salt by salt

The door of the room was gently pushed open, and a ray of light fell into the darkness of the room.

I was a light sleeper, so I felt Andre lift the quilt, the mattress was slightly sunken, and the warm body was pressed against the back.He pressed his chin against my hair and held me tightly in his arms.

I sighed, knowing in my heart that he was as capricious as Andre, and he would never be easily persuaded, so I obediently went back to the study to sleep as I wished.

"I don't want to sleep alone, I will be afraid."

Andre's voice was slightly nasal, and he wrapped his hands around my waist, stroking the tattoo on my lower abdomen back and forth.I pressed his restless wrist, gently put aside the previous quarrel, and said softly: "It's okay to sleep here, don't mess around."

He lowered his head and rubbed against the back of my neck, kissed me again, and muttered how nice my brother was.I turned over, the hot air between each other's breaths overlapped, and Andre's fingertips slid softly on my skin, seemingly provoking.

I froze for a moment, since I left City B, I have been recuperating and concentrating all my energy on fighting against myself.Coupled with the fact that my libido was weakened by drugs, I have lived like a monk for the past three years, and I have not blasphemed myself for a long time.

The appearance of Andre seemed to awaken the body memory of indulgence, and any touch and touch brought an unconscious shudder.Just when I wanted to stay away from him, he hooked his leg too coincidentally, and his calf touched my lower body to draw a circle.

"...Andre!"

I was afraid of waking Sun Ning up, so I lowered my voice to stop him.Maybe it's been so long that I forgot that this guy won't change his mind just because of my words.Andre's hands slipped into my pajama pants and kneaded harder, preventing me from running backwards.

"I lost weight." He whispered, "My brother lives with that woman, so he should be embarrassed to masturbate, right? It's okay, I'll help you."

I was trapped in his arms, my cheek was pressed against his chest, and the soft quilt covered my whole body. I struggled with all my strength but couldn't escape. I was almost out of breath after all the tossing.

Andre didn't even use his hands, just his knees, squeezing and rubbing my erection back and forth.There were bursts of pleasure from the lower body that made my mind go blank. I couldn't help but straighten my waist. I was both comfortable and ashamed. Within a few minutes, I was trembling and vented in my underwear.

"It's so fast." He clicked his tongue, hugged me out of the quilt, who was about to lack oxygen, and kissed my hot face, "Brother, you are so cute."

"Let go!" It took me a long time to come back to my senses, my lower body was extremely uncomfortable wrapped in the sticky fabric, and at this moment I couldn't care less about myself being a scumbag who didn't recognize anyone, and my fingers were trembling with anger, " Andre, get out of here!"

He puffed up his face, his expression was a little aggrieved: "Brother..."

"Get out, get out." I gritted my teeth and said fiercely, "Now, immediately, immediately! Go back to the study, or live on the street tonight, you choose!"

Andre bit his lip, and reluctantly rolled over and got off the bed. There was a faint smell of semen in the quilt, which added a touch of eroticism to the room.The door was closed, and I was left alone to fret and frantic, and ended up re-showering in the bathroom in the middle of the night, changing soiled clothes and sheets.

What a troublemaker.When I fell on the bed again, I thought wearily, no matter what, I must let him go tomorrow.

The imagination is very beautiful, but the reality is not satisfactory.

Andre was busy in the kitchen early in the morning, and the table was full of various breakfasts.Sun Ning looked indifferent, and when he saw me standing in a daze at the door of the room, he smiled slightly: "Your brother seems to insist on using this old-fashioned method. It just so happens that I don't like wasting food, and besides, the company's breakfast is really bad. eat."

I was still a little dazed when I sat down opposite her, she wiped her lips gracefully: "I'm going to work. Xu Junyan, don't be moved by such small favors, even if he brings a table of gold, it can't make up for the wrong things he has done ,do you know?"

Andre was putting the small ravioli he made himself in front of me, but he stopped when he heard this, and he didn't say anything, but looked at me pitifully.

I sighed and suddenly felt dizzy: "Understood."

Sun Ning was still worried, and told him again before going out: "You know how unreliable your brother is, don't jump into the fire pit."

After sending her off, I turned around and saw Andre standing by the table, wearing the apron that Sun Ning gave when he bought the furniture, holding his hands together uneasily.I opened the seat and sat down, scooped up a small wonton and put it into my mouth. It tasted delicious and firm, and it was indeed delicious: "It's almost done, there's no need to pretend to show me."

"Is brother going to drive me away?"

"I'm not driving you away." Usually I don't have much appetite in the morning, but this bowl of wontons is really appetizing to me, so I couldn't help but eat again, "I'm renting here with Sun Ning, I don't have my own job or residence, you want to rely on Me, I can't afford it either."

"Then I will take care of my brother." A happy smile bloomed on Andre's face, like a delicate rose, making people unable to take their eyes off, "Brother, come with me."

"I don't want to." I lowered my eyes, "Andre, you say that you are different, but you haven't changed at all after so long. I don't want to live with someone who doesn't respect my wishes, even my own brother No way—or, just because he is a younger brother, so no way."

He hastily retorted: "My brother is also very comfortable in the end, isn't he?"

"It's not the same thing." I stirred the clear soup with a spoon, and the dried shrimps were floating in the light soup, "Andre, I don't understand, why are you pestering me?"

His expression was cold for a moment, and there seemed to be a mixture of hatred and pain in his eyes.When I suppressed my smile, there was an atmosphere of repelling outsiders around me, as if I had returned to the original appearance in front of me, distant, cold, and untouchable.

I waited patiently for his answer, but Andre turned his head, and only gave me a fair side face blocked by slightly longer blond hair, and a stubborn answer: "You are my brother."

"If you do this again, I will call and tell my mother." I lowered my face, "Let her take you back."

I don't know which sentence hit Andre's nerves. He stood up abruptly, tore off his apron and threw it on the ground, his beautiful cheeks flushed, and his tone was almost hysterical: "Brother hates me so much? You don't know How hard it took me to find you, I want to make it up to you, and I will live with you in the future, but now I don't even give me a chance, no matter what I do, you want me to go!"

"Andre, I..."

"Because it's my own brother, so I'm the only one who can't do it? Why didn't you say that when you were in bed with me, and when we lived together, why did you coax me and say that you love me the most? I believe it, brother, I believe it You insist on running, everyone told me you were dead, I thought I killed you, I was really going crazy."

"Only I care about you and have been looking for you. What about the others? Mom, Xu Yucheng, and those two men, they don't care about you at all! I did do a lot of things wrong, but I have suffered enough , Why do you treat me so badly? It was the same before, obviously they treated you worse, but you always listened to them and only treated me fiercely. Brother, this is not fair, you can't, you can't drive me out!"

Andre didn't cry, but the circles of his eyes were redder than crying, and the way he was holding back his tears was terribly touching.I took a deep breath and rubbed the center of my brows: "Forget it...you stay here today and wait until I come back. I'm going to work."

"Where is brother going? Are you coming back for lunch? Or can I cook and send it to you? What do you want to eat?"

As soon as he changed his face, he approached him earnestly and asked endlessly, I almost couldn't catch my breath.

"Uncle, why did you come—"

After getting rid of the sticky spirit at home, there is still one sitting in the convenience store.

Tong Xinqi is the girl Sun Ning and I met in the restaurant. She added my contact information and invited me to hang out.I refused on the grounds of age difference and different hobbies, but she immediately changed her name to call me uncle, which made me angry and funny.

She was wearing her school uniform, sitting at the bar and doing her homework.Seeing me coming in, he took off his earphones and jumped in front of me, raised his head and showed a white smile: "I've been waiting for you for a long time."

"Today is Monday, you don't have class?"

"Sports meet, I sneaked out to see you."

She came over with a bottle of drink. I put on my work coat and handed it back to her after taking the check. She waved her hand, "I'll take this bottle. Their peach juice is the best."

I wanted to refuse, but the little girl had already left the door with her schoolbag in her hand: "Let's go, you'll be found out if you stay out for too long! I'll come back tonight after school!"

I held the iced peach drink in my hand, and the cold water drops fell from the box.Yan Xiang came out of the storage room with her bag, and said enviously: "Why don't any good-looking and rich high school girls fall in love with me?"

"How many times have you met her?" I laughed, "Maybe it's a troublesome thing."

"She was wearing the school uniform of the foreign language school next door. The tuition fees of that school are very expensive, and the requirements are even higher. Only the rich second generation can afford it."

I shook my head and threw the box of peach juice to him: "Here, take it to drink on the way."

"Wow, Brother Xu, you are generous enough." He took it and unscrewed it, drank it in a few gulps, and sighed, "It's really good, and the little girl has a delicate taste. Why don't you keep it for yourself?"

"Go back and pay attention to safety." I lowered my head to collect the bills, and said casually, "I used to drink this brand of peach juice with others, and I got tired of it."

"Oh—ex-girlfriend?"

I closed the drawer and turned to look at him with a half-smile: "If you don't leave, I'll pretend you want to stay and help."

Yan Xiang begged for forgiveness, and went out with a smile.I was left standing in the convenience store, propped up against the counter in a daze for a while, until the next customer entered the store before I came back to my senses and put on a polite smile: "Welcome."

At noon, I couldn't help Andre's repeated begging, and I allowed him to come and deliver the meal.He was wrapped too tightly, even wearing sunglasses and a mask, pretending to be a big star and sneaking out to experience life, which caused the counter sister of the beauty store next door to look at him frequently.

Compared to these, I noticed that Andre seemed to deliberately avoid contact with other people.While he was waiting for me, a few office workers came in from the convenience store to buy water, and I put down my lunch box to check out.

The store was narrow, and one of the men accidentally touched Andre's arm, and he swung it away very forcefully. The movement was so big that he was a little nervous, and even the snacks on the shelf fell to the floor, making a loud noise.

Fortunately, he took the initiative to apologize in a low voice, and the other party also smiled awkwardly, not taking it seriously.

I saw it and wondered: Was Andre like this before?He once worked as my secretary with Tang Mo, and after working for a long time, it is inevitable to come into contact with each other occasionally. I have never seen such a violent reaction from him.

The convenience store does not have an exact lunch break, and with the concentration of companies and schools nearby, it will always be busy.I finished eating in a hurry, and I couldn't say a few words to him.Seeing that I was not free, Andre silently packed up his things and went back with the key I gave him.

Today's day shift is scheduled until ten o'clock in the evening, and many students will come out to buy things in the evening. I have to deal with it alone, so I rejected his proposal to deliver dinner again.

Of course, the other reason was that I hadn't made up my mind what to do with him, and it was easy to get upset seeing him in person.

During the time before the students got out of school, I was still free. I sat behind the counter and lost my mind, hammering my left leg, which was especially painful after standing for a long time.The wind chime at the door rang, and the mechanical sound of welcome just fell, I stood up from the chair and put on a polite smile: "Hello——"

The ending was swallowed back into my throat.The visitor was tall and thin. He was wearing a thin black windbreaker at the end of September when the heat was still hot. Inside was a dark turtleneck sweater, which made his skin pale, and his eyes became darker under his thick eyebrows.

His face was expressionless, and there was a trace of weakness and sickness on his face, which was impressive.Even though I've only met him once, I can still accurately call him by his name: "Lu Jingfan...Mr. Lu."

"Xu Junyan." He pursed the corners of his lips, raised his jaw slightly, as if he was greeting me in a calm manner, instead of throwing a thunderbolt, "Yang Chen is on the way here, if you don't want to be found by him , just follow me."