Why is first love so sweet?

Back in the bedroom, Sheng Yi didn't dare to look back, he took off his coat and went to the bathroom.

Rong Yu closed the door, leaned against the door with folded arms, looked at him silently, waiting for him to take the initiative to explain.

Sheng Yi's body was frozen stiff by the cold gaze, he quickly walked into the bathroom and closed the door, turned on the water and warmed himself with hot water.

He knew that Rong Yu was angry.

But he didn't want to make things too rigid just yet.

The original plan was just to move out from here, to put myself aside for a while, and to completely cool down the feelings that should not have arisen.

After taking a slow shower, Sheng Yi wiped his hair with a towel and came out. He saw that Rong Yu was still standing where he was just now, without moving, and was staring at him steadfastly.

Sheng Yi lowered his head, exhaled quietly, put his coat back on, and walked towards the suitcase under Rong Yu's gaze.

As soon as his finger touched the handle of the suitcase, Rong Yu suddenly asked in a normal tone: "Homesick?"

"Yeah." Sheng Yi's fingers trembled, and he made up his mind to hold the lever slowly, trying to reduce the stimulation of this behavior to Rong Yu: "Anyway, we are so close, you can go to see me from the opposite side at any time."

Rong Yu glanced at his suitcase lightly: "How many days?"

Swallowing nervously, Sheng Yi tightened his grip on the lever: "Xiao Yu, I won't be coming back this time."

Rong Yu's eyes dimmed, he looked at him for a few seconds, then slowly lowered his arms, left the door and stood up straight.

Sheng Yi's heart was pounding.

Rong Yu looked calm: "Why?"

Sheng Yi also made himself look calmer, shrugged his shoulders and said with a smile: "What reason do I need to go back to my home, I can't rely on you forever, it's been too long."

Apparently not believing his words, Rong Yu lowered his eyes and thought for a moment, then said, "I've been supervising your studies all the time, it puts too much pressure on you, doesn't it?"

"No." Sheng Yi said hurriedly, "It has nothing to do with this. I like you to take care of my studies. If you didn't help me, I wouldn't be able to get into Class A."

"Then why?" Rong Yu seemed really confused, looking into his eyes in confusion.

Sheng Yi laughed: "Don't ask, I just want to go home, it's as simple as that. Besides, I won't see you again in the future."

After finishing speaking, Sheng Yi felt a little out of breath, fearing that his flaws would be seen, so he decisively dragged the suitcase towards the door.

When he got to the door, Rong Yu was still blocking the door, not intending to let him go.

Facing those eyes that lost composure and were full of confusion, Sheng Yi's eyes were hot, and he frowned slightly, "Xiao Yu, don't be like this."

Rong Yu stared at him searchingly, remained silent for a long time, and said in a low voice with a firm tone: "You have read my diary."

Sheng Yi reflected blankly for a while.

After realizing it, Sheng Yi found it funny, and couldn't help but raised his hand to touch Rong Yu's face: "Rong Yu, you still treat me like a child."

Rong Yu's eyes became soft and swayed slightly.

"Okay, it's too late, I have to go back to sleep." Sheng Yi reached out to grab the doorknob behind Rong Yu.

Before touching it, the wrist was suddenly grabbed vigorously.

Rong Yu's gaze cooled down again, he locked the door, pushed Sheng Yi and the suitcase back to the bed, and said calmly, "Wait for me, I'll go back with you."

Sheng Yi watched in a daze as Rong Yu took out his suitcase, spread it out on the floor, and packed clothes and books into it in an orderly manner.

Helpless by Rong Yu, Sheng Yi sat on the side of the bed and held his forehead.

Such gentle accommodation made Sheng Yi even more confused.

Taking advantage of Rong Yu's turning around to get things in the bathroom, Sheng Yi grabbed the suitcase and quickly ran to the door.

Just as he ran to the door to open it, a hand suddenly pushed the door shut from behind.

There was a "bang" in the room.

The hand that was pressing on the door over his shoulder was tense, revealing the emotions that the people behind him had been forcibly suppressing.

Sheng Yi was grabbed by the shoulders and turned over and slammed against the door.

"Rongyu!" Sheng Yi couldn't bear it anymore, and stared at the person half a head taller than him: "Stop making trouble!"

"Me?" Rong Yu looked down at him coldly, "Who is making trouble for no reason?"

"Then let go." Sheng Yi pulled away Rong Yu's hand from his shoulder.

After pulling it a few times without moving it, Sheng Yi's mentality completely collapsed.

He held Rong Yu's wrist weakly, his eyes turned red quickly, and he begged in a low voice almost sincerely: "Xiao Yu, it really has nothing to do with you. Let me go back, okay?"

Rong Yu silently looked at Sheng Yi's eyes and frowned.

He has a strong intuition.

If he lets go, Sheng Yi will never come back.

He will lose him forever.

Rongyu cannot accept such a result, nor will it allow such a situation to happen unreasonably.

The two stood in a stalemate at the door for a long time. Tang Yun knocked on the door worriedly when she heard the noise just now, and asked outside: "Children, are you arguing?"

"..." Sheng Yi let out a long breath and said calmly, "No."

Tang Yun was still not at ease, and told: "That's good, if you have something to say, talk about it."

Sheng Yi looked at Rong Yu's turbulent dark eyes: "Yes."

The sound of Tang Yun's footsteps gradually faded away.

Sheng Yi and Rong Yu looked at each other for a while, and suddenly had the illusion that Rong Yu wanted to kiss him.

His eyes also became confused.

A few seconds later, Rong Yu pressed the door with one hand, lowered his head and approached him very slowly.

Sheng Yi wanted to turn his head to avoid it, but he couldn't resist this active temptation at all.

His mind flashed every time they had crossed the line before kissing.

Does Rong Yu like him too?

He began to guess painfully again.

While thinking, Rong Yu had already kissed the corner of his mouth.

The gentle touch awakened the suppressed longing in Sheng Yi's heart.

He raised his hand to push Rong Yu's shoulder, but he felt that his whole body was soft and he couldn't exert any strength at all.

Rong Yu tentatively licked his lower lip.

Sheng Yi felt dizzy from the electric shock, felt the soul in his body tremble, and closed his eyes involuntarily.

Sheng Yi didn't know what kind of mood Rong Yu used to give him this kiss.

But he knew that he must have been exposed.

As the sound of the kiss became sticky, Sheng Yi felt more and more awake.

Perhaps he was exposed early on.

From the day they first crossed the line, he lost control and pushed Rong Yu down.

Rong Yu should have seen his thoughts.

He should have thought of it earlier.

Rong Yu is so smart, nothing can fool him.

Sheng Yi suddenly felt a strong love.

The kind of love that is almost dependent and cannot leave him.

In order to keep him, Rong Yu would satisfy all his desires and even sacrifice himself for him.

But what else does he have?

Should Rong Yu give up his shining future for him?

Sheng Yi felt suffocated in the gradually passionate and out-of-control kiss.

Holding the T-shirt on Rong Yu's body tightly, Sheng Yi pushed Rong Yu away without warning, and panting, he grabbed the suitcase and turned to open the door.

Rong Yu stared blankly at Sheng Yi's decisive back, and forgot to stop him in time.

Sheng Yi dragged his suitcase to the middle of the corridor without looking back, only to hear Rong Yu ask behind him: "Sheng Yi, what are you afraid of?"

Stopping in his tracks, Sheng Yi pulled up his hood to cover his head, turned his back to Rong Yu and whispered, "You already know."

Rong Yu: "Tell me."

"...I'm sorry." Sheng Yi lowered his head slightly: "I don't believe in myself."

Rong Yu frowned: "You don't believe me either?"

Sheng Yi closed his eyes and said, "I don't even believe in myself, who else can I trust?"

After a moment of silence, Rong Yu said calmly, "I thought I was special."

Biting his lower lip, Sheng Yi opened his eyes, making up his mind to look down.

Sheng Yi knew himself too well, so he could only cut off all his thoughts.

Taking a deep breath, he said something he couldn't forgive: "It won't happen in the future."

After finishing speaking, Sheng Yi took the suitcase and went downstairs without looking back.

The boy who never worried about anything grew up overnight at the speed of raindrops falling from the night sky when he left that night.

Sheng Yi knew that without his intervention, Rong Yu would go to the best university, fall in love with and marry the best girl, have the most perfect family, and maybe have two cutest children in the future.

These were his last presents to Rong Yu.

He knew Rong Yu would understand one day.

Throughout the third year of high school, Sheng Yi and Rong Yu were strangers in school.

They had never been apart for so long, and they seemed to be getting used to living without each other.

Only Sheng Yi knew that his worries would only increase.

That year Rongyu was always sick, and every time he got sick, he had to ask for days off.

Sheng Yi had never seen Rong Yu who was so weak, so he was really worried, so he sneaked into Rong Yu's bedroom every time in the middle of the night to take care of him.

He always felt that Rong Yu knew he would come, and he didn't even lock the windows in winter.

Coincidentally, every time Rong Yu fell ill, it was when Sheng Yi missed him the most.

It seemed to give Sheng Yi a reason to meet him with peace of mind.

In the night that no one knows, they cuddle up and sleep together in familiar postures, finding a moment of peace in each other's breath.

Before dawn, Sheng Yi would quietly get up and leave.

Rong Yu wouldn't stop him either, but quietly opened his eyes and looked at him in the blue light of dawn.

When Rongyu recovered and returned to school, they became strangers again.

It still snowed heavily on Valentine's Day that year.

The school arranged a whole day of make-up classes, and the candidates in the third year of senior high school did not dare to complain.

Rongyu will receive chocolates from girls of all grades during each class break.

Sheng Yi lay on the table and counted the girls who were rejected by Rongyu this year one by one. When he counted No. 18, he was called out of the classroom by his classmates.

An Yan's cheeks were pink, and he embarrassedly took out a box of chocolates from behind and handed it to him: "Senior, I gave it to you. I made it myself."

There was booing in the corridor, everyone was watching the most topical CP on campus with great interest.

With her fresh girlish beauty and cheerful and friendly personality, An Yan has surpassed Qin Feilin and become a new generation of campus goddess.

Unable to embarrass the girl in front of so many people, Sheng Yi thanked him and accepted the chocolate.

I plan to return the chocolate to a place where no one is after school.

Rong Yu came out from the main entrance of the classroom, glanced at the two people who were having a pleasant conversation, turned around without expression, and went to the office through the path made by the crowd.

Sheng Yi looked at Rong Yu's back, and saw Rong Yu's displeasure behind his indifferent back, because he was inexplicably happy with this little bit of sourness that no one noticed.

Of course, it might just be his imagination.

It's also just conjecture.

During the evening break, Sheng Yi called An Yan to the unmanned basketball court under heavy snowfall.

"Sorry, I can't take it." Sheng Yi returned the chocolate to An Yan.

"..." An Yan took back the chocolate in frustration, and looked up at Sheng Yi in confusion: "Why? Does the senior have someone he likes?"

An Yan always felt that Sheng Yi should like her a little bit.

Would a boy take care of a girl who doesn't feel like this?

She doesn't believe it.

Sheng Yi smiled, lowered his eyelashes and said in a daze, "This is my secret."

"Can't even I say it?" An Yan had a little hope in his heart again, and said with a smile: "Well, I will work harder, and when the senior graduates, I will send it off again."

After An Yan left, Sheng Yi stepped on the snow and shot basketball alone under the lights of the basketball court at night.

After throwing a few balls, Sheng Yi's hands were numb from the cold, and the lights on the basketball court suddenly went out.

It was pitch black all around, and Sheng Yi's eyes hadn't adapted to the darkness yet, and he felt someone hugging him from behind.

The familiar clear breath, even better than snow, coiled around his body, enveloping him into a private domain.

Fearing that the people behind him would leave, Sheng Yi didn't dare to turn around.

In the quiet air, only the salsa sound of Luoxue healing can be heard.

After being hugged for a long time, the person behind buried his head on his shoulder and asked in a low voice, "Will I still have a present?"

With the cover of darkness and festive atmosphere, the two tacitly gave each other a day off from their acting skills, and they no longer deliberately indifferent.

Sheng Yi touched Rong Yu's snow-stained forehead hair, and said warmly, "I already gave it to you."

Rong Yu said, "I didn't receive it."

Sheng Yi was quiet for a few seconds, then said with relief, "What you will see in the future is the best thing in the world."

Rong Yu: "Is there you?"

Sheng Yi was stunned for a moment, and for some unknown reason, he couldn't help but let out a low laugh.

The smile gradually faded, and he said seriously: "No."

The snowflakes swirled and fell thickly on the ground.

Both fell silent.

After a long silence, Rong Yu whispered, "Then I don't want it."

作者有话要说：还有七章完结，我爱你们！感谢在2021-07-2520:51:13~2021-07-2713:15:04期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 2 bottles of Luoxue Ziyao; 1 bottle of red jasmine;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!