Mr. Lim Wants Love [Transmigration Book]

On the way back, Lin Su bought a soufflé, Qin Yishuang hadn't come out of the great fear, he was sitting on the bench, his body was still trembling a little.

Lin Su handed the soufflé to his mouth, the child shook his head, he didn't want to eat it, he had lost his appetite.Lin Su handed over another cup of warm milk tea, and the child still shook his head.

Lin Su seemed too indifferent and calm, like a high-ranking bystander, he watched the tragedy with indifference, and quietly left the scene with Qin Yishuang.

With a sigh, Lin Su took Qin Yishuang into his arms and patted Qin Yishuang's back gently, comforting her silently.

At the moment of witnessing the tragedy, he didn't have any thoughts in his mind. His mental disability caused him to have some cognitive defects and lack of empathy. When he smelled blood, he could only feel endless nausea pouring into his heart.

For him, life and death are just a concept.

He's a total apathy.

He doesn't have any desire to live, but he hasn't reached the point where he has to die. People always have to fight for their breath when they live.

And the unstoppable trembling of the cub in his arms deepened his disgust for such a scene.

It shouldn't be like this, Qin Yishuang is his thing, and there shouldn't be huge emotional fluctuations because of insignificant people.Lin Su thought darkly.This kind of desire made him start to slowly grow the idea of ​​not being seen. He hugged Qin Yishuang into his arms, also restraining his twisted resentment. He was afraid that he would lose control, so he pointed his fangs at the slender neck.

But he found a moment of satisfaction when facing Qin Yishuang who relied on him wholeheartedly.

At least for a moment, he resented the dead boy. The death of the boy frightened Qin Yishuang——he didn't understand that such emotions were called jealousy and pity, and deeply believed that it was his distorted desire to possess the child.

Like the little rabbit.

"Lin Su," Qin Yishuang asked, "What are your parents like? Do they know about your situation? Will you be like that person's mother?"

Qin Yishuang knew that he was not the original owner.Combined with Lin Su's "novel world", he guessed more than half of it, but he didn't want to believe that he was a character in a novel. No one could accept that his life was written by others. He would rather believe that Lin Su came from a parallel world. In this world, in a strange period of time, "Lin Su" who had the same name and surname as this world switched places.

Lin Su was taken aback. This was the first time Qin Yishuang asked his parents directly. To be honest, he didn't remember much. After the death of his parents, he gradually forgot about those two people, and some fragmentary memories would disappear directly. .

"I don't really remember. My father died too early. I don't even remember his name. He never thought about caring about me. He doesn't understand my situation at all. Even if he did, he might not care." Lin Su truthfully Answering, he stuck the straw into the plastic lid of the milk tea and took a sip, his tone was very flat, as if referring to a stranger, "He's dead, why bother him so much."

"As for my mother, her name is Zhong Qingyu. She was neither a good woman nor a good mother. She died with her father. Even after death, her ghost still lingers." Lin Su's indifferent face changed, and she said Is it ridicule or exclamation, "She is a strange and complicated person. She hates me most of the time, and sometimes hugs me and cries, saying that she is sorry for me, coaxing me softly and singing ballads to me. She always forces I meet her requirements, and when I fail to meet her requirements, I lose my temper.

At that time, I was thinking that her father was not good to her, why she was unwilling to divorce, and even decorated herself with jewelry, pretending that her father loved her very much.She is obviously talented, intelligent, and has hands and feet. Even if she leaves her father, she can support herself, so why bother to torture each other. "

Lin Su said quietly: "Thinking about it now, I think she might have gone crazy at that time, because I found out that she transferred all the property to my name behind my father's back before the accident. This was done without a long-term plan. No, that accident also looked like a long-planned murder."

This crazy woman finally died with the man she loved with resentment.

She is a selfish woman, other than that, Lin Su has no idea what she thinks of herself. Lin Su guesses that she is probably the last trace of maternal love exuding her last conscience, so she didn't take him to be buried with her .

She can't even take care of herself, so how can she spare any extra time to take care of her son?

Lin Su's tone was very light, he tried his best to say everything in a neutral manner, as he said, people are dead, why bother him so much?

Maybe only Zhong Qingyu, a woman who thought about it after her death, felt unwilling to do so.

Qin Yishuang had already come out of that deep fear. His eyes were a little red and swollen, and he was still very thirsty. He didn't know how to comfort Lin Su. Just by hearing Lin Su's calm tone, he knew that all the comfort was in him. They all looked pale and powerless.

Qin Yishuang's stomach growled, breaking the silence between the two of them.

Lin Su teased him with the soufflé in the paper bag: "Are you hungry?"

Qin Yishuang: "..."

Lin Su continued to tease him with the souffle: "Didn't you say you have no appetite and don't want to eat?"

Qin Yishuang: "..."

Lin Su waved the soufflé in front of his eyes: "Do you want to eat it or not?"

Qin Yishuang didn't speak, he wanted to use his silence to express his protest against Lin Su's behavior, and then his stomach groaned again.

Qin Yishuang: "..."

Lin Su stuffed soufflé into his mouth: "I'll buy water for you, so don't run out of water."

Qin Yishuang grabbed the hem of his clothes, shook his head, held down the milk tea he bought before, and took a sip at the place where Lin Su drank before.

The soufflé was cold and it didn't taste good. Qin Yishuang ate it in small bites and choked on the still warm milk tea. When he thought of the boy who waved goodbye to him at the end, he suddenly felt a little emotional and asked Lin Su: "What are you doing?" Where do you think people go after death?"

Lin Su leaned lazily on the bench, closed his eyes, "Buried it in the soil, turned it into fertilizer, maybe it was absorbed by the plants, and the fruit produced was brought to your dining table."

Qin Yishuang: "..."

What do you do if you think this unpalatable thing has become more disgusting?

"However, when I disposed of my parents' remains, I burned them all and threw them into the sea to feed the fish." Lin Su didn't open his eyes, "My father hates water, it is said that he almost drowned in the water when he was young; I Mom hates taking a boat, she got dizzy badly, so I took the boat with two urns, and they both lost their minds."

Qin Yishuang: "..."

"Why do some people always want to die?" Qin Yishuang didn't want to continue to entangle Lin Su with the topic just now, he changed the topic, lowered his eyes and said: "Actually, feel carefully, this world is not as bad as you think , I quite like this world."

Lin Su opened his eyes, stretched out his hands and rubbed his head, and said slowly: "People only love this world when they get what they want and feel happy. People are sometimes dissatisfied. Want another thing you want even more. Haven’t finished yet? Time to go.”

"Don't eat it, it's unpalatable." Qin Yishuang jumped up and spat it out "bah", took a big mouthful of milk tea, and threw the soufflé in his hand into the trash can next to it.

Lin Su stood up, stretched, and heard Qin Yishuang ask him: "Then did you get what you wanted? I'll buy it for you, and I still have money in my card."

Lin Su stood up straight, held the child's hand, and made him laugh at the childish statement: "Don't think too much, go back and eat, it's already noon."

The child responded in a low voice, and squeezed Lin Su's hand: "Then you don't want to die, do you?"

Lin Su stopped, lowered her head and stroked her chin, and looked at Qin Yishuang in confusion.

Qin Yishuang raised his head: "Why?"

Lin Su said: "Your expression looks like a doctor in the delivery room came out to ask the husband who protects the eldest and the younger."

Qin Yishuang: "..."

Qin Yishuang kept taking deep breaths, warning himself never to lose his temper with Lin Su, he said to Lin Su seriously: "If no one likes you, I will be the one who will always like you... No, I love you."

As he spoke, the child's head lowered lower and lower, and his side face blushed to the point of bleeding. He got stuck in the last sentence, hesitated for a moment, and said it firmly.

The expression is so serious, the tone is so solemn.

"En." Lin Su was shocked in his heart, but there was no big reaction on the surface, "Go back."

Qin Yishuang was very dissatisfied: "You don't have any reaction?"

"Yeah, I love you too, go back quickly, I'm really hungry." Lin Su replied, "Aren't you hungry?"

Qin Yishuang touched his stomach and found that he was quite hungry.

Lin Su called a taxi with his mobile phone and chuckled softly.

Little liar.

He clearly knew that it should be fake, why did he still feel a little joy?Is he in such a good condition today?Lin Su thought deeply.

It really resembled the voice I had heard in my dream.

……

Back home, Lin Su cooked bone soup noodles with the ribs soup left over from last night, garnished with a few small green vegetables, and invited Qin Yishuang to eat the noodles.

Qin Yishuang sat cross-legged on the sofa and looked at the medicine that Lin Su brought back. He was actually quite tired, his eyes were uncomfortably dry, and it became more obvious when he got home. He yawned, rubbed his eyes and said to Lin Su: " This small white disc called Sertraline Hydrochloride is written to be taken after meals."

"Don't rub your eyes with your hands, it's full of bacteria." Lin Su put the noodle bowl on the table, "You put it away, I will eat it later, you hurry up and take a nap after eating the noodles, I think your eyes are almost open Not open."

Qin Yishuang's legs were as weak as noodles, he slowly moved off the sofa and went to the sink to wash his hands.Lin Su couldn't bear to watch it any longer, so he washed his paws in the water, stared at him after eating the noodles to make sure he didn't throw away the vegetables, and finally sent him to the bed and covered him with a quilt.

Lin Su had the illusion that she was a mother.

Qin Yishuang was very exhausted after his emotional outburst in the morning, coupled with the constant tears, his eyes were uncomfortable, and now he almost couldn't open them.

However, after getting under the quilt, he did not forget to hold Lin Su's clothes tightly, and the uneasiness he had hidden along the way was clearly revealed: "Don't be like that person, I'm afraid that you will disappear like him, I I like you so much..."

Lin Su comforted him: "No, just sleep when you're sleepy."

Qin Yishuang breathed a sigh of relief and closed his eyes.Lin Su watched him close his eyes and get up to leave. Unexpectedly, when he got up, the hand that clenched the hem of his clothes was startled. Qin Yishuang opened his eyes, and asked in a panic and vigilance: "Where are you going?"

Lin Su stuffed his hand back under the quilt, and coaxed: "I'm going to the vegetable market, and I'll make dumplings filled with cabbage and pork at night. Be good, go to sleep, and you can get up and eat dumplings when you wake up. "

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