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Maybe it was because the nerves hadn't had time to react when it was cut off, and it took a while before the real pain started.The ten fingers connected to the heart made people unable to spare the energy to change clothes, so they could only sit blankly on the sofa and let themselves go.

After the bleeding stopped, the gauze stuck tightly to the wound and couldn't be torn off. When I opened the door for Song Cheng, I was still wearing a shirt with red cuffs, which looked a little scary.

I watched his face turn black in front of me, but didn't say anything, just frowned and cast a deep glance at me, and turned sideways to let the two doctors behind him enter the door.

The doctor in charge of the examination acted professionally and quickly, debridement, disinfection and re-bandage for me, heaved a sigh of relief: "Fortunately, although the wound is relatively long, it did not hurt the tendon, and it will not leave any bad effects after it heals."

The people brought by Song Cheng took everything into consideration, and the other gave me a tetanus shot, and explained a lot of precautions during the observation time, leaving the medicine and their contact information, and promised to be there on call.

I was very embarrassed, and thanked you again and again, Song Cheng nodded his head in greeting, his face was still gentle.

When the person left, his face was rarely sullen: "Junyan, are you going to kill yourself?"

I smiled and replied: "This time I cut the fruit carelessly, pay attention next time. And the doctor said there is no big problem..."

"Cut fruit and cut your hands like this, do you think I'm a fool?" Song Cheng stared at me closely, his eyes showing a stern look, "What happened to make you so emotionally unstable, and even started to harm yourself?"

"No……"

He paused for a moment, then adjusted his expression, restrained his anger, and said lightly: "Do you think I can't help you? Why don't you say so?"

I lowered my head and stared at the gauze wrapped around my palm: "I didn't think clearly when I called you, and I talked nonsense on the spur of the moment. Don't take it to heart. Song Cheng, you have done a lot for me."

While talking, he got up, went to pour a glass of warm water and put it in front of me.The viscous honey slowly sinks to the bottom of the cup, releasing a touch of sweetness in the clearness.

"What did Yang Chen do again? Otherwise, you wouldn't be so excited." He sat next to me and gently stroked my back, "Your brother is not worrying, compared to them, I will not eat raw about you."

"You are not a lover. I know that I am not worthy of such trouble. I don't want to always owe you favors that have not come up."

I turned my head to look at him, the young man's handsome silhouette and smiling eyes all released goodwill signals.

This made me hesitate for a moment, and finally told him everything about the surrogacy.

Song Cheng's expression didn't change at all after hearing this, and he even took on an air of connivance, with the corners of his lips slightly curved: "Junyan, in fact, Andre is right, you are really not suitable to participate in these things."

Seeing me in a daze, he shook his head: "Do you remember what you told me before? Buy a villa and wait for me to come back at home every day. As long as you agree, I will send you out of here now, and I will deal with other matters. "

I came to my senses and said in disbelief: "What do you think of me? I am a man anyway, if I really want to tear my face apart, Yang Chen may not be able to do what he wants. You want me to run away because of this?"

"I know you won't want to. It's not because you don't want to run away, but because you don't trust me, so you dare not entrust everything to me, right?"

"……Yes."

"Jun Yan, the current situation is a gamble for many people. It's not a question of whether you believe it or not, but that you have to stand on the side where you bet. I kicked him out a long time ago."

Song Cheng looked into my eyes: "Don't worry about the child. Yang Chen and his father are probably suffering from headaches recently, and he can't spare the time to do these things. Besides, if there is a child, there are many chances to get rid of it before it is born."

My eyes widened in surprise, and he smiled easily: "I see you are so nervous, just kidding, how could I do this to a pregnant woman?"

"The expression on your face when you spoke was so terrifying that I almost took it seriously."

I forcefully suppressed my palpitations, not thinking about the gloom in Song Cheng's eyes.He changed the subject at the right time: "Did Xu Yucheng not contact you recently?"

I nodded hesitantly. He asked Hou Guangyue to beat Xu Yuzhong, and he also knew Zhao Yuan who had been helping Xu Yucheng. He probably knew more about the Xu family than I did.

"He doesn't have time to take care of you. He knows that your old man is still alive, and he can't compete with Xu Yuzhong, so it's better to make some achievements to make people look different. If you want to find him, just give Yang Chen a call and ask him to pick it up. "

"How could brother Yucheng get involved with Yang Chen..."

I paused and didn't finish asking this stupid question.Xu Yucheng probably also participated in the project that Yang Chen's father intended to win the bid, no wonder Zhao Yuan had frequent contacts with Yang Chen.

The threshold of the project is frighteningly high. Apart from a few state-owned enterprises designated by the government and the Yang family, no one in China is qualified to try it.If Yang Chen's father can succeed, even if he follows him for a share, it will be enough to become a great help for Xu Yucheng to fight for the Xu family in the future - no, even the old man will acquiesce in him becoming the next generation of the Xu family in power.

Xu Yucheng wanted funds, otherwise he wouldn't have turned a blind eye to Second Aunt's pharmaceutical company making money out of conscience.

I just don't know how he can persuade Yang Chen to bring him to cooperate... Thinking of this, I was silent for a while: "Yang Chen is the one who puts interests first, and will not affect his judgment because of emotional factors."

"Xu Yucheng won't be so stupid as to think that Yang Chen will give him a chance for your sake. It's his ability to persuade Yang Chen." Song Cheng's tone was gentle, and he seemed to be somewhat regretful, "I admire him very much, but it's a pity that he made a wrong bet. object."

"...Who are you, Song Shangyuan, the chairman of Green Bank Group?"

What he wanted was far more than dealing with Yang Chen emotionally, and aimed directly at the Yang family and that project.

Song Cheng sighed lightly.His eyelashes are very long, trembling slightly with his breathing, completely covering his eyes when he lowered his eyes: "Junyan, I've said so much, why don't you understand?"

The root of my tongue was a bit bitter: "What do you know? I'm afraid I'm just a cover to confuse Yang Chen? In fact, you use me to cover up and it's unnecessary. Yang Chen would never think that you are related to his father's project."

"Yes, then why should I help you?" He looked up at me, "Don't you know? Or do you want to admit it?"

I am clear.

Even if Song Cheng refers to the Yang family, he can still participate quietly by himself, without starting from me, a small person.Uncle Yang is in charge of the business affairs of the Yang family, not to mention that Yang Chen never asks for my opinion, even if he bribes me, he won't be able to help.

He could leave me alone, but he didn't.

From the beginning to the end, he was trying to find a better arrangement for me, and I was always reluctant to believe him.

Song Cheng's fingers were dry and warm, stroking my neck lingeringly, but without any erotic meaning.

I suddenly felt like he was trying to comfort a frightened animal through physical contact, but I have to say that this kind of action is indeed full of a reliable sense of security, allowing my tense body to slowly relax.

"I won't force you like Yang Chen. You can rest assured about this. Next time you have something to tell me, I'll solve it for you. Don't hurt yourself, okay?"

There was a little heat in my eyes, and I nodded quickly.Gently kissing my forehead, he and I separated slightly, turned around and picked up the blood-stained fruit knife and weighed it in his hand.

Before he could say the words to stop him, Song Cheng slashed his knife in the palm of his hand!

"Song Cheng, you're crazy!" I rushed up to snatch the knife, and hurriedly checked his injuries, "What are you doing?!"

"I think you will do this, probably because you are under too much pressure. It's my fault that I didn't tell you earlier." He put his other hand on my shoulder and said seriously, "Junyan, you Listen to me, I should pay you back, if not, I will blame myself even more."

"It has nothing to do with you...it's my own problem..."

Looking at the bloody, fleshy knife wound, my heart ached, it was even more difficult than my own injury.

The cut was so deep that I didn't know if there would be sequelae. I was anxious and afraid, and I didn't know what to say, so I said incoherently: "It's not your fault at all! I'll call the doctor first..."

"It's okay, don't be afraid." Song Cheng even smiled at me, "In the past, I might just walk away and come back when the dust settles, so that you don't think about it. But now I won't do that."

With one hand injured, I struggled to dial the number that the doctor left me just now, and turned to stare at the person who still had the strength to speak calmly: "Stop talking, I count on you to take care of me, now I'm fine, it's all a sick number!"

Quickly explain what happened to the doctor, and ask them to do it again, Song Cheng has already skillfully stopped the bleeding with gauze.He raised his arm to me: "This is a couple's scar."

"Don't do this next time, it's scary." I sat next to him and touched his finger carefully, "You are too cruel to yourself."

He smiled slightly: "Call me cruel, didn't you do the same thing?"

I was speechless for a moment, and after a while I said, "I won't do it again."

"I brought your life back, so it's mine, so don't be stupid."

I nodded, a smile appeared in his eyes, and he scratched the bridge of my nose with his uninjured hand, with a gentle and helpless tone:

"You can rest assured if you stay by your side, now I understand."