[Entertainment circle] peak era

79.

Han Jingyan kept walking forward, but he felt as if he had been stabbed in the heart.

Although he had made a mental defense long ago, this defense was vulnerable when the incident happened.

Yes, Han Jingyan is indeed not that good.

But he's not that bad either.

During the years of his hard work, the girls who supported him the most were those girls whose names he didn't even know.He also wants to bring joy and happiness to them with all his heart.But these have all fallen apart.

Whether it is good or bad, only the worst part is left.

The three of them walked all the way without talking, until Uncle Dou patted Han Jingyan on the shoulder when they got into the elevator: "It is not necessarily a good thing to have ups and downs in life. It is because of the current predicament that you will cherish it even more when you climb to the top again. And then you will become stronger and stronger."

"When I was young, I also rolled all the way here."

Uncle Dou smiled and asked Han Jingyan: "Do you believe in yourself?"

Han Jingyan said to the old man, "Believe it."

He was also saying this to himself.

"Then just look ahead and don't think about bad things. Don't you still have a lot of things to do. Do your business well like a man and don't worry about the rest."

The words of the old man are like a shot in the arm.

It is true that Han Jingyan should not be immersed in the grief of falling to the bottom, let alone be swayed by negative emotions.If he himself gave up, then his entertainment career would really be over.

"Okay, I'll remember." He smiled back at Uncle Dou.

In the evening, several people and Xiao Ma had a meal outside together.

After dinner, Xiao Ma drove Lin Maojiao home in Han Jingyan's car, and Yunze and Han Jingyan took Uncle Dou back to the hotel.It was still early after they came out of the hotel. The two of them were going home, but Yunze suddenly said to Han Jingyan after driving for a while, "Do you want to go for a walk?"

"Huh?" Han Jingyan looked away from the window and asked, "Where do you want to go?"

"Go to Dongcheng District to see?" Yun Ze said.

A gleam of brilliance flashed across Han Jingyan's eyes. "Okay, I haven't been back for a long time."

Xingfu Road, Dongcheng District, where they grew up.Since Han Jingyan's parents immigrated to the United States, he rarely returned there.

Although his house is still there, and someone cleans it every month, but after the familiar people are gone, it is just a lonely place with memories left, not to mention, there is still a very bad memory.

So Yunze turned the steering wheel and turned his head. City C is developing year by year, fertile fields have become taller buildings, and the suburbs have been remodeled, all hung with neon signs day and night.The car got on the bridge across the river. On the other side of the long bridge, the bustling old city was still very lively.

The night wind blows and the river breeze blows, Han Jingyan feels tired and empty, only the sound of the city can be heard in his ears.

And the voice of the man he was familiar with.

"If you're tired, rest, whether it's a day, a month, a year or how long. I'll always be there, whether it's today or tomorrow or 60 years from now. There are things you can regret and hurt about, but don't let It's about you. There's more than one path you can take in life."

Yun Ze stared at the front intently, and they moved forward slowly in the traffic.Yunze had seen what happened in the afternoon on the Internet, Han Jingyan was in such a predicament, he would also be worried, afraid that he would never get up again.He seldom said such long words, such meaningful words, such profound and moving words to Han Jingyan, but once he said them, Han Jingyan felt at ease, felt at ease, and felt that even if his innocence collapsed, he didn't need to worry.

Han Jingyan crossed his legs, propped his hands on the car window and supported his chin. He looked at the side face of the man. The face was so familiar that he could draw its outline even with his eyes closed.But at this moment, he found that he loved this person more and more deeply than he imagined, and that kind of love could no longer be expressed in words or even in any behavior.

"So you are so eloquent." Han Jingyan narrowed his eyes and smiled leisurely.

Yunze glanced at him, "I'm only for you."

He spoke so bluntly that the thick-skinned Han Jingyan was speechless.

After a long time, Han Jingyan smiled again in front of Yunze: "I will accept your love words."

After getting off the bridge is Dongcheng District. Everything here has not changed much, especially the road.Even after being away for 12 years, Yunze still drove to the place they were familiar with with ease.

The car arrived at Xingfu Road, turned into an alley in a community after a few minutes, and then drove for a while and turned a few turns. There were fewer and fewer people, and the dim street lights illuminated the quiet neighborhood. Yunze found a place Parked the car.

He took the hat from the car and put it on Han Jingyan's head.

Han Jingyan was pressed on the head by him, and couldn't help saying: "It's unnecessary." After all, Yunze himself has a face that many people know.

Besides, they are still growing up here.

The two walked straight along the road full of bamboo. One side of the road was full of bamboo and trees, and the other side was houses. At this time, there were few pedestrians on the road, and no one noticed them.

I came to an empty field. Han Jingyan and Yun Ze used to play football here after school. There used to be many concrete pillars in the center of the field. I don’t know when they have moved away. The surrounding brick walls and lights The word "demolition" is written in big characters.

Several six- and seven-year-old children were playing marbles under a street lamp, and their shouts and disputes could be heard from time to time.

Han Jingyan jumped onto a row of old stone piers more than one meter high under the wall, and Yunze stopped in front of his eyes.Han Jingyan looked down at Yunze, and the old lights two meters away were warm and misty, exuding boundless fantasy brilliance in the silent night.

"We used to be like them." Han Jingyan stared straight at Yun Ze silently, also looking into his eyes.

"Yes." Yunze replied softly.As if afraid of breaking this tranquility.

They are so close, so close that Han Jingyan can easily do some bad things.

"We have all grown up for many years, and this place no longer belongs to these people who grew up."

He lowered his head slowly and silently, his eyes had clearly seen the man's eyelashes under the hazy light.

Yunze took a step back.

However, at the same time, Han Jingyan had turned his head sideways and leaned forward, his lips suddenly touched the man's warmly breathing lips.

Yun Ze stared at Han Jingyan in astonishment, and said in a low voice, "——this is outside."

Han Jingyan's current situation is bad enough, does he want to make it worse?

Han Jingyan smiled "huh", stepped back a little, and put some distance away from Yunze.

Then he shook his head, squatted on the spot and said to the frowning man, "Is there anything I can't let people see?"

Yun Ze stared at Han Jingyan: "Are you a broken pot?"

"No, I'm just riding the tide."

He is no longer afraid.

His embarrassing picture has been seen by others.Those things that he didn't even know about were seen, commented on, abused, and used as negative teaching materials.And his real side, what else is he afraid to see? !

At this time of night.Han Jingyan suddenly figured it out, and suddenly had the courage he had never had before.

Now that he was as bad as he could be, he didn't have to hide it anymore.

"Do you dare? From now on, walk into the sun with me, no matter what others say, no matter what you have to go through, don't back down." Han Jingyan asked.

Yunze looked deeply at Han Jingyan, looked at Han Jingyan's face that didn't seem to be joking at all, looked at Han Jingyan's serious eyes, and finally asked: "Don't you regret it, Han Jingyan?"

"I will never regret it."

He said.

He never regrets.As long as this person dares to spend a lifetime with him, even if they will be old and ugly, even if they will suffer from amnesia and dementia, as long as there is love, they will be able to find each other from their souls.

The man slowly raised his right hand, he put it on the back of Han Jingyan's head, and pressed his face down gently but irresistibly.

Getting closer, getting closer.Until each other's faces became everything in the world, he only had him in his eyes, and only him in his eyes.

Han Jingyan turned his head slightly, his lips stuck to his again.

This time it's no longer a touch-and-go.

It's a gentle night.Their breaths were lingering, their lips and tongues intertwined, and after a long time, Han Jingyan withdrew from Yunze's mouth.He blushed, kissing the girl he liked like a fool in his first love.

Han Jingyan stared at Yunze, and Yunze raised his hand to wipe the wet traces on the corners of his lips.At this moment, out of the corner of their eyes, they suddenly found a few pairs of curious eyes with their heads up, which had been staring at them for an unknown amount of time.

Han Jingyan was almost taken aback.

"The kiss is over." A little boy with a runny nose looked away from the two adults, and then bit his fingers to state the fact to his companions.

Han Jingyan: "..."

Another kid wearing a long-sleeved shirt said, "Too bad I haven't finished my homework yet. Xiaosheng lent me your homework to copy, and I'll give you a marble."

And the kid who was named remembered this incident at this time, and howled loudly: "I haven't started to do it yet!"

So the children started to go out in unison.

"Go back and do your homework."

"Go back to eat."

"Oh my clothes are dirty, my mother is going to beat me!"

"..."

The children acted as if nothing happened, and they didn't see anything that would cause needles in their eyes.They chased and beat, yelled to do homework and eat, and scattered from the open space, leaving only the two adults and the sudden silence.

Han Jingyan's sense of presence was so low for the first time in his life.

He and Yunze stared at each other, and after a long time, he finally couldn't help laughing out "haha".In fact, he is not as well-known as he thought. You see, these kids don't know who he is at all.

"Let's go too." Han Jingyan stood up and jumped off the stone pier.

He jumped down and was suddenly caught by someone as he was shaking his hand.Han Jingyan looked down, and then smiled deeper.

Yunze's palm was warm, and his fingertips were slightly rough. He grabbed Han Jingyan's hand, and that hand moved nimbly in his palm, changing it into a ten-finger grip with him.

"Let's go, my brother will take you home." The handsome actor who once had a great reputation pulled Yunze, he shouted excitedly, and they walked towards more familiar scenery together.

The place where they studied in elementary school, the man-made community pond, the small square by the pond for people to rest, Han Jingyan’s favorite shop selling breakfast, various pasta, and fast food, and the barbecue restaurant where they often go to eat barbecue...

This city is constantly changing, and everyone is constantly changing, but this place seems to have preserved time. Many things that Han Jingyan and Yunze remember are still there, although they have undergone major and minor changes.

Finally they crossed another road and saw a more familiar building.

They stopped outside the courtyard wall and looked up at the single-family house.

"The new owner has redecorated, but the appearance is still the same, and it was all ten years ago." Han Jingyan said looking at the corner on the left upstairs.

At that time, he often played with Yunze in that small garden, and even slept there.

It turns out that the passage of time is so easy.It really has been so long.

"Maybe I shouldn't have left at that time, but I should have snatched you here." Yun Ze turned around and frowned at Han Jingyan.

Han Jingyan squeezed Yunze's hand and said with a smile, "Don't be stupid, I am content with this now."

He dragged him away from the door of the room that once belonged to him. Under the vines of the withered roses, the breeze was blowing, and every memory of the year was revived into waves in the cells.

Han Jingyan looked at the time, "Sleep here tonight, there is everything at home except food."

"Well." The man said, "I haven't been to your house for a long time."

"Of course, you didn't come back after you left. I'm afraid you can't remember what it was like now."

"Idiot, of course I remember." His memory hasn't faded so fast, and those familiar scenes will still be deeply engraved in his mind even after a long separation.

A few minutes later, I arrived at the downstairs of Han Jingyan's old house.He took out the key and opened the courtyard door. Most of the old residents in this building have moved out. The house is either empty or rented out, and it is no longer what it used to be.

The two went up to the fourth floor, Han Jingyan opened the door, it was pitch black, but in the darkness, there was a familiar breath blowing towards his face.

"Come in." Han Jingyan walked in, pulled the people outside into the door, and then closed the door.

Han Jingyan turned on the electric switch in a smear, and pressed the light switch to open the door. However, unlike what he expected, the living room remained dark.

"..."

"Maybe—the electricity was cut off." Han Jingyan said helplessly.

Maybe the aunt who cleaned the house forgot to pay the electricity bill, but fortunately the water and gas were not stopped.Han Jingyan called his aunt, and the other party said that he would pay the bill tomorrow, and then Han Jingyan returned to his bedroom, and found two clothes that were probably home clothes by the light coming in from the window.

"Put it on and it will be clean."

Han Jingyan handed one of the sets to Yunze. The man took the clothes and threw it on the bed. Before Han Jingyan realized it, a hand was already on his shoulder.

Immediately afterwards, with a sound of "Peng", he was pushed heavily against the sliding wardrobe door.At the same time, a heat source covered him.