Why is first love so sweet?

At the end of the college entrance examination, Sheng Yi successfully completed the examination with the exclusive blessing of the god of learning, and walked out of the examination room in a peaceful mood.

In early summer, it was raining lightly outside.

Rong Yu left the examination room early and waited outside the school gate holding a transparent umbrella.

Sheng Yi looked at Rong Yu among the candidates, and walked slowly under the umbrella.

Rong Yu looked down at him: "Go home?"

Sheng Yi and Rong Yu looked at each other deeply for a few seconds, their eyes flickering: "Go home."

Take Xiaojie back to Rong Yu's house, close the door, and Rong Yu puts the umbrella in the umbrella bucket at the door.

Sheng Yi hugged him from behind.

Sheng Yi breathed in Rongyu wantonly, and called him in a muffled voice, "Xiaoyu."

Rong Yu stood still for a second, squeezed the hands around his waist, turned around sharply and pushed Sheng Yi to the door.

The pain on the lips and the heavy, suppressed breathing in the ears were crystal clear.

Together they tore up Sheng Yi's sanity.

Sheng Yi tugged on Rong Yu's collar to pull him down, and kissed him back even more frantically.

Rong Yu put one hand around his waist behind his back, pushed Sheng Yi forward, and stuck to him so that he could no longer escape.

With the other hand, he pinched Sheng Yi's chin and bit his lip punishingly.

Two coats flung to the floor.

Xiaojie consciously found his former nest, lying in the nest and watching the two kiss from the door to the dining table, cabinet, every corner where they had left countless life marks together.

There was a constant sound of objects being knocked over in the undisturbed house.

Like a secret crime.

They are by all accounts best friends who grew up together.

They are the ones who trust each other the most.

They had witnessed all of each other's emotions.

Except for this moment.

No one will know that they are sharing each other's crazy heartbeat in this closed space.

In the pure love that makes the soul tremble, cross the boundary that was once thought to be insurmountable, and possess each other in another passionate way that almost produces a sense of guilt.

Tasting the forbidden fruit of betrayal of friendship.

The bodies of the two boys are closely attached to each other, getting closer and closer, constantly catching each other's heat, using every inch of their senses to re-experience the familiar outlines that they have known for more than ten years.

On a rainy night with lightning and thunder, the lights in the house were not turned on.

Rainwater violently washed the glass of the floor-to-ceiling windows.

In the darkness occasionally illuminated by lightning, overlapping figures fell heavily on the sofa that had witnessed their long years of friendship.

Several pillows seemed to be repelled and fell to the ground silently.

Been crazy for a long time and can't calm down.

Rong Yu lifted Sheng Yi's forehead hair, carefully kissed the corners of his mouth, nose, eyes, eyelashes, and finally gently kissed his forehead.

Panting and standing up, Rong Yu's eyes became unfathomable, looking at those light-colored eyes that were still as bright as a light source in the dark.

Sheng Yi raised his hand to stroke Rong Yu's cheek.

Rong Yu took his hand and bit his fingertips.

Seeing the need for a hug from Sheng Yi's eyes, Rong Yu hugged him from behind on the sofa, interlocked his fingers with one hand in front of Sheng Yi, and locked him firmly in his arms.

For several days, neither of them went out.

Turn off your mobile phone and cut off all possible interruptions.

just being together.

Except for the last step, almost all rights were given to the other party without reservation.

It seems that the other party's side is the only paradise in the world.

In the early morning of Sheng Yi's birthday, the two of them were blowing air on the balcony.

Just after zero o'clock, Rong Yu bent his arms on the railing, facing Xia Yefeng and turned his head to look at Sheng Yi, "Happy birthday."

Sheng Yi looked up at the starry sky in ecstasy, "I'm an adult."

"Do you want to do something crazy?" Rong Yu asked.

Sheng Yi smiled and turned his head: "What?"

Rong Yu's eyes moved slightly, he looked at him for a few seconds, and slowly spread his hands in front of him.

Two rings lay on Rong Yu's palm.

"..."

Sheng Yi's pupils flickered.

Swallowing his faintly excited heartbeat, Sheng Yi panicked.

Sheng Yi lowered his head and clasped his fingers outside the railing, "...what if they don't agree?"

Rong Yu just asked, "What about you?"

Sheng Yi glanced at Rong Yu, his eyes moved, and he smiled lightly and said, "Xiao Yu, tie me by your side. Even if I want to run, don't let me go."

Knowing Sheng Yi's reply, Rong Yu lowered his eyelashes slightly, looking at the ring in his hand.

Slowly closing his fingers, Rong Yu put the ring back into his pocket.

Rong Yu raised his eyes and asked, "You still want to run?"

Sheng Yi couldn't answer.

Xia Feng blew Sheng Yi's forehead hair, he quietly looked up at the constellations in the night sky, and sketched the shapes with his fingers.

Rong Yu stared at the person who suddenly seemed so beautiful at this moment.

Under the slowly turning starry sky, the boy's face was so clean and bright that it was almost transparent, and his hair fluttered with the wind, like a spirit of the wind.

The free and unrestrained soul in the body seems to leave willfully at any time.

Just live in this body temporarily and experience all kinds of interesting experiences.

Luck and bad luck, tears and laughter, emotion and pain are just the auxiliary tools he uses to play the game of life deeply.

No matter what the final outcome is, he will not be harmed in any way.

I will only happily follow the wind and return to the sky with a full load.

At a certain moment, Sheng Yi put down his hand and suddenly said, "Tame me."

Rong Yu raised his eyebrows puzzled.

Sheng Yi held his face and smiled at Rong Yu comfortably, his shallow eyes were filled with pale golden stars, very gentle.

Looking at Rong Yu's face, Sheng Yi said seriously: "Always call my name, always look at me, always find me. Even if one day I forget, let me follow you by instinct."

Rong Yu suddenly had a subtle intuition.

In a relationship with this person, he seems destined to be the one who waits.

The wind doesn't stay in one place forever.

For the eternity of life, it must leave repeatedly.

Sheng Yi took Rong Yu's powerless hand and placed it on his face, "I can't control myself, but you can."

Rong Yu's eyes became confused: "Why?"

Because I love you, I will be afraid and want to run away.

Because of your love, no matter how far I run, I will eventually be called back to you.

Sheng Yi pressed Rong Yu's forehead forward and smiled.

Holding Rong Yu's face, Sheng Yi took the initiative to approach and gave him a gentle kiss.

They had a nice and relaxing day.

We try to make a cake together, we lie on the sofa and watch a movie together, we slowly get closer to each other when we look at each other, and we kiss passionately.

They hugged each other and took a sweet nap. In the evening, they took Xiaojie for a walk.

While Rong Yu went to comb Xiaojie's hair, Sheng Yi turned on his phone.

He received many birthday wishes.

Sheng Yi carefully read every message and replied thank you.

Until he saw a blessing text message from an unfamiliar number and a huge amount of money transfer text message.

[Xiao Yi, happy birthday.I'm sorry that I haven't celebrated your birthday properly for so many years, because I have done too many wrong things, and I have no right to interfere in your life anymore.Tell your friend not to meddle in these matters in the future, he knows too much and is in danger.After today, everything will pass.I will take everything.From now on, go pursue the life you want, this is the last gift I can give you... I am ashamed, I am not qualified to love you.Please allow me to protect you forever with my mother. 】

When Rong Yu finished tidying up Xiaojie's hairball and stood up in the light of the setting sun, there was no sign of Sheng Yi on the bench behind him.

Rong Yu was stunned for a moment, then looked around, "Hanghang?"

Rong Yu immediately took out his mobile phone and dialed Sheng Yi's number, but the line was always busy.

As his breathing gradually became unstable, Rong Yu looked for someone in the direction of his home.

Xiaojie yelled behind him and ran in the opposite direction.

Rongyu followed Xiaojie to the side of the road outside the villa area, Xiaojie picked up the hat that fell on the ground and ran back to Rongyu.

It was the peaked cap Sheng Yi wore when he came out.

Rong Yu clenched his hat tightly and looked weakly at the rushing traffic, but Sheng Yi had disappeared.

Sheng Yi sat in the taxi and repeatedly dialed the number that sent the text message, his fingers trembling.

After hammering on the car door, Sheng Yi asked the driver anxiously: "Please hurry up."

Sheng Yi looked for the private detective he had contacted some time ago, found the location where the phone number was last recorded, and went to the bank located in the downtown hotel street.

Fearing that Rongyu would be involved in danger, Sheng Yi turned off his phone.

After getting off the car, Sheng Yi ran all over the hotel in the street to ask if he had seen Sheng Ming.

After running tirelessly until dark, Sheng Yi sat down sweating profusely at the bus stop on the corner of the street.

Staring blankly at the phone, Sheng Yi covered his face under the surprised eyes of passers-by and completely collapsed.

With the last hope, Sheng Yi turned on his phone.

After replying the message to Sheng Ming, Sheng Yi desperately waited with his mobile phone, hoping that Sheng Ming could see the message and reply to him.

Rong Yu's phone call came in suddenly.

After looking at the phone screen with blurred vision for a few seconds, Sheng Yi slowly connected the phone.

"Where are you?" Rong Yu asked slightly panting.

"Xiaoyu..." Sheng Yi's voice was barely coherent, and he said helplessly, "What should I do, I can't find him, I can't find him..."

"Don't worry." Hearing Sheng Yi's strong nasal voice, Rong Yu frowned in heartache, forced himself to calm down, and said in a gentle voice, "Where are you, I will help you find them, and we will definitely find them."

"It's too late..." Sheng Yi leaned his head against the glowing billboard, closed his eyes tiredly, tears kept rolling down his cheeks, "I'm the only one left...Xiao Yu, I can't seem to do it anymore."

"No." Rong Yu's voice trembled a little: "You can."

"Don't be afraid, there is me." Rong Yu said, "Sheng Yi, I need you."

Sheng Yi didn't speak anymore.

The sound of closing the car door came from Rongyu's side, and the disordered breath could no longer be suppressed: "Hey, just wait for me where you are, 10 minutes, give me 10 minutes. We agreed."

Slowly opening his red eyes, Sheng Yi regained his composure: "Xiaoyu, promise me that you won't interfere in this matter again. I can't take care of Xiaojie well, so I'll leave it to you in the future."

Sheng Yi closed his eyes: "Don't contact me again in the future."

Rong Yu: "Sheng Yi..."

Sheng Yi hung up the phone.

Sheng Yi blocked Rong Yu's number and deleted it on WeChat.

After finishing all this neatly, he called Cheng Wenge and asked him to come out for a drink.

Cheng Wenge was about to ask Sheng Yi to come out to celebrate his birthday, so he found a few friends who usually had a good time and set up a game in the bar.

Sheng Yi used alcohol to numb himself amidst the laughter of his friends, and let his phone vibrate on the sofa.

Sheng Yi had already forgotten who he was after drinking until his stomach was churning.

While walking unsteadily to go to the bathroom, people came to strike up a conversation along the way.

After washing his face at the sink, Sheng Yi swayed and supported the sink, holding his painful chest with one hand in pain.

The man smoking next to him paid attention to him for a long time, looked in the mirror at Sheng Yi's water-stained face exuding a decadent and sexy atmosphere, threw away the cigarette in his hand and stepped forward to help him.

The man had a smell similar to Rong Yu's, Sheng Yi turned his head and looked over in confusion.

The handsome and decent man supported Sheng Yi's arm, looked at Sheng Yi's eyes with unique and attractive color under his wet and messy forehead hair, and narrowed his eyes slightly: "Are you okay?"

Seeing Sheng Yi staring at him in a daze, the man tentatively pushed Sheng Yi to the sink, pinched his chin, and couldn't help lowering his head and approaching him slowly.

Sheng Yi quietly looked at the people who kept approaching.

In the hazy field of vision, what appeared was Rong Yu's face.

The moment before the lips were about to touch, the man was suddenly pulled away forcefully from behind, and before he could see who was coming, he was punched violently.

Rong Yu's eyes were so gloomy that he threw him against the wall, "Get lost."

The people who come here to play are basically from the same circle, recognized Rongyu, men dare not provoke, tidy up their clothes and leave.

Waking up a little, Sheng Yi looked at Rong Yu indifferently, walked around him indifferently and returned to his friend.

Rong Yu didn't stop him, and waited quietly in the corner of the bar, watching Sheng Yi with a smile and reveling with his friends as if nothing had happened, as if it was another person crying in despair on the phone.

The carnival lasted until the early hours of the morning, and the party ended after Sheng Yi's birthday.

At the door of the bar, Sheng Yi hugged Cheng Wenge vigorously, and said sincerely, "Thank you."

"Why are you so hypocritical today?" Cheng Wenge patted Sheng Yi on the back and said with a smile, "Happy birthday to the great artist in the future, even if you get married in the future, you can't leave me behind."

He wanted to send Sheng Yi home, but Cheng Wenge saw Rong Yu under the streetlight not far away.

Rong Yu called a car for Sheng Yi, fearing that Sheng Yi would run away again, so he didn't get in the car together, and followed in another car.

Sheng Yi returned to the villa area, walking in front with messy footsteps, and Rong Yu slowly followed behind him.

Seeing Sheng Yi come home, Rong Yu stood outside the gate for a while, then returned to the opposite house to feed Xiaojie.

Rong Yu looked at the dark windows of Sheng Yi's house from behind the floor-to-ceiling windows, imagining Sheng Yi's pain alone.

Half an hour later, he saw a sneaky figure appearing outside the gate of Sheng Yi's house.

Rong Yu recognized the man, who was the younger brother of Sheng Yi's remarried family.

Rong Yu frowned.

Within a few minutes, there was a sudden shattering sound from the opposite house, and flames burst out from the windows of the attic.

Rong Yu was stunned for half a second in shock, and immediately ran out of the house.

Xiaojie ran back to Sheng Yi's yard first.

Sheng Yi coughed violently, opened the door in embarrassment and escaped from the burning house, as if he had been greatly frightened, he ran out of the courtyard in a daze.

Rong Yu didn't have time to stop, Xiaojie seemed to sense that there was someone inside, and rushed into the door that was emitting flames without looking back.

"Xiaojie!" Rong Yu's eyes turned red instantly, he froze outside the courtyard helplessly, staring blankly at Xiaojie who disappeared into the fire.

Closing his eyes, Rong Yu chased Sheng Yi to the driveway outside the villa area.

"Sheng Yi!"

When he was about to catch up, Rong Yu reached out to grab Sheng Yi's arm, and a car driving at night rushed over at high speed.

Recovered awake by the glare of high beams, Sheng Yi suddenly turned around and pushed Rong Yu away.

……

The headache was so severe that it was unbearable. Sheng Yi sat by the garden and bowed his head with his head in his arms.

When Rong Yu arrived, he saw Sheng Yi in pain, and hurriedly got out of the car, leaned over to Sheng Yi and hugged him.

Feeling the trembling of Sheng Yi's body, Rong Yu realized something.

The body stiffened for a moment, Rong Yu stroked Sheng Yi's back comfortingly: "What's wrong?"

Sheng Yi hugged Rong Yu tightly, breathing quickly, and said in a trembling voice: "He's in the attic, he's at home...Xiaoyu, I didn't find him..."

Rong Yu was stunned for a moment, hearing Sheng Yi's nasal voice, his eyes turned red.

Although he knew that this moment would come sooner or later, Rong Yu couldn't bear to close his eyes.

He would rather deceive Sheng Yi with lies for the rest of his life than to return to that nightmarish night again.

Pressing the back of Sheng Yi's head comfortingly, Rong Yu pinched the back of Sheng Yi's neck and coaxed in a low voice, "It's not your fault."

Sheng Yi's tears soaked Rong Yu's windbreaker, and he choked up: "Xiaojie..."

"It's back." Rong Yu hugged Sheng Yi tightly, and said softly, "You've brought it back."

Sheng Yi was still immersed in painful memories, and kept saying, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

Rong Yu held Sheng Yi's face in his hands, wiped away the tears on Sheng Yi's face with his thumb, lowered his head and kissed him reassuringly.

Looking at Sheng Yi's red eyes distressedly, Rong Yu told him: "You have not wronged anyone. We all love you."

Sheng Yi still couldn't come back to his senses, his eyes covered with mist were hazy.

Holding Sheng Yi in his arms again, Rong Yu patted him on the back lightly, and said to him: "It's all over."

Rong Yu's voice passed through humming's ears and directly entered Sheng Yi's mind.

it's already over……

All the horrible pictures are already in the distant past.

It wasn't until this moment that Sheng Yi really realized that from the moment he opened his eyes, Rong Yu had already prepared a wonderful opening chapter for him.

All the things that made him afraid, all the things that made him worry, were solved by Rong Yu himself from the very beginning.

Those things that make him worry are all phantoms that have long been in the past.

But this time the story is destined to only have a sweet process and a happy ending.

Time does not bring an end, an end means a beginning.

In time after time reincarnation, what is stripped away is only the old memory shell.

"I love you." Rong Yu said.

Exhaling a deep breath, Sheng Yi completely calmed down in Rong Yu's embrace.

The leaves stopped shaking, and the surroundings were suddenly quiet.

The tamed wind will always return to the harbor that misses him.

For every call.

Both.

In the name of love.

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