart.Just such a small matter has strengthened my confidence in the hotel, because with such a strict and responsible manager, the best quality hotel will be built.

Gradually I began to get used to this kind of tedious closed military training, and because there was almost no money spent in such a place, I gradually began to like this place where everything was carried out according to the rules. On April 4th, it was raining and we rested in the dormitory.A harsh whistle strained our nerves, and after listening carefully, it turned out that we were rushed to the conference room.After arriving at the meeting room, I thought in my heart that it would be difficult to take an ideological education class again, but since the moment I stepped into the meeting room, I saw the dignified expression on the faces of the hotel management staff, and the meeting room was filled with a sense of tension .The hotel manager started his speech:

"Dear colleagues, because the SARS epidemic is currently very serious and is still spreading, in order to ensure everyone's safety, the higher-level government has requested to stop large-scale training activities with more than 200 people. After the decision of the hotel preparatory management committee, it is planned to start the holiday from today , when the epidemic is under control, we will contact you to continue the training. If you find other jobs during the holiday, we have no objection, but when we notify you of the retraining, we hope everyone can come. Every one of you is The ones we selected carefully were only encountered in the SARS epidemic. We can only adopt such a method to ensure everyone’s safety. As for when we will re-inform everyone about the training, we can’t say for sure now. We have to wait for the relevant regulations of the country. When the epidemic is under control. Now, everyone can go back and prepare to pack their luggage, and we will leave the base today." After the manager finished speaking, everyone talked a lot, but there was nothing they could do when encountering such a disaster.This day is Thursday, an ordinary day. Because of the holiday and because the epidemic has reached such a serious level, it is destined to be the most unusual day in my life.It took less than four days to spread the ideal wings and fly in the blue sky to being struck down by the real thunder and lightning.

There are so many accidents in life that we cannot guard against them.In the afternoon of that day, with a frustrated and injured heart and the "blueprint" of life that I didn't have time to describe in detail, I returned to the school I had just parted from.Everything is still the same, but the mood is not as heroic as when I left. After dozens of hours, I became an "unemployed person" again, with ups and downs, maybe life is like this!