Why is first love so sweet?

"Sheng Yi."

"can u hear?"

The clear and pleasant male voice cleared the fog in front of him and opened a way to the real world.

The white morning light blurred a handsome face, as if it was another dream.

Sheng Yi stared at the familiar yet unfamiliar face, opened his mouth with difficulty, but couldn't make a sound from his sore throat.

The young man in front of him was wearing a gray windbreaker, leaning over the edge of the hospital bed, staring tenderly into his eyes: "Don't worry, you've slept for too long, take your time before speaking."

The boy on the hospital bed was translucently white, his fluffy eyelashes were weakly narrowed, and his dilated pupils were not fully condensed.He was like a newborn chick, his eyes obediently attached to the first man he saw.

Rong Yu met that familiar gaze, stared at each other for a while, and opened his eyes first.

Sheng Yi strangely felt the undercurrent of the other party's emotions, but he couldn't see it on the surface. There was only a restrained calm on the young man's face.

This calm made Sheng Yi regain an inexplicable sense of familiarity, as if this person should be like this, and there should be no joy or sorrow on this face.

The attending doctor stood beside the hospital bed, put his hands in the pockets of his white coat, nodded to Rong Yu, and signaled him to go out with him.

Rong Yu slowly stood up straight, and then turned his face, the leaked emotion in his eyes has been restrained.

The slender and beautiful fingers approached in Sheng Yi's field of vision, and brushed across Sheng Yi's cheeks with coolness, miraculously calming the confusion in his heart.

"Hey, don't move around, I'll be right back."

Sheng Yi's eyes were powerlessly following the figure that brought him a sense of security. When the belt of the windbreaker was lifted up, a similar picture suddenly appeared in his mind.

The brilliant yellow sycamore leaves fell in bursts, and the wind crushed out the bitter and healing fragrance.

The tall boy was wearing a windbreaker, stepping on the fan-shaped leaves in front of him slowly, and the belt hanging by his side swayed in the wind.

Sheng Yi kicked lightly on the skateboard, reached out and grabbed the tail-like belt, and let the boy drag him forward.

Feeling the tugging, the boy turned a boy's face.

Sheng Yi saw a pair of charming eyes, calm and deep.

The boy's eyes are cleaner than the autumn sunshine, and the tails of his eyes are long and narrow, like a crystal clear lake.A slight flick of the long eyelashes would set off an itchy wind, which would make his heart rippling along with it.

……

In the hospital corridor filled with the smell of disinfectant, Rong Yu lowered his eyes and twirled his belt with his fingers in his pocket, pulling himself away from his memories.

"There is no problem with his body, and he can be discharged from the hospital at any time when he regains consciousness." Wang Sizhe also felt that Sheng Yi's awakening was the blessing of the god of fate, and sighed: "His brain was injured too badly three years ago, maybe he will die." There are some sequelae, and it is normal if there is amnesia."

Rong Yu nodded slightly, and stood up straight from the wall: "Professor, you have worked hard these years, I don't know how to thank you."

"For the sake of this child, how many internship opportunities have you missed?" Wang Sizhe sighed: "It is his blessing to have a friend who will never leave you. It is your sincerity that has moved the heavens."

Wang Sizhe is Rong Yu's postgraduate tutor, and he has always regarded Rong Yu as a proud student, and he regrets the great opportunities he has given up all these years.

Seeing the rare young man in front of him smile at this moment, Wang Sizhe's heart, which is used to the warmth and coldness of people in the hospital, was also touched.

"Now you can finally come to my team. There will be a spot soon, so don't miss it." Wang Sizhe also heaved a sigh of relief, and patted Rong Yu's shoulder with a smile: "Okay, go in quickly, there is Find me in any situation."

"Okay." Rong Yu lowered his long eyelashes and solemnly thanked him again, "Thank you, Professor."

Wang Sizhe left with the nurse who stared at Rong Yu three times a step at a time, and went to inspect other wards.

Once the emotions that had been tense for three years were relaxed, exhaustion rolled in. Rong Yu put his hands on his face to recuperate, stood for a while facing the door of the ward, and gently pushed the door open.

The thin and pale boy sat on the hospital bed, his bright face, which was naturally favored, was quiet due to long sleep, and he looked blankly at the sunlight outside the window, as pure as a piece of white paper that had been wiped off.

Rong Yu stood at the door staring blankly for a while, then approached lightly.

Sheng Yi looked up at Rong Yu, and the two looked at each other silently for a long time, Rong Yu raised his hand, and rubbed his hair familiarly: "Is there any discomfort?"

Sheng Yi slowly frowned: "Who am I?"

Dazed for a moment, Rong Yu tentatively asked: "Do you remember who I am?"

"……do not remember."

The hard-won lightness on Rong Yu's face dissipated silently. Realizing something, he stared closely at Sheng Yi's eyes, "Think about it again?"

"..." Sheng Yi bowed his head and thought for a while, the feeling of being covered by an invisible compartment made him feel suffocated, and an unbearable pain pulsated from a certain place in the back of his head.

Sheng Yi bent his knees and hugged his head, closed his eyes in pain: "I can't remember, my head hurts so much."

"..."

The big hand covering Sheng Yi's head slowly slipped down.

Rong Yu kept calm, went to Wang Sizhe immediately, and checked Sheng Yi again.

An unacceptable reality collapsed Rong Yu's world.

Sheng Yi lost his memory.

Because of a series of complicated examinations, Sheng Yi stayed in the ward for two more days.

On the third day, he was taken home from the hospital by a handsome man.

He knew that this person was called Rong Yu, and he was very kind to him.

Other than that, Rong Yu didn't say anything to him.

He vaguely sensed that Rong Yu seemed to be in a low mood, so Sheng Yi didn't ask any more questions, and obediently followed him like a little chick, listening to him.

Before leaving the hospital, the nurse told Sheng Yi that he had been in a coma in the hospital for three years because of an accident, and Rong Yu had been taking care of him for three years.

Although he didn't know who this person belonged to him, Sheng Yi was willing to believe in Rong Yu without reservation based on this alone.

The first person Sheng Yi saw was Rong Yu, which also gave him a baby bird complex.

Rong Yu's home is huge, a detached villa, and the car they came in was also expensive.

"You live in this room, I'm next door."

Rong Yu led Sheng Yi into a spacious and tidy bedroom, decorated in white tones, it can be seen that the furniture and daily necessities are all new, although there are no traces of life, it is full of the clean and pleasant smell of Rong Yu.

Sheng Yi vaguely guessed that this was supposed to be Rong Yu's bedroom.

Sheng Yi watched Rong Yu's expression cautiously behind him, but he still seemed not in a good mood.

Rong Yu's face is so pretty, it looks like a beautiful ice cube when there is no expression, and the aura around him is so cold that people dare not offend.

"Okay." Sheng Yi sat on the bed obediently, thought for a while, because he was not sure about his relationship with Rong Yu, he still politely thanked, "Thank you for taking me in."

Rong Yu looked down at him complicatedly, and quickly looked away: "There is no need to say this, this is your home."

Sheng Yi grasped an important message, is this also his home?

Maybe Rong Yu is his brother?

"Take a break first. There is a bathroom in the room. Take a shower later. Call me if you don't have the strength to do it yourself." Rong Yu stayed in the hospital for several days and never left. Arrange for him as gently as he did: "You haven't had time to buy your clothes, wear mine first, and wait until tomorrow..."

Sheng Yi's heart was touched, he raised his chin and looked at him obediently, and called out tentatively: "Brother."

"..."

Sheng Yi stared closely at Rong Yu's expression, saw that he was obviously stunned, then looked down in surprise, and asked uncertainly: "What did you call me?"

To Sheng Yi, this kind of uncertainty seemed like an expression of surprise. He was a little embarrassed, but in order to make Rong Yu happier, he obediently repeated: "Brother."

"...Call again?"

It was the first time Sheng Yi saw a smile on Rong Yu's face in the past few days.

Thinking that he was right, Sheng Yi was encouraged, and cleverly added a kind nickname.

"Brother Xiaoyu."

The low air pressure around Rong Yu softened in an instant, and he put a big cool hand on his head.

Sheng Yi couldn't take his eyes away, and said to himself, his brother looks so pretty when he smiles.

"I'm not your brother." Rong Yu's smile faded, and there was a loneliness in his eyes that he didn't want to be discovered by him.

This smile, rather than being happy, was more like responding to Sheng Yi's careful flattery.

Sheng Yi was disappointed because of this conclusion, but the shallow arc of Rong Yu's lips revealed a doting tenderness.

This made him even more confused.

Because what he saw when he opened his eyes was Rong Yu, and in this strange world, he seemed to have only this fetter.

If they were relatives, Sheng Yi would have a more sense of security, and he would no longer have to accept Rong Yu's meticulous care, fearing that he would not be able to repay the favor in the future.

He desperately wanted to get closer to Rong Yu.

Sheng Yi felt that he should apologize for this farce, just as he opened his mouth, he heard Rong Yu whisper: "But I will treat you better than my brother."

Rong Yu's promise was understated, but gave Sheng Yi a powerful reassurance.

Although he didn't get the family affection he expected, his anxiety subsided a little.

Rong Yu considerately gave Sheng Yi time to be alone, Sheng Yi lay on the bed in a daze for a while, remembered Rong Yu's instructions, and went into the bathroom with a change of clothes.

His body was indeed still very weak. After lying down for three years, the water jet hit his body as if he was oppressed.

He felt that he should call Rong Yu for help. Rong Yu wiped his body for him in the past few days, and he saw everything that should be seen and should not be seen.

But leaving the hospital, a place where the human body can be treated rationally, Sheng Yi felt a little embarrassed.

Sheng Yi finally gave up the idea of ​​asking for help, and sat on the small bench panting against the water column, intending to let the power of the water wash his body clean naturally.

When he was so tired and drowsy, there was a knock on the bathroom door.

"need any help?"

Sheng Yi was suppressed by the current for more than an hour, and was too tired to stand up.

He felt like a mimosa wilted by the rainstorm, he was about to drown, and it was very difficult to get out of this bathroom.Not caring about face, Sheng Yi responded weakly.

The bathroom door lock was pushed open with a click, Sheng Yi subconsciously covered the key parts with a towel, his whole face was rosy white from the lingering heat.

Rong Yu also looked like he had just been washed, and changed into a comfortable white T-shirt. His short jet-black hair was damp and scattered between his eyebrows and eyes.

Although he is of the same sex, Rong Yu's beauty still makes Sheng Yi feel extremely ashamed.

Sheng Yi glanced at the person at the door, thinking of the unbearable past few days, he just felt like a pig waiting to be slaughtered, and he was so shameless that Rong Yu wiped his body with such a beautiful hand.

What a waste of people.

"Forget it, forget it." Sheng Yi lowered his head embarrassingly in the water, "I'm still myself..."

"I don't look at you." Rong Yu saw Sheng Yi's unnaturalness, and calmly looked in another direction: "You've been washing for too long, you'll catch a cold."

Sheng Yi was served very comfortably.

Rong Yu's hand is usually cold, maybe it's because he just took a bath, but now it's slightly hot, making Sheng Yi unknowingly enjoy the touch.

Sheng Yi closed his eyes comfortably, and let Rong Yu play with it like he was taking care of a child.

He unilaterally felt that the relationship between him and Rong Yu seemed to be much closer, so the questions he had been curious about for a long time slowly began to pop up.

"My name is Sheng Yi? Which Yi is it?"

"Bright." Rong Yu pressed his eyes with a towel from behind to prevent water from entering.

"Oh." Rong Yu's movements were very calm, Sheng Yi let go of his naturalness, and raised his hand to press the towel, "Which Yu is your Yu?"

"Ample."

"How did the ample Yu write?"

"..." Rong Yu withdrew his hand from his foamy head, "Hand."

Sheng Yi raised his hand back and forth, his eyes were closed, and his body's sense of touch was very keen.With heat, Rong Yu's fingertips stroked his palm one by one, as if engraving that word on his body.

Sheng Yi didn't feel anything when this hand helped him take a bath, but now his cheeks were getting hot.

Sheng Yi withdrew his hand naturally, and clenched his fist on his thigh.

He continued, "Where is my family?"

Rong Yu hardly thought, and replied, "It's me."

Sheng Yu was quiet: "Where's my friend?"

"it's me."

Sheng Yi was quiet for a while, then suddenly laughed, and asked again: "Where is my lover?"

"You have no lover."

"……Oh."

Sheng Yi completely quieted down and didn't ask any more questions.

Rong Yu dried Sheng Yi off and helped him change into his pajamas.There is a lot of difference in their body shapes. Sheng Yi's figure has hardly changed from that in high school. He is not short, and still retains the slender beauty of a teenager.His pajamas were empty on Sheng Yi's body, and the sleeves and trouser legs were too long.

Rong Yu helped him roll up his sleeves, and raised his long eyelashes to look at Sheng Yi's bright eyes that couldn't hide his melancholy.

Sheng Yi has been very smart since he was a child, and he is very good at observing words and expressions.

His words just now were enough for Sheng Yi to guess his situation.

Staring at Sheng Yi's dim and downcast eyes, Rong Yu sighed helplessly, and raised his hand to caress his face.

He added to his previous answer: "If you want, it can be me."

Like a puppy in the water, Sheng Yi raised his chin to rest on Rong Yu's broad and reliable shoulders.

This hug gave him a great sense of security, but it also made his eyes burn because he was suddenly touched by his sensitive heart.

Sheng Yi knew that Rong Yu was joking to comfort him, so he twitched the corners of his mouth, and just wanted to say something like "then you are nothing" to ease the atmosphere.

Rong Yu hugged him lightly, and whispered in his ear: "Sheng Yi, from now on, can you let me be your everything?"