On the day of the divorce, Lao Gong lost his memory

Shan Cen stood up abruptly, watching Lin Lu walking towards him step by step.

As if they had met for the first time, Lin Lu stood in front of him through the crowd, holding up his mobile phone and asking him, do you want to add a WeChat?

"How did you come?"

"Go out and wait for me, okay?" Lin Lu reached out and patted his head.

Because the air conditioner was blowing, the hair was a little cold, "Good boy."

Shan Cen subconsciously turned to look at Xi Xinying.

The latter nodded, "Go out."

Shan Cen turned his gaze back and left the private room first.

Seeing Shan Cen sitting by the window after coming out, Li Xing put down his work and walked over, "Teacher Shan? Are you okay?"

Shan Cen raised his head upon hearing the sound, "It's okay, let's have a cup of coffee, thank you."

"Okay." Li Xing glanced at the door of the private room, then turned to make coffee.

"Hey, why did he come out?" Mao Wei glanced at Shan Cen's direction and asked, "Did he get raped?"

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Li Xing glared at the other party and said angrily.

Why hadn't she noticed that Mao Wei's mouth was so broken before, thinking that Shan Cen had lost an excellent teacher because of being rumored before, Li Xing was even more upset, and gave Mao Wei a hard look.

"It is because of you people who spread rumors with empty mouths that society is so disharmonious."

Mao Wei's face turned red and then pale, and he wanted to defend himself, "I..."

"Shut up!" Li Xing didn't bother to talk to him, and quickly made coffee and brought it to Shan Cen.

Mao Wei stared at Li Xing's back, his face became more gloomy.

He thought fiercely, waiting for him.

In the private room,

Lin Lu sat in Shan Cen's seat. He looked at Xi Xinying, and couldn't hide the bewilderment in his eyes, "Mom, that's why you always disagree with me marrying Shan Cen?"

Xi Xinying wanted to take a sip of coffee, but found that her hands were trembling, she clenched her fingers tightly, without denying, "Yes, I disagree."

"Why?" Lin Lu asked.

He never thought that his mother would oppose his marriage.

Because in his memory, Xi Xinying was a very sensible person, so he always felt that such a tense relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law would never happen in their family.

But did not expect.

The most unlikely thing happened.

What's even more sad is that if he hadn't happened to come here today and heard that speech with his own ears, he might have been kept in the dark forever, and Shan Cen needed to bear the opposition from his family alone, so they would have come to divorce. One step, isn't it just because there is less gathering and more separation?

"Didn't you hear that?" Xi Xinying took a deep breath and said slowly, "He can't help you."

"Mom can introduce you to a better one, and you don't have to work so hard."

Lin Lu suddenly felt that Xi Xinying in front of him was very strange.

This kind of strangeness has nothing to do with memory, but the kind of strangeness in which deep-rooted ideas are overturned.

He looked at Xi Xinying and asked, "So in your eyes, a person who can help me is more important than a person who loves me and the person I love, right?"

"Yes." Xi Xinying looked at Lin Lu with a firm tone, "Lin Lu, you don't understand that feeling of powerlessness at all. I'm helping him."

Lin Lu smiled angrily, "Help him leave your son?"

"..."

"If you want to understand it this way, it's fine." Xi Xinying said earnestly, trying to persuade him, "If you leave each other, you can meet someone more suitable, he can continue to pursue art, and you don't have to work so hard. Wouldn't it be nice to have the best of both worlds?"

"More suitable?" Lin Lu laughed at himself.

In order not to divorce Shan Cen, he is willing to memorize the whole book of Ma Zhe, and is willing to stay by Shan Cen's side in a stern manner.

But now his mother told him that if they left each other, they would find something more suitable.

"Do I still have to thank you?" he asked.

Xi Xinying was stung by his laughter, her lips trembled, and she almost blurted out 'Mom is wrong'.

She breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Lin Lu, don't do this, mom is doing it for your own good."

"If it's really for my own good, you shouldn't object to my marriage." Lin Lu said, "Mom, I want a partner, a lover who can accompany me for the rest of my life, not a professional manager who can help me. "

"A lover doesn't conflict with someone who can help you." Xi Xinying retorted, "You don't have to be so repulsive."

"Are you insisting?" Lin Lu asked.

Xi Xinying gritted her teeth, "Yes."

"Okay." Lin Lu stood up.

He looked down at Xi Xinying and said, "Mom, let me tell you the truth, I will only have Shan Cen as a partner in my life, so you don't need to waste your time."

Xi Xinying also stood up, her eyes turned red when she looked at Lin Lu, "I'm really doing it for your own good."

"Thank you." Lin Lu said.

He turned and walked out, "Since you don't like Shan Cen so much, then I won't take him back to hinder your eyes in the future."

"Also," Lin Lu's hand holding the doorknob stopped suddenly. He turned his head and said, "I chased him back then, and I proposed marriage. I wanted to be with him forever. So I also hope If you have any questions in the future, you can come to me directly, don't go to him. "

"So, you abandoned me, didn't you?" Xi Xinying's hands were shaking, but her good upbringing allowed her to maintain her superficial calm.

"No, you will always be my mother."

Lin Lu said: "I will honor you as before."

"Goodbye! Mom."

The private room door was opened and closed again.

Xi Xinying sat back in her seat dejectedly, how did things become like this?

Last time in the nursing home, she promised Qu Anni that she would talk to Shan Cen. After thinking for a long time, she finally decided to come to the showdown today. She hoped that Shan Cen could leave Lin Lu by himself.

Everything she said before was true.

Shan Cen really resembles her, so no one knows better than her how to break down his psychological defense.

If it wasn't for Lin Lu's sudden interruption, she can be sure that she has succeeded now.

Because when she finished saying 'you can't do anything', she saw looseness in Shan Cen's eyes.

But now, everything fell short.

Not only did she not let Shan Cen leave automatically, but she also pushed Lin Lu further away.

Sure enough, she couldn't do anything well.

-

Shan Cen raised his head when he heard the voice, and saw Lin Lu striding towards him.

Lin Lu stood still in front of him, stretched out his hand, "Go home."

Shan Cen glanced at the hand that was close at hand, turned away his eyes and got up, "Where's Mom?"

"She thinks the scenery is nice, so she wants to sit here for a while before leaving." Lin Lu said nonsense.

Shan Cen: "..."

Back home, Shan Cen opened the shoe cabinet to get his slippers, and his gaze unconsciously fell on the top pair of casual shoes, which were the same style as the shoes in his hand.

These are the custom-made couple shoes that Lin Lu bought a few days ago, and their names are embroidered on the shoes.

He wore it for the first time today.

Shan Cen closed his eyes, put away the changed shoes, closed the cabinet door, and when he turned to leave, Lin Lu grabbed his arm.

"Wait a moment."

Shan Cen turned around, and once again slammed into a pair of black eyes.

The deep eyes are like a vortex in the deep sea, which can draw people into it at any time, and they will never recover.

Shan Cen's heart skipped a beat.

He hurriedly looked away, "What's wrong?"

Lin Lu looked at him, "I used to know that you and my mother have a bad relationship?"

Shan Cen: "Should, I don't know."

Sure enough.

Lin Lu's heart sank, "So if I didn't just meet today, are you planning to hide it from me forever?"

"No." Shan Cen said, "I told you the day before our divorce, it was just..."

"I lost my memory." Lin Lu finished his words.

"Don't think too much," Shan Cen explained, "I won't tell you, just because it doesn't matter if I say it or not."

"Is it related to our divorce?" Lin Lu asked.

Shan Cen clenched his fingertips, "No."

Hearing this, Lin Lu breathed a sigh of relief for no reason.

He leaned back against the wall and asked in a low voice: "Did I not care about you at all before?" That's why he didn't even know that the person he loved the most was not in harmony with his family.

"No." Shan Cen denied without hesitation.

Needless to say before.

Even in the past year of separation, they rarely contact each other, but he knows that Lin Lu has always cared about him.

The umbrella that suddenly appears at the door when it rains, the paint tray that is often cleaned completely.

The gangster who came to trouble him, but lost his trace in the end.

He knew that these were all done by Lin Lu.

"You've been very kind to us," he said.

Then why did we divorce?Lin Lu wanted to ask, but in the end he didn't ask.

"Don't worry about my mother's words." Lin Lu whispered, "My father's matter hit her hard, so she just couldn't figure it out for a while. But don't worry, I will try my best to persuade her. Even if she always disagrees It doesn't matter, I am the one who wants to spend the rest of my life with you, other people's opinions are not important."

Shan Cen didn't answer.

Because he didn't know what to answer.

He just stared at the pictures on the wall.

This is a stick figure he drew on the day he moved in. It is a cat sleeping with its eyes squinted.

He remembered that on the back of the painting, he excerpted a poem.

——The past cannot be admonished, but the coming can still be pursued.

"Lin Lu," Shan Cen found his voice tense, "I think what your mother said is right, we probably really don't fit, so..."

When he raised his head and met Lin Lu's gaze, his heart skipped a beat.

The pair of eyes that always looked at him with a smile on weekdays were now brewing a storm, as dark as the dark clouds overwhelming the world at the end of the world.

Shan Cen trembled unconsciously.

It was as if tens of thousands of needles were suddenly pierced in the heart, tearing densely.

The words that were about to be exported were blocked in his heart.

He wanted to compromise, but in reality, he had no choice at all.

After a while, he finally said that, "Lin Lu, let's get a divorce."

After speaking, as if he was afraid that he would regret it, he brushed away Lin Lu's hand and strode towards the bedroom.

He wanted to escape from here, and he was afraid that if he stayed a little longer, his persistence would collapse.

It's just that reality didn't let him get what he wanted.

The next moment, Lin Lu grabbed his wrist with such strength that it seemed that his hand would be cut off in the next second.

"What do you mean?" Lin Lu's voice was deep, like thunder in summer.

Full of sultriness and rage.

"I said I..." Shan Cen endured the pain in his wrist and wanted to say it again, but was interrupted forcefully by Lin Lu.

"Don't talk." Lin Lu suddenly roared.

Shan Cen was taken aback by his yelling, and then there was pain from the bottom of his heart, "Lin Lu, don't do this."

"I told you not to talk!!" Lin Lu slammed his shoulders, pushed him against the wall of the entrance with a 'thump', and leaned over to press him at the same time.

The strength was so great that Shan Cen couldn't move.

His blue eyes widened slightly in shock.

Lin Lu stared into his eyes.

"Why?" he asked.

In the past, he could still deceive himself that the person who wanted to divorce Shan Cen was not the 'he who is now', but today, Shan Cen said clearly, 'Lin Lu, let's get a divorce. '

These words were spoken to him.

Shan Cen really decided to divorce him.

He didn't even have the right to blame anything, because it was his mother who pushed their relationship to this point.

"Why?" He asked again without getting a response.

Shan Cen remained silent.

Because he didn't know what to say.

He can understand what Xi Xinying said, and because he understands, he knows how desperate it is to be helpless in the face of devastation.

He didn't want to be a bystander when Lin Lu needed help.

So he didn't know what else he could do other than leave to make room.

He admitted that when he saw the smiling face and cat's paw on the apron, when he opened his eyes and saw Lin Lu in the hospital, his heart was moved.

He doesn't want a divorce.

But the reality is right in front of us.

As time passed by, the anger in the black eyes gradually disappeared, and finally returned to its usual appearance.

"I'm sorry." Lin Lu buried his face in Shan Cen's shoulder.

Breath hits the neck, a little itchy.

"It's because I didn't handle the relationship between you and my mother well. I apologize, but Shan Cen, I won't divorce you."

Shan Cen closed his eyes.

He wanted to say, you will.