fall into the sun

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"Hmm! Ah..." It was already ten o'clock in the morning when Gao Yan woke up forcefully. His arms were placed on the top of his head for a long time, and the joints hurt and it was very difficult to lift them up again, "Hiss... Grinning his teeth, he finally put his arms back and rubbed his face vigorously. Yesterday he worked overtime and slept late. He woke up at four o'clock in the night and didn't fall asleep again until dawn at six o'clock. Sleep did not wake him up. Instead, he was dizzy.

"Hmm~~ Weary in spring, tired in autumn, tired in summer..." A melodious ringtone of the mobile phone interrupted Gao Yan's raving.

"Hey...."

"Still staring at you! Aren't you going to pick up Bengbeng today? What time is it!".The caller was Liang Shangjun, Gao Yan's buddy and Bengbeng's godfather (self-appointed), nicknamed Junzi, Bengbeng was his two and a half year old son.

The son usually stays at his parents' house, and when he is not busy or on Sundays, he will take it over to contact the father and son.

"I haven't forgotten, why are you more active than my own father?"

"Hurry up, I'll wait for you in the store." Fang hung up the phone quickly.

After 20 minutes of Qiang cheering up, Gao Yan had already gone downstairs and reversed the car out of the parking space.

Gao Yan is 26 years old this year, and his girlfriend Bian Yaqing accidentally became pregnant when he was in the second year of graduate school.The relationship between the two has always been stable, and they planned to graduate and get married. In this way, the two families feel that it is better to keep the child, and they don't have to stay in school all the time after the internship. It is not uncommon to get married with a child.

The change occurred when Bian Yaqing was six months pregnant. The instructor called and said that the college would have an opportunity to go abroad for exchange in two months. If she performed well, she might find a company for internship there. If she could stay... In any case, this opportunity is very attractive. Bian Yaqing has always been excellent in school, and she has been the backbone of the student union in her undergraduate years and has accumulated enough contacts and impression points. This time, she is strongly recommended by her tutor. This opportunity is said to be a lifetime. The most important turning point cannot be overstated.

It was a rare and good thing, but the key is what to do with the child. Gao Yan said that he hoped that Yaqing would go there two years later. Maybe there would be another chance in the future. Even if she worked harder, she could go abroad by herself. Missing it will be a lifetime of regret.

"Our two families are the most ordinary people. We may never have the opportunity to go abroad on our own. Now we have a child early. From now on, we will spend thousands of dollars a month for diapers, rice, oil and salt every day from nine to five. Money is dead wages, the down payment of the house has to be borne by the elderly in the family, and it will take 30 years to repay the mortgage, 30 years! We can only fully own our own house in our 50s, and what next? We have to spend all the money to pay the down payment for the children Gao Yan, this kind of life is too... If there is no chance, it’s fine, but now I have it, Gao Yan gave me two years, I don’t have to stay abroad, but our life will definitely be different when we come back from abroad It's different, Ang..."

The lover half-kneeled on the ground and supported his knees, looking at him tearfully and expectantly, repeatedly emphasizing how rare this opportunity is, "If I miss this opportunity, what are all my previous sacrifices?" Gao Yan finally nodded, So Xiao Bengbeng was forcibly taken out of her mother's stomach when she was eight months old. She didn't drink a sip of breast milk, and her mother bade them farewell when she was just one month old.

There were not too many cars on the road when I picked up Liang Shangjun before eleven o'clock. Liang Shangjun ran a decent-sized outdoor sports store on Huaiyang Road. After explaining to the clerk, he boarded Gao Yan's car on the side of the road.

Gao Yan's parents have a one-story house in the suburbs with a yard with two entrances, and Bengbeng is urinating and muddy in the yard. There was no mud at first, and grandma didn't have time to take care of him when he was cooking. He wanted to pee in crotch pants. It is convenient, so the urine is on the soil, and then there is mud. "Father!" Bengbeng heard the sound of the car and turned around to see his father get off the car, he greeted him enthusiastically with open arms, and of course his hands were full of mud, Gao Yan hurriedly stepped aside, fearing that he would fall, so he supported his little one Shoulder.

"Where's grandma?"

"rice".Grandma is cooking.

"Where's grandpa?"

"Fish", grandpa went fishing.

Liang Shangjun also got out of the car carrying the big and small bags, first went to say hello to Gao Mama, and then started to turn on the automatic mode, "Bengbeng, let godfather see, how did you become a little clay figurine, godfather will give you I bought so many delicious food, come, come to godfather to help you clean up, godfather..." Gao Yan watched the 24 filial godfather showing his son his affection without limit, then turned and walked into the kitchen Help mom.

"Son, come call godfather", "...dad", "You can't call that, your father will be angry, he is so stingy, come call godfather", Liang Shangjun does not give up "Dad...Dad" "Godfather" ", "Daddy Egg"....... I don't know if it's because of the premature birth. Bengbeng is small and speaks later than other children, and his enunciation is not very clear, but Liang Shangjun does not believe in evil, and he teaches Bengbeng carefully every time he comes. Jump called "godfather".

"Has there been no news from Yaqing?" Gao Yan in the kitchen helped his mother roll out the dumpling wrappers. The atmosphere was a bit depressed. Although he knew the result, he still asked every time without giving up.

"Um"

"It's been a long time, nothing will happen, right?", "No, I said I was too busy last time, and you know jet lag is very troublesome."

"At the beginning, you were asked to leave the country without a permit. You didn't listen, saying that you were afraid that it would affect her job hunting. Let's see what's going on now. You are an unmarried young man dragging a child. If she doesn't come back, you will be so delayed. ? Look, would you..."

"Mom, I'll cook a few when the pot is open. Bengbeng should be hungry. After dinner, I'll take him to the city to stay for two days. You can take a rest too." "You... oh..."

"How is my father's health? Is the blood pressure still high?"

"It's okay. I went fishing and tanned a lot when I was not busy, but my body is much better than during the Chinese New Year. You don't have to worry about your family. We are not old yet. Anyway, earning public money and medical insurance are stable. You take care of yourself. Go to Yaqing's house to have a look, after all, it's Bengbeng's grandma."

"Got it, Mom."

Dad Gao works as the principal of their primary school in Nanta District, and all the children from the suburbs come to school. Mother Gao is the director of the Nanta Office of the Provincial Rural Credit Cooperative. I have never let my family worry about it, and my life is quite comfortable, but I did something like this.

The old couple also lost their minds. The grandson is almost three years old and has only seen his mother on the computer. Although sending things every now and then, what use is it to the child.

In the first year, the in-laws walked around a little more frequently, and they took Bengbeng to live there for a few days, but gradually less came. They said that it was difficult to take care of the children because of their poor health. Gao's mother led Bengbeng to see them. I was very enthusiastic to let the child stay with me a few times, but then I couldn’t do it anymore, Bengbeng learned to walk, and of course it was difficult for me to take it. Grandma always called him disobedient, and Gao’s mother was soft-hearted. Sent it to my in-laws.

Why don't you forget it and find another one?Gao Mama wanted to say this sentence every time, but she was afraid that her son would be in trouble, and she was worried when she thought about it.

After lunch, they took the clothes and food packed by Mama Gao and they returned to the city. In the car, Liang Shangjun hugged Biaobeng and teased him in the back seat.Gao Yan remembered what Gao's mother hadn't finished asking. Why didn't he know what his mother was worried about? What could he do? In the beginning, their contact was still frequent. Yes, Yaqing is getting more and more busy, always saying that she has no time to work and is very tired, plus the jet lag and time difference, Gao Yan can understand.

As a result, the contact became less and less. When was the last time we chatted, Gao Yan couldn't remember what he said, and half a year had passed since the agreed two-year period, and Yaqing had no intention of coming back. In the chat, I always describe to him how the work here is challenging, full of passion, open environment, harmonious colleagues, rich spare time, and where I went for a self-driving tour with my friends... Without him, without children, without... ..

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