Banana + apple =?

"Don't cry, I'll give you candy." A childish voice rang in my ear.

I looked up to see the owner of the voice, it was a little girl.She was wearing a red dress, with a faint blush on her fair cheeks, and she blinked at me with her slender eyes.

I have never seen such a beautiful little girl, she is like a little princess in a fairy tale book.

I took the candy from her hand, "Thank you", and said I put the candy in my mouth, it tasted like apple, it was sour at first, and then sweet.

The little girl said again in a childish voice, "That's right, my name is Feng Guo, you can call me Apple. What's your name?"

I sobbed and said word by word, "I, my name is Xiang Jiao. You, you are so beautiful, I like you."

I was 6 years old at the time, and I haven't seen a girl as beautiful as her since.It was also at that time that only my father was left in my life.

Later, we went to elementary school, middle school, and high school together.She always takes care of me, stays with me, like family.In my life, she and my father are equally important people.

In high school, Apple joined the student union and met Chen Chen.That was the first time I heard her praise others, and I became very curious about Chen Chen.

Later, Apple introduced Chen Chen to me, and I saw this boy whom Apple was full of praise for.

He was really what I imagined him to be. He was tall, sunny-looking, good at conversation, and good at studying.

At that time, Apple was very busy with work in the student union, so she asked Chen Chen to accompany me home.

My family lives in a small alley, the alley is very dark, and there are mixed people in the neighborhood, so Apple is always worried that I will go home alone.

In this way, day by day, Ah Chen and I were walking on the road, chatting about interesting things that happened every day.From talking about Apple every day, we now understand each other's past little by little.

At the beginning, I clearly realized that Chen Chen liked apples.At that time, I didn't know why, but I didn't want Chen Chen to like Apple, so I urgently launched an offensive against him.

Unsurprisingly, he broke the defense.On the way from school one day, he confessed his love to me.

I thought for a long time and agreed to him.The first time I told Apple about this, her reaction was very normal, as if everything was in her expectation.

However, my heart is always weird, and I am a little angry at her reaction, and I don't understand myself.

Later, after graduating from high school, I failed the college entrance examination and stayed in the local area. Chen Chen was the same as me.Apple went to Penang, and the day I sent her to the train station, I felt sad and sad.

However, I know that I can't be so selfish, I can't be greedy for her warmth all the time, I should know how to choose.

I snuggled into Ah Chen's arms, "You said, if Apple made new friends in the new school, wouldn't it forget us?"

Ah Chen touched my head with his hand, "I don't know if you will forget me, idiot. I will definitely not forget you, you are so clingy." I smiled and nodded.

The busy university life came to me like this, and Ah Chen and I still maintained the old routine, going out once a week, either watching movies for dinner, or going to entertainment places to relax.

In my sophomore year, Ah Chen started to get busy, and the reply to messages became slower and slower, so I had no choice but to go to his school to find him.

I put on a beautiful dress, put on light makeup, and was full of joy, wanting to surprise him.

To my surprise, Ah Chen was actually supporting a girl, and I stood there in a daze for a long time.

He looked up and saw me, and I went over to question him.I couldn't accept any word he said, so I turned around and ran away.

I suddenly missed the days when Apple was here, and I missed every word she said to me when she pointed at Ah Chen.

Immediately, I booked a train ticket.Through the car window, looking at me in front of me, my eyes are swollen, and my makeup is also smudged. Fortunately, it is light makeup, otherwise I would not be able to see people.

The auntie in the dormitory is not strict, and I easily found Apple's dormitory.There is a tall girl in the dormitory, she is very beautiful even without makeup.

When she saw me, she looked puzzled, "Who are you?", and I immediately said, "Hi, my name is Xiang Jiao. You are Huo Huo, I'm looking for Apple, where is she?"

She smiled and looked at me meaningfully for a long time.I was a little uncomfortable being stared at by her, so I turned my head and scanned the dormitory.

She came over and said, "Find a place to sit for a while, and I'll come find her."

I watched her running away, walked into the dormitory, and saw a photo of Apple and me on a table, so I sat in front of that table.

Not long after sitting, there were footsteps outside the door.I turned my head and looked at Huo Huo holding Apple's hand, feeling even more uncomfortable, and tears flowed out in an instant.

Apple came over and hugged me, comforting me all the time.Later, we drank wine.Under the influence of alcohol, I kissed the apple.

One is because of the stress response of the brain, and the other is because of fire.The moment I kissed, I was sober. The soft touch of my lips, the faint fruity aroma of the apple, and the taste of alcohol in my mouth made me fall in love.

Apple helped me off and put me in her arms.I was very dissatisfied in my heart, and kept rubbing against her, and the sound of her heartbeat fell clearly on my cheek, and it took me a long time to really fall asleep.

Early the next morning, Apple went to buy breakfast.

Huohuo looked at me and said, "Last night, were you really drunk?"

I pretended to be puzzled and looked at her, "Why do you say that, what happened last night?"

The corner of her mouth turned up, and she sneered, "It's nothing, Apple is a good girl, just treat her well."

I understand what she means, but I don't understand why she said that.

After Apple came back, he chatted with me for a while, Ah Chen.I kept explaining to Ah Chen, and I responded with it.

Huohuo suggested that I play here for a few days, and I immediately agreed.

In the past few days in Penang, I have been sticking to Apple almost all the time. We seem to have returned to the past, and I have become her little follower again.

In those few days, Apple took me all over Penang.

A few days later, she and Huohuo sent me to the train station, and I said goodbye to them.

I hugged Apple, "Thank you, Apple. It's nice to have you." Apple's face turned red for some reason.

I was secretly happy, looking at the person in front of me, all the unhappiness disappeared.

When I got off the train, Ah Chen picked me up at the station. He held a large bouquet of flowers and told me a lot.

I kept nodding, my mind was full of the image of kissing Apple yesterday, and I said perfunctorily, "Okay, I see, Apple has told me many times."

Later, our parents discussed getting married, and Ah Chen also felt that it was time.

For some reason, I'm tempted to avoid this topic, and I'm even afraid that Apple will know about it.

Later, Apple sent me a set of photos. I looked at the woman on it, elegant and somewhat melancholy. I sent the pictures to the Internet for search.

A woman, I learned, was "Sappho," the first female poet of ancient Greece.At a time when poetry of peer sentiment was in vogue, she became synonymous with lesbianism.

I replied to Apple "I want to cross the mundane world and embrace you", and then I sent another one: "How about it, isn't it very literary?"

The previous one is the truth, but I know that it is easier said than done to cross the mundane world.

I was getting more and more worried about the wedding, but when the day came, Apple called me and asked me to go to her house for dinner, and I hugged her as soon as I walked in.

The godmother suddenly mentioned my marriage, Apple looked at me, her eyes stared straight at me, I couldn't understand whether she was happy or sad in her deep eyes.

I try to adjust my emotions, look open-minded and say, "Yeah, I'm getting married, Apple has to hurry up."

But I don't think so in my heart, I hope she only likes me all the time.I'm such a selfish person, and yes, I've always been.

All tenderness is an illusion. When I was 6 years old, since my mother left me, I learned to hide my heart.

Only in front of Apple will my mask show flaws.I'm really afraid that one day, she will hate me for being like this.

Later, Huohuo said that the bracelet that Apple gave me was specially made for me by her, and I was very happy.

When I went home that day, I looked at the bracelet in my hand. It was emerald green and bright, and there were some patterns engraved on the bracelet, which was simply exquisite.

A few days later, Apple accompanied me to try on the wedding dress. I acted like a baby with Apple and asked her to change into a suit.

She couldn't compete with me. When she walked out of the fitting room, I felt that Ah Chen next to her was overshadowed.

Wearing a neat suit, shoulder-length short hair, and a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, I don't know how abstinent he is.

I took her to take pictures in front of the mirror, and Ah Chen complained about us.

Suddenly, I felt that I was very sorry for Ah Chen, and I was also sorry for Apple.Because, from the moment Apple walked out of the fitting room, I wanted to take her as my own, and I couldn't wait to have a kiss with her.

When I went home that day, I looked at the photos on my mobile phone for a long time, and every one of them shot into my heart like an arrow, which made me unable to fall asleep for a long time.

On the wedding day, Apple sang a song on stage.The light hit her face, and for a moment I felt that it was only me and her on stage that day.

The phrase "I won't blame you for pretending to me" broke my heart, and I went up and hugged her, "Actually, I wasn't drunk that day, I was sober, and what I said was true. Apple, I love you, really love you."

Apple didn't respond, just tightened the hand holding me.

That night, for the first time, I experienced sex between a man and a woman.Ah Chen was very gentle. Although I was very nervous, I hardly felt any pain.

My body follows his rhythm, sometimes long and sometimes fast.He kissed every inch of my skin, and I whispered his name softly.At that moment, I told myself that from today on, I can only be Ah Chen's wife.

The days after marriage are peaceful and sweet.Ah Chen and I went hiking, skiing, bungee jumping, and almost everything we wanted to do.

In the evening, we didn't feel tired either, I was greedy for his tenderness and passion for making love between men and women.In those days, I felt like I had put my love for Apple behind me.

A month after that, I started to feel a little uncomfortable, and Ah Chen bought me a pregnancy test stick.As expected, I was pregnant.

I told Apple the news, and she told me to take good care of my body.

A few days later, I received the radiation suit, special underwear and some baby clothes from her.

In the first few months of pregnancy, I had almost no human appearance and couldn't eat anything. Ah Chen changed his pattern every day and had to cook delicious food for me.

Later, I stopped morning sickness, but the heavy stomach made me toss and turn back and forth at night, and sometimes I could feel the quilt next to me being lifted off, and the quilt was put on my body again.

Thanks to Ah Chen's careful care, there is almost nothing wrong with my body.

On the day of delivery, I tried my best to breastfeed, and the doctors and nurses cheered me up.

But the child just couldn't come out. I heard the nurse say "work harder", and the doctor said, "The blood oxygen has dropped, so let the family members be mentally prepared."

I panicked, what kind of bloody plot is this.After a while, a surgical trolley pushed in, "Banana, hold on."

I listened to the voice, it was Apple.I thought about the days of tossing and tossing for so many days, so I was cruel and tried my best.

After that, I heard the nurse say, "Come out, come out, it's a little boy."

Only then did I close my eyes with peace of mind, and when I woke up again, I saw a circle of people surrounding the stroller.

Ah Chen noticed me first, grabbed my hand, and kept asking questions.

"Are you thirsty?", Ah Chen gave me water while talking.

It was much more comfortable to take a sip of water, and I asked, "Where's the apple?"

"He's lying in the ward, and the child is healthy." Ah Chen said with a smile, "Let's name the child."

I nodded, "How about a nickname called Apple?" "Okay, Apple is a big contributor."

"The name is Chen Xiangping, Chen Chen, Xiang Jiao, Apple, our family is safe and sound, how is it?"

Ah Chen nodded, "Okay, my wife is amazing."

In my heart, I despise myself for lying more and more well, what "safe and safe", and I feel more and more guilty towards Ah Chen in my heart.