The patron, she has loved me for 1 years

The first time Shiran realized her sexual orientation was in a hotel near the school, when she was just a sophomore.

The access control of Beiqing University is very strict. That night when I rushed back to school from the company, the access control time had passed, so I could only spend the night in a hotel near the school.

That night, Shiran knew for the first time what spring dreams are.

She dreamed that she was hugging someone, kissing her face, kissing her lips, kissing her fair neck, kissing her...

Sometimes I can feel that I am very happy, and my body and spirit have been greatly enjoyed.

When Shiran woke up the next day, her whole body froze, the remaining feelings in her body, and the memories still in her mind were telling her that she had a erotic dream, and the object was a girl, she could clearly see to that girl's face.

Shi Ran was taken aback. After taking a shower, she started surfing Baidu. She has never been interested and has no time to fall in love, so she never considered how her sexual orientation would be different.

Having erotic dreams is not terrible, what is terrible is dreaming about the same sex.

There are two opinions on Baidu: First, dreaming about the same sex may indicate that you are bisexual, but you have not discovered it, and something must have happened recently, which triggered a little bit.

Second, dreaming about the same sex may only be due to high work pressure or lack of sex life.

Shi Ran thought about it calmly. Recently, the work pressure is indeed very heavy. She has to work hard to start a business, and she doesn't have to go back to inherit the family property.

Also, she was in her twenties, and the time had really come for her to have sex.

Shi Ran collapsed on the sofa, but she didn't want to have sex at all. Love, if she really wanted to do it... Shi Ran couldn't help but think of the girl's face in the dream.

Shi Ran rubbed his temples, he must have been too tired recently.

After tidying up, Shiran planned to go back to school for class, but as soon as she stepped out of the room, she saw the heroine in her spring dream. She was wearing a long snow-white dress, her long hair was fluttering, and she had a bright smile on her face. She and The girl next to her was talking and laughing, but she didn't notice her at all.

Shi Ran looked at that figure, a little startled, she knew that this girl was a freshman at the Normal University next door, and her name was Mo Jinghao.

This is the third time Shiran has met her, but she doesn't seem to remember herself at all.

It was also in this corridor last night, when Shi Ran was about to open the door to enter the room, but saw Mo Jinghao walking from the end of the corridor in only a nightgown, she must have just taken a shower, her hair was tied up casually , there was a drop or two of water on the roots of the hair, and the white neck and collarbone were still a little wet, and they had not been wiped dry.The white nightgown seemed to be just worn by her casually, and the belt was not fastened, and it was a little loose.Moreover, she didn't even wear shoes, and her white feet stepped on the cold wooden floor.When passing by, Shi Ran smelled the scent of shower gel on her body, and thought it smelled surprisingly good.

Shi Ran shook off the strange thoughts in her mind and strode towards the school, but what she didn't expect was that in the cafeteria, she saw Mo Jinghao again, she chatted with her classmates while eating, and she didn't know what happy things she said , the smile on her face was very bright, as bright as... when she first met Mo Jinghao.

That day, Su Xiguang and the others held a friendly competition at the skating rink. She didn't want to go, but Su Xiguang forced her to go, saying that they had already let go, saying that the school belle would definitely come to the competition.

Su Xiguang is her cousin, and Shiran's mother is her aunt. Even if Shiran doesn't want to give Su Xiguang face, she has to give face to her mother.

Skating is not her hobby, but it is not impossible to win a championship.

The moment she won the championship, everyone in the audience was cheering for her, but Shi Ran felt very calm. Isn't it normal for her to win the first place?

Just when she was about to end, a bottle of mineral water was handed in front of her. Mo Jinghao was wearing field overalls, with a big smile on her face, that smile was as bright as the sun, and her voice was so sweet, so sweet that later Shi Ran couldn't forget it no matter what, Shi Ran heard her say: "Sister, you've worked hard!"

Seeing the smile on her face, Shi Ran was taken aback for a moment, and Mo Jinghao went to send water to others in just a moment.

Su Xiguang held the meal and sat beside Shiran, "What are you thinking about, so engrossed?"

Shi Ran looked away from Mo Jinghao, and said lightly, "It's nothing."

Su Xiguang clicked his tongue twice, "No wonder I lost to you in the selection of school beauty, I probably lack your cold temperament!"

Shi Ran gave her a cool look, "Cousin, classmate, don't talk while eating."

Su Xiguang supported his head, "No way, people don't know that we are cousins, if we don't chat while eating, the topic of the forum will be "school belle and courtyard belle" seems to be arguing! Doesn't my gentle persona want to Collapsed?"

"I think your original personality is pretty good, so there's no need to do this."

Su Xiguang sighed, "But Han Shu likes gentle girls, what can I do, why do I like him so much!"

Su Xiguang felt that Shiran's expression was a little abnormal, and asked worriedly, "Shiran, what's wrong with you?"

"What's it like to like a boy?"

Shiran's words startled Su Xiguang's balls, and Su Xiguang's expression was shocked, "Did I hear you right? My little cousin, my high-cold beauty, you finally got the hang of it?! Woohoo, aunt will surely cry with joy! Tell me quickly, do you like a boy?"

Su Xiguang gestured three fingers excitedly, "Tell me quickly! Tell me quickly! Within 3 minutes, I will get you this man's information!"

Shi Ran glanced at her with disgust, "I don't like boys."

Su Xiguang took a breath, "As an excellent student majoring in psychology, I feel that what you said is true, and you want to say the irony of this sentence... Do you like girls???"

Shiran always knew that this cousin was very smart and could see through people's thoughts, so she didn't hide it from her, "I had a dream last night, and the object was a girl."

Su Xiguang covered her mouth with excitement and shock, "ohmygod! Let me guess, the girl in the dream is someone you know, right?"

Although the main character in most people's sex dreams may not be able to see the face clearly, but Su Xiguang feels that Shi Ran is cold and abstinent, and he will never have such a dream for nothing.

"Yes, I met a girl a few days ago, and she was the one in my dream."

"Then did you see her last night?"

"I happened to see it."

Su Xiguang patted his thigh excitedly, "Come on, Xiaoran, you like him!"

Shi Ran slightly frowned, "I dreamed that she liked her? You guessed wrong this time, I have only seen her a few times. Not only am I not familiar with her, but how can you be sure that I like girls?"

Su Xiguang smiled, "These problems have troubled us all morning, no wonder I sent you a message in the morning and didn't reply. Don't worry, I will leave it to my cousin. Wait for me at the school gate after school in the afternoon, and I will take you Go somewhere."

After thinking about it, Shi Ran nodded.

Shiran really didn't know, but Su Xiguang actually knew about Lily Bar, Su Xiguang smiled proudly, "I'm just asking you!"

The bar is very lively, there are girls holding wine glasses everywhere, some girls who look very small, and some women who look like thirty or forty women who still have charm, but the majority are young girls in their twenties.

Su Xiguang ordered a glass of wine and sat in front of the counter bar, "I'll sit here and wait for you, you go in, someone will definitely come to ask you out later, whoever you like at that time, you can have sex with her and see what you do If you don't keep doing it, if you don't feel disgusting if you keep doing it, then it means you actually like girls!"

Shi Ran shook the wine glass, "According to what you're saying, do I have to find a man to do it and see if I can keep doing it. If I can, then I'm bisexual?"

Su Xiguang was stunned for a moment, then laughed loudly, "Xiao Ran, you are so smart! Go, go, these are all beauties!"

Shi Ran slowly walked into the crowd with a wine glass, she really wanted to find out if that dream meant she liked girls.

The girls who come to the bar are very open, except for some chatting, others are either kissing or touching each other.

"Miss, would you like to have a drink?"

A woman wearing a bright red suspender dress came over, her curly hair fell on the woman's chest, very sexy.

Shi Ran frowned slightly, feeling disgusted for some reason, "Not interested."

The woman smiled, but she didn't give up, she leaned into Shi Ran's ear and exhaled, "Try it, for you, I am willing to do the next one."

The woman's long snow-white legs were exposed from the red skirt, and she rubbed against Shiran's thigh, "Do it, I want you to want me."

The woman panted lightly, charming and sexy.

Shiran didn't feel anything at all, she took a big step back, "I don't feel it."

Shiran felt a little uncomfortable, and didn't plan to go shopping any further, but just a few steps away, a girl stood in front of her. The girl's clothes were not as sexy as the others, but she stood dignifiedly. She looked at Shiran , with pure eyes and flushed face, "Would you like to try it with me?"

Delicate voice.

However, Shi Ran felt that his heart was quiet and hard, like a rock.

"Feel sorry."

Shi Ran stepped out of the bar quickly, Su Xiguang quickly followed, and asked puzzledly, "What's the matter? None of them are pleasing to the eye? No, I think they are all good-looking."

And it seems that there are all walks of life.

"I don't feel it at all. That dream should be due to too much pressure recently."

Su Xiguang followed her with a smile, "I don't have feelings for other girls, but I believe you, but you must have feelings for the girl in your dream. I guarantee you will have a second dream."

"impossible……"

Shi Ran suddenly stopped, Su Xiguang looked back at her, "Why don't you leave?"

Shi Ran didn't look at her, Su Xiguang followed her gaze, and saw a girl in a pink dress standing not far away distributing leaflets. Although the girl was not particularly beautiful, the smile on her face was very bright and charming, which made her laugh. After watching it, I feel better.

Su Xiguang looked at Shiran and couldn't help laughing, it was the first time she saw Shiran staring at someone so seriously.

"Let me guess, another heroine in your dream?"

Shi Ran came back to his senses, neither agreeing nor denying, "Go back to school first, I still have something to do."

"What's the matter? I'm not in a hurry, I'll help you!"

Su Xiguang opened his eyes wide, full of energy.

Shi Ran looked at her oppressively, Su Xiguang had no choice but to say, "Okay, okay, I'll go and I will go, and one last thing, you must be gentle with this kind of gentle girl, otherwise people will not have a good impression of you, and you... ..."

Su Xiguang ran away under Shi Ran's gaze.

Shiran didn't go over to disturb Mo Jinghao, and she didn't know what to say to her, after all, Mo Jinghao didn't remember her at all.

Shiran didn't know why she stayed, she sat on the stone chair beside her, looked at Mo Jinghao quietly, saw her smile, how she distributed leaflets to others, and when others accepted her leaflets, she There will be a smile in her eyes, and if someone rejects her flyer, there will be a hint of disappointment in her eyes.

Shiran sat for two hours, Mo Jinghao finally finished posting, she got on the bus back to school, Shiran planned to go to the company tonight, but when she recovered, she had already followed Mo Jinghao on the bus .

Perhaps because it was still early and there were not many people on the bus, Mo Jinghao chose a seat in the front, but Shiran sat in the back, separated by a row from Mo Jinghao.

Shi Ran watched Mo Jinghao take out her earphones, plugged in her mobile phone, and started listening to music, she seemed to be falling asleep, her head tilted to one side, Shi Ran watched her head doze off the window glass several times , but Mo Jinghao didn't even wake up.

Shi Ran couldn't help but sit a row ahead, and when Mo Jinghao was about to doze off the window again, she couldn't help stretching out her hand to protect her head.

Shi Ran didn't know what was going on with him, his heart beat faster, as if he was about to fly out of the window.

Shi Ran looked at Mo Jing's long black hair, and felt a little itchy in her heart, obviously she also had long hair, why would she want to touch her?

Shi Ran slowly stretched out her other hand, and she gently stroked Mo Jing's long hair, from the end of her hair all the way up.

Suddenly, I felt that the blood in my whole body was surging, and every inch of the bully seemed to be hot and burning.

Mo Jing slept well for an hour, and Shi Ran watched her for an hour.

After getting off the bus, Mo Jinghao walked in the direction of the Normal University, Shi Ran couldn't help but follow her from a distance, followed her into the Normal University, watched her swipe her card to enter the dormitory, and watched her disappear.

Shi Ran stood there for a long time, she didn't know what was wrong with her, why did she follow her?

Shiran took a taxi to the company and solved the problems that the employees couldn't solve. Shiran lay in the small room of the office, lost in thought. Her mind was full of Mo Jinghao. Some looked like she was smiling, and some were slightly lost. She looked like she was asleep.

And her voice.

Shiran felt very dry and hot, tossed and turned, and did not fall asleep until late at night.

In the dream, she dreamed of Mo Jinghao again, the content of the dream was no different from last time, she hugged Mo Jinghao and kissed, kissed her lips, kissed her neck, but this time the expression on Mo Jinghao's face It became more vivid, she grabbed her hand and sobbed for a while, and then showed an expression of enjoyment.

The self in the dream was so stimulated by her, she hugged Mo Jinghao several times, and Mo Jinghao cried and begged for mercy, and his appearance seduced her to do it again.

It was only six o'clock when Shiran woke up, she took a shower in agitation, fetched a glass of water, and took a sip, she couldn't help but smashed the glass severely.

Why would she have such a dream?

When they met in the cafeteria at noon, Su Xiguang looked at her curiously, "What's wrong with you? You look very angry!"

Shi Ran squeezed her chopsticks, "I seem to like her."

Su Xiguang spit out a mouthful of water, "She? He? No, she?"

"Ah."

"Then why do you look distressed? Go after her if you like! As long as you want to be with her, let alone aunts and uncles, even grandparents can't stop you!"

Su Xiguang knew this cousin's IQ and ability, even if her family objected to Shiran being with the girl, Shiran would not be afraid, after all, Shiran had achieved financial independence long ago, and she also had her own connections.

What's more, aunt and the others are not unreasonable people.

Shi Ran looked at Su Xiguang seriously, "Do you think she will like me?"

Su Xiguang was stunned, she looked at Mo Jing for a while, "It's over, she seems to be heterosexual."

Shiran gripped the chopsticks tightly.

Shiran had no class in the afternoon, and Mo Jinghao took an elective course in the afternoon.

Shi Ran followed her far away, watching her and her five roommates enter the classroom shoulder to shoulder.

Shi Ran sat in the last row, staring at her, she remembered their second meeting.

The second time we met was at the school bus stop. As soon as Shi Ran got off the bus, she saw Mo Jinghao get off from another bus. Bright smile.

After a while, the bus stop was empty, leaving only Mo Jinghao on the phone and Shiran without an umbrella.

Shi Ran couldn't help but look at her, thinking how to say hello, Mo Jinghao suddenly looked over, with a smile on her face, Shi Ran's heart skipped a beat, thinking she remembered her, but she didn't, she asked , "Student, did you forget to bring your umbrella?"

Mo Jinghao didn't seem to remember her at all.

Shi Ran watched Mo Jinghao make a phone call with one hand, and took out an umbrella from the bag with the other, "Student, you can use it, don't return it to me."

Shi Ran stuffed an umbrella into her hand, Shi Ran didn't want it, and wanted to tell her that someone would pick her up later, but Mo Jinghao just focused on calling and didn't look at her anymore, Shi Ran saw, Mo Jinghao He took out an umbrella from his bag and walked towards the Normal University.

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