just in time

"Hey——" Yi Chenliang looked up at him, this posture made his neck hurt a little, he grabbed Yun Fang's hand and stood up, stretching out his arms to hug him. "Don't do that."

Yun Fang let him hold her, but the tyrannical and unknown emotions that surged up in her heart suddenly collapsed.

Yi Chenliang sighed, "I'm not afraid of how many people you've killed, don't keep irritating me with this."

Yun Fang was stunned.

Yi Chenliang hugged him and stretched out his hand to rub his back, "I'm really fine, don't be afraid."

"I didn't." Yun Fang frowned.

"You didn't run back to Wucheng from Beijing in the middle of the night without you?" Yi Chenliang hugged him and did not let go, "The beating I received tonight is not as bad as the jump you gave me."

Yun Fang reached out and touched his head, but kept his eyes down and didn't speak.

Yi Chenliang knows his own problem, when he is unhappy, depressed, and has something on his mind, he likes to keep his mouth shut and sit down in a corner, ignoring everyone.

Yun Fang had never done this in front of him before, and he thought that he would correct this bad problem when he grew up, but now he saw that there was no such thing at all.

Yi Chenliang dragged him to the living room and poured him a glass of water.

Yun Fang rushed all the way back without even drinking his saliva, and now he was indeed thirsty, so he sat on the sofa and drank a glass of water in a leisurely manner.

"I was also quite scared when you were in the emergency room." Yi Chenliang sat on the armrest of the sofa with his upper body naked, and the bruise on his body was particularly dazzling. gone."

"But I told the phone that I'm safe, why did you come back?" Yi Chenliang relied on himself to sit up high, and stretched out his hand to grab his hair.

"You're not that enthusiastic, and you're taking the kids to the police station in the middle of the night." Yun Fang said, "You're lying if you hear it."

Yi Chenliang let out a hey, and after a while he straightened Yun Fang's messy hair, "Sun Yuan was looking for Li Kai, and seven or eight people blocked my way. It's really not a big deal."

"You have to be beaten half to death to call it a big deal?" Yun Fang frowned.

"At least I didn't lie in the emergency room and was notified of critical illness three times." Yi Chenliang scratched his hair angrily.

Yun Fang: "..."

Speaking of this, he is really unreasonable and can't be noisy.

"What about your exam tomorrow?" Yi Chenliang asked, "Is there still time to go back now?"

"The exam will be taken tomorrow afternoon, so I have time to leave tomorrow morning." Yun Fang said.

Yi Chenliang looked at his watch, it was already one o'clock in the middle of the night, and urged him to go to bed, "Go to bed quickly."

Yun Fang was lying on the bed, and Yi Chenliang was lying next to him, the sound of his steady breathing was next to his ears, and his heart that had been hanging on the road was finally relieved.

"Can't sleep?" Yi Chenliang turned over and put a long leg on him.

Yun Fang slapped his thigh, "Isn't it too hot?"

"It's not hot, you're cold." Yi Chenliang leaned closer to him and grabbed his hand in the dark, "What happened to you just now? Why do you think I'm afraid of you?"

"I'm not a good person, it's normal to be afraid of me." Yun Fang paused, "If you're really afraid, I—"

Yi Chenliang pinched his face, "What about you?"

Yun Fang frowned in the dark, and said in a deep tone, "I won't let you go either."

Quite a kind of murderous, ruthless and ruthless gangster style.

It's just that the boss is still being pinched on the cheek, and his momentum has been cut by more than half.

"Lock me up in a small dark room with a chain?" Yi Chenliang quickly answered, and after a long while sighed with emotion: "Ah, it's quite exciting."

"It's... not really." Yun Fang imagined the scene uncontrollably, and coughed lightly: "Don't talk nonsense."

"If you dare to let me go, I'll lock you up." Yi Chenliang poked his face, "Do whatever I want with you."

"...Stop watching messy TV shows." Yun Fang slapped his paw away.

Yi Chenliang put his arm on his stomach, and just when Yun Fang thought he was about to fall asleep, he suddenly said, "You are not a bad person, you are the best person in the world to me."

Yun Fang opened his eyes in the darkness.

"I knew it when you blocked that knife in Xinnan Alley." Yi Chenliang put his arms around his waist, "You don't like killing people at all."

"Were you afraid after killing Wang Youwei?" Yi Chenliang asked.

Yun Fang was silent for a long time, just when Yi Chenliang thought he would not answer this question, he said slowly: "I'm afraid."

I was so scared that my whole body was shaking, and I watched in panic as a living person convulsed and convulsed in front of me, I lost my breath, warm blood splashed on my face, my brain went blank, and I couldn't lift my legs even if I wanted to run.

Later, he met Ge San by accident. He learned how to kill, but he was still afraid.I was so afraid that I had nightmares every night, woke up alive by being suffocated, and kept my eyes open in the dark until dawn.

Even afterward he got used to numbness.

But he still hated himself deeply.

The blood splashed on his body was washed away by water, but it left a bony mark on his soul, and he couldn't wash it off.

As much as he likes Yi Chenliang, he hates himself now.

Yi Chenliang said to him: "It's okay, you can tell me."

"Don't listen to this." Yun Fang reached out and touched his face, "You just need to grow up well."

Yi Chenliang grabbed his hand, "Da Yi, I'm not only your old self, I'm still your boyfriend."

"There are some things that Xiao Yi can't listen to, but her boyfriend can."

Yi Chenliang kissed the back of his hand, "Tell me about it."

Yun Fang was at a loss for a moment, "I don't know where to start."

"From that night, why did you have to go to the Qiushan Orphanage?" Yi Chenliang said, "Why do you want to kill Ge San?"

Yun Fang never told anyone about his past, and he would even force himself not to think about it. Those memories were too dark and bloody, but they really happened. Breathless.

At first he wanted to use this to scare Yi Chenliang away and keep him away from him, but in the end he was still selfish and vicious, he wanted to make a less bad impression of himself on Yi Chenliang, and he didn't tell him the whole truth.

After being with Yi Chenliang, he made up his mind to rot all these things in his stomach, he didn't want Yi Chenliang to see himself so unbearable.

But Yi Chenliang's words were too tempting.

Yi Chenliang is not only his past self, but also his boyfriend.

Then can he also try to secretly take a breath?

"Before I died, I was one of Ge San's subordinates, and I helped him do many evil things..." Yun Fang spoke slowly, and finally tried to uncover a corner of his own black memory.

It was as if he had personally smashed the shell of his heart that was guarded against death, and showed the rotten flesh and blood inside to the other party in a strange and apprehensive manner, but he was still cautious, for fear of scaring the other party away.

Yi Chenliang listened quietly.

It was a future that was unfamiliar to him, and it was also another past unique to Yi Chenliang. He was destined not to be able to participate in that memory, but he still pieced together a lonely and silent Yi Chenliang from the other's few words.

"...so I can't let Ge San escape." Yun Fang said, "I almost killed him."

"But Ge San is still alive." Yi Chenliang grasped his hand tightly, "You handed him over to the police, why didn't you kill him?"

Yi Chenliang just listened, feeling the urge to cut Ge Sanqian into pieces.

"I want to come back to see you clean." Yun Fang pursed his lips, "After I woke up from this body, I never killed anyone again."

He spoke with some difficulty in the darkness:

"Yi Chenliang, can you...don't want me."

Yi Chenliang was never the only one who was afraid of being left behind.