Why is first love so sweet?

In the dream, Sheng Yi returned to that night again.

The curtains in the bedroom are very thin, like a ray of ghosts, lifted lightly by the summer night wind.

The lively sound of insects magnifies the silence of the night infinitely.

For some reason, there was no air conditioning in the room.

What I remember most is the heat that keeps growing but cannot be dissipated.

He was sweating a lot, his damp hair was sticking to his forehead, and his eyelashes could feel slightly blocking his eyes when they fluttered.

The person who gave him intense pleasure didn't make a sound. He secretly opened his eyes and found that the boy controlling him was still clean.

The silver silk pajamas seem to be wearing moonlight on the body, and the shadow of a crescent moon is cast in the clear mirror eyes.

Against the backdrop of his heat, those warm and cool fingers were like pasted jade.

Their city was far from the sea, but he heard the sound of the tide.

Wave after wave.

He later found out that it was his own breath.

Sheng Yi was overwhelmed by a feeling he had never had before.

At a certain moment, he suddenly felt an inexplicable dissatisfaction, feeling that the person who looked at him almost indifferently was too far away from him and too clean.

The clear eyes reflected his uncleanness so clearly.

Losing all reason, he just wants to pull the distant moon into the bottom of the water.

When he stood up, one hand pressed his shoulder vigorously, pushed him back into the suffocating deep sea, and shackled his hands that wanted to survive.

The boy still looks clean and beautiful, looking at him calmly on the water.

Slowed down the rhythm, and asked him with a clear voice: "What do you want?"

Sheng Yi's voice dissipated as soon as he opened his mouth, as if being poured in violently by sea water.

The boy's voice was as calm as staying out of the way: "Speak out."

Sheng Yi felt that he was going crazy: "Xiaoyu...help me."

The moon falls without sound.

Sheng Yi's forehead was drenched, and he was panting heavily.

He watched helplessly as the silvery moonlight slowly fell towards him.

With fresh oxygen and coolness, sink into the water that drowns him.

The tip of the clear and moist tongue licked his thirsty lips vaguely, causing a sudden dizziness from oxygen.

He suddenly understood what he wanted, and when he raised his head to ask urgently, the person who gave him what he wanted left him again.

He was obviously here to save him, but he controlled the rhythm of the rescue almost ruthlessly.

The blood boiled up, and the heart seemed to be pounding in the ears.

His hands were pressed over the top of the head as the boy pressed down.

Sheng Yi opened his eyes helplessly, staring blankly at the person who was close but out of reach: "Xiaoyu..."

The boy looked at his dim and out-of-focus eyes soberly, and seemed to get another kind of interest from his state, and pierced his shame with his eyes slowly.

The impact without warning came swiftly and violently, and Sheng Yi completely sank into the bottom of the sea.

He bit his lips tightly in suffocation, his lips were suddenly covered with soft wetness, and his teeth were irresistibly pried open.

Massive amounts of oxygen coupled with devastating stimuli drive people mad.

The shackles were loosened, and Sheng Yi's eyes were already flushed.

His mind seemed to be on fire, and he suddenly dragged the indifferent bystander into the water, entangled him like revenge, and soiled the boy who was spotless until the end...

……

Waking up from the intense dream, Sheng Yi opened his eyes tremblingly, still taking a big breath.

The fresh morning light had already diffused into the whole room, he sat up from the bed in a flutter, and when he noticed something was wrong, he threw off the quilt.

Xiao Xiaoyi is very energetic, and even completed a healthy mission in a dream.

"... Fuck." Sheng Yi jumped off the bed in a panic, and rushed into the bathroom in a daze.

Turning left habitually, he suddenly found that the layout of the room was wrong.

Standing still and looking around, Sheng Yi closed his eyes and covered his aching head.

It took me a while to recall that he came to celebrate Rong Yu's grandfather's birthday last night.

Rong Yu had just finished taking a shower, and came out of the bathroom wiping wet hair in a bathrobe. Seeing him covering his head, he frowned slightly, "Have a headache?"

Sheng Yi looked up in horror, as if he had just been caught doing something bad, "No."

Rong Yu observed his face, and slowly glanced down.

Sheng Yi reacted abruptly, rushed into the bathroom and slammed the door behind him.

Leaning against the door with a beating heart, Sheng Yi covered his face in disbelief.

God, what did he do to the friends he grew up with?

Slowly taking his hands away from his face, Sheng Yi frowned uncertainly, trying to remember.

What happened after that day?

... really did it?

Sheng Yi crouched down slowly with his head in his arms, and the recovered memory stayed in an awkward position. He just remembered that he seemed to pull Rong Yu off by the collar of his pajamas, and pressed him to turn over and press him up.

……and then?

Sheng Yi's mentality collapsed.

Leaning his head against the bathroom door, Yu Ji smiled back.

Absolutely, he probably slept with his best friend...

Sheng Yi leaned against the door and sat on the wet floor tiles, and hit his knees hard with his forehead twice.

No wonder Rong Yu said they fell out because he made a mistake.You can do anything to your own bamboo horse, Sheng Yi, you are a fucking beast!

Sheng Wuqing leaned against the door for more than ten minutes, and there was a knock on the door behind him: "Open the door, and I will bring you a change of clothes."

Sheng Yi lowered his head and responded weakly.

He stood up feebly leaning on the wall, opened the door a crack, and took the clothes.

Taking a self-punishing cold shower, Sheng Yi changed into his clothes tremblingly, and came out of the bathroom dejectedly.

Rong Yu had already changed his clothes and was waiting outside the door in a black sweater with arms folded.

Looking at Sheng Yi who came out with his head down, Rong Yu quickly sensed that he was not in the right mood.

But Sheng Yi obviously didn't mean to tell him, Rong Yu hesitated for a moment and still didn't ask.

Watching his eyes, handed him the phone: "A call came in just now."

Sheng Yi quickly looked up at him, then looked away guiltily, and took the phone.

The Rong family's manor is a combination of national style and highly modern design style. They live in a separate courtyard, and the inner side of the bedroom can directly lead to the courtyard with a rockery pond.

Holding the mobile phone and opening the glass sliding door, Sheng Yi walked to the pond full of koi in his slippers and called Cheng Wenge back.

In the room, Rong Yu followed Sheng Yi who was avoiding him on the phone, and narrowed his eyes slightly.

Before Cheng Wenge could speak, Sheng Yi said in a low voice, "Wen Ge, can you introduce me to a job?"

"Finally figured it out?" Cheng Wenge was very pleased, this person finally got the hang of it, "Did you decide to move out?"

Sheng Yi squatted by the pool and threw pebbles into the water, making a muffled "hmm".

Now that he has remembered, he can no longer pretend that nothing happened.

How could he still have the face to continue being Rong Yu's rice bug.

"Okay, I'll pick you up when I'm ready. Find a job and prepare for your college entrance examination with peace of mind." Cheng Wenge said, "If Rongyu can provide you, so can I."

"No, I won't be anyone's rice worm anymore." Sheng Yi stood up with a sigh, "I appreciate your kindness. You just find me a job that I can do. I will make some money and go out and rent one by myself." house."

"Don't be mad at me, you forgot about me, I'm still angry." Cheng Wenge joked, "If you really treat me as a friend, just listen to my arrangements. I have so many houses that are vacant, and you still go out to rent? I will rent one hundred a month. Can I give it to you?"

"Okay." Sheng Yi was a little touched, and smiled with a depressed mood, "Then I will take advantage of you for half a year, and I will live in a dormitory when I go to college. But you can help me with work, there are still two months left For the school exam, I really need to make some money."

At least make money out of tuition.

Cheng Wenge didn't argue with him anymore, and didn't want Sheng Yi to feel pressured because he owed him too much favor, so he said to help him take a look and send him a message later.

After finishing the call, Sheng Yi was stunned by the pond for a while, and heard Rong Yu calling him from the room, "Go and have breakfast."

"Okay." Sheng Yi responded normally.

He rubbed his face in place, hiding his emotions.

He hasn't figured out how to admit his "mistake" to Rong Yu, so he must not expose any unnaturalness in front of Rong Yu.

Maybe Rong Yu has always "resented" him in his heart, just seeing that he has forgotten, thinking about their previous experience of growing up together, he took care of him as if nothing had happened.

Sheng Yi made up his mind, before he finds a way to atone for his sin without losing this friend, he must not let Rong Yu see that he has remembered.

Everything made sense, no wonder Rong Yu avoided him during this period of time.

Staying in the same house with this beast every day makes Xiaoyu feel so uncomfortable.

Sheng Yi thought sadly that he had to move out of Rong Yu's house as soon as possible, and let him, a guilty body, stay away from the "victim" first.

The results of the joint art entrance examination will be released about half a month to 20 days after the examination.

The school exam for B University Academy of Fine Arts only started in February, and Sheng Yi didn't plan to start the next round of exam preparation so early.

During this period of time, he has been spending Rongyu's money, eating and drinking, and even going out to have a barbecue at night is Rongyu's payment.

Even with the best of friends, he felt a little sorry.

What's more, he made a principled mistake towards this friend on impulse...

Cheng Wenge quickly sent him a job message, doing wall painting for a coffee shop newly opened by a friend of his.

Cheng Wenge had Sheng Yi's previous works, and the other party liked it very much, so he agreed to let him go and try it.

They also gave a lot, [-] square meters, probably a friendship salary.

"No." Rong Yu cut off his thoughts without even thinking about it, put down his chopsticks after listening, frowned and looked at him and said: "I said that I will subsidize your studies, now it's the exam preparation period, and you still have to prepare for the school exam , can't be distracted."

Rong Yu knew that Sheng Yi's art skills were very solid, so there was not much time for preparation.

He was worried about letting Sheng Yi wander around alone, he didn't want what happened last time to get lost again.

For Sheng Yi's amnesia, he has already discussed the treatment method with the professor, and recently began to let Sheng Yi take the treatment medicine every day, but it will take a long time to fully recover.

Sheng Yi curled up on the dining chair with his knees in his arms, lowered his eyes a little disappointed: "Xiao Yu, am I useless?"

During this period of time, he has been enjoying Rongyu's meticulous care, but the more comfortable his life, the more restless and anxious he is.

He wondered several times, can he still leave Rongyu?

He just fell ill and forgot some things, how did he become a trash with clothes and hands and food and mouth?

Or was he just such a useless person before?

Still a beast that preys on friends...

Rong Yu leaned on the dining chair, looked at Sheng Yi's eyes that had lost his confidence, and for the first time couldn't see what this man was thinking.

Rong Yu's brows furrowed even tighter.

After a long time, he sighed softly, put one hand on the dining table, a little helpless: "So afraid of owing me? Hanghang, how much do you remember about our relationship?"

Rong Yu just didn't want Sheng Yi to be like this, so he wanted to help him relieve all the pressure in life.

Even recently, I feel that amnesia is not a bad thing.

It is best to live under his protection for the rest of your life, without worrying about survival and the future, without wasting time for money, always at ease, and choose the life you want as you like.

The restaurant continued to be silent, and Sheng Yi stopped talking.

For the first time in front of Rong Yu listless, staring at the toes curled up on the chair.

Sheng Yi is still not good at hiding his emotions, he can't do as well as Rong Yu.

Rong Yu looked at the person in front of him and felt a little headache.

He couldn't figure out what was wrong with him.

After watching for a long time, Rong Yu got up and walked to Sheng Yi's side, and gently placed his hand on his head, "Do you really want to go?"

"Ah."

Rong Yu looked down at him, was silent for a moment, then let go, "Go."

Looking up and seeing the worry in Rong Yu's eyes, Sheng Yi's throat tightened for a while.

Rong Yu raised his lips slightly and rubbed his head, "Just do what you want, as long as you are happy."

"Xiao Yu." Sheng Yi had mixed feelings in his heart. He put his forehead on Rong Yu's shirt with a clear breath, hugged Rong Yu's waist, and murmured: "Did I become a monk in my previous life? Otherwise, how could I meet you?" .”

Rong Yu gently stroked the soft hair on the back of his head, and lifted his chin, "But the working hours can't be too long, I must be picked up."

Seeing Rong Yu's rare smile, Sheng Yi's heart suddenly warmed up, and he regained his energy, "Okay."

Sheng Yi carried a bag of wall painting tools from Cheng Wenge on his back, and jumped out of the car with a heavy toolbox.

"Wife, my husband has gone out to make money."

It has just snowed, and the big boy is standing beside the snow on the roadside, wearing a long black down jacket that is resistant to dirt, and a cool sweater hat on top of a peaked cap.

The boy turned his head and rushed at the people in the car. He put his two fingers together and waved his two fingers together to be handsome. He showed a sweet canine tooth and joked, "My husband makes money to buy you a bag."

The ladies and sisters on the side of the road all looked sideways, stopped curiously and looked into the car, wondering what the wife who was doted on by the best little fresh meat looked like.

Seeing the handsome young man wearing a warm brown cashmere coat in the luxury car, his heart beat again.

Sure enough, can there be beautiful love between a handsome guy and a handsome guy?

The smile in the young man's eyes was helpless and indulgent, holding the steering wheel: "Call me when you're done, and I'll pick you up."

"I love your wife." Sheng Yi blinked his eyes in the car, and turned around smartly with the toolbox in his hand.

As soon as he took a step, Sheng Yi stepped on a piece of ice unexpectedly, and his body shook violently.

Rong Yu opened his eyes slightly: "!"

Before Rong Yu could unbuckle his seat belt, he watched Sheng Yi immediately spread his arms to stabilize the center, and slid along the ice surface like a skateboard, and slid to the end of the ice surface, standing upright steadily.

He also lowered the brim of his hat handsomely.

The young ladies around obviously liked this, and they all covered their mouths and took pictures with their hearts beating.

Sheng Yi lowered the brim of his hat to cover his panicked eyes, put one hand in his pocket, and walked away.

Leave a cool back.

Rong Yu: "..."

Rong Yu smiled helplessly, closed the car window, and answered the phone call from the professor.

"I didn't expect that our classmate Rong Yu would be late one day." Wang Sizhe didn't look like a teacher, and smiled gleefully. "When I came to the department and saw that the nurses were listless, I knew you must not be here."

Just as Rong Yu was about to explain, Wang Sizhe said happily, "Thanks to you, I won a hot pot bet with Professor Zhang, hahaha, you can come back later today, it's okay if you don't come, I'm going on leave."

"..." Rong Yu closed his eyes and pressed his eyebrows, "Professor, I have already asked for leave."

"Ill? Are you assigned too many research tasks?" Wang Sizhe was stunned.

Rongyu's friends have been discharged from the hospital, so why ask for leave?

"I have something to do at home." Rong Yu said concisely.

Wang Sizhe said with concern: "Something happened at home? What's the matter? Can the teacher help?"

Rong Yu glanced at the coffee shop Sheng Yi entered, drove into the parking lot of a nearby shopping mall, put on a black peaked cap and mask, "Look at the kids."

Wang Sizhe: "???"