love like drunk

I have been in love with Du Yunyan for several months, and have done countless things together, but going out with the purpose of dating in S City is still one of the few experiences.The day before Du Yunyan left, Gu Wenxi went on a "date" with him again as agreed.

With so many entertainment options in a big city, there is no shortage of attractions.However, Du Yunyan didn't have too persistent goals, and felt that it would be good to go anywhere.Throughout the day, he was taken by Gu Wenxi to watch movies, go shopping, take a walk in the square... Of course, tasting various delicacies is also indispensable.They are no different from ordinary urban couples. Gu Wenxi is more excited than before, and at the same time acts as a "tour guide".

In the afternoon, the two enjoyed afternoon tea on the top floor of a Linjiang building.This is a revolving restaurant completely surrounded by floor-to-ceiling windows, which can capture the entire central circle of the city.

The printed porcelain teapot on the table contained black tea for two people. They ordered several cakes of different flavors, chatted while eating, and watched the scenery by the way.

After sitting for a while, Gu Wenxi said, "Is there no place you particularly want to go?" She arranged activities for the whole day, but it seemed a bit arbitrary to ask Du Yunyan, but Du Yunyan never expressed a clear idea.

"I..." The restaurant turned to this point in time. From where they were sitting, looking into the distance, they happened to be able to see another major landmark in the city - the Ferris wheel in the water park. Du Yunyan looked behind Gu Wenxi, "We How about going there?"

Gu Wenxi turned her head: "Are you talking about the Ferris wheel?" This was unexpected.

"Well," Du Yunyan saw his curiosity, "I went here once before when I was about to leave, but I never went there again."

The Ferris wheel was built when Du Yunyan was 15 years old. At that time, he was in the third year of junior high school and was busy with his intense studies. He was looking forward to going there with his mother after the high school entrance examination. Du Yaning also agreed.

However, just two days after the high school entrance examination, my mother was stimulated by some kind of stimulus, and once again scolded him like crazy.That night, my mother's colleague and his wife came to their house, and the strange uncle advised him to go to bed early, but he was worried about Du Yaning, and he didn't rest until she was emotionally stable.He didn't say anything about going to the Ferris wheel.

Not long after, the results of the high school entrance examination came down, and his score could be listed in the best high school in the country, but Du Yaning said that he would take him back to his hometown.Perhaps guilty of the unprovoked tantrum, she offered to take him on the Ferris wheel.

Turns out she still remembered it.

This rekindled hope for Du Yunyan, who was in a gloomy mood during that time. He forgot all the unhappiness and immersed himself in the joy of being able to travel with his mother.Just the day before they left City S, he went to that park as he wished.

Du Yunyan was not interested in other entertainment items, so he only asked Du Yaning to take him to ride the Ferris wheel.Two laps, almost an hour, sitting in a separate compartment, can hardly feel the slow movement of the giant wheel, but the scenery outside the window is indeed changing.He is unwilling to get off the project that most children find boring, and keeps his face close to the glass, hoping that this long cycle will never stop.

Since he was in middle school, that was the first time his mother took him out for fun, and it was also the last time.The young Du Yunyan's impression of this city was fixed on the towering Ferris wheel.No matter how the city changes, it is still there.

Gu Wenxi didn't know Du Yunyan's tortuous psychology, but after hearing him mention it briefly, she guessed that this place had an unusual meaning, so she agreed.

The large facilities seen from the top floor of the building are actually half a city away from where they are, and it took Gu Wenxi a lot of time to drive there.

In the early years, the water park was mainly based on water entertainment projects. Today, there are more amusement facilities, both specially for children and some exciting projects suitable for adults. In addition to the famous Ferris wheel, the whole park has long become S The largest and most famous playground in the city.

It was rare to come here, Gu Wenxi asked: "Anything else you want to play?"

Du Yunyan glanced at the noisy tourists around and shook his head: "I just want to go there."

"Alright, let's go directly."

The Ferris wheel is located at the west end of the playground. From a distance, the colorful "small houses" seem to be stationary, and they will be lit at night, which is a dazzling landscape of the city at night.They went through the middle and walked a long way to the ticket office.Since it is the most popular project in the entire park, there is a queue at the entrance, and I don't know how long it will take.

Du Yunyan proposed to take the Ferris wheel on a thought, but he was a little embarrassed to find so many people in front of him, and had to ask Gu Wenxi to wait with him. He looked hesitant: "Or this time——"

"It's okay anyway, just wait for a while?" No matter when this kind of project comes, I'm afraid there will be a queue.

Fortunately, the two had eaten cake in the afternoon and were not in a hurry for dinner, and the line looked long, so they walked not slowly.

The sun in the western sky was slowly setting, and the golden light turned from fading to red in the field of vision, and the noise in the crowd seemed to weaken as the heat of the air dropped.

It takes [-] minutes for the Ferris wheel to go around once. They bought tickets for two rounds and can stay on it for nearly an hour.After the staff signaled, they stepped forward and entered the designated cockpit.

It was a "small room" with a red roof, and the walls were surrounded by transparent viewing glass.The cockpit is enough to accommodate five or six people, more than enough for two people. Gu Wenxi and Du Yunyan are sitting opposite each other.After locking the door, it was like entering another time and space. The noise of the crowd outside did not disappear, but it could no longer affect them.As the hut rises, it seems that the ground is slowly sinking.

Near the end of the lap, a street light came on in the distance.Soon, the exterior of the Ferris wheel was also lit up, and the night cast a curtain over the city's day, opening up a whole new world of brilliance and fantasy.The two looked outside at the same time, not in a hurry to speak at this time.

Du Yunyan stretched out his arms subconsciously, and put his palms on the glass, in a daze for a moment - he also did this action once, and seemed to say something to Du Yaning, but now he can't remember it.

After settling in Pingliang Village, Du Yaning's mood improved day by day, and he never collapsed like before.Du Yunyan also met more people, like having a new family, he experienced unprecedented happiness.

The brief peace was broken after his college entrance examination.His mother was accidentally paralyzed, and Du Yunyan gave up the chance to go to college without telling her.Many people in the village knew about this and helped him keep it a secret, but Du Yaning was not completely unaware.

Her obsession with the past has become less and less, she has seen through the impermanence of life, and has deeply regretted the behavior of venting on her child.

In the last days, she always apologized to him, for the past abuse, for the lost future.But Du Yunyan never blamed her, and what he wanted was not her apology, but that she said: "Cry, you can cry as you like." Because when Du Yaning was dying, he really wanted to cry, and I didn't dare to cry, for fear that she would go away when she was about to die.

"Yun Yan?"

The moment he turned his head and looked at Gu Wenxi, he suddenly remembered what he said at that time.He said, "Mom, I want to keep going like this."

The Ferris wheel in his field of vision is always turning tirelessly, going round and round, but every moment he feels happy is almost too late to capture.

Du Yaning laughed at his childishness: "How is that possible."

Memories surged without warning, and the pressure on his heart became heavier and heavier.The corners of his eyes were surprisingly itchy, and he didn't rub them. When he realized it, the warm liquid slid down the side of the bridge of his nose, and the salty taste irritated the nerves around his mouth.

He hadn't cried for more than 20 years. For the first time, he couldn't control it. It was like an out-of-control switch. The tears that fell were not dry, and new ones immediately gathered in the eye sockets, which were hot and painful like being stung.

The moisture on the eyelashes blocked his vision, and Gu Wenxi's shadow became blurred.He didn't want to face the other party in this way. The foggy world in front of him gave him a great sense of security, and he would rather think that there was no one in front of him.He didn't want to make a sound either, but the suppressed inhalation sound was amplified infinitely in the confined space.

Someone sat down on the seat next to him, and Gu Wenxi came to him from the opposite side.He didn't dare to wipe his eyes even more, he just felt an arm around his shoulder, shortening the distance between them.

Du Yunyan suddenly relaxed, his head sank, and he closed his eyes as if falling into a deep sleep.Only Gu Wenxi could see the semi-wet marks on his face.

After a while, Gu Wenxi took out a tissue and just touched the corner of his eyes when Du Yunyan opened his eyes.

He had vented enough, felt embarrassed, took the tissue and wiped it himself, but met Gu Wenxi's gaze again, still flustered, feeling that the most unbearable side was exposed in front of his lover.

"I won't laugh at you." Gu Wenxi said.

Before the cabin door opened, he used his thumb to gently wipe away the marks that Du Yunyan hadn't wiped away.

It was past eight o'clock when I returned to the apartment, and Gu Wenxi was looking for some takeaway. With Du Yunyan's state tonight, it's not appropriate to make it myself or eat out.

"Do you want to know why?" Du Yunyan asked after being quiet for a long time.

Gu Wenxi turned her head: "Then what do you want to say?"

"It's not that I don't want to say it," Du Yunyan lowered her head, "but I don't know where to start."

"Forget it then." Gu Wenxi stroked his back with his right hand and put it on his shoulder, "Anyway, I already understand." Emotional things cannot be conveyed in words.

Du Yunyan heaved a sigh of relief, he was a little tired, but he felt unusually calm.

Only a few days after Du Yunyan left, Gu Wenxi saw Lu Changming again at a reception.

It was the birthday and engagement banquet of the boss's daughter of a certain group. The boss had a good relationship with Gu Yuqing. Gu Yuqing was inconvenient to attend the party, so he asked Gu Wenxi to go there instead, and Lu Changming was also among the invited guests.Gu Wenxi saw the man from afar, but just ignored him.

After the previous ceremony was over, Gu Wenxi toasted to tonight's hero and heroine, and then was about to go to the terrace to have a breeze, but Lu Changming blocked his way.

"Uncle Lu, are you interested in having a drink?" Gu Wenxi swung his glass at him.

"Master Gu," Lu Changming snorted, "Should I call you Mr. Gu now?"

"Uncle Lu, you are too polite," Gu Wenxi made an invitation gesture, "Just call me Wenxi, after all, we are a family that loves each other."

As soon as he said this, Lu Changming frowned unsurprisingly, his face turned green.He was embarrassed to lose his temper in front of many guests, and he stopped him again when he reached the corner of the terrace where there were few people: "Wen Xi, you... did you do what happened in Ping County on purpose?"

"How can you say it was intentional?" Gu Wenxi turned to him, "That's my home."

"It's your home... I can't compete with the Gu family, I admit defeat," Lu Changming said bitterly, "But, if Mr. Gu knew that his son did all this for a man, would he still indulge him like this?"

Gu Wenxi couldn't help laughing when she heard what he had been planning for a long time to say.Lu Changming became more and more angry: "Gu Wenxi!"

"Uncle Lu, don't worry," Gu Wenxi still said in a playful tone, "My father has seen Yun Yan a long time ago, and he is very satisfied with this daughter-in-law, and is very happy to give him a big gift, so I don't need Uncle Lu to worry about it. "

"You—impossible, impossible" he muttered to himself, "How could Gu Yuqing accept such a thing..."

"How about I give him a call, and the two of you in-laws make an appointment to come out and have a good chat?" Gu Wenxi really took out her mobile phone from her carry-on bag.

"Stop!" Lu Changming stopped him before he was about to dial, and took two steps back, "You Gu family, you are unreasonable..."

"This is a family matter of the Gu family, I hope you understand."

"I'm not reconciled," he lost the previous hostility, his eyes full of sadness, "If it's all karma, Gu Yuqing once abandoned his wife, but his sons are all successful, even you...he still has Wen Heng. "

With neurotic logic, Gu Wenxi wanted to roll her eyes, not only hated his sarcasm to Gu Yuqing, but also complained about Du Yunyan and Lu Yunchu, so she retorted: "You are wrong, your sons are all talented, but not the kind of talent you want. "

Lu Changming's momentum completely died down: "Heh, how can a young master like you who has never experienced intrigue understand when you come out of a greenhouse?" He turned around and walked tremblingly towards the banquet hall for a few steps.

"Uncle Lu," Gu Wenxi called to stop him, "I will return the money for building the homestay to you with interest. Their mother and son will not owe you anything in the future."

"No need," Lu Changming stopped, "Gu Wenxi, are you humiliating me?"

"You are serious," Gu Wenxi suppressed her sarcasm, and said solemnly, "It's just that you insist on linking your interests with your emotions. Of course, I will give you what you need, so that my lover can feel at ease."

With his back turned to him, Lu Changming didn't speak or move his place.

Gu Wenxi stopped looking at him and left the terrace first.The light of the full moon reflected on his shirt, shining silver.

The new company established by Gu's for tourism development is in the town. After Gu Wenxi started to take charge of the work here, she was able to return to the village every day, and her life separated from Du Yunyan finally came to an end.

Towards the end of the year, the temperature plummeted.After Gu Wenxi finished her day's work, she rubbed her hands and prepared to drive back. Before she could go downstairs, she received a call from Du Yunyan: "Have you come out yet?"

"Immediately, going downstairs."

"Don't come out yet."

"why?"

"A small convoy is coming tomorrow. There may be no place to park. Don't drive. I'll pick you up." Tomorrow is the weekend, so if Gu Wenxi drives back, she has to leave the car in front of the hotel building.

"Why are there so many people here all of a sudden?" It's winter in the off-season, so there are no people there.

"Come here if you want to. Didn't you spend the whole winter last year?"

This sounded awkward, but Gu Wenxi retorted: "Who are you to blame?"

"Forget it because I let you down," Du Yunyan changed his words, "Wait for me inside, and I'll call you when I arrive."

"Ok."

It didn't take long for the motorcycle to drive to the town. Gu Wenxi soon received a call again. Seeing a familiar figure from the office window, she ran downstairs happily.

Du Yunyan threw him a helmet: "Hey, why don't you drive it?"

"Really?" Gu Wenxi suddenly became interested. After the unpleasant experience last year, he never rode the other party's car again. "I can drive fast."

"It's okay," Du Yunyan raised the corner of his mouth, "Go ahead."

After Gu Wenxi stepped into the car, Du Yunyan also sat down behind him, wrapping his arms around his waist.

At first, when passing the main road of the town, there were many people and vehicles, and there was no way to drive too fast. Gu Wenxi steadily controlled the direction and avoided pedestrians.Old Cantonese songs are playing on the speakers of the roadside shop, the volume is turned up loud:

"Although the road by your side is far from tired

walk with you one after another

Crossing the peak to another peak but seeing again..."

Although Gu Wenxi couldn't remember the name, she could basically understand the lyrics. The cheerful tune dispelled the winter Xiao Su a little, which made people feel relieved.

"Let the wind blow

尽管 给 我 俩 考验

Don't worry about the rain

I have already made up my mind to move forward..."

After turning the road, the singing faded away.

The motorcycle drove up the village road, which was sparsely populated and smooth. Gu Wenxi yelled loudly to the people behind: "I'm going to speed up!"

"Okay!" Du Yunyan clung to his back even more tightly, and he seemed to be able to hear the sound of the gust of wind while wearing a helmet.

He closed his eyes, his heart beating against the wind.

(Finish)

The author says:

The lyrics are from Teresa Teng's "Wandering the Road of Life"~Thank you for your company, some IDs are very familiar, thank you!I plan to save the manuscript for the new article, and I won’t see you for a long time, and I want to try a new character design style, I don’t know if it’s worth looking forward to, so I’ll see you again^-^