On the day of the divorce, Lao Gong lost his memory

Hospital,

Lin Lu pulled the chair and sat down in front of the hospital bed.

The person on the bed closed his eyes tightly, his face was silent.

But she was obviously in a coma, but her brows were tightly frowned, as if she was struggling in a predicament.

Lin Lu unconsciously thought of what he saw when he returned home, and there was a lingering fear in his heart.

He also didn't expect that Shan Cen's follow-up reaction would be so big. When he was at the scene, he confirmed that his mood seemed to be stable.And according to what Aunt Xu said, Shan Cen was not much different from usual when he got home, and he didn't have too much of an overreaction.

But when he got home, Shan Cen passed out in the living room.

The person who was obviously unconscious in a coma curled up and shivered, not knowing what he was afraid of, and the clothes on his body were already soaked in cold sweat, and he was in a panic.

He didn't calm down until he was given a sedative at the hospital.

But Lin Lu knew that this calmness was only on the surface.

Shan Cen is still suffering.

And this time the reaction was even more aggressive than two years ago.

The ridiculous thing is that he still has nothing to do, he can only watch him in pain and unable to wake up.

After a while, he raised his hand, stroked the frown gently, and coaxed in a low voice: "Be good, baby, don't frown, okay? It doesn't look good at all." His baby should always be a breeze and a bright moon.

But the people in the coma didn't hear anything, they still went their own way, very much like their past alienation.

Lin Lu was silent for a moment, then simply got up and sat on the hospital bed, then leaned over and kissed his brow, his voice became softer, "Be good, my husband, please don't frown, please?"

"The past is in the past, we have to look forward, right?"

"baby?"

"Don't you miss me? We haven't seen each other for hours."

"I miss you so much that I can't even eat."

"Can you talk to your husband about something? My husband will solve it for you."

……

Lin Lu didn't hold out hope at first, he just wanted to talk to Shan Cen, but when he straightened up, the frown suddenly and slowly relaxed, as if he stopped frowning after listening to his words .

Too good to be good.

Lin Lu was overjoyed, but before he was happy for two seconds, the other party's brows were already wrinkled again, even a little tighter.

Lin Lu: "..."

He was wronged and said, "Baby? Don't bring such a bully!"

"Then I won't talk anymore, can you get up first?"

At this moment, a tear suddenly overflowed from the corner of Shan Cen's eye, and the big teardrop quickly sank into the temple along the corner of the eye.

"!!?" Lin Lu was startled, his heart skipped a beat, and he shouted anxiously, "Shan Cen?"

"Honey, can you hear me?"

"Open your eyes and look at me first, okay?"

But no matter what he said, Shan Cen turned a deaf ear to his voice, only weeping silently.

That clear tear trail was like a steel needle, poking at his heart one after another.

When did Shan Cen cry?

Not when we are away from each other, not when we are about to divorce.

Even two years ago, when he was in a daze and didn't respond to the outside world, he didn't shed tears.

But now...

Lin Lu only felt his heart throbbing and hurting. He leaned over and gently hugged him into his arms, comforting him one after another, "Be good, baby, don't cry. My husband is here. What can I do with you?" Are you okay?"

"Did someone bully you in your dream?"

"Tell me, I'll beat him up for you, and I'll beat him until his teeth are all over the place."

"Baby, dreams are all fake, open your eyes and have a look, okay?"

Seeing that there was no effect, Lin Lu simply changed direction,

"The expert I found for Cong Cong will arrive in Huaguo tomorrow, don't you want to go and see for yourself?"

"He's a good friend of yours."

"If you don't go, they will say that you don't care about your friends anymore."

Tears were like broken beads, rolling down one by one, as if expressing all his grievances.

Lin Lu's eyes were sour, and he wished to suffer for him.

After a while, he murmured: "...Okay, then you cry slowly, don't worry, cry as long as you want."

……

Shan Cen knew that this was not just a dream.

He still remembered the weather that day, the autumn wind was brisk and the courtyard was deep.

The full moon like a white jade plate hangs high in the night sky, and the soft and pure white moonlight shines down, as if covering the earth with a layer of veil that half-covers the pipa. , too beautiful to behold!

Grandpa took Uncle Ji to meet friends in other places, but Shan Yi was caught up in work and didn't come back very late. He and his mother Su Xin were the only ones at home.

Because they had to go to school the next day, they went to bed early that night as usual.

In the middle of the night, he was suddenly awakened by voices in the yard, and faintly heard the voice of a man talking.

At first, he thought it was his father who had come back, but the more he heard, the more he heard something wrong. He got up to check, but found that the door had been locked from the outside at some point, and it couldn't be opened at all.

He could only look out through the crack of the door, and at that glance, he felt like falling into Abi Hell.

He saw his mother being...

There were several theatergoers standing beside him.

They covered their faces, but they couldn't hide the filth of the human face and animal heart.

He slammed the door frantically and wanted to go out, but the door locked by his mother did not move at all, only the clanging sound of the iron chain hitting the door handle, and the mocking sounds of the animals not far away.

The more anxious he was, the more excited they were.

In a daze, he found his mobile phone, but found that there was no signal at all.

No matter how many times he presses it, the result is the same.

Also, if there is a signal, then the security system of the Su residence will not respond as if it is dead.

He couldn't get out, he could only watch what happened.

The helpless pain almost tore his soul. He shouted hoarsely, but he couldn't call anyone to help.For the first time, he hated himself, why did he install anti-theft windows?Why is it so useless?Can't even kick open a door.

There was nothing he could do, so he could only close his eyes, not look or listen, and give his mother the last bit of decency.

He didn't even know when he lost consciousness.

But when he opened his eyes again, there were only flames soaring into the sky and thick smoke billowing outside the door.

Those people, including his mother, were gone. The entire Su residence seemed to be forgotten by the world, and he was the only one left, watching the storage room and grandfather's workshop burn down.

In the crackling sound of burning, there is a suffocating smell of smoke.

In the end, his room was not spared, and he passed out again from lack of oxygen and despair.

The last obsession before he died was that he would not let those people go even if he was a ghost.

But when he woke up again, he had already forgotten what happened last night.

Instead, the memory was of a sudden fire at home, and he was choked by the smoke and passed out in the room.

Grandpa also told him that the old wires in the house were short-circuited and the fire was caused by the burning of the beams. Both he and his mother were choked by the smoke and passed out in the room. Because the room was near the front, the mother was more affected and was frightened. It's not light, but it's all right now, so don't worry about it.

He believed it.

But in fact, when he was in a coma, the psychiatrist and experts from the hospital intervened to hypnotically rewrite his memory.

He forgot the truth and believed in the implanted memory.

The only thing that made him feel strange was that his mother would lose control of her emotions when she saw him, and her hysteria was full of despair.

In those blue eyes just like his, there was no longer the brilliance of the past, only despair and pity remained.

His father told him that it was because his mother tried to save him when the fire broke out, but failed, and she was blaming herself.

So let him not go to see his mother for the time being, and when she recovers, she will be fine.

Later, in order to isolate the source of the out-of-control and avoid the influence of public opinion, my father took my mother abroad. After several years of treatment, my emotions gradually stabilized in the past two years, and I can live like a normal person most of the time.

But they still can only take care of her carefully, preventing her from coming into contact with any allergens.

In order to cover up the truth of the disaster, my grandfather sold the only calligraphy and paintings left at home, and the money, except for rebuilding the home, was almost all used to eliminate traces on the Internet.

Because grandpa doesn't want his daughter and grandson to face the pointing and pointing of those irrelevant people after enduring such a catastrophe, and he can't leave even the slightest hidden danger. Live quietly.

So now when searching for the Su family fire on the Internet, there are only a few one or two pieces of news, which are still not very important.

That devastating disaster just disappeared in the torrent of time.

And these were the last gifts left by an old man Fengzhu before he passed away.

But because of the mother's illness, the grandfather didn't even see his daughter for the last time, so he could only die with hatred.

Time flies, two years have passed.

In the third year of high school, he accidentally fell asleep in the studio because he was too tired to finish the manuscript. The student on duty did not pay attention and locked him inside. Although the door was quickly opened, the memory that had been covered up gradually recovered. signs.

His paintings suddenly became weird and distorted, and people became more and more silent.

Ji Bo noticed something strange and contacted his father helplessly.

But it was such a coincidence that my mother, who never ran with my father, secretly followed behind on a whim that day, wanting to surprise him.

In the end, it is conceivable that there was only surprise, not joy.

Their conversation was overheard by the mother, who fell ill because of anxiety, and the father, who was worried at both ends, had to stay abroad to take care of the mother who was completely out of control.

In the end, Ji Bo found an excuse to send him to see a psychiatrist under the excuse that the high school senior was under a lot of stress, but it didn't work at all.

Unable to do so, Ji Bo told him in a hurry that the truth of his mother's illness was because of seeing his paintings.

He regretted it in shock.

After that, he intentionally changed the painting style and content, but whenever he picked up the brush, all kinds of distorted and weird pictures filled his mind. When he came back to his senses, the painting under the brush was no longer his original want to draw.

He has lost control of the paintbrush.

In the end, in order to reassure his parents, he pretended that the treatment was successful, and took a painting from a long time ago as a recent work.

Even when I finally filled out my volunteer application, I gave up the major of painting and applied for the Department of Philosophy.

It's just that he didn't expect that after he entered University A, he would meet Lin Lu.

Lin Lu is like a little sun, illuminating his originally dark life.

In getting along with him, he gradually forgot the distortion deep in his soul, and picked up the paintbrush again.Later, with his help, he transferred to the Department of Painting.

But in order not to worry his parents, he kept it a secret.

The few years of life in University A passed by in a flash, and just when he thought he would live in such a peaceful way forever, he had a car accident.

In the crackling fire, he was trapped in the car, and that forgotten memory gradually surfaced.

His body was rescued, but his soul was still trapped in that period of pain.

It was like entering another world, unable to receive any information from the outside world, and even the pain disappeared without a trace.

No matter how exciting it was, he couldn't wake up.

Until one day, Lin Lu accidentally said, "If you don't wake up, I will divorce you."

He reacted to this sentence in a daze.

It also allowed the helpless doctors to find an entry point for treatment.

His memory was rewritten again, and the painful memories were erased once again.

But he is no longer the child who was easily deceived in the past. His strong mind made memory rewriting a bottleneck for a while.

In the end, the attending doctor, Yao Mi, succeeded in finding a breakthrough point. When rewriting that memory, he implanted the memory that Lin Lu alienated him.After that, it took another two years to let Lin Lu slowly alienate him, and let him focus all his energy on this matter, leaving no time and energy to think about other things.

Even at the step of divorce.

Lin Lu wanted to use their feelings to tie him down, and he had no time to care about each other when the two separated and reunited.

And this is also the real reason why Lin Lu insisted on divorcing him.

He wanted to use another kind of pain to make him forget the darkness that almost dragged him into the abyss.

Even if this method is a double-edged sword, it will hurt the relationship between them, and it will also hurt them.

Shan Cen's eyes were sour, and the tears had already burst like a river breaking its embankment at some point, and could no longer stop.

He wanted to wake up, but the vines growing from the abyss of hell tightly imprisoned him, making him unable to move.

Just like that night, he was clearly close at hand, but there was nothing he could do.

In the end, you can only stay in the infinite darkness forever, without the sun.