Why is first love so sweet?

Sheng Yi is a person who sets a goal and then bursts out with great enthusiasm for execution.

On the second day of the New Year's Day holiday, Sheng Yi was full of fighting spirit and had only one goal in his heart - he must sleep until Rongyu today.

To this end, Sheng Yi formulated a series of seduction plans.

According to the information he obtained on the Internet, Pisces boys actually have a strong demand for sex, and they are full of rich imagination in this regard.

Simply put, you can play.

But it also depends on the mood.

When you are in a good mood, you will turn into a free fish in the ocean, and use your most romantic imagination to explore the most wonderful time with your partner.

When you don't want to, no matter how proactive your partner is, they will often lose face.

Sheng Yi got the point.

To make Rong Yu happy.

Full of fighting spirit, Sheng Yi put down his phone and walked out of the bedroom, and found Rongyu in the living room.

The morning sun was bright, and by the floor-to-ceiling windows facing the koi pond, Rong Yu was wearing white short-sleeved and gray home trousers, reading a book on the sofa in the living room with his chin propped up.

The water from the pond dapples the ceiling, and the soft light falls on Rong Yu's drooping thick eyelashes.

The gentle light and shadow slowly swayed on the handsome and focused face, making the area where Rong Yu was located peaceful and peaceful.

Sheng Yi was fascinated, his pupils dilated slightly.

After watching from a distance for a while, he walked lightly around behind the sofa, bent down and hugged Rong Yu's neck from behind, and whispered in his ear: "What are you looking at?"

Rong Yu raised his hand and pinched his fingers, without taking his eyes off the page, Wen Sheng: "Reread "The World as Will and Appearance"."

Sheng Yi: "...?"

Just hearing the title of the book, Sheng Yi almost collapsed.

How could anyone like to read this kind of book?Is it because the novels are not good or the comics are not funny?

Firmly determined to sleep until Rong Yu, Sheng Yi managed to maintain a smile, trying to cater to Rong Yu's taste.

Sheng Yi rested his chin on Rong Yu's shoulder lazily, and asked along the way: "What is this book about?"

Rong Yu patiently explained to him: "This book is the essence of Schopenhauer's thoughts, and the subsequent works are just commentaries. Schopenhauer believes that the world is our appearance, and all materials are only objective to the subjective. The intuition of the intuitionist is just appearance. The world of appearance is our experience world, the world of cognition and the world of all objective generation. In the world of appearance, things are transformed into the presentation of various changing images, so it is also called phenomenon The world. The phenomenal world can only exist as a subjective object, without the subject, it cannot be independent..."

Sheng Yi sat on the sofa, leaned on Rong Yu's shoulder and listened carefully for a minute.

As he listened, his eyelids blinked uncontrollably, and slowly, slowly fell.

15 minute later.

"Only by reaching this state can we be in a state of eternal and complete liberation..." Rong Yu looked at Sheng Yi and became quiet.

Sheng Yi leaned on his shoulder, sleeping well and peacefully.

The boy's rosy lips were slightly parted, and the drooping eyelashes were as docile as a puppy.

After watching for a few seconds, Rong Yu stretched out his hand lightly, and touched the boy's forehead hair that was slanted and scattered between the handsome eyebrows and eyes.

Rong Yu curled his lips in a good mood, and continued reading in the warm sunny light.

When Sheng Yi suddenly opened his eyes, he found himself lying on the sofa with a pillow and a blanket covering his body.

Rong Yu didn't know where he went.

Sheng Yi straightened his eyes and sat up.

When he came back to his senses, he realized that he had fallen asleep, and Sheng Yi covered his face with complicated emotions.

There was the sound of water in the bathroom, Sheng Yi put on his slippers and reluctantly looked for it, and asked strangely, "Take a bath so early?"

"Woo!" Ares heard Sheng Yi's voice, and cried out for help from inside.

Walking to the door of the bathroom, Sheng Yi found that the door was not closed, and peeped inside to see that Rong Yu was bathing Ares.

Although Ares still doesn't like Rong Yu very much, he is still obedient when Rong Yu feeds and bathes him.

Sheng Yi leaned against the door and smiled gloatingly, "Ares, you look so cute when you're wet."

Seeing his "relatives", Ares immediately lost his temper, dragging the bathtub dedicated to bathing pets wetly, clamoring to come out.

Rong Yu was splashed with water, and he grabbed Ares back who had become uncontrollable, his forehead was wet and he looked back in a bit of embarrassment, "Don't watch the excitement, come and help."

Sheng Yi hilariously went in and squatted by the tub, helped hold Ares down, and taught enviously: "Dad doesn't have this kind of treatment recently, you have to know how to be content. When you grow up, I will send you to a pet shop for cleaning, pet shop The service is not so comfortable.”

Recently, Rongyu stopped helping Sheng Yi take a bath, and Sheng Yi missed the days when someone waited on him very much.

Rong Yu rinsed off the foam for Ares, glanced at him, and half-truthfully asked: "Would you like to wash it for you?"

Sheng Yi sighed regretfully, and shook his head: "Forget it, I've grown up, and it's time to stand on my own."

Taking a peek at Rong Yu's wet collarbone with drops of water hanging under his neckline, Sheng Yixin said, I just want to do something else with you in the bathroom.

With a thought, Sheng Yi suddenly realized that this is a good opportunity!

After a moment of silent deliberation, when Rong Yu was kneading Ares for the second time, Sheng Yi deliberately let go of Ares' hand.

Ares immediately stood up and flicked the foam off his body.

Rong Yu covered his face with his arms, and was splashed all over his body unexpectedly, foam was all over his clothes, cheeks, and even his hair.

Looking at the handsome face splashed with foam, Sheng Yi was so fascinated by the suddenly sexy painting style that his face became hot, and his heartbeat accelerated unconsciously.

With Sheng Yi's carelessness, Rong Yu could see it early in the morning.

But he didn't want to prostitute himself in the daylight.

Seeing Sheng Yi playing tricks and trying to have something to do with him, Rong Yu felt a little funny.

He cooperated very well, deliberately pretending that he didn't know anything, lowered his head and wiped the foam off his face with the back of his hand.

"Ares, you are too bad, be honest!" Sheng Yi lowered his head and curled his lips in triumph, picked up the shower as if to clean Ares, but the spout was facing Rong Yu with boiling water.

"!"

Rong Yu didn't expect Sheng Yi to do this.

He didn't have time to hide, and was half-drenched by the warm water. It took him half a beat before he remembered to raise his arm to block it.

"sorry Sorry."

Sheng Yi wanted to turn off the water "in a hurry", but the more anxious he was, the more he "couldn't find" the switch, and poured water on Rongyu for several seconds.

Rong Yu: "..."

When the water was finally turned off, a handsome face whose forehead was completely soaked was filled with daze.

With a snigger in his heart, Sheng Yi hurriedly got up to get a bath towel to help Rong Yu wipe the water, and said "sorry" while wiping: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, your position is not right. Your clothes are soaked through Don't take it off?"

Sheng Yi wiped the oil on his hands naturally, and happily raised his head to meet Rong Yu's gaze.

Seeing the person in front of him, his heart skipped a beat.

Rongyu's forehead hair and chin were still dripping with water, slowly flowing down his slender neck and Adam's apple.

Tiny drops of water hung on the pure black eyelashes, and the cold facial features were shockingly beautiful because of the moisture.

Those dark eyes narrowed slightly, staring at him quietly.

Being driven out of the bathroom with Ares in his arms, Sheng Yi's face was still blushing.

Pressing his hot cheek with the back of his hand, he stared blankly at the bathroom door which was ruthlessly closed.

... Operation two, failed.

Sheng Yi stared at the bathroom door unwillingly.

Sheng Yi was impatient.

He suddenly thought about it.

They are both a legal couple, do you want to do something illegal with your husband at home?

Break the law!

Twenty minutes later, Rong Yu came out after taking a shower and changing clothes.

Sheng Yi, who was sitting on the sidelines, rushed over and pressed the man against the wall to kiss him, and demanded confidently, "Honey, let's do it."

Rong Yu was stunned by this "husband".

Pressing Sheng Yi's back, his eyes darkened, "Night."

"Can't wait." Sheng Yi grabbed Rong Yu's shirt and kissed him on the cheek and ear indiscriminately.

Rong Yu raised his head against the wall and closed his eyes.

Ren Shengyi kissed him on the neck for a while, Rong Yu opened his eyes coldly, and pushed Sheng Yi into the bathroom.

Sheng Yi got his wish and was pushed on the sink.

Unexpectedly, the simplest method turned out to be the most effective method.

Although the location Mr. Xiaoyu chooses every time is a bit embarrassing.

But Sheng Yi liked it.

He leaned on the table and turned his head, passionately kissing Rong Yu.

With the entanglement of lips and tongue, the clean and refreshing taste permeated the mouth.

The sound of the thin kiss was particularly ambiguous during the day, and the mist on the mirror surface became even more humid.

Sheng Yi felt that his whole body had turned into a beating heart, being held by Rong Yu.

Rong Yu bit Sheng Yi's ear tip hard from behind, pressed his lips against his ear, couldn't bear it anymore, and said something in a low voice that made Sheng Yi blush.

These words made Sheng Yi clearly feel that Teacher Xiaoyu had returned to his place.

Sheng Yi was so stimulated that his eyelashes trembled, and the corners of his mouth raised provocatively: "Then what are you waiting for?"

Rong Yu lowered his eyelashes, his gaze became dangerous.

The knots of the sweatpants were pulled apart.

The warm palms pressed against Sheng Yi's back, pressing him harder on the table.

Taking the cream on the shelf casually, Rong Yu controlled the person with one hand and unscrewed the lid with one hand.

Just as the cover fell to the ground, the cell phone rang suddenly in the quiet house in the afternoon.

Sheng Yi's face turned cold: "..." Fuck.

Hearing the ringtone of Sheng Yi's cell phone, Rong Yu was silent for two seconds, pulled him up and straightened his clothes, "Go and answer the phone."

Sheng Yi pulled his hand back: "Never mind, continue."

The phone stopped ringing for a few seconds, then started ringing again.

Rong Yu's eyes regained his composure: "Go and pick it up, there might be something urgent."

Sheng Yi clicked his tongue irritably, tugged on his slippers and went to the bedroom to find his cell phone.

Finding the mobile phone from the bed, Sheng Yi glanced at it. It was a call from an unfamiliar number, and answered impatiently: "Who is it?"

A completely unfamiliar female voice said eagerly, "Excuse me, is this Teacher Tu's student?"

"Yes, I am." Sheng Yi was startled.

"Teacher Tu just suffered a heart attack at home. He is now in the hospital. If he wants to undergo surgery immediately, he needs his immediate family members to sign the consent form for the operation. The phone number of the family members is not found in the address book. Can you contact the relatives of the teacher?"

Rong Yu walked in and questioned him with his eyes.

"Wait a minute! I'll just ask!"

Sheng Yi didn't have time to explain to Rong Yu, and after asking which hospital it was, he quickly hung up the phone and called Cheng Wenge: "Wen Ge, the teacher has a heart attack and is now in the Affiliated Hospital of B University. He needs to sign a consent form for the operation. Can you contact the teacher's family members?" ?"

Cheng Wenge immediately said: "Yes, I will contact you now!"

Rong Yu drove Sheng Yi to the hospital, and Sheng Yi pinched his fingers anxiously along the way.

Tu Xinlai is like the only real relative to Sheng Yi now.

If something happened to Tu Xinlai, Sheng Yi felt that he would lose something completely.

"It'll be fine." Rong Yu stretched out his hand to cover Sheng Yi's cold hand.

"Hmm." Sheng Yi absent-mindedly looked at the street scene passing by outside the window.

Cheng Wenge lives in the urban area, close to the hospital, and has arrived ahead of time, guarding the operating room with Teacher Tu's younger brother.

Tu Xinlai had already severed ties with his family when he was in his 20s. He didn't know what happened, and he was so determined that he didn't even contact his only younger brother.

But this younger brother still misses him. A few years ago, he privately found Cheng Wenge and added his contact information, and learned about Tu Xinlai's current situation through him.

Several people waited silently outside the operating room for five hours, and finally saw Tu Xinlai, who looked very bad, being pushed out by the nurse.

The doctor took off his mask and said, "The operation was a success."

Everyone breathed a sigh of relief.

Sheng Yi leaned against Rong Yu, his fingers shaking his coat, "That's great."

Rong Yu held his hand and hugged his shoulder comfortingly, "Yes."

Teacher Tu's younger brother left after seeing the success of the operation, fearing that he would see unpleasant people after waking up and affect his recovery.

Sheng Yi and Cheng Wenge stayed in the hospital to accompany them.

In order to accompany Sheng Yi, Rong Yu also went back to work in the hospital ahead of time. Somehow, he got the teacher to stay in the VIP ward that only patients with very special identities can stay in.

It took two weeks to recover from the operation before being discharged from the hospital. Cheng Wenge could only visit the hospital occasionally in the last week because no one was taking care of his company affairs.

Tuxinlai's heart disease was actually serious when Sheng Yi was in high school.

Due to long-term drinking and smoking, irregular work and rest, and mental pressure caused by marriage, Tu Xinlai's condition has become more and more serious in recent years.

The doctor suggested to rest for a long time after leaving the hospital, and it is best not to have large fluctuations in mood.

During the hospitalization, Tuxinlai almost went into the operating room again because of sudden anger.

"What's going on?" Sheng Yi didn't dare to ask Tu Xinlai, but could only ask Cheng Wenge, "I haven't seen the teacher go out in a while."

Cheng Wenge lit a cigarette on the roof of the hospital, "I just found out yesterday that that woman seems to have remarried."

Sheng Yi: "..."

Sheng Yi vaguely guessed that it might have something to do with his former teacher's wife.

After all, the only thing that can make an artist who is already bearish about everything lose control is love.

"The teacher has a farm in Hokkaido. I want to persuade him to rest for half a year." Cheng Wenge leaned on the railing, looked at the clouds in the distance and said, "I can always think of those bad things when I stay in China. He needs to calm down."

"Hokkaido..." Sheng Yi leaned against the railing with a hesitant expression.

Back in the ward, Sheng Yi saw Tu Xinlai leaning on the hospital bed, looking out the window haggardly and melancholy.

He felt unspeakably uncomfortable, walked over slowly, and sat on the side of the bed, "Teacher, you will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, do you feel better?"

"It's okay." Tuxinlai smiled palely, "I've bothered you for a while, so it's delayed your review."

"Don't say such things." Sheng Yi felt very uncomfortable, "I treat you like a father."

"Father..." Tu Xinlai stared at Sheng Yi ecstatically, "If my child is still here, he should be as old as you."

Sheng Yi had never heard Tu Xinlai talk about children, so Chi asked, "Have you ever had children?"

"I have." Tuxinlai said bitterly, "I almost forgot myself, yes, I also had children."

"Xiao Yi, I regret it very much." Tu Xinlai's eyes gradually turned red.

It was rare for Tu Xinlai to have the desire to talk, so Sheng Yi listened quietly.

Tuxinlai's expression gradually became painful, and he inserted his fingers into his hair and lowered his head: "At that time, I was like being possessed by a devil, and I actually hated a baby who didn't understand anything. I couldn't bear his endless crying, and felt that He is like a demon sent by the gods to punish me. I think he disturbed my creation, avoided him, never took care of him... Even when he was sick and hospitalized, I was preparing for my art exhibition, and I couldn’t To see him one last time... no, maybe I'm not qualified to see him at all."

"She should hate me." Tuxinlai laughed out of his wits, tears streaming down his fingers, "If people in the world knew that my most 'valuable' work was completed with contempt for life, they would still be like this Appreciate me?"

In the afternoon, Sheng Yi went to the psychiatric department, found Rong Yu, and asked him to do a depression test for Tu Xinlai.

Rongyu gave Tu Xinlai the Milton Depression Scale, and the final test showed that Tu Xinlai was already suffering from moderate depression.

After the test, Sheng Yi and Rong Yu met in the hospital corridor.

Sheng Yi didn't go home these two days, and the two could only meet at the hospital.

Rong Yu put his hands in the pockets of his white coat and made a serious suggestion: "The teacher needs to receive drug treatment. It is best to come to the psychiatry department regularly to cooperate with cognitive behavioral therapy. His mental state will be greatly improved."

"Cheng Wenge has been persuading the teacher to accept treatment for the past few years, but he is unwilling to cooperate." Sheng Yi leaned against the wall and lowered his head melancholy, "I finally persuaded the test just now."

Many patients with mental illnesses become more and more serious because of negative treatment attitudes, and finally lead to an irreversible tragedy.

But as a psychiatrist, there is no way to force patients to cooperate with treatment.

Rong Yu thought about it: "If only medication is used, it would be better to go to a place where he can relax for recuperation."

Seeing Sheng Yi bowed his head and was silent, Rong Yu took out a hand from his pocket and stroked his head: "Don't worry, I don't have any suicidal tendencies at the moment. Spend more time with him and he will get better."

Sheng Yi nodded.

Rong Yu leaned over and hugged him gently.

After hesitating for a long time, Sheng Yi whispered in Rong Yu's arms, "Xiao Yu, Cheng Wenge is here to take care of the teacher tonight, and I'll go home."

"Okay." Rong Yu said, "I'll pick you up after get off work."

Cheng Wenge finished work at night and came to accompany him in the ward, while Sheng Yi and Rong Yu went to the underground parking lot to pick up the car.

The snow has been falling since the afternoon, and the whole city is covered with thick snow.

Even with all the snow plows out, the roads are very congested.

Their car was stuck on the viaduct, unable to get on or off.

It usually takes 10 minutes to get off the bridge, but this time I stayed on the bridge for 10 minutes, and the car in front still showed no signs of moving.

The car was always quiet, and Sheng Yi, who usually talks a lot on the road, was a little too silent.

From the moment he got in the car, Sheng Yi leaned against the car window wearing a down jacket hat, frowning slightly thinking about something.

Rong Yu saw that Sheng Yi had something on his mind, and played him a soothing music that would help him think and get a good result.

When stuck on the elevated highway, Sheng Yi seemed to have come up with a solution, stopped the music, turned to look at him: "Xiao Yu, I have something I want to discuss with you."

Rong Yu met his gaze peacefully, "Speak."

Sheng Yi tentatively asked, "Can I leave for half a year?"

Rong Yu was stunned, "Leave?"

"I want to accompany my teacher to Hokkaido to recuperate for half a year." Sheng Yi said, "When the university starts, I will come back with my teacher."

"..."

"Of course, if you don't agree, I don't have to go." Sheng Yi said with a light smile, "It's all up to you."

Rong Yu stared blankly at Sheng Yi's expression.

Withdrawing his gaze, Rong Yu lowered his head slightly, and slowly turned the ring on his ring finger.

Huge snowflakes kept sliding down the car windows.

Opening the car window, Sheng Yi stretched out his hand out of the window.

He looked at the rapidly melting snowflakes falling on the palm of his hand, and said in a low voice, "Teacher Tu is a very important person to me. When he is in his most difficult time, I want to accompany him through it."

Holding the ring on his finger tightly, Rong Yu's eyes darkened.

Sheng Yi caught a piece of cool snow, slowly closed his fingers, and continued: "But you are my most important person."

"Your wishes will always be my first choice." Sheng Yi turned his head and smiled at him, "As long as you say no, others will make way for you."

"..."

Rong Yu turned to look at him, his eyes flickered slightly.

Rong Yu didn't answer, and looked at Sheng Yi's face in silence for a long time.

The car behind began to honk its horn, and he started the car to keep up with the traffic in front.

The two of them remained silent for the rest of the way.

The only sound in the car was the squeaking of tires.

After driving for nearly half an hour, the way home seemed to suddenly become very far away.

After walking for a long time in the dark snowy night, Sheng Yi never saw the familiar intersection.

"Aren't you going home?" Sheng Yi asked.

Rong Yu looked at Lu with dark eyes, and was terribly silent.

Sheng Yi didn't ask any more questions, he suspected that Rong Yu was going to take him to the wilderness and find a cabin to lock him up.

After imagining that scene, Sheng Yi thought it was pretty good.

Being raised by Rongyu all his life, he was a happy salted fish.

Sheng Yi leaned against the car window and watched the wind and snow outside, and suddenly thought that he and Rong Yu seemed to have never been separated since they first met more than ten years ago.

They grew up together, ate together, and lived together.

From elementary school, middle school to high school, they have always been in the same school.

Even during these three years of his deep sleep, Rong Yu was always by his side.

He was reborn once, emptied of the past and woke up.

He was the first thing I saw.

Rongyu is like the star of Bethlehem in his life. From the beginning, he appeared dazzlingly like a holy miracle on the road ahead, guiding him to follow all the way.

It seems that as long as you follow his direction, you can reach the paradise of truth unimpeded.

Because they stared at each other too frequently, they were so familiar that they could hardly notice the changes in each other.

Sheng Yi couldn't even imagine a world without Rongyu.

Can he really survive alone?

While thinking about it, the car suddenly stopped on the side of the dark road.

Sheng Yi came back to his senses and looked out the car window. There were no street lights around, so he could only faintly see the weeds covered by snow through the car lights.

Not the way they went home.

"It's here?" Sheng Yi didn't feel nervous at all, and sat up lazily to observe the situation outside, when he suddenly heard the sound of the seat belt buckle being unbuttoned beside him.

As soon as he turned his head to look over, he was pressed on the back of the chair by someone who leaned over and kissed him forcefully.

After being stunned for a moment, Sheng Yi immediately put his arms around Rong Yu's neck and responded enthusiastically, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

He knew it.

The soft and moist tip of the tongue chased and lingered between the lips.

The sound of salsa's snow only amplifies the quiet, blush-swallowing echo of the car.

Sheng Yi pressed against the back of the leather chair, raised his chin slightly, and messed up Rong Yu's black coat with both hands.

Each other's hair was messed up by each other's hands, and their breaths were constantly staggered like two people who had just been fished out of the water.

Ten minutes later, the black coat and the down jacket were thrown into the backseat one after another.

Rongyu washes his hands too frequently every day, and the skin on his hands is prone to dryness, so he always has hand cream in the car.

That peach-flavored hand cream was bought by Sheng Yi on Christmas Day.

The sweetness of peaches is gradually baked by the warm wind.

Sheng Yi tilted his head up on the reclined seat, took a deep breath, and suddenly squinted his eyes and said, "It smells so good that I want to eat it."

Rong Yu supported the leather seat behind him with one hand, looked down at him with dark eyes from above, heard the sound, and clasped the back of his head with his big hands that smelled of peach sweetness.

Goose feathers and heavy snow are falling slowly from the beams of car lights that occasionally tremble with the wind.

On a piece of illuminated snow, a puppy walked by on the snow.

The yellow puppy suddenly stopped in front of the car, turned its head to stare at the black car vigilantly, and moved its small ears.

Cold and heat are separated by glass covered with mist.

A hand suddenly appeared, wiping out a field of vision on the mist.

Sheng Yi's forehead hair was damp, and his light-colored eyes were hazy, staring blankly at the piece of glass that was accidentally polished.

Seeing the snowflakes falling from the night sky, he murmured to himself, "So that's how it is."

Rong Yu was like holding down an eagle that wanted to leave him and fly back to the sky, he hugged Sheng Yi tightly in his arms, and buried his head in his shoulder and neck with attachment.

He persisted for a long time, until he was exhausted, and he let go.

"Go."

Rong Yu closed his eyes and said softly: "You are free."

The author has something to say: don't panic, they are too familiar, if they stick together all the time, it will be too hard for Sheng Yi to figure it out

Distance is the first step from "friend" to "lovers"

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!