why don't you tag me

There is a reason why Fu Sansheng doesn't like Xia Tian.

In his 30 years of life, the few partings all happened in the summer, Cheng Xiaoxiao is, and so is the short-lived father Fu Ma said.

His short-lived father, to this day, Fu Sansheng has lost much affection. It was a noisy afternoon, the high temperature made the ground emit a strange plastic smell, a gust of wind blew, and there was a dead man who had been dead for an unknown number of days. The smell of rats, the doorways of restaurants on both sides of the street, and the sour smell of rotten food in the sewers, and flies hovering in the sky, as if declaring sovereignty.

Fu Sansheng always felt a bad premonition. Everything around him seemed to pave the way for Father Fu's departure. At that time, he was still young, and he didn't expect the anxiety at that time. After so many years, he accidentally thought of it, and the memory was still fresh. Subtly, it will make me feel uneasy at any moment.

Fu Chen went to the emergency department, but Fu Sansheng didn't go in after the number was registered. He wanted to go to the smoking area to smoke a cigarette.The smoking area is some distance away from the emergency department. In fact, in the middle of the night, Fu Sansheng smoked a cigarette in the public area outside, and no one would notice. However, adhering to the qualities that a good citizen should have, he went to the smoking area.

There was only one incandescent lamp left inside, and the light rain made Fu Sansheng look a little lonely.Staying alone in the smoking area of ​​the hospital at Leng Yuye always gave people such an illusion, and Fu Sansheng almost believed it himself.

With this kind of weather, recalling some past events that I usually don't want to think about, it feels very unpleasant, especially for someone like Fu Sansheng who has always been an optimist.

Back home that day, Mama Fu didn't prepare lunch. She kept calling and answering the phone, repeating the words, "Hi, hello, do you have any news?" "They said they didn't find anyone." A human customer service with no emotion.

Seeing Fu Chen coming back, Fu's mother didn't have any extra reactions. Fortunately, she took 2 minutes to ask him what he wanted to eat, and ordered a takeaway.

The takeaway that day was braised pork rice. The soup was rich and the braised pork was fat but not greasy. If I remember correctly, it was the best lunch that Fu Sansheng had in a long time. Mama Fu’s Cooking skills were really hard to describe at that time.

However, it was the deliciousness of the bowl of stewed pork rice that gave him a huge shock. When he finished eating the last grain of rice in the bowl, licked the oil at the corner of his mouth, and sighed when he would be able to eat such a takeaway again , Fu Ma told him that his father was gone.

When someone in the family dies, people don't say bluntly, so-and-so died, but usually say so-and-so in a more euphemistic manner, so-and-so is gone, so-and-so is gone.Fu Sansheng froze in place at the time, the contents of his stomach swelled in an instant, as if what he just ate was not the delicious braised pork rice, but a dead mouse on the street corner or rot from the sewer.

That feeling is too uncomfortable, from physical discomfort.I wanted to gag, but I went to the sink, clutched my throat, but couldn't spit anything out.

that's terrible.

While I was eating a bowl of my beloved braised pork rice, I got the sad news of my father's death.

Fu Sansheng looked at the uneven, potholed small water tank in front of him, and a huge sense of fear seemed to sweep him in. Without any strength to resist, people will always experience life and death. It will become normal, just like seeing you tomorrow after work.

The cigarette butt was pushed into the puddle by Fu Sansheng, and after a brief sizzle sound, the fire completely disappeared, and the small flames in his heart were extinguished together. This irrational way of killing people can easily become unreasonable, but It's better than adding pain to your own scars.

People are always so refined and selfish, aren't they?There is no way to escape.

Standing up neatly, putting the cigarette butts into the special trash bin, braving the rain, he trotted away from the smoking area and walked to the door of the consulting room, just in time to run into Fu Chen coming out.

"Why are you all wet?" Fu Yu frowned.

Fu Sansheng saw that Fu Zhen was holding the list in his hand, and thought he was going to prescribe medicine, so he said, "It doesn't matter, it will be done in a while. Do you want to get medicine?"

Fu Chen took out a small square towel from his pocket, which he didn't dare to use at ordinary times, for fear that others would say that he was hypocritical and pretending to be a young master. After handing it to Fu Sansheng, he said, "Wipe it, there are drops of water on your hair. .”

Both are concerned about each other's affairs.

"Did you take the medicine?" Fu Sansheng asked again.

It was only now that Fu Chen thought of something serious. The doctor said that it was too early to make a conclusion. The wheal rash on his body showed no signs of spreading, and he needed to observe again. If there was no reaction, he would go back directly.

It also specifically emphasized that the allergen lily at home must be thrown away.

"I still need to observe for a while, you should go back first. Otherwise, you will catch a cold." Fu Yu is the little lover's little mind, always caring about the lover who has nothing to do, and then said: "Remember to throw the flowers in the toilet Lose."

Only then did Fu Sansheng realize that Fu Yu was allergic to the lily, so he became anxious all of a sudden, and asked with staring eyes, "Why didn't you say you were allergic to flowers when you bought it?"

Looking at his fierce look, Fu Yu thought that Fu Sansheng was blaming him, and he looked aggrieved, unable to say anything, and he was not sure at the time, and people have a kind of self-suggestion for things that are uncertain, with a fluke mentality , The sword is slanted, and I always feel that nothing will happen.

Of course Fu Chen is the same.

Fu Sansheng realized that his tone was a little too aggressive, he glanced away guiltily, his voice softened, and said softly: "If you are worried about me, you don't have to do this in the future, otherwise it will be more troublesome like this now."

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Fu Sansheng felt that he had said the wrong thing again. How could he say it was troublesome?Really stupid.

No, I would talk like this before, and usually I would not realize that I was wrong, and I would not overly care about other people's thoughts at all. This kind of thought would arise in the conversation between Piansheng and Fu Chen.

Sure enough, when communicating with children, you must be cautious in your words and deeds, and make mistakes if you are not careful, and you will hurt others.

"I didn't mean that. I didn't mean trouble. What I meant was that you can avoid coming to the hospital at night." Fu Sansheng explained.

"En." Fu Yu didn't feel that Fu Sansheng needed to explain. "Go back quickly."

"Are you on duty tomorrow?" Fu Sansheng asked suddenly.

Speaking of which, it was the weekend again, and the last time I had agreed with Fu Huan to ask Fu Sansheng out for dinner, I didn't know how long it would take.

"Hmm." Fu Yu replied.

I thought Fu Sansheng would say something before leaving, but he suddenly got into the rain without leaving a word.

Fu Chen's heart is like a stone held by Fu Sansheng. After hitting the calm river, after a few amazing water floats, it quickly sinks on the river bed, letting the undercurrents beat, Unmoved.