love like drunk

What Gu Wenxi said was not "I love you", but "stay with me".Love is too light to represent true awareness, only "together" means that he is ready and hopes to convey this idea to the other party.

Du Yunyan did not refuse, it was tacit understanding to each other.

The two clerks were still guarding the B&B. They didn't stay outside for too long. They walked back down the small slope.

There was no one on the way back, so Du Yunyan asked him, "Do you want to hold hands?"

Gu Wenxi was immersed in the atmosphere of just falling in love, and after a little dazed, she smiled again: "Of course."

After the fireworks were over, the surroundings became darker, and the expressions of the people around him were not clear, but the hand that was holding him was slightly sweaty.

"Be careful." Du Yunyan reminded him to pay attention to the road under his feet.

"I see."

Gu Wenxi was emotionally excited for a while, and unusually calm for a while, holding hands all the way back to the hotel.Before entering the house, Du Yunyan said goodnight to him gently and asked him to go to bed early.

However, when he got into the quilt after taking a shower, he suddenly realized that something was wrong: Aren't they together and holding hands, why should they sleep in separate rooms?Almost got fooled.

He has never been in a relationship with a girl to the stage of cohabitation. Although he doesn't know much about the way homosexuals get along, he shouldn't have too many scruples.And the two of them live in the same house, no matter how you think about it, it is more appropriate to share the same house.

Once he has an idea, Gu Wenxi will never look back.Of course, in order to avoid being too sudden and disturbing the other party, he still sent a WeChat message to Du Yunyan first.

【Sleep yet? 】

This time the other party replied quite quickly: [Not yet]

【Shall I go to sleep with you? ] Fearing that he would evade, Gu Wenxi immediately added something, 【We are now boyfriends and should live together! 】Followed by a heart-eyed cartoon character expression.

Du Yunyan only replied two words [OK].

He hugged the pillow happily and passed by.Their room was diagonally opposite, just a few steps away, the door was ajar, and some light leaked through the cracks.He gently opened the door.

Du Yunyan also took a shower and changed into pajamas, and only turned on a small light, it seems that he is also ready to sleep.He lived alone for many years, and there was only one pillow and one quilt on the bed in the bedroom.

"come in."

Gu Wenxi hugged the pillow, but forgot to take the quilt. Although it was not intentional, she didn't plan to fold it back again, so she just made an inch of it: "I'll cover you with the quilt." The quilt is not small, it is a thin quilt suitable for spring and autumn , two people are not a big problem.

"Well," Du Yunyan's face flushed, and he returned to normal immediately, and got into it with Gu Wenxi, "How do you sleep? Don't grab my quilt."

"Hmm... How do I know how I sleep?" Gu Wenxi laughed out of shape, "I've never slept with anyone else." He occupied the inner side, next to the window and the light green wall.

Du Yunyan didn't turn off the light immediately, and lay down beside him in a well-mannered manner, with a somewhat reserved expression.

Gu Wenxi actually didn't want to go to bed so quickly. It would be a pity to fall asleep like this on the first night of dating, so she began to ask for words: "Is it not used to having an extra boyfriend?"

"Maybe," Du Yunyan tried to relax his tense nerves, half lying on the bed, watching him carefully for a while, as if thinking of something funny, he couldn't stop laughing.

"what's wrong?"

"I remember that time, you couldn't even carry a basket of pomegranates, how did you hug me just now?"

Gu Wenxi wanted to roll her eyes, why does this person remember all her embarrassing things so clearly?

Just now he was just playing handsome, he hugged him for half a circle with all his strength, and if he put it down a second later, the two of them might have to roll down the slope together.

He wouldn't tell the truth with this tortuous mentality, and the words he said became: "Of course it's the magic of love!"

Du Yunyan frowned in disgust, obviously disbelieving, but said solemnly after a while: "Wen Xi, I am very happy now." As for why I am happy, it is self-evident.

Gu Wenxi glanced at him, happy in her heart, and choked: "You still wanted to persuade me to go to another world."

"I don't want you to regret it. Such a choice may not be fair to you."

"Choose to choose, you always give the right to choose to others," Gu Wenxi joked, "Are you a Bodhisattva?"

Du Yunyan raised his elbows slightly: "On New Year's Eve, I never thought you would come back. I think you might forget about this place in a few days."

Gu Wenxi put away the laughter just now, rested her head on her arm like him, and listened seriously.

"But then you came to me again. I used to think that if you really came back and said what you didn't say, no matter what you said, I would promise you."

"So you've already made up your mind?" Gu Wenxi nodded his forehead, "I don't see that there is still a dim sum machine."

"If you are willing to stay by my side, you will be my most important family member in the future." Du Yunyan's eyes were clear, and when he said the last few words, his gaze met him without any distraction.

Du Yunyan is really not good at sweet talk, these words tonight are the most honest confession.

"Yunyan," Gu Wenxi said, "don't think I made any sacrifices. People like me never think about profound issues, care about gains and losses. I live whatever life I want and whoever I want to be with Just go to him, it's such a simple thing, I won't do what I feel forced."

Perhaps for some people, love is self-sacrifice, but Gu Wenxi is not.He didn't think he owned anything at first, he was just a passer-by in the vast world, he didn't care about loss and dedication, and he didn't have a real habitat.

Du Yunyan is different, he is a habitat in himself, with roots as deep as a tree.Now that he shares that solid, life-related connection with himself, Gu Wenxi feels more complete.

"We are different, and because we are different, we can be together," he added.

Du Yunyan was concentrating, speechless for a moment, and his face flushed again.

Gu Wenxi recalled the indifferent appearance of the other party when they first met, and never imagined that there would be a day when she would be at a loss because of her own words.

"Okay, you haven't said yet, are you used to having multiple boyfriends?"

"I'm not used to it," Du Yunyan laughed, and then lay down, "I've never been in a relationship before, it feels a bit strange." He once regarded the care and concern for another boy as love, and he couldn't get a response, so he said goodbye Secret feelings.And the friendship with Gu Wenxi gave him a new feeling.

Gu Wenxi stretched out his left hand to caress his side face, and the light cast the shadow of his hand: "Let me help you get used to it." He raised his head slightly, moved closer, and touched the other's with his lips accurately. The tip of the tongue deftly opened and closed the opening, chasing a certain force within it, lingering between the lips and teeth.

Although this spur-of-the-moment kiss did not generate more intense emotions, it caused both of them to fall into a state of insomnia in the first half of the night.Needless to say, Du Yunyan who has never been in a relationship, even Gu Wenxi seemed to be kissing someone for the first time, her breath was chaotic.

Du Yunyan's biological clock is very stable, and he still gets up early the next day.When Gu Wenxi woke up, the bed beside her was empty, only a faint warmth remained, reminding him that someone was lying here at night.

He didn't continue to sleep, and stared at the whole room when he woke up. Du Yunyan didn't take a closer look at this place the day he was drunk and last night.

He stood in front of the bookshelf for a while, and found that Du Yunyan's books were indeed rich, mainly in literature and history; the bottom floor did not contain books, but there were some calligraphy and painting utensils such as brushes, rice paper, ink, and paint.He thought of the unique style of the menu at the hotel. Du Yunyan probably liked to write and draw, and unlike having hired a teacher, it was mostly for self-entertainment.

His eyes moved sideways to the corner of the lower shelf of the bookshelf, and he saw a colorful clay figurine in an inconspicuous position, so he almost didn't notice it.The workmanship of the villain is relatively rough, and it is barely funny and cute, but it has nothing to do with beauty.

The night before, Du Yunyan had talked about being a noodle maker. Could it be that this was the case?

Gu Wenxi brought the dough figurines she bought last night from the room where she lived before, put them next to the doll, and walked downstairs to the restaurant, still laughing at the humble doll in her heart.

"What's wrong?" Du Yunyan was making soy milk when he found Gu Wenxi coming into the kitchen with a strange expression.

He didn't hide it either: "Did you make that doll on the lower shelf of the bookcase?"

Du Yunyan thought for a while, and determined which one he was referring to: "Yes, just let it go there."

"Is this the dough kneader you're talking about?"

Du Yunyan finally heard the irony in it: "That's not a colorful face. Once Yanyan and Xinyu came to play, and there was not much clay left. It's not bad to be able to make a personal shape."

"You can say it." Some unnutritious jokes covered up the possible tweaking of the relationship, and Gu Wenxi asked calmly, "What do we eat? Do you want me to help you?"

"I've already eaten," Du Yunyan lifted his chin to the outside, "Go to the table by the door to eat."

"Why didn't you wait for me?" I used to be able to eat together every day, but why didn't I get this kind of treatment after establishing a relationship?

"I finished eating while I was doing things in the kitchen," Du Yunyan guessed his thoughts, "Now it's not as leisurely as before."

Gu Wenxi stretched her waist: "Then I'll be over in a while."

He loves bread in the morning.The bread in the B&B is basically homemade, and the bread machine is very easy to make, and sometimes the oven is also used.The jam on the table should have been made by Du Yunyan a few days ago, it was mentioned on WeChat.The jam spread between two slices of bread is very sweet.

After breakfast, he took his plate and the cutlery left by the guests to the kitchen.Not long ago, a dishwasher and dryer were installed in the kitchen, which makes cleaning much easier.

Du Yunyan's soy milk had been squeezed long ago, and he had already served it to the guests for breakfast, and he began to play with a long box that had just been taken out of the freezer.

"What did you do?"

"Strawberry ice."

Gu Wenxi saw clearly that it was a homemade popsicle mold, but it seemed a little early in this season: "Why are you making ice now?"

"The strawberries are still fresh," Du Yunyan said, "it's not cold anyway, do you want to try it?"

That's right, the weather is neither hot nor cold, Gu Wenxi even eats ice cream in winter, and he doesn't pay much attention to it, so he let out a "huh".

The mold just taken out of the freezer was frozen tightly, and it took a while to separate it. Du Yunyan shook the handle on it from time to time.

His shy reactions from the previous night seemed to have disappeared in the morning, and he returned to his calm and orderly attitude.Does he remember that kiss at night?

Gu Wenxi began to lose her mind, and her eyes became empty.

"Okay," Du Yunyan pulled out a crimson popsicle from the mold box and handed it to him, "Open your mouth."

He didn't recover, and opened his mouth obediently.Du Yunyan quickly stuffed the thing in his hand.

"Well--"

The cold air poured into her throat, and under the sudden stimulation, Gu Wenxi shuddered.

Du Yunyan took away the popsicle: "How is it?"

"What are you doing?" Gu Wenxi's tongue was numb from the cold, "You didn't even say hello!"

"I said it," he said innocently, "who made you not concentrate?"

Du Yunyan stuffed the popsicle into his hand and let him eat it by himself, the corner of his mouth curled up, obviously on purpose.

"Hey," Gu Wenxi didn't want to be teased in vain, and wanted to embarrass him, "I was thinking, yesterday was the first time you kissed, right?"

"So what?" Du Yunyan's face turned red as expected, "Could it be that you have rich experience?"

Gu Wenxi froze, his experience was indeed richer than Du Yunyan's, and he didn't know if the other party would care about this kind of problem, so he said half-flatteringly: "Well... I have been in love, but at most it has reached the level of kissing."

Du Yunyan turned around and smiled at his nervous look: "Is there anything to explain, I don't care about your past."

Gu Wenxi just breathed a sigh of relief, but felt that this overly calm reaction was also uncomfortable: "You really don't care at all?"

The probing tone was too obvious, Du Yunyan said a little speechlessly: "Even if I have something to say, can you come back from your first kiss?"

"...I can't come back," Gu Wenxi licked the ice on her hand, and then became emotional, "It's okay, if you kiss more in the future, it means you're back."

Du Yunyan stopped answering the conversation, but his expression became darker.

The author says:

Let’s talk about innocent love for a few days, let them prepare ↖(^ω^)↗