I wasn't like this when I was a kid

The sharp pain caused Gu Ya to suddenly open his eyes.

There was a burning pain in the right side of his face, and there was a buzzing in his ears.

Gu Ya, who was slapped inexplicably, covered his face, looking at the angry strange man beside the bed, dazed and shocked.

Grandma passed away, and he worked tirelessly to prepare for the funeral, coupled with excessive grief, and finally fainted in front of the grave.

This is Gu Ya's last memory before losing consciousness.

But the situation in front of me...

Before Gu Ya could figure out why, the man's roar pierced his eardrums: "How dare you push your brother into the water! I will beat you to death today!"

Gu Ya subconsciously made a defensive posture - raising his arms to protect his body.

When his eyes fell on his hands, Gu Ya was completely stunned.

These are a pair of juvenile hands. Although they already have the bones of an adult, they are still immature.

Chen Shijing next to her hugged her husband: "Forget it Junfeng, Xiao Yu definitely didn't do it on purpose, forget it!"

"What didn't he do it on purpose?! He did it on purpose!!" Lin Junfeng blushed with anger, "What kind of vicious thing did you do at such a young age!"

The two tore it up for a long time, and Lin Junfeng finally stopped clamoring to beat him up.

Turn around and walk towards the door: "I'll go see Xiao Jin."

Gu Ya was finally spared a severe beating, but the uneasiness in his heart did not diminish.

Hearing the sound of closing the door with a "click", Chen Shijing's face changed, and his eyes were full of impatience and disgust.

"How long do you want to stay? I'm out of the hospital."

For such duplicitous behavior, Gu Ya just pretended not to see it, and got out of bed without saying a word.

The face is calm, but the heart is beating wildly.

When going through the discharge procedures, Gu Ya finally saw what the middle-aged man called "brother."

The other party was about twelve or thirteen years old.Standing behind Lin Junfeng, he looked at Gu Ya provocatively and proudly.

It looks comical and exaggerated because of the excessive force.

Gu Ya continued to ignore it.

Finally, he arrived at the underground garage, where Gu Ya's appearance was reflected on the car window covered with anti-see-through glass film.

This person is not him at all!

Even though he had already guessed this possibility, Gu Ya was still in a daze when he was really sure.

"What are you doing standing there? Get in the car!"

Lin Junfeng yelled Gu Ya back to his senses, opened the car door and got in. bbs.fanfan.vip

The mind went blank.

He doesn't have any memory of the original owner, and he doesn't even know the name of 'himself'.

Not to mention the memory of the three people in the car.

Gu Ya turned his head and looked out the window, trying to identify something through the building and street scene.

When he saw a steamed stuffed bun shop by the side of the road, he was shocked, and his instinctive reaction was to open the door and get out of the car.

Hands are even already on the handles.

In the next second, he held back again.

The moving vehicles quickly left the bun shop far away.

Gu Ya grabbed the window of the car and tried to look back, her eyes were wet.

It was grandma's steamed stuffed bun shop, and the [Welcome] posted on the door was written by him.

In Gu Ya's current memory, the death of grandma was only yesterday.

His only family member passed away, and he was in pain.

Unexpectedly, he went back to the past in a blink of an eye.

Back to where he grew up.

The excitement of seeing loved ones is mixed with the anxiety about the surroundings.Gu Ya took a deep breath and forced himself to calm down.

The last thing to do now is to find out the identity of the original owner.

For other things, take your time.

Four or ten minutes later, the car entered a residential area.

After getting off the car, Gu Ya silently followed at the end, memorizing the route.

After climbing to the third floor, Lin Junfeng opened the door of Xihu, and Gu Ya walked in.

There were a total of four pairs of slippers on the shoe rack, and when they finished changing, Gu Ya picked up the last pair and changed into them.

Three rooms and one living room, two sunny rooms and one shady room.

Gu Ya thought for a few seconds, then walked towards the dark room.

No one stopped him, he guessed right, this is the original owner's bedroom.

The room was very messy, clothes and socks were thrown on the floor randomly, the quilt was not folded, and the walls were covered with dark posters, which were intrusive just looking at them.

Gu Ya walked in, the door was locked, and he began to search for something that could prove the identity of the original owner.

There is a student card on the table, face down.

Gu Ya picked it up.

School: Yongsheng City No. [-] Middle School

Name: Lin Yu

Sex: Male

Class: High ([-]) ([-]) class

On the left is a photo with a red background and no hat.

It's him!

Gu Ya finally understood where the sense of familiarity in his heart came from after seeing the appearance clearly.

Lin Yu is his classmate and deskmate.

After finishing the arts and science class in the first semester of high school, they have been at the same table all the time.

Gu Ya has a very bad impression of Lin Yu.

Even disgust.

Throughout her high school life, Gu Ya was bullied by Lin Yu countless times.

Lock him in the toilet, tear up his textbooks and test papers, and be pushed down the stairs...

Gu Ya did not dare to tell the teacher, did not dare to tell grandma, did not dare to tell anyone.

Not to dare to resist.

These things that have been tightly locked in the bottom of Gu Ya's heart flooded into his heart like a flood that opened the gate.

How long you remember a person depends on how much influence he has had on you.

The shadow that Lin Yu brought to Gu Ya lasted for a lifetime.

Some people spend their lives healing childhood.

These words may sound hypocritical at first glance, but only through personal experience will you know the bitterness of them.

Forcing himself to stop his thoughts, he threw the student card on the table and continued to check the room.

ID card, mobile phone, diary with lock.

Gu Ya didn't look at the phone in a hurry, but opened the diary with his birthday.

Open the first page.

[Slut dies, bitch dies, bitch dies, bitch dies...]

These four words were written on a whole page, densely packed, and finally a long series of exclamation points.

In some places, the paper was scratched because of writing too hard.

Gu Ya could even feel the emotions torn from these four words.

I don't know how to describe the visual impact and feeling after seeing it, so I can only continue to look down.

[Today I was called a parent again, I was happy to see Lin Junfeng blushing and thick necked, why didn't he piss him off! 】

[The slut did one thing to the face and another to the other side, and even sued me.Damn it! 】

[I hate obedient children the most. Every time I see Gu Ya being praised by the teacher, I want to beat him up.So what if you are the first in grade, you are still being bullied by me! 】

[As expected of a child born of a slut, as cheap as her!Contrary to the positive and the negative, disgusting! 】

[The slut wants me to live on campus, so the three of them can live a happy life!no way!I'm going to dangle in front of my eyes, disgusting them to death! 】

[The smelly woman called me.She divorced the stinky man, didn't get a dime, and wanted me to come back to her to support her in retirement.dream!Why didn't I think that there would be today when I left me at the beginning! 】

Gu Ya turned back page by page, the whole diary was full of such content.

Not a bit of pleasant and positive words.

The last diary entry was written on October 10st.

That is, three days ago.

【Going to the swimming pool tomorrow, since the two of them want to push me into the water and drown, then I will accompany me to the end.If I die, I will also drag my back. 】

Combined with what Lin Junfeng said in the hospital, it was 'Lin Yu' who dragged Lin Jin to his death after learning of the plan.

As a result, nothing happened to the other party, but he drowned.

Gu Ya lightly closed his eyes, unable to relax for a long time.

Through this diary, it is not difficult to see Lin Yu's character: dark, paranoid, irritable, violent...

But the development of a person's character is inseparable from the original family.

Lin Yu's personality shows that his living environment is biased.

"Dong Dong Dong!!!"

The violent slamming of the door startled Gu Ya.

Turning back to his senses, he turned to look at the door.

In order to avoid revealing his secrets, he tried his best to fit Lin Yu's character, and shouted impatiently, "What are you doing?"

"Have a meal!"

The voice is immature, it should be Lin Jin's voice.

Gu Ya yelled back even louder: "Got it!!"

After locking the diary, Gu Ya stood up from the chair, walked to the door, and put his hand on the doorknob.

Open this door, and he will be Lin Yu from now on.

Lin Yu walked to the dining table, but Lin Junfeng was nowhere to be seen.

No wonder Lin Jin dared to speak to him so loudly, so there was no need to pretend to be a good baby.

There are three dishes on the table: braised prawns in oil, braised fish in brown sauce, and patted cucumbers.

Chen Shijing and Lin Yu sat next to each other, two meat dishes were placed in front of them, and a pile of shrimp shells was piled up next to them, and half of the fish was eaten up.

As for the cucumber shot, it was left intact on the other side.

Obviously, that was Lin Yu's position.

Lin Yu pulled out his chair and sat down, glanced at the rice and cucumber in front of him, but didn't move his chopsticks.

With a gloomy face, he said coldly, "I want to live on campus."

Chen Shijing was stunned for a moment, and looked up at him, as if trying to determine the truth of what he said.

Lin Yu continued: "I'm tired of looking at you mother and son, and it's pointless to pretend, it's better to keep out of sight."

He proposed to live on campus, firstly because he wanted to stay away from the people he gets along day and night, so as not to expose his secrets; secondly, he wanted to stay away from the suffocating and depressing living environment.

If he continued to live here, he didn't know if he would be distorted.

Chen Shijing asked cautiously: "Didn't you want to do it before?"

"I died once, figured it out."

Lin Yu stood up: "I'm going to live at the beginning of school on National Day, I'll convince...my dad, I'll leave it to you."

The school stipulates that if day students want to live on campus, they must obtain the consent and signature of their parents.

Coming out of the house, Lin Yu went straight to grandma's steamed stuffed bun shop based on memory.

At noon, many people came to buy steamed stuffed buns, and the small shop less than ten square meters was crowded with people.

A nearly 60-year-old man was busy coming and going, with a kind and gentle smile on his face all the time.

Standing next to him was a tall young man in a white short-sleeve who was in charge of collecting money and giving change.

He lowered his head, couldn't see his expression clearly, and didn't speak much.

The uncle at the front of the line said loudly: "Your grandson is so upbeat, and he got the first place in the grade in the monthly exam last month!"

After the old man heard this, the smile on his face became bigger: "Your grandson is also very good, and he is in a key high school!"

Yongsheng City is a prefecture-level city with a total of five high schools.

One key school, two ordinary schools, one vocational high school, and one private school.

Gu Ya's grades in the high school entrance examination can definitely be on the top of the list, but it's a pity that she was squeezed out.

Grandma didn't know about this all the time, she always thought it was because her grandson didn't get enough grades and didn't pass the exam.

The two old men humbled each other for a long time before the uncle left with the buns.

There were fewer and fewer people in front of the steamed stuffed bun shop, and Lin Yu kept hiding by the side.

Now he is Lin Yu, the person Gu Ya fears and hates the most, and he really dare not show his face rashly.

Finally, the old man said something to the boy.The boy walked out of the bun shop, got on his bicycle and left.

After the bicycle could no longer be seen, Lin Yu finally dared to step forward.

Seeing a guest coming, the old man asked enthusiastically, "What kind of stuffed buns do you want?"

Lin Yu's throat choked, and his voice trembled, "Mutton and carrots."

This is his favorite food.

In his previous life, before his death, his grandma made him a whole refrigerator of mutton and carrot stuffed buns.

The old man opened the cage and took a look: "There are only two left."

"Then two."

Put the steaming buns into a plastic bag: "Take it, it's two yuan in total."

Lin Yu took it and was about to pay when a dissatisfied and angry voice sounded behind him.

"What are you doing here?!"