This thing turned out to be a great god

Who said that field battles are the most exciting and exciting activities?Stand up, Gu Fan promises not to beat him to death!

All that was left of him was a short-sleeved top that was pulled up to his chest, lying on the grass, his slender legs were clamped on Luo Chen's shoulders, and he was being hit harder by the opponent Well, the friction between his back and the grass is not the most uncomfortable thing for him, but the darkness around him is what he fears the most. ()

He covered his eyes with the back of his hand and begged for mercy, "Enough...don't do it again..."

It's not that he doesn't want to give and give, but that this love in the dark makes him feel like he's on the verge of collapse. His black phobia is still not completely relieved. He can lie beside Luo Chen and turn off the light. Falling, smelling his breath to find a sense of security, but he can't do this kind of thing in this open wild, looking for a so-called sense of spiritual security.

He always feels that a pair of eyes are watching him, watching him having fun and going against ethics.

"Your mother's last wish is to let you live a good life, to be the pillar of the Gu family, and to delay for the Gu family." 13 years ago, he woke up from the sick 'bed'. After receiving the first bad news, what his grandfather told was like a soldering iron. Imprinted on his heart, after he betrayed his family and went to Beijing alone, it tormented him every night in his dreams.

But he can only tell himself firmly that if there is pursuit, there will be gains and losses, but he doesn't know what he is really pursuing. .

"Gu Fan..." After being released for the nth time, Luo Chen put down Gu Fan's legs, bent down, and took away his hand covering his eyes. Under the light of the moon, he could see the other party's pain. expression.

With his eyes closed tightly, his lower 'lip' was only bitten. If the light was sufficient, he would definitely be able to see his wet eyelashes and the bitten white lower 'lip'.

"Open your eyes, please?" Luo Chen gently stroked his face, the gloves were wet with sticky liquid.

Gu Fan shook his head, and the hand that was taken away by Luo Chen tightly grasped the grass on the grass, "Don't...you come out quickly...I want to go back...so uncomfortable..."

Luo Chen withdrew from Gu Fan's body, hugged his lower body, lay down beside him, looked at the starry night sky, and said: "I asked you to come here to tell you that the night sky here is very beautiful ".

Gu Fan didn't speak, but felt that after Luo Chen went out, his lower body was contracting, with a dull pain, but compared to the fear of falling into the darkness, it was nothing. ()

Seeing that he didn't speak, Luo Chen was silent for a while, and said, "Could it be that you haven't realized a truth after reading so many books on Fate?"

Hearing this, Gu Fan's heart sank, his fate...that distant male god...it was because of him that I came to where I am today.

Seeing that Gu Fan was unmoved, Luo Chen slowed down and continued, "Be strong, all fears come from your own heart!"

Gu Fan bit his 'lip' and did not speak.

"If you are fearless, there will be light everywhere; if you are timid, there will be darkness everywhere." Luo Chen's eyes lost focus at this moment, as if caught in a memory, "Don't take yourself too seriously, your kind I can understand the feeling of seeing my mother walking farther and farther in front of me, and finally can't see it anymore, and I have experienced it twice..."

"The scene and mood where you can save them, but you can only watch the god of death take them away, it's like the whole world has been disintegrated, crumbling to pieces... At that moment, you will feel that the whole world It doesn't matter anymore, I just want them to stay, or you have to follow them...

"As long as we can be together, it doesn't matter whether we live or die..."

Luo Chen took a deep breath, and continued, "But, you are separated from them, separated by the insurmountable two worlds of life and death, you can never see or 'touch' them again...but they But it has always survived in your mind... Always in the dead of night, you will think of them, every word they said to you, every look in their eyes, as if it was just yesterday, and they are by your side...

"However, as soon as you stretch out your hand, or turn around, you suddenly come back to your senses - they are long gone. Therefore, the memory they left for you, every frown and smile, will stab your heart like countless sharp needles It's riddled with holes, and the pain is so painful that I don't want to live..."

Luo Chen's words, every word and every sentence hit the target in Gu Fan's heart. Compared with this man, he is obviously much happier, but he is always unwilling to get out of that shadow.

"You don't let go of your heart, don't let go of too sad memories, your world will always be covered with dark clouds, there are no real evil spirits in the world, what is more terrifying than ghosts and gods is the human heart!"

Luo Chen said, turned his head away, looked at Gu Fan's soft profile, and continued: "In Mingju's works, the setting of each protagonist is the same, except for perseverance, never giving up, firm belief Especially stubborn, they are all orphans, in a world where the weak prey on the strong, relying on their own ability to reach the pinnacle of the king."

Although the author himself does not want to become the king of this world, but on the road of code words, he can occupy the throne of "Great God" for all major types.

Gu Fan's fearful mood just now calmed down a bit. Yes, it was not his mother or Gu's family's unsolved genetic heart disease that really tortured him, but himself!

For the past, unwilling to let go, unwilling to let go, it is herself who is tortured in the end, and even the mother who has left is worried-she wants to live a good life by herself!

is it really like this?Mother?Gu Fan put his hands on his 'chest' and murmured in his heart, while slowly opening his eyes.

What came into view was a high-grade night blue satin, the brilliance of the moon shrouded the surroundings, and countless stars filled the night sky, setting off the mysteries of the universe twinkling and twinkling.

In the past 13 years, this is the first time Gu Fan has seen such a beautiful night sky. He was almost shocked by the scene in front of him. He had heard that there is no night sky in the city, and his fear of night made him dare not look up.

He raised his hand and stretched it to the night sky, and under the light of the moon, he could clearly see the outline of his hands. The sound of frogs and crickets playing restless music.

"It's so beautiful..." He couldn't help expressing emotion. Suddenly, he seemed to see his mother's face in the twinkling stars, and she was smiling at him, just like when she was a child, she was always there Before going to bed, I smiled and said to myself: "Xiaofan, mom loves you, good night".

"I'm not wrong!" Seeing that he finally opened his eyes, Luo Chen smiled gratifiedly, turned his body sideways, supported his body with his elbows, looked at him, and said, "I really I wonder how you got into Jinquan as an editor in the first place!"

Hearing this, Gu Fan turned his head to look at him, "What?"

"Have you read so many works of Fate Bureau, didn't you understand anything?" Luo Chen said, resting his head on his hands, "Oh, no, I forgot, you are so stupid, it is impossible to understand to something so profound."

"Who said I didn't understand anything?" Gu Fan waited for him unconvinced, "If I didn't understand anything, would I still be here with you now? I was already in the office of the general manager Review those unnecessary documents!"

"Oh? Are you sure you can understand those documents?" Luo Chen looked at him suspiciously.

"Hey! Luo Chen, you won't be happy if you don't slander me for a day, won't you?" Gu Fan suddenly became hairy, pushed the other party, and sat up suddenly from the grass, looking like he won't do anything to you tonight One fight, I am not a man's momentum.

Luo Chen also sat up, with an evil smile on his face, and said, "Yes! I'll be very upset if I don't fuck you for a day!" As he spoke, he directly pressed Gu Fan down again with his strong chest, using an irresistible The strength to separate his 'legs'.

"Fuck, you fucker, are you still here! You fucker get up for me! Ouch, my waist... don't... ah..." The power Gu Fan just mentioned was gradually weakened with the ferocity of the opponent's attack. , begging for mercy repeatedly, but the other party did not intend to spare him, and attacked repeatedly, and he was about to die of anger after tossing.

Gu Fan didn't know how he got back to the village chief's house, he only knew that he was furious and helpless, until he fell asleep in a daze, and he seemed to hear Luo Chen muttering something in his ear , "Gu Fan, you must always live with such vigor..."

His voice was so soft that he didn't know whether he heard this in a dream or Luo Chen really said it.

The next morning, before dawn, Gu Fan was woken up by Luo Chen. He wanted to take the car out of the village to the airport. He was tortured last night and barely slept. Somewhat poor, he asked dissatisfiedly: "Can you change the ticket?! I'm so sleepy!"

"No, Miao Jun and the others have something to do tomorrow, so they can't send us out." Luo Chen threw the wet towel to him, realizing that he washed his face first, and then took the luggage down first.

When he came up again, Gu Fan lay down on the 'bed' again and fell asleep. He had no choice but to carry him on his back.

"Take it easy, your feet are very soft." Gu Fan was 'made' very uncomfortable by him, and murmured his dissatisfaction while lying on his shoulder.

"Your physical fitness is poor. After returning to Beijing, follow me to exercise." Luo Chen carried him down the stairs, seeing that he didn't respond, he moved his shoulders, "Did you hear that? Every time you toss and toss for a while, you can't do it." up".

"It has nothing to do with physical fitness, okay? You took the 'medicine' yourself, and you have tossed so many times every time..." Gu Fan raised his hand and hit him on the back, thinking of telling him not to do it again last night , and continued, he became angry, he really wondered if this guy can live without sleep as long as he loves to do it? !

It's so nasty! f