An Alternative Perspective on University Military Training

Section No.30, blood and tears of nothingness

"Xinghe, just buy two books." Chang Yu asked as soon as he came up.

"What two books, three books." Xinghe said with a smile.

"Why don't you replenish your rations?" Chang Yu said while holding the snacks in his hand.

"Am I like the kind of person who eats snacks?"

"It's not like, it is, it is. Otherwise, you carry something in the bulging battle bag every day."

Chang Yu rolled his eyes to Xing He.

"You've seen it all. Then I forgot to buy it, what should I do?" Xinghe seemed to think of something.

In the small battle bag that Xinghe carries every day, it can be said that Doraemon has everything in his pocket.

It's just that only Xinghe knows what's inside.

On the training ground, there is nothing in Xinghe's bag that he can't get out.

Everyone was surprised.

As long as Xinghe is here, everyone will forget Xinghe is here when they are training.

It is consciously or unconsciously leaning towards Xinghe.

Because Xinghe really has everything in his bag.

"I know you forgot. Fortunately, I bought a lot. They are all."

As he spoke, Chang Yu shook the spoils in his hands.

"Oh, good luck, the young man did a good job. He deserves to be commended."

"There's no need for awards. Let's talk about what we talked about with the college students just now. I made the elementary school girl so happy. I didn't see it."

"I want her phone number."

"Is it coming?"

"Of course it's time for the veteran to go out and beat two."

"Blow, blow hard."

"Isn't it just bragging, anyway bragging doesn't have to pay taxes."

In fact, when we were chatting like this just now, Xinghe suddenly thought that Meng's mother moved three times, which still makes sense.

During the army training, Xinghe thought, what he brought was all necessities.

But here, on the university campus, Xinghe was consciously or unconsciously influenced by the cultural atmosphere of the surrounding environment.

He has become gentle, or he has become thirsty for knowledge.

In the army, the pursuit is speed and power, control and regulation.

Here, Galaxy is like a sponge, constantly absorbing the cultural knowledge around it.

It used to enhance wrist strength, but now it adds cultural heritage.

It used to be like a sharp knife, a bullet.

Now it feels like a vast ocean, containing everything and containing everything.

It is said that educated people have stamina in doing things, maybe this is the feeling.

Endless power, endless strategy.

In the face of various problems, the waves are calm, and in dealing with various difficulties, we are resolute and decisive.

At this moment, my heart has changed again. I used to think that going to college was a waste of time.

It was because others gave Xinghe the wrong feeling.

Many relatives and friends have gone to college, but after graduating from college, it seems that nothing has changed.

In other words, after going to college, he didn't grow up to what Xinghe expected.

You really can't blame the university for this.

It might be that Xinghe couldn't see the change after going to college with his previous eyesight.

It may also be that others have not grown up to the point that Xinghe admires, because they are not working hard enough.

Not the university's fault!

I Xinghe was wrong.

I Xinghe was really wrong!

I missed the most beautiful campus in the world.

Just like our school.

While there are many good people, there are also those who are self-defeating.

On campus, I work as hard as the good guys.It is rare to compare yourself with people with poor grades.

They, those excellent people, all went to college, but after they came out of college, they didn't become what Xinghe admired.

Xinghe lost confidence in the university.

However, Xinghe himself went to live in the university for a period of time.

The atmosphere here, the humanities here.

There is nothing that does not reveal their excellence.

Maybe it will really be different when Xinghe goes to university.

wrong!

Really wrong!

With excellent grades, he even gave up on entering the university campus.

Looking back on his own path, in a short period of youth, Xinghe stepped into the team of the army.

There are still weak people here, people who are not motivated, and people who are willing to degenerate.

But Xinghe has always followed the excellent people.

How come Xinghe didn't feel it until now.

wrong!

Missed a group of excellent collectives.

I made a mistake, what should I do?

Finish a cigarette.

Xinghe's heart seemed to be tangled up.

Regret.

It's a pity.

Blame yourself for worshiping the wrong person.

Blame yourself for being too stubborn.

Blame yourself for not having a vision.

Perhaps the saddest thing in life is the collapse of the god in my heart.

The person he admires becomes someone he despises without knowing when.

It is such a great irony that someone who has always been regarded as a benchmark by himself has become a joke at some point.

Perhaps the most ironic is myself.

He even used unmotivated people as a benchmark, and thought that those who had some small achievements were successful.

Little do they know they failed from the start.

They have no faith in their hearts, no faith in their blood.No matter what you do, you can't be the best.

I was wrong, I thought I chose the right path in life.

Xinghe seemed to be shedding tears of blood.

University, what a beautiful environment!

But am I wrong?

If you make a mistake, change it!

There are thousands of paths in life.

There is nothing wrong with your choice!

Going to college and serving in the army are all roads.

What is wrong is past cognition.

But since I have chosen this path, then I must do it on this path without any regrets.

Make up for the mistakes you made!

When he was in school, Xinghe swept across the entire school library.

When he was in the army, Xinghe swept across the largest library in the entire military region.

Don't ask how Xinghe did it.

When you memorize all the Oxford English Dictionary, you will find that English is only mediocre.

In the same way, the more books you read, the easier it will be to read, and the more you will read.

So much that I don’t even know how much I’ve seen.

In addition to the one-eye-ten-line practiced in the army, the photographic memory, comprehension ability, and the abnormal ability to understand beyond the limit, learning is really entertainment within entertainment.

But the more books I read, the more I feel that I still have a lot of shortcomings.

I can't be like everyone else.

They have no worries about food and clothing, live and work, and are cared for and supported by others.

And me?

No!

I have no choice but to succeed!

I can only work hard on my own!

so many years.

Day after day passed.

I don't know how time passed.

I just know what to do.

How many times in the dead of night, thinking about how much growth.

But on this day, Xinghe seemed to shed tears of blood.

How much heartache is included.

After a busy day, everyone ended in joy.

The leisure time ended with everyone's laughter.

But in the dead of night.

Take off the disguise, the real look, only at this moment is your own.

The inner peace, the surrounding quietness, there is nothing that does not tell myself to constantly summarize myself and accumulate myself.

It was a quiet night, and I didn't know when I fell asleep.

No one knew what happened to Xinghe that night.

The next day is the weekend.

Yes, it's the weekend.

No doubt, it's really the weekend.

The entire military training, there is even a weekend.

Perhaps the student needs a break.

It may also be that the daily life of our soldiers has the attribute of weekends.

Today, the University City also gave us a benefit.

That is to visit the university culture, the kind with a guide.

A group of college students showed us around the campus.

They are all girls.

And they're all pretty girls.

It is more interesting for girls to show us around than for boys to show us around.

The military loves the people, the people support the military, and the mutual relationship is mutual treatment.

Everyone is very happy.

Looking at the surrounding environment, the mountains and rivers are beautiful,

The meandering mountains meander and circle.

The river pierces the mountains and breaks the walls, lush and green.

Smart and clear, green water tenderness.

There are pavilions, terraces and pavilions, and bamboo trees form forests.

Tree-lined trails, fresh and natural.

Xinghe's eyes seem to be a camera, recording all kinds of beauty.

When Xinghe walked to the library, Xinghe's heart seemed to throb a little.

All libraries, the university library that Xinghe has always yearned for.

Because in Xinghe's impression, the collection of books in the university library is simply bottomless.

It's just a pity that he is not open to us. . .

In our army, there are a lot of internal information, a lot of confidential information, and many banned books, all of which were patronized by Xinghe one by one.

But the books here, Xinghe can only imagine.

But walking through the entire corridor, it seems that Xinghe's mood has changed again.

Yes, because of some paintings.

Seeing these paintings, Xinghe felt homesick.

My heart is also quieter.

"Thank you, Mr. Niu, for showing us around the library." Xinghe said politely to the teacher leading the team.

"You're welcome." Teacher Niu also replied with a smile.

"Here, I saw Teacher Su's paintings, and I was deeply touched."

"What's the feeling?"

"It feels very pure. In this noisy world, it is really amazing to be able to maintain a pure and quiet heart to create."

"In his paintings, I see the extraordinary nostalgia for my hometown, and I see his paintings, there is a strong throbbing, vague beauty, which makes people think a lot, as if I stood Beside them, it is like seeing with your own eyes. Seeing with eyes seems to hear with ears.”

"And I also felt a kind of spiritual call, a sense of quiet return. It seems that he brought my impetuous heart back to calm."

"It can be seen from his works that he has nostalgia for the soil of his hometown. It also infected me."

"From an ecological point of view, art also seems to be ecological. Thank you Teacher Niu for letting me feel this."

Xinghe said a lot.

"You know art. I didn't expect it. I just showed you around casually. You really surprised me."

"Thank you, Mr. Niu, for your praise. I just expressed my feelings. I can't say I understand art." Xinghe said with a smile.

In fact, these words were copied by Xinghe.

Before entering, there was a sign and a poster in front of the art exhibition in the library, with a lot of information about Mr. Su written on it.

Xinghe just glanced at it.

Then use these materials to go in and feel the work, after it comes out.

Tuberculosis own feelings, according to the words in memory, organize the language.

That's all for talking to Mr. Niu.

But this surprised Mr. Niu.

Xinghe was also quite surprised.

However, in this way, Xinghe and Teacher Niu established a relationship.

Teacher Niu also became Xinghe's teacher.

Beautiful female teacher!