December 2012, 5

Today I met a boy named Zhao Xi.

God really gave him all the good things, dressed in white, facing the warm sun, playing the violin by the classroom window,

The fingers are slender and slender, dancing quickly on the strings as the bow is pulled, and a series of moving notes leap out. The sleeves of the white shirt are rolled up, revealing a white and slender wrist, with delicate skin and red Lips pursed lightly, eyes lowered, the first time I saw it, it suddenly seemed like a dream.

I stood quietly outside the teacher's door, forgetting my purpose of coming in. I didn't wake up until the picturesque young man finished playing a piece and stared back at me.Those eyes were cold and proud, clean and bright as if they had been washed by water, like the stars that lit up the white night, falling into his eyes little by little.

I shook my lips, unable to utter a complete sentence for a long time.

December 2012, 6

I didn't expect to see him again so soon. The second time we met was the new round of student union president election, and I was also one of the candidates.He went to college with excellent grades and stood out from the crowd of outstanding students.Appreciated by the class supervisor, he was low-key in the world, and he had a wide range of friends, so he recommended me to be the president of the student union.

In the speeches of the first round of student union elections, without exception, they received warm applause.While waiting for the next round of voting in the background, Feng Fei patted my shoulder and said enthusiastically, "Ning Shuang, let me introduce you to a friend."

I didn't care about it, and it was also due to the fact that I had too many friends after I went to college.

"I mentioned this to you before, I don't know if you still remember, Zhao Xi, he plays the violin very well."

When it comes to the violin, I think of those warm eyes and irreversible indifference.

Before I recovered, Zhao Xi walked up to me. The boy was slender and thin, but he only reached my nose.

The soft hair added a touch of softness to those cold eyes, and there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, "Hello, I'm Zhao Xi."

"Zhao Xi?" I turned my head slowly and stared at him.

"I've heard of you." The voice was cool and pleasant.

"Yes, is it?" I stuttered for the first time when I was able to disarm my opponent with words on the debate stage, my mind seemed to explode, and my side was empty, "You, you, you, how are you!"

"Ning Shuang, when did you become a stammer." Feng Fei smiled and slapped me on the back, and said, "You guys talk, I'll go out for a while."

His first impression of me must have been bad!Throughout the whole process, his body was tense and he did not dare to say a word.

December 2014, 5

Yesterday, I was really bad. The whole student union had a dinner together. Sitting next to Zhao Xi was a very beautiful girl. She was tall and delicate, with wavy hair and heavy makeup. She was mature and temperamental.

There was a lot of noise around, I saw Zhao Xi lowering her head, she spoke patiently, occasionally there was a laugh or two, I couldn't hear their voices.You can only see the gentle smile on the corner of Zhao Xi's mouth.

My heart was in turmoil, chest tightness and shortness of breath, and I could only drink one cup after another to get myself drunk.

Why can Zhao Xi be so gentle to others?

Could he not radiate his charm everywhere?If he only smiled at me, those beautiful eyes could only pretend to be me alone.

Then when I got drunk, I didn't know anything.

After waking up in the dormitory this morning, Feng Fei looked at me with disgust, "The wine is so bad, why do you still drink?"

"What's wrong with me?" Could it be something like a drunkard who started a fight?

Seeing my terrified expression, Feng Fei rolled his eyes and said, "You were drunk yesterday, and you hugged Zhao Xi so hard that several people couldn't pull him away."

"..."

"Also,"

"What else did I do, can you finish it all at once?" I held my forehead, doing such a shameful thing, I really had a headache.

"You keep yelling that you like Zhao Xi, and you don't allow him to find a girlfriend. You yelled over and over again, and we were all scared. Hey, you hide it very deeply..."

"..."

Feng Fei was still rambling on, but I couldn't hear anything.

Indeed, I fell in love with him, he is so beautiful, it is hard not to like him.But it's too embarrassing to say it in front of so many people.I don't know what Zhao Xi thinks.

Forget it, I won’t write anymore, it’s really annoying.

April 2015

Zhao Xi promised me, does he really like me?Or are you haunted by me?

No matter, already excited to write can't write well.

Once I get it, I won't let it go. I will love you for the rest of my life and do my best to protect you.

December 2015, 12

We are about to graduate from university, and according to the plan, I will stay in this city.Zhao Xi said that he would stay in his hometown and live in this city with me.

I thought all this was settled, but I didn't know that he was silently bearing the pressure from his family.

The closer the graduation day was, the more silent Zhao Xi became. He didn't talk much at first, so I didn't notice anything unusual. This was my fault.I thought I planned the future of the two of us perfectly, but I didn't consider whether Zhao Xi liked it or not.

During my internship, I joined a well-known company, and the salary level was very impressive. As long as I worked hard for a few years, I could buy a car and a house to give him a better life.

It was a rare weekend, because I really missed me, so I went back to school to see him, and I went out much earlier than usual this morning.

Passing the school road, I heard the voice of a familiar person.I could hear the man's voice. It was the music teacher at the school.

"Zhao Xi, think about it again. Studying abroad is undoubtedly the best for you. Not only can you further your violin attainments, but you can also enter the top orchestra after further study. This is something that many people can't ask for." here.

You are indeed good at playing the violin, but after all you have not received professional training. The school won you a full scholarship, and the school also provided you with the condition of exempting yourself from overnight.What are you hesitating about? "

"I can't bear it, he is too kind to me." Zhao Xi shook his head and refused.

My heart is hurting, and I am very sad.I have been pursuing my own future, but I forgot that Zhao Xi is also a man and has his own pursuit.It was I who bound him to this square inch.

December 2015, 12

This is the first time I have quarreled with Zhao Xi, and if I care about it, it will be chaotic. When Zhao Xi gets stronger, even ten bulls can't hold him back.No matter what I said, it didn't change his original intention.

But thinking about it calmly now, don't say I haven't seen you for a few months, even if you haven't seen me for a week, I feel that something is missing.I really can't imagine life without him.Even abroad, I will accompany him.

2016. 7, 15

Both of us have graduated, and I have passed the probationary period. Zhao Xi also found a piano shop near my company, which specializes in teaching children to practice piano.After I settled down, I couldn't wait to move out of the staff room and rent a one-bedroom, one-living room. I helped Zhao Xi move all the luggage here today. From now on, the two of us will live together. , I never dared to think before, happiness is about to fill me up.

December 2016, 11

On occasional rest days, Zhao Xi likes to get up early in the morning and sit and play the violin by the floor-to-ceiling windows in the room. I am half lying on the bed, and I can only see his back visually, and only his facial features in a hazy way. Outline, the melodious violin flutters around the bedroom, the selected ancient tunes, the tune is not happy, like a ray of sunshine in the bright morning, calling people's yearning for the quiet years.That ethereal back figure is gentle and affectionate.

Reminds me of the song he played when I first met him, ethereal and ethereal, this is my favorite piece.

I think I can't live without you, and I've been deeply poisoned.I want to protect this beauty and stay with you forever.

April 2017

After half a year of ordinary life, Zhao Xi's mother came to the door.

Unlike my mother, Zhao Xi's mother is very dignified and serious, with short hair.From the look in her eyes, I know that she dislikes this small room and living room very much.

But I just started working, and I really can't afford a house, and I can't give him the best life, I feel annoyed.

They chatted in the room for half an hour, and I stood anxiously in the living room for half an hour.It wasn't until they heard a slamming door that they realized that their conversation had broken down.

Mrs. Zhao didn't give me a second look, and slammed the door on her high heels.

Zhao Xi came out of the room, his already fair face was even paler now.

He said to me, "I don't have a home."

I hugged him and comforted him over and over again, "This is your home, you and me."

I will be your reliance, and I will never let you down.

Zhao Xi confessed our relationship without reservation, and rejected his mother's request that he go to Germany to study violin.

He should be trying to become a better person, but I slowed down his pace abruptly. Since persuasion is useless, I must treat him better, better and better.

The heavy diary slipped from Ning Shuangcheng's hands, and the scenes of the past few years flashed in his mind like a revolving lantern.

"Xi, let me kiss you again."

"Go away, say a kiss every time, and then it's endless... You're going to be late for work, so hurry up and go."

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"Xi. You are so pretty."

"You've said it a hundred times."

"You still blush."

"roll……"

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"Is it still cold?"

"Ah."

"It won't be cold if I hold you."

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"Where do you want to go on this trip?"

"I'll go wherever you go?"

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"Can you be more serious? Don't make any moves in broad daylight."

"I've always been serious. You haven't seen me when I'm not serious."

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"Once upon a time"

"It's useless for you to act like a baby with me, drink up the medicine quickly."

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In the raging fire.

"Are you a fool? In such a big fire, others are running out, but you are better off, rushing in."

"At this time, what can you do if your man is not around?"

In the last scene, he protects Zhao Xi under his body, letting the raging fire engulf his body.

"Ning Shuang, the guests are about to enter the venue, why are you still standing?" Xia Yi urged him dissatisfiedly while holding the hem of the wedding dress with both hands.She wants to get married as soon as possible. After today, this man will be hers.

"What did I do? What the hell am I doing?" Ning Shuang didn't look at her, and muttered to herself, "How could I forget? Why did I forget him?" Suddenly, she went out the door like crazy. run away.During the period, several tables were knocked down, and the cups and chopsticks were scattered all over the floor.

A gust of wind passed by, and several relatives who came to the wedding turned their heads in doubt.

"That was Ning Shuangcheng just now, isn't he going to get married? How did he run so fast?"

"That's right, I just watched him lose his mind, shouldn't he be happy to be married?"

"Ning Shuang, where are you going?" Xia Yi dragged her wedding dress, shouted at the top of her voice, and ran a few steps, but this time she couldn't keep up with him.

"I remember."

Leave a word and disappear.

Leave nothing but the good show of the self-deceiving woman and his mother.

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