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Andre spent the whole day on the sofa playing games, I glanced at the bloody picture on the screen and frowned slightly.But he has no other entertainment, and I have to go to work and I can't take him out to play all day long, so it's not easy to tell him how to play games.

One good thing about working in Xu's is that no one dares to say anything about me even if I am late.But I know that someone like Xu Yuzhong who is ignorant and incompetent will be judged behind his back, and I don't want to work harder so that others will look at me with admiration, so I just go to work in a normal way every day, not seeking merit but not fault.After a long time, my colleagues found that although I belonged to the Xu family, I was not taken care of a little bit, and I was punished as I was supposed to be punished, so I no longer approached me as enthusiastically or inquiringly as I did at the beginning, and I was more happy Leisurely.

I am used to drowning in countless people with ordinary looks and mediocre qualifications like me, which makes me feel like I have found my kind.

"Are you going to have dinner tonight?" I was talking to Xu Yucheng with the phone in one hand, and the other hand was holding on to the wobbly hanging ring. The auntie dressed in gaudy clothes was chatting loudly beside me, and the bus was extremely noisy.At this time, any usual aristocratic etiquette is useless, only to speak loudly and overwhelm them with his own voice, "I will return the car to you."

I turned the volume of the call to the maximum, and Xu Yucheng's voice over there was vaguely helpless: "Can't I drive to work in my car? It's very noisy over there, are you on the bus again?"

"That's right." I was very calm and thought there was nothing wrong with it, "Your car is too ostentatious, it's not suitable for me to drive."

He said softly: "Why? You don't need a driver to pick you up. What does it look like to squeeze the bus every day? If you don't like it, I'll pay you to buy you a car that you don't think is ostentatious, okay?"

You see, this is where we are different.Xu Yucheng only graduated a year earlier than me, but he already has the ability to earn enough money for him to dispose of, even the old man would think he is very good when he mentions it; and I can only be a dispensable financial assistant in Xu's Do odd jobs in other positions, and do some trivial things that another person can do.But everyone has their own destiny, I am not destined to be a genius, and I will not be jealous of him: "No need, come to my house for dinner tonight? Or what do you want?"

"It's all right, but I don't want to eat at home, how about we go out to eat?" he said, "without Andre..."

The car stopped suddenly, and I was almost thrown out, but fortunately the armrest was strong enough to hold me.I had to get off at this stop. I held the phone in one hand and pushed aside the young students and uncles who were stuck in front of me. After getting out of the car with difficulty, I remembered to reply: "Ah? Okay, I'll talk to him at noon, Get him some takeout."

"Okay." Xu Yucheng chuckled, "You go to work, I will pick you up at the company after get off work."

He probably visited the restaurant Xu Yucheng chose many times, and the waiter called "Mr. Xu" without saying a word, and took us into the private room.Xu Yucheng ordered in a low voice, and I was bored playing with my mobile phone. When I came back to my senses, the waiter had already retreated, and he was looking at me from the opposite side and smiling.

"What's so interesting?" I have always disliked people staring at my face, even Xu Yucheng's gentle eyes would make me feel embarrassed, "What are you laughing at?"

"Because Xiaoyan is very cute." He said with a smile, "Oh, I'm blushing, and I'm even cuter."

I rolled my eyes at him, my natural tendency to blush when excited.When I was a child, I often blushed with anger because I was bullied by Xu Yuzhong, and the elders regarded me as a transparent person, and ignored the fights between children. At that time, only Xu Yucheng would protect me and wipe me away. Tears coax me softly, so gentle that it makes people's hearts beat.

Xu Yucheng, who stands firmly in front of me, I will probably never be angry with him in my life.

"Not cute at all," I muttered. "That's what you think."

The food was served very quickly, Xu Yucheng sat next to me, frequently picking up food for me, a hill quickly piled up in front of me - carefully peeled shrimp, fish with thorns removed, and all kinds of food I like to eat sample dishes.I sighed: "Brother Yucheng, don't pinch it, I will really gain weight."

"Xiao Yan is too thin, I'd better eat more." Xu Yucheng looked at me with a smile even though he had been helping me peel the shrimps and didn't eat much, and said, "Eat more, you see your arms are thin, and you are very special at work. Are you tired?

"

I looked at his handsome face for a few seconds, lowered my head, took a bite of a piece of chicken, and said sullenly, "It's okay, I'm fine now."

"That's good, tell me if anyone is in trouble." He still smiled, and handed the peeled shrimp to my mouth, "Open your mouth, ah—"

Andre was probably asleep when I got home, and the whole house was dark.I turned on the wall lamp in the aisle, changed my shoes as lightly as possible and went in, but when I passed by the living room, I saw a person nestled on the sofa and untouched takeaways on the coffee table.

"Why do you sleep in the living room?" I helplessly looked at Andre, who was only wearing a sweater and huddled into a ball. He seemed to be sleeping very uncomfortable, even in his dream, he frowned slightly.I guess I can't move him, but shaking him awake like an angel seems cruel, so I went upstairs and took a thick plush blanket to cover him, and cleaned up all the trash on the table .

Andre turned over and was still awake. I could see his curled and long eyelashes while sitting on the sofa.Because of closing his eyes, his usual willful temperament disappeared, leaving only tranquility and softness.I suddenly wanted to chat with someone, but communicating with Andre was really tiring, but there was one good thing: no matter what I said, he couldn't understand it, and he wouldn't pass it on.I looked at his beautiful eyebrows and whispered softly: "Although the mother is beautiful and brainless, she is very good to the child. The father is a well-cultivated and successful businessman. He has received noble education since he was a child. It doesn't matter if he is smart, he is still good-looking. So beautiful, your life must have been smooth sailing—”

Andre suddenly moved his shoulders, an unconscious movement in his dream.The hand that wanted to touch his blond hair paused in the air, I withdrew my hand to cover my eyes and laughed silently.What good is being jealous of him except to make me look uglier.

"No matter what you want to get, you have to exchange things. There is nothing in the world that I, Xu Junyan, can easily get." I don't even know what it means to say these things.But in front of the sleeping Andre, in front of this person who profoundly contrasts my bleak life, I just want to say this, "You probably haven't experienced this feeling. But it's worth it."

Exchange infatuation with flesh, exchange tenderness with future.

does it worth?worth it.