Why is first love so sweet?

The bathtub overflowed with water.

I don't know whether it is the effect of alcohol or the temperature of Rongyu.

Sheng Yi felt that the water around him was about to boil.

It was too hot for him to breathe.

He could only receive life-saving oxygen from Rong Yu.

Rong Yu cruelly controlled the frequency of oxygen supply, raised his head when Sheng Yi's eyes were lost, and gently relieved him with warm lips.He was obviously the culprit, but he still asked him if he was okay and if he wanted to end it.

Before Sheng Yi could answer, he completely deprived him of the right to choose.

Sheng Yi was only allowed to keep falling for him.

Sheng Yi's breathing and consciousness were completely messed up.

After an unknown amount of time, he narrowed his eyes with difficulty, and found that Rong Yu was still in good health.

Only that face, against the damp and mist, was so handsome with a halo, like an archangel summoned to the world.

The pure white and sacred wings turned into a wet white shirt on the body, and the long black eyelashes were wet and drooping, judging the people in front of him soberly with cold black eyes.

According to the degree of Sheng Yi's sinking, it is decided whether to punish or reward.

Two interlocking men's hands pressed against the white porcelain wall of the bathtub, and the transparent water flowed over the fingertips again and again.

Sheng Yi gave up on finding himself, and trusted himself to Rong Yu.

Relaxing his body, he closed his eyes and sank into the water.

Rong Yu sank after chasing Sheng Yi, gently rubbed his fluttering soft hair comfortingly under the water, and gave him a rewarding deep kiss in satisfaction.

During the last passionate kiss, Sheng Yi fell into a dream.

He dreamed that he was in a dangerous mist, bewitched by something, passing through the cool mist unconsciously, approaching the mermaid on the reef under the moon.

The merman turned his head slowly, looking at him with beautiful, merciless dark blue eyes.

The fog gradually dissipated, and under the moonlight, the blue and silver fish tail shone with a charming luster.

Fascinated, he stretched out his hand and carefully touched the cold scales.

In an instant, he was dragged by the mermaid into the ocean floating with sparkling moonlight.

Sheng Yi fell into a past that was completely hidden by another self inside him.

The night sky was covered with dark clouds that day, and it was raining lightly outside. He took Xiaojie with his suitcase and left Rongyu's house with his hood pulled down, without turning his head.

Rong Yu looked at him from inside the door, his eyes were cold.

Xiaojie followed behind him, looking back at Rongyu constantly, as if expecting Rongyu to say something to keep him.

Rong Yu didn't say a word until Sheng Yi walked out of the courtyard gate in the rain.

Sheng Yi quickened his pace and returned to the home that no one lived in for a long time.

After closing the door, he lowered his head and let out a breath, rubbing his eyes hard.

Xiaojie nuzzled his hand and looked towards the door, as if wanting him to go back.

Sheng Yi's eyes were flushed, he gave Xiaojie a forced smile, knelt down and patted Xiaojie's head, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry, Xiaojie...can't do it anymore."

Xiaojie gently licked Sheng Yi's palm.

Hugging Xiaojie tightly, Sheng Yi rubbed his face against Xiaojie's hair.

After tidying up his mood thoroughly, he raised his head again, his eyes became firmer, and he smiled and said, "I will learn to take care of you."

Sheng Yi himself cleaned up the dust in the house unskillfully, and was choked by the floating dust and coughed non-stop.

Xiaojie also kept sneezing next to him.

Sheng Yi is already in his third year of high school.

On the eve of the start of school, Sheng Ming's company encountered a major financial crisis. In less than a month, the entire company's capital chain was completely broken and it was on the verge of bankruptcy.

Having never learned about Sheng Ming's business, Sheng Yi didn't know what went wrong.

He only knows that from now on, he needs to live on his own.

The habit of spending money lavishly in the past resulted in him not saving any money. Sheng Yi calculated his own living expenses, and it was less than 1000 yuan.

Sheng Ming seems to have owed a huge amount of debt, and divorced his remarried wife before the company went bankrupt, and now he is missing and cannot be contacted at all.

Sheng Yi rummaged through the kitchen and found a bag of instant noodles that hadn't expired yet.

It's ridiculous to say that this is the first time he cooks seriously.

The only time I set foot in the kitchen before was to make chocolate for Rong Yu.

Throwing the noodles and seasonings into the water randomly, Sheng Yi didn't care anymore.

Check back in 10 minutes later, the water is almost boiled off and the noodles look sticky.

Laughing self-deprecatingly, Sheng Yi sat down at the dining table with a small pot in his hand.

The floor-to-ceiling windows next to it happened to be able to see Rong Yu's house.

There are warm and bright lights in the house.

Xiaojie was quietly eating dog food beside him.

Sheng Yi ate the overcooked noodles, looked at the lights of the opposite house in a daze, and thought, Rong Yu should be having dinner too.

What did Auntie do tonight?Is it curry or chicken wings?

Sheng Yi looked down at the pot, and suddenly felt that the noodles were hard to swallow...

After dinner, he lay down in the air-cooled bedroom, and Sheng Yi rolled wantonly on the big bed where no one competed with him for the bed.

Rolling and rolling, lying on the bed sheet with large characters, he let out a long and boring sigh.

After staring at the mobile phone that hadn't sent any news for a while, Sheng Yi got up from the bed, and couldn't help lying on the window sill to look at the opposite house.

The lights in Rongyu's bedroom were on.

Sheng Yi thought, at this time, Rong Yu should be studying.

No, it could also be taking a shower.

With his chin resting on the back of his hand, Sheng Yi stared blankly at the window with the curtains drawn, and rubbed his nose with his fingers.

I really want the taste of Rongyu.

Sheng Yi immediately jumped back on the bed, picked up his phone and searched for the same shower gel as Rongyu.

Seeing the price of several zeros, it was several times the total living expenses in his hand.

No, he still has to buy dog ​​food for Xiaojie...

Sheng Yi's hand fell to the bed weakly, staring at the ceiling lamp in disappointment, "...why are everything so expensive?"

A sense of powerlessness leisurely made Sheng Yi despair, his eyes dimmed, and he covered his face with a cold quilt.

The strength that had just been sorted out became vulnerable again.

Being able to be in the same world as Rong Yu for the past ten years seems like a daydream.

Waking up now.

The reality is like a bare concrete house without decoration, and the world of Rongyu seems to be the hometown of fairy tales in legends, where unicorns live.

In the past, Sheng Yi always thought that as long as he became good enough, he was qualified to stay in that fairy tale town forever.

It was only now that he realized that it was all a dream made by him.

In the last final exam of the second year of high school, Sheng Yi finally counterattacked and entered the first [-]s of the school year. When the third year of high school starts, he can go to science class A to be with Rong Yu.

He did what even the teachers thought was impossible.

In the end, he was really in the same class, but he took the initiative to escape further.

Allowing himself to be depressed for 5 minutes, Sheng Yi cheered up.

He took out the papers and sat on the desk by the window, facing Rongyu's window and studying together with him from a distance.

Although he can no longer study abroad with Rong Yu, Sheng Yi still wants to get into a better university as much as possible.

This will make him feel closer to Rong Yu.

It's like taking a step toward the horizon.

He thought, it would be nice to be able to take a step closer.

Not long after the third year of high school started, all the students in Class A were surprised to find that the two closest friends in the class suddenly became strangers.

Sheng Yi no longer clings to Rong Yu all day long.

No one deliberately became indifferent, but suddenly ignored each other.

Perhaps in the eyes of the students, Sheng Yi was the one who changed first.

After all, Rong Yu always seems to be indifferent to everyone.

Sheng Yi no longer ran to Rong Yu's seat to ask him questions after class, no longer dragged Rong Yu to accompany him to the supermarket to buy water in physical education class, no longer went to the cafeteria with Rong Yu for lunch, and the two of them no longer sat in a car after school. car home.

No one knew what happened to them, and no one dared to ask Rong Yu.

When I asked Sheng Yi, Sheng Yi just said vaguely that it was nothing.

Although Cheng Wenge didn't know the inside story, he could also see the alienation between the two.

All he knew was that Sheng Yi's family had gone bankrupt, and that Sheng Yi had been in a mess recently.

Sheng Yi wanted to help several times, but Sheng Yi refused his help.

Later, maybe they really couldn’t afford to eat, and one day they went out together after school, Cheng Wenge wanted to give Sheng Yi his pocket money card, but Sheng Yi refused with a smile, saying: "It’s fine if you give me the money, but I can’t afford it. If you really want to help, help me find a part-time job."

Cheng Wenge frowned and said, "Stop making trouble, school is full-time self-study on weekends, where do you have time to work?"

"It's fine at night." Sheng Yi yawned with the skateboard in his hands, "I can sleep less."

"..." Cheng Wenge was a little angry when Sheng Yi met him like this, and didn't answer his words.

When he arrived at the school gate, Sheng Yi put the skateboard on the ground and stepped on it, when he suddenly smelled a clean and pleasant smell.

He stepped on the skateboard and stopped.

With his schoolbag on one shoulder, Rong Yu walked past the two with no expression on his face and got into the car on the opposite side of the road.

Cheng Wenge looked at Rong Yu's back and frowned, "It's really cold-blooded, to be angry with you at a time like this."

"It's not his problem." When Rong Yu passed by, Sheng Yi dared to stare at Rong Yu's back, lowered his eyes in disappointment, "Don't talk about him."

Looking at Sheng Yi, Cheng Wenge hesitated to speak. Although he didn't really want to meddle in their affairs, he finally couldn't help asking: "Why did this happen? Friends who grew up together, what about it?"

Sheng Yi smiled desolately, did not answer, patted Cheng Wenge's arm, grabbed his schoolbag and stepped on the skateboard, "Let's go."

While gliding, Sheng Yi glanced at the interview pass message sent by his mobile phone, turned his head and smiled happily at Cheng Wenge, "Don't ask for me, I found a part-time job!"

Cheng Wenge: "..."

Rong Yu sat in the car, looking at the boy who slid by the side of the road like the wind.

Sheng Yi walked dangerously across the road on his skateboard, and almost bumped into an electric car that was making a sharp turn at a red light.

Fortunately, Sheng Yi stopped in time. It was obviously not his fault, but he politely apologized to the owner of the electric car, and crossed the road on the sidewalk with his skateboard in his arms.

Rong Yu unconsciously clutched the schoolbag on his lap with his fingers, and frowned.

It wasn't until Sheng Yi's figure disappeared at the corner of the road where cars were passing by that Rong Yu coldly looked away from the window.

"Master, can we go?" The driver turned around and asked.

Rong Yu lowered his long eyelashes absently, and gave a faint "hmm".

Sheng Yi found a part-time job at the convenience store opposite the school, so he could go to work directly after the evening self-study, which was more convenient.The work content is not complicated, just arrange the goods and take care of the cashier until 12:30, and wait until the regular employees of the night shift come to take over.

The store manager is very kind, and he is allowed to read and study when he is not busy.

Working part-time in a convenience store with him is a very cute sophomore girl who just transferred to Hongyu International Middle School, named An Yan.

An Yan's family also seemed to have some problems. He and Sheng Yi shared the same illness, and it was even worse than Sheng Yi's. He could hardly afford to eat.

When there was no one in the shop in the middle of the night, An Yan bought four rice balls that were about to expire at a low price, and said calmly while eating, "I was abandoned."

Sheng Yi opened his eyes in surprise: "... Abandoned?"

"Like the plot in a TV series, right? The reality is bloody, otherwise, where did the screenwriters get their inspiration from?" An Yan could still laugh, "I thought that if I was adopted by a rich man, I would be able to live a good life, but this time My father had a mistress who got pregnant by accident. With a biological one, I would be redundant."

"..." Sheng Yi didn't know what to say.

After eating four rice balls, An Yan was still rubbing his stomach. He looked like he was not full, and said nonchalantly and cheerfully: "No one cares about me now, but I don't want to drop out of this school. I like this school. Maybe I can be here." If you get into B University, you won’t have to worry about finding a good job in the future.”

Sheng Yi still has time to worry about others: "Then what about your tuition fees? The tuition fees here are super expensive."

"I said that if they don't pay my tuition, I'll expose them." An Yan narrowed his eyes cunningly, and raised one corner of his mouth, "They are big celebrities, so they dare not refuse to pay my tuition."

"The tuition fee is already taken, so why not pay the living expenses?" Sheng Yi didn't understand.

"Be stingy." An Yan bought two more sandwiches at a special price and ate none of them. He puffed his cheeks and said cutely: "According to my observations over the years, the richer people are, the more stingy they are."

"..." Sheng Yixin said that Rongyu was not.

The relationship between the two quickly became close.

Feeling pitiful for this school girl, Sheng Yi often took care of An Yan at school.

Although Sheng Ming was still unable to be contacted, one day Sheng Yi was suddenly approached by the teacher to talk, saying that the school now has a bursary, which can be provided to him because of his excellent grades.

After the bursary arrived, Sheng Yi was surprised to find that the amount was huge.

It might even be possible for him to splurge until graduation, or even college, like he used to.

But Sheng Yi still didn't dare to spend as carelessly as before.

He wasn't sure what would happen in the future. After this month of struggling and struggling, and almost being overwhelmed by money, which was the most despised thing in the past, Sheng Yi knew the importance of money.

With the stipend and part-time salary, Sheng Yi's life has improved a bit, and sometimes he can go to the school cafeteria to eat as a luxury. By the way, please let An Yan, who is always hungry because of his natural appetite, let go for a while.

The two get too close every day, and Sheng Yi has always been a very topical character, and rumors that they are in love quickly spread in the school.

Sheng Yi has always been too lazy to care about these things.

He was so busy preparing for the art exam, and he had to work part-time home every day to practice painting, he had no time to fall in love at all.

Sheng Yi also kept himself busy on purpose.

Because when he was free, he would miss Rongyu very much.

It is very difficult for him to deliberately ignore Rong Yu's every move every day in class. He is afraid that once he relaxes, he will lose control of himself, and will stick to him shamelessly to beg for peace.

When practicing portrait sketching at home, Sheng Yi lost his mind because of being too sleepy.

When he regained his senses, he looked at Rong Yu on the drawing paper, his eyes flickered violently.

The pencil in Sheng Yi's hand fell to the ground, and he stared blankly at the person in the drawing for a few seconds. He sat on the chair and bent down to cover his eyes.

The feelings that he had been trying to suppress all this time suddenly throbbed in his heart.

Sheng Yi took a deep breath and pressed his chest in pain.

Rong Yu's glance and smile kept appearing in his mind.

I really want to go back...

Even though I see Rong Yu every day, why do I still miss him so much?

Sheng Yi put down his hands, got up slowly with red eyes, walked to the window, looked at the opposite bedroom window with the lights turned off, "Xiaoyu..."

The doorbell rang suddenly.

dad?

Sheng Yi turned around hesitantly, rubbed his eyes, and immediately ran to open the door.

Rong Yu stood outside the door in his sportswear, his forehead was damp, as if he had just finished a run.

The dark eyes, darker than the early morning night behind him, stared at him unwaveringly.

The clear breath that made Sheng Yi miss him instantly enveloped him.

"..." Sheng Yi opened his mouth in shock.

After only looking at the face that was still lingering in his mind for a second, his eyes fell guiltily, and he took a step to the side, blocking the sketch on the drawing board not far away.

Swallowing his beating heart, Sheng Yi asked himself as calmly as possible: "Is there something wrong?"

Rong Yu looked at him silently for a few seconds, then asked in a low voice, "Did you fall in love?"

Sheng Yi raised his eyes in doubt.

Seeing Rong Yu's eyes, his heart beat hard again.

Sheng Yi's body shook slightly.

Unable to move his eyes any longer, Sheng Yi looked at Rong Yu's face longingly, and slowly shook his head.

Rong Yu was silent, looked into Sheng Yi's eyes, and asked another way: "Is there someone you like?"

Inexplicable grievances came up leisurely.

Sheng Yi's eyes gradually turned red, and he subconsciously clasped the door frame with his fingers.

Staring at Rong Yu reluctantly, Sheng Yi deliberately delayed the time to end the conversation, and nodded slowly.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-07-2010:20:29~2021-07-2120:14:46期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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