[Rat cat] Mirror City
Chapter 082
Zhan Zhao was dazzled by the sudden light.He raised his hand in front of his eyes, adapting to the light with the light passing through his arm.
Putting down his hands, Zhan Zhao looked in shock at the place where the oil lamp was always on.where is thisThis is not where he used to be.Backing away subconsciously, Zhan Zhao found himself leaning against the wall.
Zhan Zhao didn't turn his head, but touched it first, and he was familiar with the feeling.Zhan Zhao tried his best to think back, he remembered that he was obviously groping for directions in a dark place, to determine where to go.
The darkness is too psychedelic, no matter how hard Zhan Zhao tries, he still feels a little confused. The constant calls from Bai Yutang are the only force that maintains his persistence.
However, he was still in a daze, so he leaned against the wall and continued to grope, as if he had pressed something. Immediately afterwards, there was a burst of dizziness and a dazzling light.
Then, he came to this place.There was a storm in his mind, and the only explanation Zhan Zhao could think of was that he was rotated to the other side of the wall.
The strings in his head tensed all of a sudden, Bai Yutang was still outside.If he doesn't hear his own answer, Bai Yutang will go crazy.Thinking of this, the place on the shoulder where Bai Yutang had been tested for a few minutes became hot, and he reminded Zhan Zhao of what he promised Bai Yutang just now.
This place should be completely isolated from that dark path, and this brightly lit path would lead him to nowhere.Since he can find a mechanism outside to turn him in, he can also find a mechanism here to turn him out.
It was pitch black outside, and who knew where that road might lead.Zhan Zhao fumbled anxiously on the wall, he must be quick, he must be quick.
And Bai Yutang, just as Zhan Zhao thought, went crazy.Ignoring the burning pain in his back, Bai Yutang supported the wall and walked out.Although he was anxious, he didn't walk fast.
Every time he took a step, he would carefully identify it, trying to find the outline of Zhan Zhao in the darkness.He told himself repeatedly, don't mess around, maybe Zhan Zhao encountered something, was injured, lost consciousness, couldn't hear his own voice, couldn't make a sound, he had to take his time to find him.
The palm of the hand was groping on the uneven wall, and the hard stones and spit out the edges and corners passed across the palm of the palm, itching with pain, causing the already restless emotions to rush around.
As far as the eye can see, there is no Zhan Zhao at all.Bai Yutang walked for a few minutes, calculating the distance in his mind.Not long ago, he had passed the place where Zhan Zhao stopped answering.
Going further... Reason told him that Zhan Zhao didn't go inside.Zhan Zhao said that once he can't hear his own voice, he will go back, and if he goes in, he won't be found.
If he can't be found, Bai Yutang knows... what's the use of knowing!Bai Yutang angrily raised his hand and hit the wall hard, the corners of the stones on the wall pierced his palm, but the pain never entered his heart.
Pressing his forehead hard, knowing that his back hurts but still leaning against the wall indifferently, he slid and sat on the ground, as if only pain could support him at this time.
Where did Zhan Zhao go?These five words made him unable to breathe, and his unclear vision became even more blurred, and he actually saw a piece of blood red in the darkness.
He actually lost Zhan Zhao?Bai Yutang clenched his hand in disbelief, obviously this hand had grabbed Zhan Zhao before, and exchanged the injury on his back for Zhan Zhao's safety, so what is it now?Was it just a foreplay?
The more he thought about it, the more Bai Yutang realized that he could not delay.No matter what, he must find Zhan Zhao.Bai Yutang stood up with his support against the wall, and was about to walk outside, but he couldn't move his footsteps anymore.
Just because Zhan Zhao's voice came from behind him, Zhan Zhao was calling his name.At that moment, Bai Yutang felt that the blood in his whole body was boiling. Turning around, he didn't need to see anything, he didn't need to see anything clearly, he had already rushed towards the source of the sound.
One step, two steps, three steps... four steps, five steps, six steps... the distance that was not far was quickly pulled to zero under Bai Yutang's rush.Then, pull that person into your arms and hold him tight.
Zhan Zhao didn't guess wrong, he just stood still at the original position, groped around the wall, and soon found a mechanism, just pressed it and he was transferred out again.
From the brightly lit place to the dark place again, Zhan Zhao couldn't see anything now, couldn't see, Zhan Zhao focused all his attention on hearing, but he didn't hear anything.
Not hearing Bai Yutang's voice, Zhan Zhao tentatively called out, "Yutang!" but there was no reply. "Yutang!" Zhan Zhao yelled again, amplifying his voice, but it was still quiet.
Now Zhan Zhao is sure that Bai Yutang must be looking for him.He didn't know well, and was about to go out, but at the same time, he heard hurried footsteps.Zhan Zhao's movements froze all of a sudden.
Bai Yutang was running towards him.When this idea came up, before Zhan Zhao could blurt it out and tell Bai Yutang to be more careful, he had already fallen into Bai Yutang's passionate embrace.
Bai Yutang's rapid and painful breathing sounded next to his ears, and Bai Yutang's tight grip was on his back and waist.Zhan Zhao closed his eyes forcefully, wanting to raise his hand to hug Bai Yutang.
Then, before he could raise his hand, Bai Yutang held him by the shoulder, pushed him away and hit the stone wall.Unprepared, his back hit the hard stone wall like this, Zhan Zhao grunted in pain.
Originally, he wanted to ask Bai Yutang what to do, but when he thought that Bai Yutang's back injury was more painful than his own, and he made Bai Yutang worry so much, Zhan Zhao felt even more guilty, and quietly let Bai Yutang press himself against the wall.
Strangely, the only thing Zhan Zhao can see in the dark are Bai Yutang's eyes.Those eyes were firmly fixed on his body at this moment, and the anger burning in them almost burned Zhan Zhao to ashes.
"..." Zhan Zhao tried to explain to Bai Yutang, but Bai Yutang didn't give him a chance at all, and the fingertips that kept increasing his strength hinted that Bai Yutang was about to explode.
"Where did you go!" Bai Yutang gritted his teeth and said word by word, "Who said it, you won't run around, you promised not to run around, who allowed you to go out! In case I can't find you Well, what if there is any danger..."
Noticing Zhan Zhao's movement, Bai Yutang pressed his hand, "Do you dare to try again!" Bai Yutang pulled Zhan Zhao towards him forcefully.
The two noses touched each other, breathing each other's breath, and Zhan Zhao felt that Bai Yutang's breath was icy cold.If the previous ones were just Zhan Zhao's guesses, then now he can be sure that Bai Yutang's situation is not right, and it is very wrong.
Worried about Bai Yutang's situation, Zhan Zhao wanted to take his hand away.Sensing Zhan Zhao's struggle, Bai Yutang gripped him even tighter, his eyes were still red with blood, and he had no idea other than grabbing the person in front of him.
Unable to break free from Bai Yutang no matter what, and feeling that Bai Yutang's emotions became unstable with his movements, Zhan Zhao gave up struggling, "Yutang, I'm here."
Zhan Zhao's voice was like a drop of clear water, just like that dripping into the blood-red deep pool.Puff, puff, the clear bottom of the water fell into the pool, but it was not colored by blood red, but cut through the strong flame color.
Gudong, Gudong, continuous bubbles rose from the bottom of the water, taking away the scarlet color in front of my eyes, and everything became clear. What I saw in front of me was not blood red, but Zhan Zhao's big eyes full of worry. .
The turbid air stagnant in the chest disappeared completely, and Zhan Zhao's scent flowed into the body along the air, caressing every corner, calming down the restless body immediately.
Lifting the hand on Zhan Zhao's shoulder, Bai Yutang's fingertips touched Zhan Zhao's cheek lightly.At first, the feeling was soft, nothing but soft.
After touching for a while, the cold fingertips formed a sharp contrast with Zhan Zhao's warm face. They were clearly getting along, but there seemed to be a clear dividing wall between them, cold and hot stalemate.
Then, the dividing wall melted into the breath, a little warmth slowly rose up along the tip of the index finger, separated countless streams and soaked every inch of the skin along the cold skin, and then, warmed up, there was real feeling.
The shrinking hand finally landed on Zhan Zhao's face under the courage, the warm feeling became more obvious and real, the palm moved up, stroked Zhan Zhao's eyelashes, eyebrows, and then slid down again, it was Zhan Zhao Breathe gently.
Bai Yutang suddenly noticed that he was still holding Zhan Zhao's hand, and all the strength in his body was drained. Bai Yutang leaned towards Zhan Zhao and hugged Zhan Zhao.
Bai Yutang finally regained his composure, and whispered in his ear, "I'm sorry."
"Yutang..." The line that should have been spoken by himself suddenly came out from the mouth of the person who shouldn't be apologizing, and Zhan Zhao didn't know what to say.
Bai Yutang didn't know what was going on in Zhan Zhao's heart, so he just took out his hand and held Zhan Zhao's wrist again, stroking the place where he held it with his thumb, and muttered, "Does it hurt?"
"Yutang..." Zhan Zhao grabbed Bai Yutang's cold palm with his backhand, what happened to this man, "What's wrong with you?" Noticing that Bai Yutang stopped breathing, Zhan Zhao quickly squeezed Bai Yutang's escaping hand hand, looked at Bai Yutang seriously, "Don't hide it from me, you've been weird since this morning."
Bai Yutang just hugged Zhan Zhao and didn't speak.Zhan Zhao stared at Bai Yutang stubbornly, and would never give up until he got an answer.
In the silence, Zhan Zhao suddenly asked, "Is it because of Xu Shuyan and them?" He remembered that Bai Yutang was too slow to think about Gongsun Ce's reason for going back. Bai Yutang could feel Gongsun Ce's reason for going back, so how could he not have his own? idea.
What did Xu Yuqi say before he left?It's over, it's not that person anymore.Is this what Bai Yutang cares about?Zhan Zhao pushed Bai Yutang a little further so that he could see his eyes, "Are you afraid?"
Sure enough, Bai Yutang's eyes were full of wavering that no one would miss.
Knowing that his silence was useless, Bai Yutang nodded, and finally said what he cared about, "I'm afraid you will disappear."
When Xu Shuyan left, he only said a few words.He shouldn't have cared about it, but what happened to Chen Mu and the others reminded him of himself.
Chen Mu and those two sisters were destined to miss it. At that time, his only thought was that it was okay, he and Zhan Zhao did not miss it.Catch each other up.
However, Xu Shuyan's last words caused Bai Yutang's inner world to be turned upside down. "Even if he knows the past, he is not that person, he should have a new life."
He could see that Xu Shuyan loved Chen Mu, not only in the past, but also in the present.Even though Chen Mu knew about the past, he still couldn't be regarded as the same person because he couldn't bear it.
This sentence also happened to be suitable for himself and Zhan Zhao.Thinking about it carefully, aren't they being together now a dream brought about by "Zhan Zhao"?
Between the two, he was the one who started it first, and Zhan Zhao was brought into this matter by himself.They knew the past in their dreams, and then walked into each other's world little by little in reality.
"Don't hide." It was he who said to Zhan Zhao that night.He still remembered Zhan Zhao's blushing face at a loss, his eyes were shining, but he closed them when he approached.
They are together.Bai Yutang knew, Bai Yutang was sure, that he couldn't do without Zhang Zhao, as long as he was around, his world would be clear.
What about Zhan Zhao?Could it be that one day suddenly, Zhan Zhao would realize that his feelings for him were not the same as his feelings for him, but that he saw the past memory, was influenced by that person and couldn't let go of the living Bai Yutang.
But I am not that Bai Yutang, not that person who died soaring to the sky.It's not that Bai Yutang doesn't know how harmonious he and Zhan Zhao get along, like one body, but once he has this idea, there will be endless entanglements there.
What if it's really what you feared?What if I was as determined as Chen Mu, but Zhan Zhao had the same thoughts as Xu Shuyan and the others?
Then Zhan Zhao, will he suddenly disappear?Bai Yutang thought to himself that he couldn't be as stubborn as Chen Mu, he would only look for and find that person back.But what if you can't find it?
So at the beginning, I was optimistic about that person, and don't let him have a chance to disappear, so that's okay, right?This is the answer that Bai Yutang got after thinking all the way and going round and round.
So with future actions and future words, let Zhan Zhao not leave him.But, whatever I am afraid of, it will come more and more.
"Yutang..." After hearing this, Zhan Zhao felt distressed, really distressed.Before he knew it, Bai Yutang thought about it so much, something he had never thought about before.
He regretted the separation of those three people, but he was helpless, he could only silently wish Chen Mu's well in his heart.I didn't put their stories on myself and the person around me.
In his opinion, once a person is identified, that's it.He's never been someone who can easily talk about his liking, and neither is Bai Yutang.So they rely on action, stay by each other's side, and that's enough.
Unexpectedly, this turned out to be a faint hurdle.It's not obvious or serious, but it can be provoked to split quickly, and it will cause injury.
Even though he knew it was the person in front of him, he still couldn't help being apprehensive and confused.
"This is not the Bai Yutang I know." Zhan Zhao stroked Bai Yutang's face lightly, "The Bai Yutang I knew had a bad temper and a deep mind, and easily turned me into something different from myself. "
"On the first day of the meeting, because I just woke up in a bad mood, I will pretend to be sick and not see people."
"When we first met, I would help sort out the materials and enjoy helping others."
"I'm obviously not used to it, but I went to the farmhouse to eat with me, and pulled me back when I almost fell into the water."
"He even robbed me of food. If I ate too much, he would teach me a lesson, but he still couldn't bear my request and went to buy food for me again. He just hung me up and refused to give me food..."
"Will squat with me on the path to tease and feed the cats."
"Because of my words, I will lie there and be my model, and spend the afternoon with me."
"..."
Zhan Zhao counted down one by one what Bai Yutang had done for him.Without saying anything, the light in Bai Yutang's eyes became brighter, and in the end, it became the most dazzling star in Zhan Zhao's eyes.
These things all happened not long ago, but they are so small that they don't take up any space in the wooden grid of memory, but now, they are counted one by one by the person in front of him.
These things, scattered and small things, are the tacit understanding they have had since the beginning of their "acquaintance".You don't have to deliberately pursue it, you don't have to deliberately remember it, because it cares about accumulating in every corner of life, and just looking at it will evoke the memory of that time.Soft tones, so quiet and beautiful.
It turned out that he remembered everything, just like himself, he never forgot.It turned out that I was such a person in his eyes, with a bad temper, heavy thoughts, and very selfish, who would always push the work to his brothers and sneak out to tease the cat.
It turned out that in Zhan Zhao's eyes, he was such a good person.
Bai Yutang looked at Zhan Zhao with burning eyes, but didn't speak.Zhan Zhao talked for a while, then calmed down, he said so much, why is this person still silent.
"You still don't understand?" Zhan Zhao tilted his head and looked at Bai Yutang.
Bai Yutang still didn't speak.
Zhan Zhao sighed, "How can there be such a stupid person."
Stupid, is this cat disliking himself for being stupid?Bai Wuye was dissatisfied, he was just immersed in joy and hadn't recovered yet.When he came back to his senses, there was an itchy light touch on his lips, he stayed shyly for a second, and regrettably backed away.
Bai Yutang blinked in disbelief, what happened just now?
Putting down his hands, Zhan Zhao looked in shock at the place where the oil lamp was always on.where is thisThis is not where he used to be.Backing away subconsciously, Zhan Zhao found himself leaning against the wall.
Zhan Zhao didn't turn his head, but touched it first, and he was familiar with the feeling.Zhan Zhao tried his best to think back, he remembered that he was obviously groping for directions in a dark place, to determine where to go.
The darkness is too psychedelic, no matter how hard Zhan Zhao tries, he still feels a little confused. The constant calls from Bai Yutang are the only force that maintains his persistence.
However, he was still in a daze, so he leaned against the wall and continued to grope, as if he had pressed something. Immediately afterwards, there was a burst of dizziness and a dazzling light.
Then, he came to this place.There was a storm in his mind, and the only explanation Zhan Zhao could think of was that he was rotated to the other side of the wall.
The strings in his head tensed all of a sudden, Bai Yutang was still outside.If he doesn't hear his own answer, Bai Yutang will go crazy.Thinking of this, the place on the shoulder where Bai Yutang had been tested for a few minutes became hot, and he reminded Zhan Zhao of what he promised Bai Yutang just now.
This place should be completely isolated from that dark path, and this brightly lit path would lead him to nowhere.Since he can find a mechanism outside to turn him in, he can also find a mechanism here to turn him out.
It was pitch black outside, and who knew where that road might lead.Zhan Zhao fumbled anxiously on the wall, he must be quick, he must be quick.
And Bai Yutang, just as Zhan Zhao thought, went crazy.Ignoring the burning pain in his back, Bai Yutang supported the wall and walked out.Although he was anxious, he didn't walk fast.
Every time he took a step, he would carefully identify it, trying to find the outline of Zhan Zhao in the darkness.He told himself repeatedly, don't mess around, maybe Zhan Zhao encountered something, was injured, lost consciousness, couldn't hear his own voice, couldn't make a sound, he had to take his time to find him.
The palm of the hand was groping on the uneven wall, and the hard stones and spit out the edges and corners passed across the palm of the palm, itching with pain, causing the already restless emotions to rush around.
As far as the eye can see, there is no Zhan Zhao at all.Bai Yutang walked for a few minutes, calculating the distance in his mind.Not long ago, he had passed the place where Zhan Zhao stopped answering.
Going further... Reason told him that Zhan Zhao didn't go inside.Zhan Zhao said that once he can't hear his own voice, he will go back, and if he goes in, he won't be found.
If he can't be found, Bai Yutang knows... what's the use of knowing!Bai Yutang angrily raised his hand and hit the wall hard, the corners of the stones on the wall pierced his palm, but the pain never entered his heart.
Pressing his forehead hard, knowing that his back hurts but still leaning against the wall indifferently, he slid and sat on the ground, as if only pain could support him at this time.
Where did Zhan Zhao go?These five words made him unable to breathe, and his unclear vision became even more blurred, and he actually saw a piece of blood red in the darkness.
He actually lost Zhan Zhao?Bai Yutang clenched his hand in disbelief, obviously this hand had grabbed Zhan Zhao before, and exchanged the injury on his back for Zhan Zhao's safety, so what is it now?Was it just a foreplay?
The more he thought about it, the more Bai Yutang realized that he could not delay.No matter what, he must find Zhan Zhao.Bai Yutang stood up with his support against the wall, and was about to walk outside, but he couldn't move his footsteps anymore.
Just because Zhan Zhao's voice came from behind him, Zhan Zhao was calling his name.At that moment, Bai Yutang felt that the blood in his whole body was boiling. Turning around, he didn't need to see anything, he didn't need to see anything clearly, he had already rushed towards the source of the sound.
One step, two steps, three steps... four steps, five steps, six steps... the distance that was not far was quickly pulled to zero under Bai Yutang's rush.Then, pull that person into your arms and hold him tight.
Zhan Zhao didn't guess wrong, he just stood still at the original position, groped around the wall, and soon found a mechanism, just pressed it and he was transferred out again.
From the brightly lit place to the dark place again, Zhan Zhao couldn't see anything now, couldn't see, Zhan Zhao focused all his attention on hearing, but he didn't hear anything.
Not hearing Bai Yutang's voice, Zhan Zhao tentatively called out, "Yutang!" but there was no reply. "Yutang!" Zhan Zhao yelled again, amplifying his voice, but it was still quiet.
Now Zhan Zhao is sure that Bai Yutang must be looking for him.He didn't know well, and was about to go out, but at the same time, he heard hurried footsteps.Zhan Zhao's movements froze all of a sudden.
Bai Yutang was running towards him.When this idea came up, before Zhan Zhao could blurt it out and tell Bai Yutang to be more careful, he had already fallen into Bai Yutang's passionate embrace.
Bai Yutang's rapid and painful breathing sounded next to his ears, and Bai Yutang's tight grip was on his back and waist.Zhan Zhao closed his eyes forcefully, wanting to raise his hand to hug Bai Yutang.
Then, before he could raise his hand, Bai Yutang held him by the shoulder, pushed him away and hit the stone wall.Unprepared, his back hit the hard stone wall like this, Zhan Zhao grunted in pain.
Originally, he wanted to ask Bai Yutang what to do, but when he thought that Bai Yutang's back injury was more painful than his own, and he made Bai Yutang worry so much, Zhan Zhao felt even more guilty, and quietly let Bai Yutang press himself against the wall.
Strangely, the only thing Zhan Zhao can see in the dark are Bai Yutang's eyes.Those eyes were firmly fixed on his body at this moment, and the anger burning in them almost burned Zhan Zhao to ashes.
"..." Zhan Zhao tried to explain to Bai Yutang, but Bai Yutang didn't give him a chance at all, and the fingertips that kept increasing his strength hinted that Bai Yutang was about to explode.
"Where did you go!" Bai Yutang gritted his teeth and said word by word, "Who said it, you won't run around, you promised not to run around, who allowed you to go out! In case I can't find you Well, what if there is any danger..."
Noticing Zhan Zhao's movement, Bai Yutang pressed his hand, "Do you dare to try again!" Bai Yutang pulled Zhan Zhao towards him forcefully.
The two noses touched each other, breathing each other's breath, and Zhan Zhao felt that Bai Yutang's breath was icy cold.If the previous ones were just Zhan Zhao's guesses, then now he can be sure that Bai Yutang's situation is not right, and it is very wrong.
Worried about Bai Yutang's situation, Zhan Zhao wanted to take his hand away.Sensing Zhan Zhao's struggle, Bai Yutang gripped him even tighter, his eyes were still red with blood, and he had no idea other than grabbing the person in front of him.
Unable to break free from Bai Yutang no matter what, and feeling that Bai Yutang's emotions became unstable with his movements, Zhan Zhao gave up struggling, "Yutang, I'm here."
Zhan Zhao's voice was like a drop of clear water, just like that dripping into the blood-red deep pool.Puff, puff, the clear bottom of the water fell into the pool, but it was not colored by blood red, but cut through the strong flame color.
Gudong, Gudong, continuous bubbles rose from the bottom of the water, taking away the scarlet color in front of my eyes, and everything became clear. What I saw in front of me was not blood red, but Zhan Zhao's big eyes full of worry. .
The turbid air stagnant in the chest disappeared completely, and Zhan Zhao's scent flowed into the body along the air, caressing every corner, calming down the restless body immediately.
Lifting the hand on Zhan Zhao's shoulder, Bai Yutang's fingertips touched Zhan Zhao's cheek lightly.At first, the feeling was soft, nothing but soft.
After touching for a while, the cold fingertips formed a sharp contrast with Zhan Zhao's warm face. They were clearly getting along, but there seemed to be a clear dividing wall between them, cold and hot stalemate.
Then, the dividing wall melted into the breath, a little warmth slowly rose up along the tip of the index finger, separated countless streams and soaked every inch of the skin along the cold skin, and then, warmed up, there was real feeling.
The shrinking hand finally landed on Zhan Zhao's face under the courage, the warm feeling became more obvious and real, the palm moved up, stroked Zhan Zhao's eyelashes, eyebrows, and then slid down again, it was Zhan Zhao Breathe gently.
Bai Yutang suddenly noticed that he was still holding Zhan Zhao's hand, and all the strength in his body was drained. Bai Yutang leaned towards Zhan Zhao and hugged Zhan Zhao.
Bai Yutang finally regained his composure, and whispered in his ear, "I'm sorry."
"Yutang..." The line that should have been spoken by himself suddenly came out from the mouth of the person who shouldn't be apologizing, and Zhan Zhao didn't know what to say.
Bai Yutang didn't know what was going on in Zhan Zhao's heart, so he just took out his hand and held Zhan Zhao's wrist again, stroking the place where he held it with his thumb, and muttered, "Does it hurt?"
"Yutang..." Zhan Zhao grabbed Bai Yutang's cold palm with his backhand, what happened to this man, "What's wrong with you?" Noticing that Bai Yutang stopped breathing, Zhan Zhao quickly squeezed Bai Yutang's escaping hand hand, looked at Bai Yutang seriously, "Don't hide it from me, you've been weird since this morning."
Bai Yutang just hugged Zhan Zhao and didn't speak.Zhan Zhao stared at Bai Yutang stubbornly, and would never give up until he got an answer.
In the silence, Zhan Zhao suddenly asked, "Is it because of Xu Shuyan and them?" He remembered that Bai Yutang was too slow to think about Gongsun Ce's reason for going back. Bai Yutang could feel Gongsun Ce's reason for going back, so how could he not have his own? idea.
What did Xu Yuqi say before he left?It's over, it's not that person anymore.Is this what Bai Yutang cares about?Zhan Zhao pushed Bai Yutang a little further so that he could see his eyes, "Are you afraid?"
Sure enough, Bai Yutang's eyes were full of wavering that no one would miss.
Knowing that his silence was useless, Bai Yutang nodded, and finally said what he cared about, "I'm afraid you will disappear."
When Xu Shuyan left, he only said a few words.He shouldn't have cared about it, but what happened to Chen Mu and the others reminded him of himself.
Chen Mu and those two sisters were destined to miss it. At that time, his only thought was that it was okay, he and Zhan Zhao did not miss it.Catch each other up.
However, Xu Shuyan's last words caused Bai Yutang's inner world to be turned upside down. "Even if he knows the past, he is not that person, he should have a new life."
He could see that Xu Shuyan loved Chen Mu, not only in the past, but also in the present.Even though Chen Mu knew about the past, he still couldn't be regarded as the same person because he couldn't bear it.
This sentence also happened to be suitable for himself and Zhan Zhao.Thinking about it carefully, aren't they being together now a dream brought about by "Zhan Zhao"?
Between the two, he was the one who started it first, and Zhan Zhao was brought into this matter by himself.They knew the past in their dreams, and then walked into each other's world little by little in reality.
"Don't hide." It was he who said to Zhan Zhao that night.He still remembered Zhan Zhao's blushing face at a loss, his eyes were shining, but he closed them when he approached.
They are together.Bai Yutang knew, Bai Yutang was sure, that he couldn't do without Zhang Zhao, as long as he was around, his world would be clear.
What about Zhan Zhao?Could it be that one day suddenly, Zhan Zhao would realize that his feelings for him were not the same as his feelings for him, but that he saw the past memory, was influenced by that person and couldn't let go of the living Bai Yutang.
But I am not that Bai Yutang, not that person who died soaring to the sky.It's not that Bai Yutang doesn't know how harmonious he and Zhan Zhao get along, like one body, but once he has this idea, there will be endless entanglements there.
What if it's really what you feared?What if I was as determined as Chen Mu, but Zhan Zhao had the same thoughts as Xu Shuyan and the others?
Then Zhan Zhao, will he suddenly disappear?Bai Yutang thought to himself that he couldn't be as stubborn as Chen Mu, he would only look for and find that person back.But what if you can't find it?
So at the beginning, I was optimistic about that person, and don't let him have a chance to disappear, so that's okay, right?This is the answer that Bai Yutang got after thinking all the way and going round and round.
So with future actions and future words, let Zhan Zhao not leave him.But, whatever I am afraid of, it will come more and more.
"Yutang..." After hearing this, Zhan Zhao felt distressed, really distressed.Before he knew it, Bai Yutang thought about it so much, something he had never thought about before.
He regretted the separation of those three people, but he was helpless, he could only silently wish Chen Mu's well in his heart.I didn't put their stories on myself and the person around me.
In his opinion, once a person is identified, that's it.He's never been someone who can easily talk about his liking, and neither is Bai Yutang.So they rely on action, stay by each other's side, and that's enough.
Unexpectedly, this turned out to be a faint hurdle.It's not obvious or serious, but it can be provoked to split quickly, and it will cause injury.
Even though he knew it was the person in front of him, he still couldn't help being apprehensive and confused.
"This is not the Bai Yutang I know." Zhan Zhao stroked Bai Yutang's face lightly, "The Bai Yutang I knew had a bad temper and a deep mind, and easily turned me into something different from myself. "
"On the first day of the meeting, because I just woke up in a bad mood, I will pretend to be sick and not see people."
"When we first met, I would help sort out the materials and enjoy helping others."
"I'm obviously not used to it, but I went to the farmhouse to eat with me, and pulled me back when I almost fell into the water."
"He even robbed me of food. If I ate too much, he would teach me a lesson, but he still couldn't bear my request and went to buy food for me again. He just hung me up and refused to give me food..."
"Will squat with me on the path to tease and feed the cats."
"Because of my words, I will lie there and be my model, and spend the afternoon with me."
"..."
Zhan Zhao counted down one by one what Bai Yutang had done for him.Without saying anything, the light in Bai Yutang's eyes became brighter, and in the end, it became the most dazzling star in Zhan Zhao's eyes.
These things all happened not long ago, but they are so small that they don't take up any space in the wooden grid of memory, but now, they are counted one by one by the person in front of him.
These things, scattered and small things, are the tacit understanding they have had since the beginning of their "acquaintance".You don't have to deliberately pursue it, you don't have to deliberately remember it, because it cares about accumulating in every corner of life, and just looking at it will evoke the memory of that time.Soft tones, so quiet and beautiful.
It turned out that he remembered everything, just like himself, he never forgot.It turned out that I was such a person in his eyes, with a bad temper, heavy thoughts, and very selfish, who would always push the work to his brothers and sneak out to tease the cat.
It turned out that in Zhan Zhao's eyes, he was such a good person.
Bai Yutang looked at Zhan Zhao with burning eyes, but didn't speak.Zhan Zhao talked for a while, then calmed down, he said so much, why is this person still silent.
"You still don't understand?" Zhan Zhao tilted his head and looked at Bai Yutang.
Bai Yutang still didn't speak.
Zhan Zhao sighed, "How can there be such a stupid person."
Stupid, is this cat disliking himself for being stupid?Bai Wuye was dissatisfied, he was just immersed in joy and hadn't recovered yet.When he came back to his senses, there was an itchy light touch on his lips, he stayed shyly for a second, and regrettably backed away.
Bai Yutang blinked in disbelief, what happened just now?
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