salt by salt

"The way you look at people is very soft, which reminds me of many beautiful things."

"Jun Yan, I'm back."

Song Cheng opened the door very softly, and when I lowered my head and concentrated on looking at my phone, he had already lightly put my shoulder on my shoulder.

"Ah, so fast." I was responding to Lin Ya's message, and immediately put the screen of my phone on the table pretending to be natural, and looked up at Song Cheng, "I didn't even hear you coming back."

He smiled slightly: "Because you are too focused."

Song Cheng was already tall, at this moment he was looking at me with one hand on the table, because I was facing away from the light from the living room, and I was completely covered in the shadow cast by him.I smiled embarrassingly, not knowing what to say.

"Can I take a look?" Song Cheng smiled, but looked at my phone on the table. His tone was gentle and casual, as if he was just asking out of curiosity, "What's the latest interesting news?"

"I'm not watching the news... I'm replying to my friend's news." I held his hand on my shoulder. This spring has not warmed up, and the temperature outside is very low.Perhaps because of this, his always warm hands seemed a little cold, I tried to change the subject, "The company has assigned you an agent, which means that it has started to value you. It is a good thing, and I am really happy for you."

"Well, I'm also very happy." Song Cheng pulled out his hand, and his fingers lightly slid across my wrist, like a soft and numb kiss, "So... can I take a look? Of course, if you don't want to, forget it. I just wanted to know a little more about what you usually do."

His eyes were very sincere, he stared at me intently, his tone was as considerate as ever, almost humble, I swallowed.

I can understand that he can't feel safe in me.

Ask yourself, if it were me, I just told myself that my lover who would be honest turned around and got entangled with my ex-boyfriend. How can I make people feel at ease and trust me after I have done such an exaggerated thing?

"...Yes, of course."

Fortunately, I have the habit of deleting browsing and chat records casually, and now the conversation I keep is in the WeChat account where Lin Ya asks me when I will help her choose the subject of the course, so it should be fine.

I took the initiative to unlock the phone and handed it to Song Cheng: "It's my former school girl."

He held my phone, but only glanced at it before returning it.

With a little smile, he touched my cheek with his finger: "Just to tease you, I believe in you, Jun Yan."

"It's really okay. You can turn to it anytime you want. There's nothing you can't read." I was afraid that he would feel resentful because of this, and wanted him to trust me more, so I hurriedly said, "Otherwise, I'll leave your Get your fingerprints in."

"No need." Song Cheng's eyelashes are very long, and when he lowers his head, he will cover his eyes, leaving only a gentle smile, "I like the way you agree to my request, so I want to see and ask your opinion, next time Would you agree too?"

"Of course, of course." I tried my best to smile, and gratefully put my sideways face against Dade's palm, "There's no way I'm not willing to do what you ask for."

He is obviously a rough and ugly clam, but he always wants to be softer, and softer, to make him love me more.

I waited all night for Song Cheng to ask about Yang Chen, he said to talk to me, but he seemed to have completely forgotten about it.Until I came out of the shower before going to bed, Song Cheng was standing in front of the window, the slightly cold night wind came in through the open window.He has a good figure, and his back in the bear pajamas with a slightly childish print is also extraordinarily tall and reliable.

We both have the same pajamas, the same style we bought together in the supermarket years ago.I stood beside him and reached out to close the window: "Be careful of catching a cold."

Song Cheng suddenly said, "I'm thinking... how to ask you is more appropriate."

My heart trembled suddenly.What should come is still coming.

"You can ask directly." I closed the window, and there were a few warm lights on the opposite floor, "What do you want to say, aren't we... in a relationship, don't worry about it."

The silence lasted for a moment, and he asked in a low voice, "Did he hurt you after you chased him?"

"……No."

Song Cheng...Even so, did you consider my feelings first?

I looked up at him, and the guilt in my heart overflowed to the point of pain: "The matter between me and him is very complicated, but I promise that this will not happen again in the future."

"When is it in the future? Jun Yan, it feels hard to be cheated." He smiled slightly when he spoke, "Why can't we break up with him? Is it because I'm too useless? I can't give you a good Life, I'm sorry..."

"No, absolutely not, don't think so. It's my own problem." My voice was a little dry and hoarse, "It's all my fault. I just need a little time, give me a month—no, Fifteen days, I will definitely make it clear to him, trust me again, okay?"

Because I was stung by Song Cheng's sad expression, I was cruel when I said this.Anyway, Yang Chen already knew about Song Cheng's existence, and it was impossible to forgive him with his arrogant personality.

Yang Chen is actually not difficult to communicate with, as long as he is not angry.

Even if you want to take revenge, then take revenge on me alone.

"Okay, although it may be difficult, I believe you can do it. If you encounter problems, you must tell me and don't be bullied by him."

Song Cheng stared at me for a few seconds, and finally kissed my forehead.The meager light outside the window outlined his upright facial features, with unspeakable desire mixed between his brows and eyes, but the words he spoke were pure and gentle.

This contrast almost made me shudder, and I couldn't help hugging him tightly, smelling the light scent of soap on his body.The feeling of hugging is so happy, so happy that I even feel like I am having a sweet dream, and I almost cry.

"Jun Yan, I like you so much. I really like the way you work hard for me." He put his arms around me and murmured, "For me... work harder."

If he could spit out a gorgeous and flawless pearl for him, then Xu Junyan's life would be worth it.

I was lying on the bed, looking at Song Cheng's quiet profile, knowing that it was late but I couldn't fall asleep anyway.

I glanced at the alarm clock next to the bed, it was past one o'clock in the morning.

I still have to go to work on weekdays, so staying here tonight means that I’m in a hurry in the morning, and the project is at a critical time recently, so it’s outrageous to always doze off in meetings.

Song Cheng was already asleep.At the dinner table, I also heard Dong Xiaoqian say that Song Cheng has been very busy recently, and the company gave him many audition opportunities, so he had to come out after a short stay in the hospital.He breathed long and evenly, and I got out of bed lightly and went outside, rummaging in the bag I brought.

Fortunately, I brought sleeping pills with me... I found the bottle and poured out two tablets, hesitated and poured another one.

This sleeping pill is very effective, and you usually only need to take one tablet at most.But I have been under a lot of pressure these days and often suffer from insomnia. If I want to fall asleep quickly, it is better to eat more.

Because I was afraid of waking Song Cheng up, I didn't even dare to pour water, I crushed the bitter pill between my teeth and swallowed it.The powder choked me so much that I wanted to retch, I let out a muffled cough, and held my throat tightly to hold it back.

Going back and lying quietly beside Song Cheng, I groped for his hand under the quilt, held it lightly and closed my eyes.

Finally, I can sleep peacefully.

I dreamed that I was flying freely in the sky, like a light cloud.All painful emotions are gone, the scenery is receding before my eyes, and I have never been happier.

I have had many dreams, but the most beautiful one is being by Song Cheng's side.