He is wild and cowardly

Tao and Shu have had many trips that required impromptu departures. They took off from airports in different cities and landed in another city. They traveled in a hurry. They never saw the scenery along the way, so it’s hard to call it a trip. It's travel.

He is only 22 years old, but he seems to have gotten used to such a purposeless and fast-paced life of being pushed around, so that when the car drove on the expressway and headed towards Pingshi, Tao and Shu still had a kind of A very unreal trance.

But the forearms of the people around him were indeed warm from the tentacles.

The night breeze was cool, Chi Ying rolled up the car window halfway, and the lowered arm touched his. Tao Yushu turned his head, still a little dazed,? After a long while, he showed a shy smile to him meaning.

The feeling of unreality left in his heart disappeared in an instant,? He seemed to have fallen to the ground,? He was dragged by someone, and his body and mind were stable.

The decision was really hasty - I didn't even pack my things, and I was wearing the clothes I had just finished eating Oden outside. When Xiao Zhu came to pick it up, I saw two people, and I was stunned for a long time, thinking that something happened to the boss,? Suddenly If you say go, you will go.

But he didn't talk too much, he acted diligently as a competent driver, and looked straight ahead along the way, pretending not to see the hands they shook.

After leaving the city and taking the expressway, there were only four hours left to drive. It was early in the morning when we arrived. Xiao Zhu parked the car at the entrance of the Pingshi bus stop and asked them where they were going.

Tao Yushu said, "Let's just stay here, thank you for your hard work."

The two got out of the car on the side of the road.

The distance between Ping City and Hai City is not too far, but the temperature of the air seems to be very different, and there is a little salty smell of sea breeze in the fresh air.

Tao Yushu took a deep breath and sighed, "It's so cold."

Chi Ying reached out and hugged him to her side to block the wind, "Let's go?"

They first went to Weihai in Pingshi.

Because there is no one to accompany them, and they don't like to hang out alone, Tao and Shu have never been to this beach, which is not even a tourist attraction in the eyes of Pingshi people.

But the first time he came here today, he saw the sea in the early morning.

The dark blue sky was reflected on the sea, and the warm sea breeze was blowing a few swaying beard branches on the shoal, which seemed particularly peaceful in the night.

Tao and Shu were immediately gripped by this vast tranquility, and their breathing became lighter.

The night is quiet, but there are waves and the sound of Chi Ying's breathing to accompany him. For the first time, he fell in love with this kind of gentle, almost lonely silence.

They held hands and walked along the beach together. Small waves came up along the edge of the beach, wet their feet, and they simply took off their shoes and stepped on the water.

"I've never been here before, so I don't know how beautiful it is." Tao Yushu turned to look at him, with a slight smile on his delicate porcelain white face, "You must have seen it many times, right?"

Chi Ying shook her head, "Today's looks better."

Tao and Shu laughed, "I think so too."

The part about Pingshi in Tao Yushu's memory is really not very impressive, but the situation touched the heartstrings, and it still reminded him of some things, and told Chi Ying.

He said that he prefers the winter in Pingshi, because there is snow, sometimes it can not melt for several days, the scenery is very beautiful, and he can see it from the window without going out; Damn, but I really like the noodle shop in front of the school...

At the end, he asked Chi Ying, "What about you?"

In fact, since knowing that Chi Ying is also from Pingshi, Tao and Shu have always kept a little bit of anticipation, as if the intersection of their lives should not have started only last year, this feeling became stronger after he fell in love with Chi Ying, probably People always want to have a deeper bond with the person or thing they like.

He really wanted to know what Chi Ying's past was like, what kind of life Chi Ying lived in the same time and space in the same city at that time, and if possible, secretly fantasized about whether there was an earlier life. A little chance of meeting.

They hadn't met earlier, but it was allowed to think about it.

Chi Ying squeezed his slender fingers, lowered her head and stepped on the water, thought for a while, as if she didn't know what to say, and said: "I also like the winter in Pingshi the most."

Chi Ying is not the kind of person who will take the initiative to tell others about her past.

He had an unhappy childhood, his mother died young, his father was an alcoholic, but he had a grandmother who loved him very much.

His father was still addicted to gambling in the months before his senior high school entrance examination, and unfortunately died of drunk driving the day before the examination. Because of this, Chi Ying missed the opportunity to be admitted to a key high school, and since then he has to bear the medical expenses of his grandmother.

In order to make money quickly, he skipped school and worked part-time at night as a network administrator in an Internet cafe. Later, he helped others score points because of his good game play, but his grandmother still passed away in his first year of high school.

Among the tens of thousands of unhappy people in the world, these experiences can only be regarded as very common ones, nothing special, so he never mentioned them to others.

It's unnecessary to say these things to people you don't know well, and it's like selling misery, and you may not get sympathy.

Chi Ying never cared for sympathy.

But Tao and Shu are not others.

Tao Yushu listened quietly all the time, their delicate palms pressed against his, like a silent comfort.

Until another wave hit, Tao and Shu Xinsi missed their feet, tripped over a rock covered by the waves, and almost fell, Chi Ying quickly hugged him by the waist, held him by the waist again, and lifted him up completely, Put it on your feet.

Tao Yushu felt a little pain from being hit, his eyebrows were slightly frowned, and Chi Ying signaled him: "Lift it up and let me have a look."

Tao Yushu stepped on his foot with one foot, and raised his right foot, a little unsteady, he swayed, and then supported Chi Ying's shoulder.

"Are you alright?" Tao Yushu asked him a little tired from standing on one foot, "There should be no scratches, and it doesn't hurt."

Chi Ying took a look at his feet, and her slightly rough fingertips ran across the skin of the soles of his feet. Tao Yushu couldn't help trembling slightly, and leaned a little closer to him.

"It's a little red, but it's not broken." Chi Ying put him down again, and suddenly bent down and squatted down with his back facing him, "Come up, I'll carry you on my back."

Tao Yushu didn't speak, just leaned on his back meekly, Chi Ying grabbed his thin legs into his arms, and got up.

Tao Yushu pressed against his back, and could feel Chiying's smooth back muscles and rich body heat.

Chi Ying's Adam's apple would move when he was talking, and his deep chest voice came through the thin clothes, asking him "are you sleepy?"

Tao and Shu whispered that they were not sleepy, and after a while, they lowered their heads and kissed his neck lightly.

Chi Ying didn't have a second to react, and quickly turned to kiss him.

Chi Ying usually seems to be quiet and quiet, but she reacts very quickly to this kind of matter.

He often took the initiative to kiss Tao and Shu, and he didn't show that he hoped that Tao and Shu would take the initiative, but once Tao and Shu took the initiative, Chi Ying would immediately tell him "I like it very much" with actions.

The entwining voices of lips and tongue accompanied by the waves can be heard endlessly, this kissing position is tiring, but not enough, so Chi Ying brought him up to her body, clasped the back of his head with one hand and kissed him deeply.

Chi Ying invaded in his mouth, Tao Yushu's tongue was on fire, both lips were sucked wet, moist and plump, cheeks and ears were bright red as if they were on fire, and finally got breath During the interval, I almost choked on my saliva, my eyes were wet, and I was almost out of breath, "Slow down."

Then he heard Chi Ying chuckle as if in pleasure, "I'll try my best."

They left the beach in the twilight of morning on the shoreline.

People in Ping City don't have the habit of going to the night market. At night, there are no people in the whole city, only a few convenience stores are still open.

Chi Ying seemed to be familiar with this place, and led him by the hand through several dark alleys. On both sides of the alleys, there were occasional dark Internet cafes with lights on, and some small stalls with few people.

Arriving at the entrance of a convenience store, Chi Ying went in to buy food, and took off her clothes for Tao and Shu.

Tao Yushu was wearing his clothes, which were a bit too big. He tucked his hands into the sleeves and stood quietly outside the door waiting.

Tao Yushu subconsciously frowned when the smell of smoke hit.

The smell of low-quality cigarettes was very unpleasant. Tao Yushu looked up and met a young man with crew cut hair.

Tao Yushu didn't wear a mask or a hat. She didn't expect to meet someone so late. She was a little afraid of being recognized, so she took a step back subconsciously. The young man looked away from him as if he didn't recognize him at all. .

Tao and Shu breathed a sigh of relief.

The sensor glass door of the convenience store opened behind him, and Chi Ying's voice sounded behind him: "There is no iced barley tea, can it be at room temperature?"

Before Tao Yushu could answer, the young man suddenly widened his eyes as if he saw something, and opened his mouth slightly with the cigarette in his mouth. The ash almost fell off the ground. He quickly took the cigarette out of his mouth, "Chi welcome?!"

Tao Yushu and Chi Ying both had a meal.

Chi Ying looked over, glanced at him, didn't speak or answer, his face was expressionless, and "Who are you" was clearly written on his face.

"It's really Chi Ying! Fuck!" The young man seemed to see his brother whom he hadn't seen for hundreds of years. He stepped forward excitedly and patted Chi Ying's shoulder quite familiarly. There was a familiar person inside, so I took a closer look, and I didn't expect it to be you!"

This man was of average height, not even as tall as Tao and Shu, and a head shorter than Chi Ying, so it seemed a little ridiculous to hold his shoulders like this.

After he approached, Tao and Shu smelled a stronger smell of smoke, turned their heads away, and couldn't help coughing a few times.

Chi Ying frowned, took his hand off his shoulder, and took a step back, "Who are you?"

The smile on the young man's face froze for a moment, "Don't wear this kind of thing, you know you are developed, and if you are developed, have you forgotten how many brothers?"

Chi Ying finally looked him in the eye.

The young man was wearing a leather jacket and baggy ripped jeans. He was not very old, but he already had an impetuous street spirit.

Chi Ying said, "I don't know you."

The man snorted and pointed to his face, "Me, Li Wang! You don't know me? Fuck... I sat behind you in the first year of high school, and you skipped class every day and I helped you keep your homework. When I entered ER, I reposted the video in the high school group, saying that this is our school star..."

Li Wang is indeed Chi Ying's high school classmate, but what he said is still only a third of the truth, and the rest is all exaggeration.

Chi Ying in high school was not very popular among classmates.

Tall and handsome, but gloomy all day long.Don't come all day, even if you come, you will be late, and then sleep in the last row all day.

Sixteen or seventeen is the time when the malice of young people is at its most lawless.

In a place like the No. [-] Middle School, it seems that only drinking, smoking, fighting, and not listening to class is normal, and everything else is different.

There is such an outlier as Chi Ying in the school, which is very memorable.

In particular, this man has a face that girls like very much, but he is indifferent and unruly as if he is defiant - quite unreasonable.

There were people blocking him for several days in a row. After a few fights, no one dared to provoke Chi Ying anymore, but even more and more people ignored him.

He walks alone on the campus every day, like a gloomy corner that cannot see the light.

Later everyone heard that Chi Ying could have been admitted to the attached high school, and later someone heard that his family members were gone, and everyone felt a little sympathy for him in addition to fear and contempt—but it was limited to this.

Li Wang briefly sat at the front and back tables with Chi Ying, and they didn't say more than five sentences in total. The only things he knew about Chi Ying were "I don't come every day" and "When I come, I like to run to the opposite side Mingcheng".

At first he felt that Chi Ying was crazy, and secretly felt that he was a bit of a dream—probably still dreaming that if he failed the high school entrance examination, he would be able to study in the school made of golden mountains opposite him.

But later he found out that might not be the case, because Chi Ying didn't go in at all, he just liked to wander slowly outside the courtyard wall.

In short, in Li Wang's impression, Chi Ying is quite a crazy person.

However, the infinitely close to zero intersection in high school did not prevent Li Wang from using this to pretend to be arrogant after Chi Ying became famous. Even the three girlfriends he had talked with so far were all ranked in the Summoner Canyon. I found out from time to time that he loves to tell these deceitful girls some things about when he and Chi Ying were classmates. Three parts are true and seven parts are false, but it has always been very useful.

Chi Ying thought for a while, as if unsure, "Oh."

Obviously perfunctory, the smile on Li Wang's face couldn't hold back, and he turned his eyes to cover up his embarrassment, his eyes wandered around Tao and Shu's face, paused for a while, then looked at Chi Ying, pointed at Tao and Shu and asked: "What are you doing?" Oh my friend?"

Why does it feel a little familiar.

Tao Yushu subconsciously hid behind Chiying.

Chi Ying blocked him, turned around, raised sharp eyebrows, and said patiently: "Yes."

After dealing with Li Wang and leaving, Tao Yushu still stood slightly sideways behind Chi Ying, gently holding the corner of his clothes with one hand.

Chi Ying pulled him out from behind and handed him the barley tea.

Tao Yushu took it and took a sip, "Is that your high school classmate?"

"Yeah." Chi Ying paused for a moment, "I'm in No. [-] Middle School."

Tao Yushu took a sip of barley tea, "I know."

Chi Ying paused, "You know?"

Tao Yushu nodded, "Dinning with my former high school classmates during Chinese New Year, someone mentioned you."

Chi Ying came back to his senses from a somewhat stiff stupor, as expected, as if relieved, but also a little inexplicably lost, "Oh."

"Then our two high schools are still opposite each other." Tao Yushu turned to look at him, "Why didn't I meet you back then?"

Chi Ying's lips moved, and just as she was about to speak, Tao Yushu laughed again, and said to herself, "But it's true that I rarely go back to school in high school, maybe it's hard to meet."

Chi Ying didn't speak.

After a long time, he said in a low voice, "Yeah."

But Tao and Shu seemed to be stuck in this kind of regret and couldn't let go of it.

He had this kind of regret before, but it grew more and more after returning to Pingshi.

It was quiet in the dark night, Chi Ying was beside him, they had already seen the sea together that had no place in his memory, and he really wanted to see the school they had attended at this moment.

How miraculous, they obviously flew out of the same forest, but they flew around for a long time before meeting each other.

Every couple in love does this, right?Let's look at the past together, find you in your past, and find yourself.

"Let's go back and have a look?" Tao Yushu asked him anxiously, "How about it?"

Chi Ying stared at him, "Okay."

Ping City is not big, and it is only two kilometers from here to the entrance of Mingcheng and No.[-] Middle School.

It was only early in the morning, and the two campuses were quiet, facing each other across a road, even if all the lights were off, there was no difference.

I haven’t been back for a few years, but the changes here are not too big. Tao Yushu looked around and saw the breakfast restaurant that hadn’t opened yet, but the door plaque still said “Zhang Ji Xiaolongbao”. Chi Ying sleeves, pointing to him: "This breakfast restaurant is still there! I used to buy breakfast at his place, the soy milk is super delicious."

Chi Ying: "Yes."

I also saw the Honor Roll posted at Mingcheng’s door. It hasn’t been long since the results of the college entrance examination came out. The red paper on the Honor Roll is still very fresh. Tao and Shu have never taken the college entrance examination themselves, so it’s a bit of a novelty. When I look closely, I don’t know what level 670 is. , I only know that since it ranks first, it must be a very good result.

Tao and Shu looked at the list intently for a while, and suddenly sighed: "I used to be very average in my studies, and my English was okay, but my math was too bad. The full score of 150 points was only more than 80 points every time, and I failed."

He tilted his head and smiled, "I think you must be good at math."

Chi Ying asked him, "Why do you think so?"

"I don't know, it's just a feeling." Tao Yushu raised his head, with a slight smile on his lips, "I think you are very good at everything."

Chi Ying raised his eyebrows, turned his face, and looked at the serial number in front of the honor roll together with him.

Most of Mingcheng's students don't take the college entrance examination very much. When it comes to the competition for the second year of high school, those who plan to go abroad are planning to go abroad. Although there are some tuition-free students recruited for the sake of appearance, the number is not many, and the names on the list are swept away. That's it.

It's just that the order of the names is very strange, it seems that they are not numbered according to numbers. Tao Yushu looked at it for a while, and suddenly remembered, "This person, 0298, this is his student number."

The smile on the corner of Chi Ying's mouth was almost indiscernible, "Yeah."

"Mingcheng seems to be like this, and I kind of forget it." Tao and Shu recalled, "The student number is the same from entering school to graduating, and every exam is posted on the upper right corner of the desk."

"What about yours?" Chi Ying asked him suddenly.

"what?"

Chi Ying looked at him with dark eyes, "What's your student number, do you remember?"

Tao Yushu laughed, "Then how could I still remember... I haven't even taken the exams before."

Chi Ying turned her face away, staring at the empty space, for a long while, "Yes."